You probably thought I forgot,
I just do things to cover up,

I leave my house, come back,
Sometimes I'm not glad,

I didn't go when the water invited me.

Maybe you say I don't love you,
But you don't know shit,

I carved you in my eyes everyday,
Just to see that gorgeous smile, lit.

I relieved you of me,
My nerves begged me to take care of you,

I was too afraid of me,
I let you go too quickly, but to me, not too late.

I'm still in denial,
That you deserved better,

That better was me,
But I threw you in the gutter.

Maybe you're right,
I do deserve hell,

I'm already in it anyway,
Everyday when I fell.

I made you love me,
I cherished a lonely you,

There'll always be someone better,
Someone to forget.

Someone to make peace,
Someone to make you regret,

Someone to make you happy,
Someone to make you grieve.

I was one of them,
I was another one to make you leave,

I gave up on myself,
I couldn't hide anymore mysteries.

I let you go cause of secrets,
Dark ones I'm afraid to tell,

Things you can't understand,
Like how I'm one of them from hell.

I wish I could've given you better,
But it was not enough,

I saw the purity,
So I let go of your innocent eyes,

I made you blind,
But my memories of me not as bright.

Don't leave the world,
Cause of the heartache I caused,

K!ll the me in your mind,
And start all over again.