I swear I let you live,
I let the soul talk,
I let the fuckery go,
But deep inside,
I wanna m^rder it all.

It goes in circles,
Everything now seems bizarre,
Me wanting you in my life,
It seems impossible,
Considering I was the one that said,
Humans meant nothing to me.

I had to understand,
Not all was like that,
I had a lot more to learn.

Not a good portion to live by,
I can't be left alone, I'm scared,
Murder committed, trials, lost gems,

"I told you not to leave me with them."