Ragged dolls,
Broken jewelry,
I feel sick,
I wanna get this over with.

Broken glass,
Shattered paints,
Elastic bands,
A fucking maze.

Circles, and a volcano,
My head feels it's in an inferno,
My emotions, they're done,
They're tired of letting me win.

The anger, is coming out,
After all these times,
The worst of me,

Survive me,
Survive this,

I can't say I don't love it

It surprises me,
It frightens me,
What will life be like,
When I explode?

No, go away,
Not right now,
I'm sorry, my emotions,
I can't explain how.

My veins are burning,
I feel like a monster,
A restless flame ball,
An imposter.

I can't lose it,
I have to keep breathing,
I can't let it out,
Have to keep it in hiding.

After all these years,
Sleepless nights,
I can't let it go,
I just have to hang on tight.

It dies down,
I shiver in relief,
What a world it would be,
If my emotions were released.