After my passionate night with Grayson. I felt so fulfilled and free. Life was turning up.
I had taken a breather and decided to light a candle.

I saw Grayson enter slowly with just a bath towel. He looked so beautiful so fucking hot.

I slowly kissed him feeling his wet soft skin.
"You look lovely" I said slowly blushing "thank you look ravishing" said Grayson with a smile as his eyes skimmed over my body.

"Y/N"
I heard a knock on the door it was Ethan.
I slowly stepped back, as Grayson released me from his hug... I stared at the door Ethan kept knocking loudly.

"Go finish up." I said with a cute smile kissing his abs. "Fuck... fine. ETHAN STOP" he yelled. Angrily clenching his hands "relax" I say with calmness pushing him into the shower and closing the door. Opening the door to your room, you see Ethan... you couldn't read his face it was in a mix of 100000 emotions.

"What is so urgent that you practically had to bang the door down?" I asked angrily, annoyed.

"I... I'm sorry. But.... I fucking love you. I need you so bad... I don't think you realize but I think about you too. I've thought about you a lot and you are so hot, so pretty and just... the love of my life"
He said running out of breath staring at me, his eyes were softer then butter. I looked at him grabbing his arm leading him to his room.
I didn't know what to do or say. But I grabbed his hand kissing it.

We made eye contact it felt like an orgasm...

I smiled "I love you too. I do, but I'm with Grayson.... God I can't fucking decide"
You shouted out loud covering your mouth quickly hopping Grayson didn't hear.

I stared at the floor for a second. I quickly grabbed my hair and ran out. I decided to run down stairs and hide in the pantry.
I felt... happy but scared and lonely I didn't know who to pick. All I could about was.... Who do I choose? God.... They are both so perfect.... But who?

I sat down on the floor thinking and just.... Feeling anxious... I heard footsteps and voices.

I knew Grayson was near as I heard him talking, I looked away as he opened the pantry door.

"You alright? I overheard you two... I mean... you know I love you so fucking much... I-"

He said with a smile as he squatted down to level with me, my ehes slowly drifted to his strong arms and his knees... I blushed he looked so fucking hot:

But that didn't disturb reality. Who do I choose?

I got up slowly walking. Away.
"I support whatever you choose don't worry please. We need to talk"
He said pleading with me giving me
Puppy eyes. "Fine" I said pulling my arm away sitting on his couch.
"Do you really mean what you said?"
"Yea."
i stared unsure of what to think...my mind blanked.... I was about to leave but I decided to tell Grayson a goodbye. " Grayson... I love you know that. Itll always be you. & you're so hot, lovely and cute and have the best humor. So kind and perfect, even thru dark and they pain."

"Thank you. I love you so much too you are amazing and just such a loving kind hearted soul.
Love you so much" he said hugging me tightly, I kissed his pec while
Pulling his shirt down a little. "God why are you so hot" I said, he smirked, as I giggled slowly
Depending on the kiss onto his lips and touching his abs.

Ethan slowly
Approached by then we had been just hugging no kissing, "you going" he said still looking sort of shy to me. "Yeah." I whispered "don't worry. Thank you for everything. Love you, I'll see you around..." I took a pause examining his features along with his body, he did the same. "Don't leave" he said.
"God. I'd stay but I just need a break ok? Love you so fucking much. For the record... don't think I haven't imagined myself with you."

I slowly whispered into his ear touching his abs making him gasp slowly we both synced our breathing to prevent any suspicion from Grayson.

He probably already knew but I didn't care. "Bye. Love you both" I said walking out they both said bye. I smiled at them.

I left slowly
Putting on Kali uchis and driving out of the car way.

THE END!

THE ACTUAL! End of the book.
2nd book is coming soooon!
The 2nd book will be amazing. No teasers yet.