A/N
Trigger warning.

I stared at the devoured girl staring back at me in the mirror. Your a monster, your deadly. You should be living in the shadows, your a devil!
I ripped at the necklace that hung around my neck.
It burned, eating away at my skin. Screaming out in pain. I pulled away at it attempting to get the thing off. I was now a ghostly white. Blood dribbled down my neck and dressed my hands.
I bite my lip in pain, tears threatened my eyes. I felt a searing pain in my neck. I threw my head back in agony and frustration. It sparked turning purple and slowly cleared up, soon the skin looked like nothing ever happened.
I droped to the floor someone catching me in there arms.
"Honey don't you ever do that again. Your not a monster your my daughter. You have a long life infront of you. Your beautiful inside and out. I love you." she held me close to her body. I nuzzled my head into my mums chest and wept.

I woke up puddled in sweat, hyperventilating. I walked to the bathroom splashing cold water onto my face.
Not another Flashback.
I looked into the mirror, blood shot eyes stared back at me.
I started to heave, I sat infront of the toilet while my throat burned as I vomited up stinging purple liquid. This is how most my mornings started.

Tensed, I sat on the edge of the couch. I wouldn't relax. I needed air, I needed to get away from my mucked up world.

I pulled my uniform and disappeared into the night. Getting lost in thought I wound up at an old abandoned building. I breathed in heavenly, I was free from my mind where I often found myself trapped. I looked around......

She took one last look around the place and went to lock up when I swiftly pressed her against the wall, I covered her mouth murmuring her screams.
"You should never leave your door unlocked honey, especially at this hour." I chuckled. the dark shadowing my face. Her face was pale with shock, her eyes filled with fear.
"Now honey I heard you like to design outfits. Am I right?" My voice hushed, she slowly nodded.
"Good because as you can see I'm lacking an outfit." My voice low.
"Then what are you waiting for hurry up and get started, I don't have all night, honey. And we wouldn't want to make this harder then it already is." my voice amused. If I wasn't supporting her then I'm sure she would have collapsed by now. I let her go as she panicked to hurry and get started. Her voice faltered as she questioned me.
"N-now will y-you let me g-go." She stuttered as I studied my figure in her finished work in the mirror.
"You've seen too much ." and within a blink I'de raised the knife and threw it at her. Her body collapsed as I dropped the rose and left in my new uniform.
My first ever attack.

I found myself grabbing the wall for support. Where ever I went I could never escape the past. I tensed my ears pricked up...

"This was the first place where they ever found a rose, the believe it was there first attack." It was a female voice approaching...
I swung around sending her a kick to the head. She stumbled forward not expecting it as I leapt wrapping my legs around her neck.
"Someone...help." she choked into her air peace, as I squeezed tighter suffocating her. She grabbed my legs as she attempted to loosen them but failed, she reached for her gun.
I heard footsteps
"Natasha!"
Before I could react I turned to see red, white and blue strips accelerate towards me, hitting me in the side of the head, I dropped to the ground.
My vision turning black...

A/N

I know that was short, but it's only leading up to the next chapter. (which is pretty intense)
So that picture is of her necklace. And if none of this is making sense, it will all come together soon...
So here come the Avengers ;)
Anyways hope ya liked it!

Gem xx