To this day I still love marvel movies, Disney, Pokémon, Magic the Gathering, and Dungeons and Dragons.

As a kid I never really told people I liked "nerd games" because I was labeled a nerd already for wearing glasses and being good at school.

When I got to high school I stopped caring and found people who also loved my games.

For Halloween, one year me and my friends all dressed as DnD characters and the next we did our favorite marvel hero, I went as Deadpool.

I slowly found myself more and more. Finding people who were like me. I started to feel less alone but still wanted to die because I had already died inside.