It really wasn't ever a secret that I was in love with him. Although I never flat out told him, I was pretty obvious about my feelings. 

The thing is, I have a darkness behind my walls, as well as my sister. We try to hide it, but it creeps out like a shadow that is always clinging to us. 

It's a darkness that I don't want to damper the light in Jughead but sometimes, hope is being able to see the light within the darkness.