Hello everyone. I have a couple things to say. I know most of you are probably mad at me and I completely understand. I am truly sorry about how this is turning out and I feel like such a bad author and person for doing this to you guys. I've been trying to update, but things have gotten worse.

I might have PTSD. I'm not for sure, but my doctor says I do. He suggested that I go talk to a psychiatrist because my doctor doesn't have the license to prove if I have it or not. I'm also on more antidepressant medication as well as an anxiety prescription. He found out that I have severe anxiety and it's been really hard on me.

And because my Microsoft isn't working...I'm still pissed about that. My friend suggested that I use google docs. And that's what I'm gonna do. I totally did not think of that lol. But it might be a little bit because of Microsoft not working, I can't copy and paste anything. So I have to type the whole thing over to google docs and save it that way. I'm actually gonna start doing this after I published this chapter haha. And yes. I have one chapter being looked over by my editor right now :) so hopefully I'll get that back soon and update my book.

I would really like to apologize for everything that has been going on. I feel really bad and I feel like an awful person for putting you guys through this. I'm finally able to read over all of my pm's and I had over 300. I was shocked. I didn't realize that you guys cared so much. And I am forever grateful. I am so proud to you call you Faithful Shifters. You guys deserve that title and nothing can take that away. So can you guys please forgive me? It's just been a really bad summer for me and it's very hard to find the energy and will to do different things. Some of you might call that bullshit, but it's true. Waking up every morning is a challenge for me. It means that I have to face whatever the day is gonna throw at me. Living with depression is not fun. My friend had it and I could never understand what she went through. It's not that I didn't believe her, because I did, it's because I wasn't going through the same thing. I tried to imagine it, but depression isn't something that you can imagine. Depression is truly a problem. No one can really understand what is going on with a person who has depression because it's not something that other people can relate too. I just hope that you guys understand that I really wanted to update my books, but things just got too hard and I needed a break. I really sorry.

But do no fret. I'M BACK BITCHES.

I'm not gonna let this stupid mental disease (fact: depression is actually a mental disease)  ruin my books. Writing for you guys makes me so happy. I should have saw that writing is my escape. I was too stupid and worried to realize that. I was too worried that the depression would alter my writing and I didn't want to give you shitty chapters. But who cares. I'm gonna start writing again because that's what makes me happy.

I love you guys so much. You are more than just fans. You guys are my family and I am so proud to say that!

Love you Faithful Shifters!!!!! <3

-MommaShifter