I found out recently that my little brother has a syndrome called Klinefelter syndrome. Basically he was born w/ an extra X chromosome. I won't go into full detail cuz I'm worried that because I'm saying this stuff, that he'll essentially get laughed at. We're assuming that this is why my little bro has such bad anger issues. 

Tonight, I was trying to get him to put a plate into the dishwasher an he freaked out. He put the plate into the sink very harshly and ran up to our room. (Yes we share a room) My stepdad had to run up there and restrain him before he could mess up my room(I had just started cleaning my room today). I felt horrible because he kept screaming and screaming and my mother walked past me and said "Do you feel good now? Now that you've gone a fought him over a plate," she had put emphasis on plate, too. 

That didn't really make matters any better. I kept cleaning the kitchen as fast as I could and then ran upstairs to our room. All the while, my lil bro is still screaming his head off. Sometime because of this whole mess w/ my lil bro, I feel neglected. I'm sure my older bro feels the same way. 

I even sometimes feel suicidal and don't really want to leave my room. Which is probably another reason why I'm so antisocial. 

Sorry if this made anyone uncomfortable or even confused. I just felt the need to rant.