AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY IS IT ANXIETY
I'M HIGHLY ANXIOUS YES
BUT ANXIETY ISN'T MAKING ME CRY
NOT MAKING ME HURT
NOT MAKING ME HATE ALL THE THINGS I LOVE
NOT TAKING AWAY EMOTIONS
NOT MAKING ME LAUGH AT OTHERS PAIN
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
BUT WHY MUST YOU QUESTION MY FEELINGS THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE ME LOVE
WHY DO I LOVE HER MORE THAN YOU
WHY AM I FORCED TO LAUGH AT YOUR PAIN
AT HIS PAIN
AT MY PAIN
AT PAIN
WHY AM I TOO WEAK TO DIE
I LOOK AT THE ROOF AND I DON'T JUMP BECAUSE I THINK I'M MORE LIKELY TO LIVE THAN DIE
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE HELP
I WANT SCARS
I CRAVE THEM
PLEASE TALK TO ME
GIVE ME LOVE
I TRUST PEOPLE I'VE KNOWN FOR 2 YEARS MORE THAN YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
BUT I LOVE YOU
AND I HATE THAT
LET ME FEEL EMOTIONS PROPERLY
please

please just let me have therapy

It's not anxiety

It's depression

How hard is that for you to grasp

It's not a joke

It's not "teenage angst"

I don't care that it's almost summer

As if that's a reason