I'm done with all of this

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"Sorry... that was... terrible." Jimin who's breathing was still a bit heavy, furrowed his eyebrows in confusion as the other boy got up, rearranging his clothes and putting his boxers back on.

"What do you mean?" Jimin followed his movements not really sure what to do. Was he supposed to get up too?

"Exactly what I said. That was horrible. Have you never given a blowjob before? I'm surprised I even came."

Jimin had reached his breaking point. This was it. It's not that he didn't like sex or the idea behind it itself... rather he hated the fact, that he still was an inexperienced virgin. It wouldn't be that bad if his ex was the first time that had happened, but it wasn't just him. Jimins first kiss hadn't been better even the tiniest bit.

He had accidentally bit the girl's lip, earning a bunch of swearwords and that was it. She was gone. Nothing more happened. By now he was certain, that he just was bad at this type of stuff.

"So what are you going to do about it? Sulking is not going to change anything." Hoseok declared taking a sip from his drink. The other just shrugged his shoulders. What was he supposed to say? Hoseok was right, but what was he supposed to do.

"It's not like you will ever lose your virginity, speaking realistically, which means you can just give it up instead of grieving over it." The gaze Jimin sent towards could have killed.

Jimin rocked back and forth nervously while waiting for the loading screen to disappear. He wasn't sure whether he should actually do what he was planning. At on hand he was sure that just sleeping with a prostitute, wouldn't be the best move considering his pride, but on the other hand what pride at this point? Also who could give him better advice than someone who's job was having sex?

A couple of minutes later, with a lot of debating Jimin had decided that he would back out. It had been a stupid idea if he was being logical. He wasn't even that old for fucks sake. Why would he, just a bit older than 18 feel the need to contact a prostitute. Most of the guys in his class were virgins too. Nothing wrong with that.

The exact moment Jimin wanted to close the app, so he could swear at himself and the world in peace, a profile of a boy popped up and Jimin almost choked on his salvia. He had spent the last minute skipping through a couple of profiles on this app and there were some okay looking people, but this guy was exactly Jimin's type and seemed to be almost on another level compared to the others.

Jimin
Hey

Jimin had already typed out a message, without even thinking. The second he sent it he instantly regretted it, feeling like a complete idiot.

Jimin
Sorry never mind... I didn't intent on messaging

He quickly threw his phone onto the bed just to flinching when it vibrated just seconds after. Jimin stared at his phone filled with dread. If it was the hot guy answering he did not want to read it. He had actually texted a prostitute a "hey".

Suga
Hey

Suga
If you weren't planning to message, what were you actually planning on doing?

Jimin
Right now trying to find out what's the quickest way of killing myself, so I won't have to die of embarrassment

Jimin
Kind of too late though

Suga
Hm killing yourself, huh?

Suga
Sounds tempting

Jimin
I mean if you think so

Jimin
This is so awkward

Jimin
More like I am so awkward

Jimin
Ugh

Yoongi
Breathe

Yoongi
And relax

Yoongi
I don't bite

Yoongi
For the most parts

Jimin
Omg

Jimin
Are you like real?

Yoongi
Now what the hell is that supposed to mean?

Jimin
Like... a prostitute?

Yoongi
I mean I offer my services for money

Yoongi
so yeah?

Jimin
That's so weird

Jimin
You're totally different from what I expected

Jimin
At least like the five messages you sent so far

Yoongi
How so?

Jimin
Shouldn't you be flirting with me like you're 24/7 horny?

Jimin
Just asking. Not tryna be offensive here. It's just... isn't that what most people want?

Jimin
At least coming to this website

Jimin
Like you calling people daddy or something from the first second on?

Jimin
And talking about whatever they could do to you?

Jimin
Like those small pop ups you see on porn sites

Suga
Do you want me to?

Jimin
No

Jimin
Absolutely fucking not

Jimin
I would be even more awkward if you started flirting

Jimin
But like... it's your job?

Jimin
To do that stuff?

Suga
I mean yeah. Kinda.

Jimin
But you don't?

Suga
Not usually

Suga
Especially in the beginning

Jimin
Is there a reason?

Jimin
Don't you not want to do it?

Suga
You sound like your trying to find a deeper meaning to life

Suga
And that within the first couple of seconds texting me

Suga
I'm impressed

Suga
Usually it takes a least a month of me to get people to that state

Suga
Anyways it's about getting people to be comfortable around me

Suga
Because no one wants to have stiff awkward sex

Suga
So by being nice I kind of am doing my job and getting people to relax

Suga
If they want me to take a certain persona I can do that too

Suga
But I usually start of by chatting with them like I would with a friend

Suga
That's pretty normal around here tho

Suga
There probably are a couple of people on here making rather normal conversations

Jimin
Wow that's actually pretty cool somehow

Suga
I guess

Suga
Mind telling me how you ended up in my dms?

Jimin
Uhm... idk if I should actually tell anyone about this

Jimin
It's super embarrassing and ehhhhhhhh

Suga
No matter what it is I've probably heard worse

Suga
You impotent?

Suga
That's a pretty normal problem you know

Jimin
No!

Jimin
That's not it!

Jimin
...pls kill me

Suga
I'll consider it after you tell me

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
To summarize it... I suck at everything that's sex related

Suga
Oh so you suck?

Jimin
Ugh

Jimin
Why do I already like you?

Jimin
You're doing your job well

Jimin
Anyways by downloading this app I was kind of hoping I could get rid of this annoyance called virginity and get better at idk sex I guess

Jimin
But I did chicken out

Jimin
in a very manly manner ^

Jimin
But that was after I messaged you

Jimin
I don't think I could sleep with anyone I don't know and pay them

Jimin
There's this thing called pride that's still somewhat present even after all those embarrassments, which is quite surprising tbh

Suga
I feel for you man

Suga
I mean I can't really relate to being bad in bed<3

Suga
But that sounds super frustrating

Suga
I could give you some tips tho

Suga
If you want me to at least?

Jimin
I'd have to pay for that tho

Jimin
Google on the other hand is free

Suga
Nah

Suga
Let's just go ahead and call it advertising

Suga
Maybe someday you might end up being one of my customers because of this

Suga
Also let me have my fun

Suga
In exchange you gotta tell me what happens alright?

Suga
I like some good drama

Jimin
I'm not sure if I want this tbh

Jimin
No hard feelings but taking advice from a prostitute kind of feels

Jimin
Idk dirty but not in the good sense

Suga
I get what you mean but you shouldn't worry about it too much

Suga
Even with the reputation sex workers have

Suga
There aren't that many differences between couple sex and payed one

Suga
At least not if it's about what you do to make the other person feel good

Suga
Sure there are other factors but when you suck a dick you suck a dick

Jimin
I swear

Jimin
I did not expect to find you here but I like you

Jimin
You're cool

Jimin
I'm still pretty surprised that you're willing to just do that, but I guess listening to your advice won't be a disadvantage

Suga
That's the motivation

Suga
Can I be blunt with you?

Jimin
Uhm yeah I guess?

Jimin
What exactly do you mean by blunt?

Suga
You said you're a virgin

Suga
What have you done before?

Jimin
I've given a blowjob once

Jimin
And kissing

Jimin
That's it

Suga
And what happened?

Jimin
Wow this is awkward

Suga
This type of thing is my job so no need to feel embarrassed

Suga
Okay actually not

Suga
But I'm used to talking about sex and stuff that doesn't go the way it's supposed to, so shoot away

Jimin
Uhm... Idk what exactly I did wrong. I kept choking on it though

Suga
Deep throat?

Jimin
Yeah

Suga
Know that one

Suga
You probably tried taking it all in right?

Jimin
Kind of

Suga
Maybe don't do that?

Suga
Wow I'm so helpful

Suga
What I'm trying to say. If you're new to blowjobs, you should start of going easy on it

Suga
Concentrate mainly on the tip

Suga
If the guy likes deep throating, do it but try to not push your limits too much

Suga
It won't be pleasurable for either of you

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Sounds reasonable

Jimin
Gosh I sound like I have a stick up my ass

Suga
That's the goal here

Suga
Also maybe watch the other person's reaction

Suga
There are things one person might love, while someone else is turned off by it

Suga
For example, there are guy's that like deep throating while others actually don't

Jimin
Okay so that actually sounds pretty basic

Jimin
I think even I might manage that?

Jimin
Thanks!

Suga
Honestly

Suga
Just do whatever you feel like doing

Suga
Being stiff and forcing yourself to do stuff won't feel good

Suga
Neither for you, nor him

Suga
Usually once you get out of that mindset of having to do a good job, you'll end up having a good time

Suga
So just get horny, make the guy horny and enjoy it

Jimin
All of that sounds pretty normal

Suga
You know I AM just a normal person myself

Suga
Even with that Job of mine

Jimin
Noted

Jimin
Now on an unrelated note

Jimin
I bet you get this a lot, but I kind of wanna say it anyways

Jimin
You're extremely hot

Jimin
Don't ask me where I take that self-confidence from... I'm not sure myself

Suga
Awww thanks

Suga
I would say something back, but I have no idea what you look like

Suga
This sounds super awkward

Suga
BUT

Suga
you seem like a nice person

Suga
Wow now I'm cringing

Jimin
Thanks I guess

Suga
How about I send nudes to make the situation less awkward?

Jimin
No ._.

Suga
Pfff virgin

Jimin
So now you're making fun of me;---;

Jimin
I thought you were nice...

Suga
Eh

Suga
For the most parts

Suga
Being a virgin is pretty nice tho

Jimin
How so?

Suga
You have never seen the hard sides of life~

Jimin
...

Jimin
...

Jimin
...

Jimin
You are soooo not what I expected to meet here

Jimin
Not complaining though

Suga
I have it pretty easy actually

Suga
I mean I am objectively attractive and I get a lot of requests, so I can be picky

Suga
Also it means I can try a little less try hard into conversations

Suga
Which is why some conversations actually end up being pretty easy going

Suga
Like this one

Suga
Anyways

Suga
In case you ever feel like losing your virginity to me I'm here for ya~

Jimin
I'll keep that in mind<3

A/N

The first chapter~

I had a lot of fun writing this...

This scenario is quite the fun toy❤

Also since I have edited this most of the comments have been lost so don't hesitate to comment and be creative😉