Waking up

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„How are you feeling?" Jimin flinched at the sight of Yoongi's face a couple of centimeters in front of his' when he tiredly opened his eyes. Instantly the consequences of the last night manifested in form of a pretty bad headache. He groaned sitting up, rubbing his temples. "Not that well... why are you here? Or rather why am I here?"

"You remember yesterday?"

"Partly and if I remember right, there should be a pretty girl next to me not you..." Even in all of this confusion of how he'd gotten here he tried to keep up the lie he'd told Yoongi the day before. He wasn't interested anymore.

"Yeah I got you out of there, before you got the chance without protection and get her pregnant or and STD or whatever you were planning on doing there, getting that drunk."

Jimin gasped offended. Yeah he had been pretty drunk but he wasn't stupid and who was Yoongi to tell him what he was allowed to do and what not. "I'm not an idiot." He wasn't even sure, why Yoongi worrying pissed him off that much right now. Just weeks ago he would have been so happy over it, but right now it just rubbed him the wrong way.

"At least when you're still conscious that is..." Yoongi muttered under his breath and that actually stung. He was well aware that Yoongi wasn't perfect and sometimes said hurtful things, but he was used to him treating Jimin like some sort of treasure so even that little negative comment directed at Jimin, hurt quite a bit. Jimin turned defensive.

"Why do you care? It's not like we fuck without a condom. That is if we end up fucking ever again..." He spat angrily. He didn't want to be here. Not when he'd just somehow managed to get his mind of Yoongi.

By the way the crease between Yoongi's eyebrows was getting deeper it was pretty obvious that Yoongi was growing annoyed with his behavior. Jimin really didn't want to annoy Yoongi. He just wanted to get out of here. Best case scenario; Yoongi would simply forget his existence.

Taking a deep breath Yoongi tried to swallow his annoyance. "Actually I wanted to talk exactly about that, but I'm not sure if I actually can talk properly, if you keep bitching around cause it's pissing me off."

"Who says I want to talk?"

"You seemed to be pretty willing to talk yesterday?"

Jimin almost instantly paled. "What did I say?"

The sigh that left Yoongis lips as he sat up. "Are you going to talk to me now or will you just deny everything and try to run off?"

"What did I say?"

"You said you liked me. That's about it."

"I was drunk."

"So denial and running off it is?"

"I need to go home..." Before Jimin could stand up, Yoongi pushed him onto the bed, stopping him from moving. "Jimin I want you to listen to me."

Not wanting to even look Yoongi in the eye Jimin tried to shake him off, but his grip was too strong. "You can't force me..." Even he himself cringed at his childish behavior. Maybe he should just stay and listen, but he was scared of rejection so rejecting seemed to be the better choice.

"Jimin. I'm not going to tell you that I can't accept your feelings, if that's what you're scared of." Taking the confused look on the boy's face as a sign he was willing to talk now, he let go and sat down next to him.

"What do you mean?" Jimin's face was blank, but Yoongi could tell that he was struggling with keeping his feelings at bay underneath.

"I am saying that I like you as well... it's just that anything more than sex between us would probably hurt you more than getting rejected. You know I can't just quit my job, just because of a simple crush. I still have bills to pay and I like the pay this job has." Jimin sat there taken aback by Yoongis statement. The word crush echoing in his head.

"You like me as well? You're not annoyed by me liking you?"

Yoongi was surprised. "Why would I?"

"You probably had a couple of people getting to attached to you because of your job and-"

"Yeah actually there have been quite a few, but the difference is, that I actually treated you like something special pretty much from the beginning. I thought you realized that."

"But that was because of my looks."

"Yeah in the beginning, but it still was somewhat of a mix. You were pretty cute and I liked your character, but we did become friends, didn't we? I wouldn't have let that happened if I didn't like you at least a bit."

Jimin stared at Yoongi who was sitting right in front of him, explaining the situation with a serious expression. "But you're friends with Hobi too?"

Yoongi rolled his eyes. "Do I fuck Hobi?"

"Maybe not." Jimin chuckled a bit awkwardly, a bunch of feelings shaking his stomach up. He was special to Yoongi.

"In all honesty I don't really believe in love as it's being described in books, but I do think that there are people we like more than others and that there is physical attraction, as well as chemical reactions in your brain that give you the feeling of 'being in love', but I am pretty sure that I am just as attracted to you as you are. In the end it's just about finding someone who mixes well with you... and I do think that's something I can say about the two of us."

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"I was literally treating you the same way I would with someone I was in a relationship with, but there still was and is my job, which stops me from actually going for a relationship. That way you get your chance of maybe stumbling upon someone who suits you better and doesn't work in my line of business."

"I didn't notice..."

Yoongi laughed softly. "Now you know. I still think it's better for you to just think of me as a friend and keep the spot of someone you love open. Still I really enjoy whatever it is that's going on between us."

Jimins bottom lip quivered. "You're an asshole..." Before hugging Yoongi and burying his face in his t-shirt, making Yoongi chuckle warmly as he patted Jimin's back soothingly.

"Why am I getting the feeling that you don't hate me for that?" The older teased softly running his hand through Jimin's hair, before the other sat up again.

"You got one thing wrong thought. I don't care about your job."

"You don't have to lie. You were pretty obvious when you wanted to mark me."

"No. I felt like I was just like them. I didn't even realize that you were treating me somewhat differently... I wouldn't care if you slept with others, if I knew that you belonged to me..."

"Are you sure?" Yoongi didn't seem that convinced.

"Yeah... Uhm... I think I should ask you officially. Yoongi... do you want to date me?"

"Don't you want to sleep another night over this? Being with me isn't as easy as you might expect. There will probably be a lot of jealousy involved in this..."

"No I don't have to overthink this if I get you in exchange." A lazy grin took place on Yoongis face, as he reached out patting Jimins head.

"You're a bit too sly with your words in my eyes." Yoongi chuckled, before placing a soft kiss on Jimins lips. "Sure let's try. What can go wrong aside from everything? ...And I know this is probably not the right moment to ask... but would you be down for some super lovey dovey couple sex?"

A/N

Somehow this story is perfectly described with the words porn with plot<3

Still they can be pretty fluffy around each other... it's just that they're both horny 24/7

Btw holy shit when did that happen?

The last time I checked there were about 300 reads and now it's 700? Wtf?♡

I don't know any of you guys but srsly thanks!!!