I took a deep breath as I slowly twist the doorknob open and peek between the open crack,checking the surrounding inside only to find my Bestfriend Yoojin sitting on my bed obviously waiting impatiently and raising an eyebrow at me while arms folded across her chest.I know the moment I enter inside our room I have to prepare my ears to hear her nagging.

I let out a faint smile in guilt while entering our room sheepishly.

"Let me guess where you go and did the whole day?."Yoojin started right after I take a step.

I froze on my feet and look her way with a shaky eye balls as my anxiety starts climbing inside me.

"Ehh..??what are you saying?ofcourse you know!didn't i told you already I went to the library to study for my test next week."I explained in between my awkward laugh getting nervous.

Yoojin made an error buzzed sound as she get off on my bed and start walking towards me and reach out a hand to get my bag that clings on my shoulder.I take a step backward but she gave me a death glare so I give in and let her have my bag with a pout.

I take a big gulp and look down knowing that I'm six feet buried under being in trouble as I hand off the bag of evidence.

I was nervously biting my finger nails as Yoojin zip down my pack bag to open.She snorted and look at me haughtily after seeing what's inside the bag.

"Library you say??I hope you knew today is Sunday and Library is closed,plus".Yoojin paused for a moment just to pull out my HD Camcorder."isn't instead of Camera and some fan goods paraphernalia I think your bag should be pack with notes.right??."Yoojin asked and I know I've got nothing to reason out now."You went to see Hyuk didn't you?I've checked VIXX's schedule on the Fan Cafe today when I notice you seemed so restless last night."

I bite my lip and look at her once again sheepishly."I really didn't mean to-"

"Yah!!"Yoojin yell and I flinched knowing she's in rage mood now."Until when are you going to stop this Na Rae??I'm starting to get scared and extremely worried on the things your doing now.Goodness you're turning into a crazy stalker don't you know that??"

"What do you mean by a stalker?!I don't even get close to Hyuk-"

"Well that's the point!you don't dare to get closed to him but-"Yoojin groaned in frustration and point her finger on the wall."every corner of our wall was covered by Hyuk's stolen shoots that you took and I bet this camera is full of Hyuk's face again!you don't even run a fan site but just kept it for yourself!."Yoojin said as she wave the Camera in my face.

I frowned and take the camera off her hand."you know his my only way to forget the pain I felt inside...i didn't do things that could harm him,I just follow him around but just far enough to see him,even my shadow I tried to hide it so he won't feel uncomfortable.".I said almost murmuring my words to myself trying to defend my behavior from extreme interrogation.

Yoojin let out a deep sigh and put her hand on my shoulder."It hurts me so much seeing you this way....I felt sorry of what my brother did to you after you confess your love to him,I can't pursue him to love you back that's why I tried so hard and kept telling you like the famous quote says that there's so much fish in the sea...you actually move on real quick but i didn't expect you'll gone this to the extreme,if only I didn't push you up on stage when VIXX came to our school that time when you're still fresh from the rejection and asked you to play starring battle with Hyuk,thinking that it'll ease the pain or forget what happened for awhile....I should have wait till you move on even if it takes a long time at least your normal after that."Yoojin said full of guilt in her words.

"I'm normal....i think??!but what happen that day is the biggest turning point of my life,I felt ashamed when I unintentionally start tearing up when his eyes mets mine,it's like he saw the pain I was carrying that time.I didn't expect him to hug me before my tears starts to spill and whisper me that everything will be okay and that I should give a try to look at the most beautiful thing that exist in this world to help me overcome whatever sadness I felt on that moment....he gave me the most brightest smile that I have ever seen."I said softly with a smile plaster on my lips remembering that day.

Yoojin faintly smiled back at me."That's why you start following him around cuz you think his the most beautiful thing in this world?."Yoojin asked and I nod my head agreeing."but I can't understand why don't you join to their fan sign events,fan meetings etc. to get close to him?why do you have to act like your in an under cover or something."Yoojin asked in concern.

I take a deep sigh as I sit down on my chair while poking my Krong dinosaur stuff toy on my table."I know I looked creepy and I can't blame you for thinking that way...I'm contented loving him from a far,I just can't dare to get close to him after that...I'm afraid he'll be gone away-"

Yoojin suddenly smack my head and gave me your so stupid look and yelp in pain while rubbing my head."You're thinking too much because of your confessing trauma!you know what I found a song just right for a person like you."Yoojin said as she lend me her iPod before she went to her bed and doing her beauty rituals.

I snorted how silly my bestfriend is..,she may looked like a tough woman on the outside but actually a squishy softie bunny in the inside.

I turned on her Ipod and put the earbuds on my ear and start listening the song while playing my krong stuff toy.

Nobody knows that I am a secret spy
I follow you home, careful to walk behind you
I climb up your tree and hide in the leaves
To keep you from seeing who I am

Call me obsessed, but I need to know your name
Your age, your address and where in the world you came from
It's silly to think that I'm on the brink
Of falling right off my rocker

Oh, I want to know
All about your mom and your favorite song
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I'm the definition of obsessive-compulsive, crazy love

Late after dark, your light is on upstairs
And I watch you dance as if you were Fred Astaire
A little finesse, a sparkly dress
And I could be Ginger Rogers

Oh, I want to know
All the books you read and your favorite sweets
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I'm the definition of obsessive-compulsive, crazy

La, la, la I'm like a firefly
La, la, la in the evening sky
I'm all aglow whenever I see you walking by

Oh, I want to know
If you ever plan to hold my hand
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I'm the definition of
Obsessive-compulsive crazy love

Crazy Love by Mindy Gledhill

I furrowed my brows as every words of the lyrics somehow hits me.I turned to look at Yoojin but she just shrugged her shoulder while giving me mischievous smile.

"Do you like it?!."Yoojin chirped in glee.

I snorted and gave her the look."yeah whatever."I said rolling my eyes on her.I forgot to add that she's also a big tease.

"Ah...by the way aren't you hungry?it's dinner time already.Let's go out?!"Yoojin said excitedly.

"Gopchang??!!"I chirped in glee.

Yoojin groaned and roll her eyes on me."your becoming more like hyuk.Whatever let's go!."Yoojin said as she grab her coat.

"Yes.!"I chirped excitedly.

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After eating our dinner on the Restaurant we've decided to buy some chips in the Convenient Store along the way,I was smiling while carrying the plastic bag full of snacks.Yoonjin went back to shelves to get some yogurts we forgot to include so I've decided to just wait her outside.

I was starring at the moon and got mesmerize how round and bright it is,the night sky is so clear that I could see some twinkling tiny stars in it.There were only few people and cars who passed by in this street,such a peaceful and quite community.No rumbles or crazy drunka-

I stop admiring the beautiful peaceful night today when someone suddenly bumped me so hard that I even move a few step.

I snapped."Come on!the street is so wide for to-"

The moment I turned to face the person who bumped me got me so shocked that I left my mouth hanged open to see who is it,tho half of his face was covered by his hoodie.

"I'm sorry....I just felt a little dizzy.I'm sorry."The guy said before he continue to walk unsteadily on the street.

"Hyuk....."I whisper his name in the air after I manage to compose myself of being shocked.

"Hey!you okay?."

I turned to my side to see Yoojin looking at me in her worried look.

"Hyuk....."I uttered staring at Yoojin in daze,my mind still can't believe that I came across and bumped him even in this street.I followed Hyuk with a stare who's standing on the stop light.

"Hyuk?!what's with him?come on Na Rae look at me!."Yoojin said and so I obey."you should control your thoughts of him okay?!I'm getting deaf hearing his name every minute from you-"

We suddenly heard an eerie Car screech filled the quite street and my eyes went wide when I saw Hyuk fell down on the street right after the Car bumped him.

My eyes spilled out my tears when I saw a blood covering the side of his face.

"HYUUUUUUUK!!!!!"