okay sorry but ima rant rlly quickis it just me, or do you hate it when people say "oh, *name* will do this" and you didn't even think about it? or like people think they know anything you do or everything you do, so then you dont even do it and they think you are? like, example, people might say "oh *name* hates *food i enjoy* i know he/she does" and its like, i dont eat the food alot so suddenly i hate it? it bugs me so much, no body knows me that well. if you think you do, message me. i know a few people online that know me better than irl friends and i need those friends irl bcuz they understand me. like namjinning and AlesiiTS . they know my deepest secret nobody irl knows so like, if you do that with me, can you stop? it annoys me.

im not trying to start drama, i just hide a lot of my feelings from my friends. would they care? no. do they care? no. would they be like, 'ACK, ARE YOU OKAY RANT TO ME CHILD I WILL PROTECC U AND TELL NOBODY'? no. but its more like 'okay.' 

alright, i  understand if you arent in a good mood. but everyday your just like 'alright. cool' to my feelings or words or actions or something and everything is hilarous? not how my life works and its not how i roll, hope you have a nice life. like, some of my friends change subjct so fast, or only talk about themselves.

i understand, i do that a lot, but when people are ranting, i pretend to listen. i hear key words, like a name or something, other than that i dont want you dropping anger or whatever crap you have on me. i go thru my own crap, let me live. dont drop things on my just because you 'know' im listening or something.

you can beg me for my secrets, you wont get them unless we have that bond where i could actually lift half a weight and we share shouldrs, you help me with things, or if people talk about me and you disagree and argue with them, that is when we have that bond. sorry if you are upset with me after seeing this, but i really care about my feelings. i dont care if you dont care about mine, because that is what you think and want to say and whatever.

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also, happier note, cAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT ALBUM
THE ALBUM IS A B O P

THE WHOLE DARN THING
AND I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT
AND
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HELP ME I AM DYING BANGTAN BOYZ GOT ME 

J U N G S H O O K E T H

if you wanna die with me, its cool because namjinning calls ambulances. 

k byee ily all ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤