uhh yeah so

my mental health has been terrible for the past... three days? i just become so tired and break down way easier than normal and idk if it's because of school recently starting or sth else

but i literally cannot pay attention in class and i'm somehow at once so tired that i don't want people to talk to me and so desperate to interact with people so that i know they're not ignoring my existence even now there's texts people haven't replied to and i'm like worried they're ignoring me for no reason unless they're hiding something which i hope they're not

that's not why i've been absolutely dead on wattpad i just don't have much of a passion to write atm

anyway idk what's happening but hopefully it passes on its own like yeah idk what's up with me there was no trigger or anything just me on monday or tuesday waking up tired and totally dissociating in english class and having coffee have no lasting effect as usual

send me bath bombs and carnelian please