Tbh... Im loosing feelings. I can't control myself. What is said has been said. Sorry If I'm mean but know that I am not myself. The true me is shattered because of my depression. This depression disturbs me too much. I change that depression into anger and take it out on some people. Fck i do regret it but.... I can't change anything.... what I did will still remain. All I need to do is to work harder to prevent it or... just end it all. People can be kind but the kindness one out of them al suffers the most. Once you find someone who's suffered... please tell them they'll be alright