it seems like, no matter how i love u, everything will turn out a blank space.

i thought i could stop thinking' bout u when i did curse at u .

but i was wrong, the crueler i reviled, the harder i missed u .

it has no sense when a close thing turned into strangers just in a minute, by a sentence .

i still dont get used to it, sometimes i pretend not to love u anymore, but way deep inside me is just a mess.

no one can clean up the trash, include me .

maybe i told everyone i didnt love u any-second-more, it was a lie .

i dont want the future of us will be tragic as a death, while u have your own Harley but u're my Pudding .

things come will come .

i know it .

perharps u are having a new girl crush, way more perfect than me .

but i wont be that pestimistic anymore, 'til i find myself a matching piece .

i know, there will be day, someone will be willing to come to me, just like the way u found us .

i'll keep our memories inside my mind, wondering if u do remember them or not, whatever, i'll keep .

for my special youth .

for my special friend .

i appreciate u .

from someone with no love .

dear .