- Not enough -

getting tired
maybe regret..
little bit confused
pretend to say I'm fine
but how ridiculous
it's still not enough
to hide my scars...

always my fault
not putting any effort?
so right now and right here
in silence
I blame myself
how stupid am I
I never feel enough.

but also
the sadness
and sorrow
I never get enough...

"you get what you deserve"
"just a lesson you have to learn"
already knew
stop it...

cause I get enough
disappointment
sneaking under smile
already knew 
please... just stop it.

cold night, cold heart
asking myself
when would I get enough
my own recognition
so that I could rest in peace.

but it's never enough
so I'm here
still alive...
and suffering the results
of my own mistakes...