So guys, I had 2 alternative endings, after discussing with my baby sis and babu (judgemental_hooman and Carry_ki_rupali) I got to the conclusion that I should write both of them.

Abb maza ayega na bidu.

Guys one more important thing first Epilogue is sad........sorry yrr jute mat marna.

So this is the first #1

To chalo yrr shru karte h bahut sari bakchodi ke sath. (Sorry Kerry papa)

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10 years later.
(Bahut jada lamba jump)

New Character for Epilogue only:-

Siya Nagar- 6 years old (Shanvi's and Yash's daughter)
Sayash Nagar- 10 years old
(Shanvi's and Yash's son)

Ajeeya Nagar- 6 years old
(Jahavni's and Ajey's daughter)
Aryan Nagar- 9 years old
(Jahavni's and Ajey's son)

Shanvi's POV

"Shanvi ma'am, are you cheating on your husband Yash Nagar?"

"Are you in a hidden relationship?"

"What about the Abhishek Rai video?"

"Ma'am please say something"

All the media reports, paparazzi were surrounding me.

"Side get aside"

My security pushed pass them and I made my way to my car, and sat in we drove away, I took off my shades, my eyes were blood shot red.

My phone rang I picked up.

"Hello yes..... yeah Mr. Mathur......you are at my house.....what does the reports say?.....okay I am on my way...I will be there in a few minutes"

I reached our home, and made my way in.

"Shanvi you okay na"
Jahavni asked as soon I entered.

"Yeah I am fine"
I said everyone looked sad in the house, our house is never like this we are always joking and laughing even in the worst times, but this is a different sadness, Yash's head was hung down, Ajey wasn't saying anything so do Jahavni, Mr. Mathur was sitting still with a sad expression too.

"Guys what happened? It was just media thing, yeh sab to roz hota h, tum log inte sad kyu ho?"

I asked a bit loudly.

Yash looked up his eyes were red he came to me and hugged me, I felt wetness on my shoulder he is crying.

"Yash... what happened? Why are you crying?"
I asked rubbing his back to calm him down.

"Mrs.Nagar here are the reports"

Mr.Mathur said, I pulled away from Yash and opened the reports, and read it.

Patient Name:- Shanvi Malhotra Nagar
Age:- 32 years
Sex:- female
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(Table thing with test)

She opened the last page.

Concussion:- Cancer last stage, less then 3 months left.

The report fell from my hand.

And I sat down on the couch.

I have to be strong for my kids, for my family, I stood up and smiled.

"Yash I am not going to die soon so stop crying, ase sad hone se kush nahi hota"

I said, he looked at me clearly he knew me too well, he knew I am faking it.

"Shanvi, why don't you understand it, I am gonna lose you forever, just why you keep pretending that you are will be here, when we all know you can't, don't you get it how much it hurts, stop lieing to us and mostly to yourself"

He yelled and went inside the room, I stopped myself from crying.

"Ajey Jahavni you guys go and see him, I will see off Mr.Mathur"

I said and they went in the room where Yash was, I can hear him yelling and hearing him this broken even I am having a hard time to control myself from crying.

We were almost at the door.

"Mr.Mathur the last report 2 weeks ago said I still have 6 months then now this?"
I asked him.

"Mrs.Nagar after what happened month and the media going over it must have given you alot of stress even if you don't show it, your health is decreasing day by day alot, emotional health too, you don't have much time left, it can be even shorter then this"

He said.

"Mr.Mathur I want you to make sure this news doesn't leaks out, unless I am dead"
I said.

"I will do that Mrs.Nagar"
He said and left.

I sighed, and went in, last six years have been hard for all of us, we still used to laugh but this one week had changed everything drastically, I am suffering from cancer since last 6 years almost, blood cancer to be exact, I fell while shooting when I checked out I found I have 2nd stage cancer, and 2 years later Yash got to know, I kept that from him for 2 years and he was very sad at that time, I knew this would have happened, but now the situation is worsening because I know I am at the doorstep of death, and the controversy is also eating up my head.

As I entered in I saw Yash, Ajey and Jahavni sitting on the couch, I went and sat in front of them.

"Shanvi we need to talk"
Yash said.

"Of course go ahead"
I said.

"Sai the matter had cooled down down, but the media wants your statement, and you asked us to not talk about it but it important as it's affecting your health"
Ajey said.

"Ha sai you have to speak about it, you were the victim and that guy is playing the victim card on you, your insta posts, lives, Tweets, YouTube, media, you still didn't said a single word about it, but you should please say it out"
Jahavni said, I am going to lose it if someone said one more thing about it.

"Yeah Shanvi people are making assumptions and putting fake allegations on you, tu kush kahena kyu nahi cahati"
Yash said, and I lost it.

"Enough is Enough guys!!
I said, everyone went silent.

"Mi nahi bolugi kush, or agar bola to or controversy hogi, or tum logo ko mere halat ke bare mi pata he h, and yrr I know you guys are concerned about me, but please don't tell me about anything related to that matter, and mujhe tum subse bahut important bat karni h"

Ajey:- ha bol?
Jahavni:- kay hua bol?
Yash:- kay bat karni h sai, please tell.

"Guys I can't handle this shit anymore, I am too tired of it, and I am going to our house in Manali, I don't want to be here anymore, I want peace I want to be left alone now"

I said, I am doing this for my family, my health will decrease even more, I don't want them to see me like this.

"Shanvi are you out of your mind? Do you even know what you are saying?"

Yash said.

"No Yash I know what I am saying, please try to understand"

I said tears started gathering in my eyes I blinked them away.

"Guys I had sent the last 3 books i wrote to Deepak bahiya yesterday, get it published after I die, you have password of all my social media handles, do whatever you want after I am dead, I have been running away from this topic since forever, but now we all have to face the reality that I am not going to be here with you all for forever, but I am always there for you in your memories"

I said, I looked at Yash he was trying control his tears, Ajey was already crying, and Jahavni she looked at me straight in my eyes and stood up.

"Okay, bahut hogaya Shanvi tera, hum hamesa tere bat sunte h na, now it's time for you to listen to us, it's fine I understand why you want to go and live in peace, but I am coming with you and it's finally, you need someone to take care of you, and I know you won't let Yash bahiya come with you, this is finall"

She said.

"Jahavni but Ajey is here, bacho kon dekhe ga?"

I said maybe this can stop her.

"I am here for my grandkids"

Mummy said come in.

"So it's final we are go to manali"

Jahavni said and left.

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2 months later
12:27 AM

Shanvi and Jahavni are in there house in Manali.

Shanvi is extremely sad....

Yash's POV

Ring.....ring.....ring.....

I groaned and looked at the time, who the heck is call this late in night, I picked up.

"Hello? Kon h addhi rat ko yrr?"

I asked still half sleeping.

I looked at the caller id

'Sai-tere baccho ki ma chutiye'

(Guys yeh Shanvi ne khud save kiya tha)

"Shanvi?"
I said in phone sitting up straight, I heard whimpers at the other end.

"Hello? Sai you okay? Kay hua, sai I am getting worried, baby please tell me what happened?"

I said, I am getting really worried now.

"Yash.......yash.... I can't... I can't do it Yash... please I can't"

She cried, her voice was so weak.

"Sai what are you saying? You can't what?"

I said, I am getting anxious.

"Yash it's hurt, bahut taklif ho rage h, it's painful, yash I won't be able to live anymore, I want you, I want my kids here with me, please"

She said her voice breaking.

"Shanvi you don't worry, me kids, all of us are coming, we are leaving right now"

I said.

"I am sorry Yash, but I don't know. I just need you by my side, I love you"

She said.

"Shanvi I love you the most, I will be there tomorrow"

I said and hung up, I ran in Ajey's room.

"Ajey get up"

I yelled.

"Bro kay hua?"
He said pressing his face in pillows.

"We are going to Manali right now"

I said, he sat up straight.

"Bahi, Sai thik to h na?"

He asked.

"Bro she just called me, hum parso jane wale the, but we are leaving now"

He nodded.

I went to kids room, the were sleeping, I picked Siya first and went downstairs and put her in the car and cover her in blanket, Ajey came with Sayash, I went up and picked Aryan, and Ajey picked up Ajeeya, we put them in the back seat.

"Bro you sit I will drive"

Ajey said, I nodded.

I looked outside, Shanvi was fine last week we visited her, we go every week there, all six of us, after 6 hours of continuous driving we switched seats.

"Papa? Hum kaha h?"
Sayash woke up.

"We are going to meet your mom, we would be staying there for the time being, you can sleep beta"

I said.

"Wow, mumma I really miss her"

He said.

"Me too"
I mumbled to myself.

It was 1 PM, we finally reached.

(There house in manali)

"Mommy, Mummy"

The kids yelled as they ran inside.

I parked the car and went in, Jahavni was hugging the kids.

"Shanvi kaha h?"

I asked.

Shanvi stepped down from stairs, she looked extremely thin, as if she got even more thin in one week, her hairs also were very few, she didn't wanted to scare the kids by shaving her head off.

I went towards her and hugged her tightly, I wasn't able to control my emotions anymore.

"Yash....I am okay"

She mumbled.

"Mummy"
Siya came and other 3 also came.

She kneeled down and hugged them all.

"Hello champs wassup? To kase h app log?"
She said smilingly.

"Shanvi mumma we miss you so much, you know Sayash and I went for trip"

Aryan said.

"Oh wow, tell me about it later okay, you guys must be tired, ho have some food"

She said and they nodded running away, in the kitchen.

A few days later
In evening,
Shanvi was sitting in garden.

I came from behind and wrapped the shawl around her shoulders.

"Shanvi what are you thinking about?"
I asked, sitting beside her and warping my arm around her, she should be sleeping by now.

"Yash, how would it be once I left?"

She asked.

"What kind of question is that Shanvi?"

I said.

"Yash will you promise me something?"

She asked looking in my eyes.

"Anything for you"
I said.

"Once I left, don't detach yourself from kids, be with them at there every step, don't get lost in the grief, I would be looking at you, you have to be the best father for them"

She said.

"For the grief I can't promise you that, but I will always be there for my kids and you"

I said, she smiled leaning her head against my shoulder.

"Try to be happy without me, and don't love someone else, I am a jealous person okay"

She mumbled.

"I can't love anyone else if she isn't you"
I mumbled back.

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Next day.

I woke up, I looked at Shanvi, I tried to wake her up but she didn't moved a bit, her body was cold as ice.

"Shanvi... Shanvi? Sai no, you can't.... you can't do this..... you can't leave me like this.....Noooooo"

I yelled hugging her lifeless body.

"Yash bahi, kay hua"

Third Person's P.O.V

Ajey said as he entered there room, he saw yash sitting with Shanvi's lifeless body, Jahavni came from behind, she saw it and broke into tears.

Next day, faridabad.

Shanvi's body covered in white shroud, with flowers over her, everyone payed their respect, and said words of consolation to the family, Kids were unable to believe it, Yash hadn't said a word, Ajey and Jahavni were a mess too.

And then the antim sanskar happened.

A week later.

'She was like an angel with big wings to take away the pain of whole world, Shanvi isn't dead, she is always alive within me'

That was Yash's reply to all the media who can't se the grief of family and was still asking for the statement from them.

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Guys! Jute chappalo se mat marna, I know bahut jada randirona kiya mine, but plx.

I had decided this ending before I even started writing the book, I even discussed it with jovialjahanvi so please mafi kar de hume.

I also wanted to share one thing, if you might not know, but the Character Shanvi is played by me, Shanvi was just so much like me, so writing my own death this brief was really a hard task for me, even though I imagined it a thousand times, so it took me alot time to write it.

Please vote and drop some comments.

Comment here if you want a part 2 of this, that what happens after Shanvi's death.

Epilogue #2 would be out in a few days, and it's not a sad one, it's full of bakchodi² and bhedapan²

Mohit saale mar mat yrr, bahut lag rahe h, yrr sorry bahi maf karde.

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