For the whole night I've been crying and I haven't got any sleep at all. I guess it was not a good time to have a GOOD night's sleep, because my day was actually bad.

I feel bad for my mom who's been working hard just to feed me and make me feel that it wasn't my fault. I didn't really have the appetite to eat, so I haven't eaten since yesterday.

"Y/N, please eat. It's your favorite!" Mom says as she offered me my favorite dish.

There was silence. I didn't feel like talking. I felt weak, and I felt like the whole world has already stopped revolving.

"Honey, I know it's hard to be left by the one you love. I was once like you, and let me
tell you, this will help you get stronger and braver and be more independent. You can do this Y/N. Fighting!" Mom says as she pats my shoulder.

I suddenly start to cry. It hurts. A lot. It feels like my heart has been stabbed. I try to do things like how I used to but I couldn't do it anymore. Every action I do always reminds
me of Jungkook.

Memories kept appearing in my mind of me and Jungkook. I miss him. So much.

A few hours later..

I found a picture of me and Jungkook on my desk. It was the time when we went to the beach on his birthday. I started to reminisce that memory of ours. He smiled a lot. He was really happy.

I suddenly heard a knock on my door, so I quickly wiped away my tears.

"Ms. Lee?" A tall guy called out my name. He was wearing a black suit.

"Yes, that's me." I say.

"The wake has been set up already and I was asked to pick you up by Sir Jeon."

"Oh alright, I'll be out in a minute. Thank you." I say as I bowed to him.

Once he left, I started crying again. I can't believe this is happening.

A few minutes later..

We've arrived at the wake venue and there are lots of guests who came to pay respect to the deceased.

Once I entered, everyone had their eyes on me probably knowing I'm the girlfriend of Jungkook.

I went to his coffin and looked at his handsome face. I teared up of course. Seeing your boyfriend inside a coffin is painful.

"Why did you leave me?" I say to him waiting for a response.

But of course, no response.

I wiped away my tears. I need to be strong.

"I miss you, Jungkook. I'll see you soon."