I dont know what hurts more
The fact that you love a guy who gives you the feeling that he reciprocates the same..and it all goes in the blink of an eye when u come to know he loves ur friend instead
Or the fact that u have never felt beautiful but guys see u like a damn queen, but u know in ur heart there will b no love u want there to be..

I have stopped believing in 'you complete me'. Its confusing. Isnt being complete with someone u love mean being warm and free? Then why do we need to sacrifice our decisions at times just because he might feel bad? Dosent being complete with someone mean that u r free with them? Then why do we have to test our words before speaking out what we really feel? Dosent being complete supposed to give u the feeling of fullness? Then why are we just a half when that love is not around?

I havent stopped believing in love, I have just started understanding why not to love..

My heart might flutter at words and go wild due to touches. But I dont think its love. Its just the mere feeling of being adored by some person, being cared for, being precious to someone and liking him for that, We dont need love for these things to happen,  friendship is way better than being half a soul.
Its better cause there is no half, you dont feel incomplete and void, you feel bored.
You dont need to think between fuck off and please leave, you just need to think what is a better comeback.

Its obvious I cant love, I just dont feel anything. Sad maybe, but not at a peak where it leads to tears or a frown. So I choose friendship. Call me stonehearted, call me a hole, it didnt matter then, it dosent matter now.
We are friends. Be it best, close or with benefits. At least I know there wont be a heart to break or a promise to trust.
And plus its a good way to write breakup songs without having a breakup!