After a long dinner, where mom griped about how I'm lazy, to tomboy,and need to step up on my schoolwork and Kiara is gorgeous, girly, and the daughter she always wanted (the bitch has two daughters but my brother was always the golden child), that night Kiara and I went back to our room.

"Are you ok? Your mom was really tearing into you tonight," Kiara hugged me.

"Yeah I'm cool," I hugged her tight. "You want first shower?"

"I guess so." She gathered her shampoo, conditioner, clothes, and body wash. I led her to our bathroom down the hall and turned on the warm water for her. I grabbed her a towel and rag. "Hear you go darling."

I went back to our room and thought about the plans we had made for tomorrow. We've been planning a girls night out for when she moved since I had had the idea two and half years ago.

Damn it Dean why did you have to do this now?

I tried to get my mind off Dean and focus on Kiara. She won't eat breakfast so I guess I'll eat a bite before she gets up, and get some chores done while I'm at it.

Kiara is only 120lbs or so, 5'2, and she hates her body. Personally I think she's gorgeous. She claims her breast are to small, her ass isn't thicc enough, and that the only sexy thing about her is her thighs. It's not true. She's perfect, but she doesn't listen when I tell her.

I, on the other hand, have double D's, large ass, flabby stomach, weigh around 250lbs, and I'm about 5'7. Anytime I mention my weight to Kiara she says it's mostly muscle or it's my amazing ass and tits. She really is my biggest cheerleader. I smiled at my thought.

"Holy fuck," I said as Kiara walked in unclothed.

"I grabbed the wrong underwear," she blushed holding up my black lace thong.

"That's ok," I stood up and closed the door behind her. My mind was now racing, as was hers I could tell. Her body wet and naked in front of me. It took everything in me not to slam her to the bed and strip myself. "Um. Here's your clothes, I guess I forgot to put some of mine away earlier." I took my thong from her and grabbed my Supernatural t-shirt with Dean Winchester, played by Jensen Ackles, and his '67 black impala on it.

I quickly went into the bathroom. The image of that goddess in front of me burned in my brain. I took a very cold shower trying to slow the blood flow and stop the thoughts. After my regrouping, I got out of the shower and dried myself. I put on the black thong and my gray t-shirt. My nipples showed through the shirt.

I walked back to our room, Kiara was in her bed with her clothes on now. "You ok, sexy?" Kiara asked innocently.

"You did that on purpose. Good thing I don't have a dick cause if I did I don't know if I could've stopped myself," I smiled as I put on some deodorant and brushed my hair.

Kiara smiled and giggled like a kid in a toy store. "Love you."

"Damn tease," I said climbing into the top bunk after taking my bipolar and anxiety meds.

We both soon fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up as the sun light slowly rose above the trees. I climbed out of bed very quietly, put on shorts, a bra, and my hat along with the shirt and thong I had slept in, and went to the kitchen. I turned on Daddy's coffee pot for him because I knew it wouldn't be long before he got up and I wanted a cup for myself.

I fixed my self a cup of coffee with creamer and a packet of hot chocolate mix. I went out to the back porch, outside was cold, the dew still on the steps. I sat down in the patio chair and simply listened to the birds, squirrels, and peace.

What might break this tranquility? My damn phone ringing.

"You really know how to interrupt a good morning don't you?" I answered with a laugh.

"Well fuck you too," Dean said in his deep quiet voice.

"Since when do you get up this early?"

"Since I've had you on my mind all night and couldn't sleep."

"At least you're off tonight and I gotta ask have you been drinking?"

"Maybe a little," he groaned.

"Well I got chores to do and me and Kiara are headin to town so talk at you later, ok Dean?"

"Have fun my night sky." He can be so sweet.

I finished my coffee and went in the house long enough to put my mug in the sink. I walked down and fed my two dogs, the chickens, and grabbed a quart of oil for my truck.

I popped the hood and checked the dip stick. Yep, it's low, so I grabbed the funnel and filled him on up.

"Mornin," Daddy said walking out to the truck.

"Mornin, just needed some oil." I never looked up from the engine. My relationship with my parents, especially my mother, has been strained since we found out Momma cheated on Daddy and Daddy refused to do anything about it. Daddy and I also stopped seeing eye to eye when I started working, getting tattoos, and dying my hair.

"Thank you for the coffee. It's gonna get hot soon, I'd go on and feed before y'all go."

"Done did," I closed the hood of my truck and put away my tools and remaining oil.

The sun was above the tree line now and the air started to become heavy. I walked back inside to find something to eat before we left, settling on a banana and a sweet tea.

"Good mornin," Kiara yawned.

"Mornin gorgeous," I smiled, "ready for the day?"

"Bitch, it is 9am. What time did you get up?" Kiara isn't much of a morning person.

"Around 6:30 I think." I am a morning person, well I just don't sleep much.

"What is wrong with you? How do you work night shift and get up so early? You do know sleep is good for you right?"

"Oh well," I smiled and Kiara hit me.

Once Kiara got good and awake she changed into leggings and a over sized anime t-shirt. We headed out the door and to the truck, off to start our girls day out. This was Kiara's first true taste of freedom.

First stop is the craft store. We decided to get a while ago to make the trendy double sided blankets together. We walked down the aisles of fabric and wanted to get patterns that matched our personalities. Kiara found a tie dye pattern with neon green, purple, and baby blue. I grabbed a camouflage pattern that had deer, wolves, and turkey. We needed 16 by 16 feet of each, the total came to $67.84. I swiped my card and we went to our hair appointment.

Kiara was never aloud to cut or dye her hair so this was something she wanted for a long time. Her blonde hair was thick and down to her lower back. My hair has been dyed a few times in the past but never professionally or on my entire head, I always just did the under part or the ends.

At the hair salon, they took us back to stations next to one another.

"So what are you ladies wanting?" The one next to Kiara said. Kiara looked nervous, she doesn't like to talk to people.

"I have pictures," I pulled out my phone. "I just want a trim. Kiara, wants this but I think she said a bob cut."

We all turned to Kiara and she shook her head. "Yeah that's what I want."

"Ok girls. Have y'all ever had your hair died before?" The hair dresser said to me.

"I have with box dye but only on the under part here, Kē has never had hers dyed."

"She seems like she takes care of you," the one next to Kē said to her.

She said, "yeah, I don't know how I'd make it without her."

It took three hours for our appointment to be finished. The results were incredible.

"Thank y'all so much it looks great. Kē, what ya think?"

"I love it!" She smiled so wide. I love seeing her so happy. I paid the ladies for their amazing service and we both took tons of pictures of us and our new hair.

We drove down and made our blankets at Cumberland Falls (my favorite place). I love to hike and climb there, Kiara only goes cause I enjoy it. She'd much rather be at home. We now sleep with our blankets as a reminder of each other even if we're apart.

"I'm getting hungry," Kiara said.

"Yeah same. Chinese okay? There's the awesome place right down the road."

"Sounds great," she jumped in the passenger side of my truck.

We drove over to the buffet and walked in together. We both grabbed a plate and sat down.

"We should probably talk about last night," Kiara said shyly.

"What you mean?"

"Don't play dumb. Luna we kissed. It was nice but I'm still with Aris and you fucking love Dean."

"Look, it's ok. Remember before we said we both needed to figure out what we want. I hate choosing between each other and the men in our lives. No one has to know and we can ignore it like it never happened."

"But it did happen," Kiara pleaded.

"Then fuckin call your boyfriend and tell him," my tone grew harsh.

"You know I can't. I love him to much to do that to him."

"Then it's ok and we didn't do anything. Now drop it." I said very angry. I wasn't really mad I just didn't want to talk about it. It was just a hard, uneasy subject for me. How can I talk about feelings I don't understand? I don't want to hurt her and I don't want hurt again.

We ended the conversation and didn't bring it up again after that. Over the next two weeks we didn't speak of it. Our friends didn't know. Our families didn't know. School came to an end.

Oh shit. We're seniors now.