Now, everyday my little work
Is to make an envelope for you.

Only to see your that beautiful smile.

Seeing this smile other become more

Hungry

Each and every passing day....

Will I ever be able to get to you...

With being untouched by the school queenka...

In my dream....

I wake up everyday ,

I wake up

Being a little more disappointed

Hoping my dreams would get fulfilled someday....

I give you letters everyday...

To make u feel special...

To make you feel loved...

But all I am left with now is
Agony,

Will you ever make me feel loved ?

...

The very next day I slipped in the blue paper inside again.

I always do it when the people around are less and the queenka and your friends have not arrived...

And then again I saw you smiling to the envelope that I gave you...

But something more happened today...

Never in the zillion years
Would oppa bring you home...

Rather he would leave me home alone...

To dive into my own world of sorrow
I ain't need any sympathy....

So I cry ,
Silently...

Even after knowing that ,
Oppa....
Is in the room beside
And he would beat up anybody

Who would make me cry.

But these tears are of only sorrow
That no one will ever even understand...

And this feeling is slowly eating me up
Making me hollow

Deep Inside

-Suzy