My Heart Is Sinking,

My Throat Is Clogged Up,

 With All The Unshed Tears.

My Brain Desperate To Get Back Up

But The Pressure Of Expectations,

Weighs Me Down Like An Anchor.

  I Wish I Wasn't Rugged.

I Wish I Wasn't Sensitive.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken.

I Wish I Wasn't 

A Jar Filled With Despair.

I Wish I Had More To Me 

Than Boring Looks

And Overthinking Nooks,

I Wish I Was More Than Just,

An Alleyway For People Passing By.

I Wish I Wasn't Merely A Shadow.

I Wish I Wasn't Just, 

A Phantom To My Thoughts,

I Wish I Was More Than Just, 

A Figment Of My Own Fantasy,

Truly Deep Down The Labyrinth

I'm Searching For My Lost Self.

I Wonder Looking Back ,

To The Happy Times And,

I Ask Myself

Who Am I ?

I Truly Wonder ,If I Can Ever 

Find My Lost Spirit,

And Ignite The Flames That 

Once Burned In My Eyes.

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