There Will Be Days When It Will Be Hard For Me To Smile, 

Hard For Me To Look You In The Eye 

And Tell You I'll Be All Right.

On Those Days Will You Promise Me One Thing?

Don't Give Up On Me. Please. Not Just Yet.

When You First See Me I Might Look Like 

Someone Who You Believe Has 

Never Seen A Dark Cloud. 

Like Someone Who Knows 

What Happiness Is All About. 

Someone Who Is Strong And

 Who Can Get Through Anything.

 And Maybe That's Why You Liked Me.

But I Promise You I'm Not.

I Do Put Up A Face,

 I Do Smile And Laugh Like A Mad Woman ,

But That's Just A Side Of Me 

To Be Seen By The Many. 

Very Few Know Who I Am When

 I'm Sitting In My Room At Night, 

Thinking About All The Things I Did Wrong 

Instead Of All The Things I Did Right.

I Do Not Know How To Tell 

These People That I Love, 

About What's Going On Inside My Head. 

I Keep Wondering Instead If They Are All Right, 

You Tell Me Then That Maybe 

I Should Stop Acting Like

 Everything Is Fine And Learn To 

Address What Was Wrong With Me, 

Maybe That Way I'll Be Able 

To Find My Sanity.

So I Ask You, What If It Takes Too Long?

And I See Your Mind Turning Its Cogs And 

I Know Your Next Thought, 

So Before You Say Anything I Give You A Wide Grin, 

One Of The Ones I Had 

Saved Up For Times Like These,

 And I See The Tension In Your Body Ease 

As You Start To Laugh As Well.

You See, Faking It Is The Only Way I Have Left,

 It's The Only Way I Can Go On.

And That Is Why,

 I Ask You Like I've Done A Million Times Before, 

Silently,In A Prayer,

Don't Give Up On Me,

 Not Just Yet, 

Because I'm Trying Really Hard To Not Give Up On Myself.

Please.

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