"Sometimes, 

You'll Have A Couple Of Good Days. And Then It Hits You. 

Everything. It Hurts To Talk, 

To Love,

 To Be. 

Existing Is So Difficult At Times But No One Wants To Hear That. 

No One Wants To Know About The Days You Spend Crying Or

 Curled Up In A Corner Somewhere Or

 Wishing You Could Be Anywhere But Here. 

We All Have Our Ways Of Coping With It. 

We All Have Our Very Own Acts Of Survival. 

Our Ways Of Staying Alive When We're In 

Too Much Pain To Feel Anything At All.

 I Get It. 

This Isn't Life Anymore. 

This Is Just About Getting Through The Day.

 I Hope That One Day It'll Be Something More Than That."