Hi guys I scheduled this to be published today in case I didn't come back. I was pretty sure some of you were going to be worried.

To all those of you who've stuck with me thank you so much.

My name is Wish- or well, it means Wish. I am in 11th grade and I am 16 years old. 

I want to go to Harvard (Laugh if you want). I want to be an astrophysicist. I want to be a 10th dan in karate. I want a 1600 on the SAT. I want to be valedictorian. I want a 7 in HL physics and HL AA Math. I want to ace CAS. I want to pass the Spansih DELE. I want to reach figure level 8.

These things take time. Which is why I left.

I've achieved a lot of things, though it's never enough. My school tried to make me fail on purpose. I'm the only non-chinese person in my HL classes. I'm doing the SAT early. And I'm training for my 2nd dan black belt.

Sometimes I feel like running off a cliff, at least then I won't have to sacrifice my health for this ambition. Don't worry- I won't. I'm too stubborn for that.

And the worst part- people underestimate me. They think I'm stupid.

"Oh. You? You do sports? You?"

"A 1540 on the SAT at least? That's a bit overambitious for you don't you think?"

"You're cooked for AA HL"

"You're done."

"You're so stupid."

"You can fight? Try me. Try me!"

"You don't have a boyfriend? But you're so pretty. What a waste."

"You're so thin."

"You should eat more"

"You suck at cross country"

Dawg stfu, I'm thin but I beat your ass in track and hiking. Ik I suck at cross country- that's why I do it. I know 1540 is ambitious but I'm ambitious too. I'm cooked for AA HL? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME. Fight you? Please, that's an insult to karate. Yeah- I do sports. What, never seen people who aren't bodybuilders do sports?

Truth is, I act stupid in school on purpose. I do stupid things like doing 20 situps in public for $2 on purpose. I do it so they're not worried about me, so they dismiss my ability. And damn is it working. I got my 2nd dan. I got into AA HL. 

My bad y'all, I don't mean to sound like the joker, but this is basically the reason. I quit this place to focus on my future.

I'm okay. I won't suicide.

If you really want to talk send me a google chat my email is wishiwashiwrites

-cya