Neil came back to his home he get down from the car and was going to inside then he saw welcome back was written with the flowers his eyes filled with tears he sit and touch them then he picks a flower and think all were looking at him and feels bad to see him Neil gether the flowers and keep them at the side he went inside and saw the decorated home he look at the decorations then without talking to anyone he went to his room all look at each other Neil came in his room and saw his and avni's marriage picture frame and their solo pictures Neil touches them he hanged them for avni he decided that when she came back it will be a surprise for her from him and he will apologise to her and confess his love but but nothing happened like he thought Neil caress avni's picture and close his eyes and cries then he sit on the bed and think.

Neil: why are you sad now you should be happy she did what you wanted you wanted freedom from her so she gave that to you you should be happy you want her to hate you so she is hating you now then why you are feeling this pain Neil everything happens for a good and it's good that she went with her parents now she will live peacefully yes it's the right decision avni I am proud of you you took the right decision you always craved for me now it's my turn now I will crave for you for your love till my last breathe it should be right punishment yes it should be.

Neil said while wiping his tears.

Neil: now Neil stop crying you hurted her alot now let her live her life peacefully.

Neil was angry on himself on the other side Avni was laying by resting her back to the pillows and was thinking something.

Avni's pov:

Avni: almost 4 months ago I was at the terrace of my house.

Avni stop.

Avni: my house? was that my house yes that was that was my house I was at the terrace and everything changed that day. that day I went to my room and saw Neil is standing there I asked him to change but he he scold me and said stay away from me I feel so bad because it was our daily routine he never accept me I love him a lot but he didn't care about it If he didn't love me and didn't want to marry me then he should tell me I would have understand and refuse to marry him because I love him since i saw him first time yes I fell in love at first sight I still remember that day I was sitting in my car and mechanic was repairing my car then I saw him saving a girl of 08 09 years old from some road side Romeo then he fought will them and I was lost to see him and his bravery he was alone and they were 6 7 but he fought with them and beat them badly since that day I love him then I got to know that his name is Neil and he is papa's friend son my happiness had no limits then almost after 3 years they talked to papa for our alliance and we met but he didn't talk much I thought he is also feeling shy and uncomfortable because we are meeting for the first time I knew he is reserve person so I didn't mind that then we got married and I got the biggest shock of my life he said he marry me just for his family and don't expect anything from him I felt like someone stabbed a knife in my heart and leave it there to let me die but I didn't lose hope he had trust on my love I tried every possible effort to win his heart but all goes in vain I didn't want much I just want his friendship his time some moment where we will talk if not as couple then atleast as friends but he didn't change daily he scold me shout at me hurt me by his words that day he did the same he asked me to leave him alone I went from the there on the way mummy ji my mother in-law met me and I lied to her that I am going to get my books from the terrace i went there i falls on my knees and i cried my heart out why why this is happening to me why is my fault i never want bad for anyone then why is this happening with these all were the questions that I asked then I heared the sound of firing and saw that sky turn red because of the continues firing it's like something is burning I was so scared and tried to run downstairs but I was numb I got up and was looking here and there I only want Neil but no one was there then he sat besides the wall and curl myself as much as I can and cover my ears then I feels that firing is stopped i keeps the hands away from my ears and everything was normal and silent I took a deep breathe and got up to go downstairs but again firing started and I felt a sharp pain and burning at my back I didn't understand anything till I touch there and saw the blood at my hand I was shocked then after sometime Neil came there and I smiled to see him I just want to see him one last time before dying because I thought it's my last day and I will die in my Neil's arm what more I could ask that time than this but he he came to me and said that he is fed up  from me he want to get rid from me he cursed me and said God do some miracle and he get rid from me forever.

Tear rolls from her eyes.

Avni: well his wish was already fulfilled I feel like I should have died before listening these words the person whom I love the most want to get rid from me he don't want me near him I should have died I don't have any right to live even I don't have much courage felt to hide my pain whether it was of body or heart both were aching badly I said my last words wish granted and after that I don't know what happened when I open my eyes I saw a room everything was blur I even don't remember anything clearly but then all came to meet me except him does he hate me this much that he didn't came to meet me once does he really wanted to get rid from me does he never accept me in his life and now he is happy without me and don't want me near him if it is true then I will give him what he want I will grant his wish I waited for him daily but he didn't came to meet me then I got sure that he don't want me in his life so I decided to give him what he want, freedom. He never loves me but it was true love from my side and love means give I should have took that step a long time ago but it's ok still it's not too late so I decided to came here to my parents home and he didn't even stop me for once I knew it that he will not do that but still I was wishing for that I was wishing once just once ask me to stay with him I sware I will not live him till my last breathe but he didn't do that and break my heart once again am I that bad that he can't love me.

Avni's pov ends.

Avni cries and wipe her tears.

Avni: no avni don't cry he is happy without you you should be happy that atleast you became the reason of his happiness.

Avni wipes her tears on the other side Neil was sitting on the bed he was missing avni he close his eyes and tears rolls from his eyes then Shweta came there.

Shweta: tillu go and get my daughter back here.

Neil was looking at her he get up.

Shweta: that time I didn't say anything because I thought that avni need time so now go and sort out everything.

Neil looks away.

Shweta: tillu I am talking to you.

Neil: avni will not come here.

Shweta shocked.

Shweta: what but why?

Neil: because I don't want that.

Shweta: don't want that have you lost your mind since 4 months you was waiting for her you praye for her and now you are saying you don't want her back.

Neil was not looking to her shweta make him look at her by keeping the hand at his chin.

Shweta: look at me look into my eyes and say you don't love her say you don't want her.

Neil looks away.

Neil: no I don't love her i was just guilty and now she is fine so all the things are balanced now.

Shweta again made him look ar her and said sternly.

Shweta: answer me by looking into my eyes tillu I said look at me.

Neil look at her.

Shweta: say you don't love her say.

Neil's eyes filled with tears but he is so stubborn don't know whom he gone.

Neil: no I don't love her.

Shweta slap him Neil keep the hand at his face Shweta grab his arms.

Shweta: now tell me you love her or no.

Neil cries and fall on his knees.

Neil: I love her mom I really love her i love her.

Neil was crying Shweta close her eyes and tears rolls from her eyes then she made his stand.

Shweta: get up.

Shweta made him stand.

Shweta: then why you are letting her go away from you.

Neil: because I don't deserve her i don't deserve her love mom it is better for her to stay away from me if she live with me she will always suffer and I don't want that already she suffered a lot because of me now please let her live her life.

Shweta: do you really think she can live happily without you hmm answer me.

Neil looks down.

Shweta: no Neil she loves you.

Neil: i know mom but I am a police officer and my life has no guarantee i don't know when where something happen to me I don't want to ruin avni's life I don't want her to suffer more because of me.

Shweta: tillu life is uncertain for all not only your but everyone life has no guarantee and by thinking about the future we can't ruin our present tillu i myself don't known what will happen to me in next second may be I will not go out this room and die here.

Neil shocked.

Neil: mom.

Shweta: what mom there are thousands of example where a fit and fine person pass away hundreds of people died in accidents they go from their home but didn't came back it's a truth of our life we can't change it our fate is not in our hands we don't know what will happen in the future so why we ruin our present by thinking about the future.

Neil Think.

Shweta: ok I understand you don't want to ruin her life then us you also don't want us to suffer and live in fear right then what you will do also send us to the old age home or leave us.

Neil nods.

Shweta: tillu life is full of uncertainty and we can not decide who live how long what we do is try to live happily and deal the bad phase calmly that's it.

Neil Think.

Neil: you are right mom I didn't understand this simply thing how idiot I am.

Shweta: yes you are now why are you standing here go and get my daughter back and don't come back without her got it.

Neil smiles he hug her and kiss her cheek.

Neil: thank you so much mom love you mom now bye I am going to my wifey.

Neil runs from there Shweta smiles.

Shweta: crazy.

Neil was running in the corridor he quickly went down from the stairs and went from the hall like a storm prakash and bebe saw him but before they ask he went from there.

Bebe: what happened to him?

Prakash sigh don't know.

Prakash: don't know.

Bebe: this boy I never understand him.

She keep the cup on the table On the other side Neil came to his car he was finding the keys in his pocket.

Neil: keys keys keys Neil quickly.

Neil take out the keys from his pant pocket but in excitment it falls from his hand Neil Picks it and open the car door and think.

Neil in mind: I am coming wifey I am coming I know you are angry with me but I will pacify you and we will live happily together now no one can separate us no one.

Neil smiles.