"they told you to never talk to people on Internet because they could be liars and ruin your life, but what they didn't tell you was that they could be some of the best people you'll ever meet."

i never met you,
and that honestly sucks.

everyone always told me;
you are not safe,
that i shouldn't talk to you.

but i'm sorry,
specifically sorry, ma,
even with you always bragging about them,
telling me;
they are dangerous,
would make me black and blue,
leave me damaged,
i still talked to them.

you stayed behind the screen,
always.
never did you hurt me.
made me cry,
hell lotta times,
but never hurt me.

when,
even after so many efforts,
he, next to me couldn't wipe my tears,
you,
millions of steps away,
managed to break out a smile
on the crying face of mine,
just by those letters
forming small words
with what forming a sentence.

when i first texted you,
i met with annoyance.
but never did i think,
you'd manage to steal a place
in the nonexistent heart of mine.

it's not fair;
we cannot meet!
simply talk to each other,
but staying behind those luminous screens.

seriously,
what irony it is!
those,
by my side,
failed to form a real smile,
on those tender lips of mine.
you,
even being miles away;
made giggle, laugh, smile, cry,
all with just one emotion;
happiness.

so sorry, ma,
even you after being nuts behind me,
telling me to not talk to them,
my life beholds
that person behind the screen.

that moment when
you realize you have
more online friends,
virtual frienship than
real life friends.

-skylar.

~•••••••••••••~

dedicated to all of my online friends out there, even those who may not ever read♥
i wrote this for the birthday of my virtual bro but then i realized, it's just not him, but you all. and i am fųçķįng grateful for having you people in my small (xd) life.
0Seraphoftheend i know you don't even open this app anymore xD but you joined it 'cause i told you to do so. -aap na thoda kam padho aur baaki jagah par zyada online aayo. aapka message kal aayega and sORRY YOU KNOW I HAVE BEDTIME CURFEW CANNOT STAY AWAKE TILL MIDNIGHT.

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unedited 22/01/19
19:47.