!NOTE!: I'm going to be talking about somethings that may trigger some of the readers! I'm going to be talking about self harm, killing yourselves, and anything else that is in that nature! I'm mostly talking about the people that work at to helpline, but if this is uncomfortable for you than you have full capability to not read this! You may go head and read on and skip this ( if there is something after this ) or just not read it. If your going to read this please note that it's not my falt if you get uncomfortable reading this! Thank you, and stay safe!

Cheese

Also did you know that there is a llama emoji? Llama: 🦙

I fucking love llamas and I get a llama emoji 🦙 (:

I don't know what I'm doing with life, I'm supposed to be asleep right now cus it's almost 12 AM. BUT I SHAL NOT SLEEP!

Hmmm.... I need something to talk about >:/

Oh. People that answer when you call the helpline number. Honestly people that do that for a living I love, and respect, I've spent enough time being the therapist friend and I could never live my life knowing what people are going through and feeling.

But also, imagine working there and picking up the phone and you hear one of your coworkers. Like: "JHON WHAT THE FUCK? YA KNOW YOU CAN JUST GO NEXT DOOR AND TALK TO ME!"

I was reading something here and it was about all this so now I'm here talking 'bout it. If I worked as a helpline person thing, whatever your called when you work there, and I pick up the phone and heard my girlfriend I'd cry and give her all the love she needs when I see her. ( lol I'm still single )

Same with anyone I know, family, friends, dog- wait what... immediately LOVE ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ and if it's someone I don't know then my normal routine when helping someone, have them feel better and listen to what their going through!

There may be somethings that your not supposed to say when you work there and some stuff to do to help them, but honestly every time when I'm listening to someone vent or reading it I always try to make them feel better! And tell them, if I could, I'd hug them for a lifetime!

Whenever someone tells me things they do to themselves I always try to make them comfortable! But, doing that for a living would probably drive me insane, which is why I love the people that work there! If I ask someone, " hey whatcha do for a living?" And they respond with " I work as a helpline person!"
RESPECT! INSTANTLY! I DONT CARE!

now, on the opposite side of the phone, the person that called. If you are someone that called the helpline, did self harm, maybe thought and/or tried to kill your self, I have the same respect for the helpline number person! You fought though it! You fought though the depression, and didn't give up! All my respect for you, I don't care how close you were, you. didn't. give. up!

If your not though it, I still love you as equally as someone that got though it! Just know, that there are people here with you that are going though the same thing as you! I myself is going though it with you, MILLIONS are going though it!

Now just know that you are loved so so much, it may not seem like it but it's true!

<3

My dog is attacking me with kisses