Honestly, Melinda Sordino from Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson has it better than me. Her parents would have been divorced if it weren't for her birth. It's the same here. My parents are spilt up, but not divorced. They haven't divorced because on wants custody and the other wants child support. They can't agree with eachother. I blame myself because if I was dead, they'd be split up and happy. My father takes his anger out on me and my mom dumps her responsibilities on me. I know it's harsh to blame myself because I didn't ask to be born, but it just drives me insane to know that my family is split up because of me, but only pulled together because of me. My uncle wants to protect me. My dad wants to teach me to be successful and mature. My mother wants me to be happy. None of them are doing it right. My aunt wants me to spend time with my cousins. Nothing ever works out. But if it weren't for my birth, my uncle would be long gone, and would have moved away from his family. I brought him to life after a time of deep depression. I provided a playmate and best friend for my aunt's children. I taught and am still teaching my father how to be a better man and father. I'm teaching my mother that she can't always rely on others, I'm picking up her pieces. The good and bad all happen because of me. What's wrong with me?