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Neil

My inscrutable gaze fixed at her whilst Her gaze benign waiting for my reply in words I can say it in definite.

Hollyfuckingmyexistence I'm going to be a Dad? My girl is preggo with my child? Like is this freaking a joke or real? I freaked out. My heart is doing havoc inside.

"Say something" her soft anticipated voice towed me out of my thoughts, out of daze, my astounded state. And I blinked.

Then it stroke me, we did it all the time without using protection.

Damn it.

I said it to her all the times that it is not the right thing to do, there are chances she can be impregnated. But Avni always dismissed off the fact saying me it's something just next to impossible. She can't get into that state, she isn't medically capable for it. Despite the fact is I had never loose hope. I never said it loud though.

I didn't realise until now I was holding her hand too hard. Loosening it a little I held it firmly and stood up so did she, her eyes watching my every move.

She bit her lips. Immediately a waiter lumbered to our spot. I gestured him to bring the bill and my view back to Avni.

She looked away sighing heavily. As soon as that waiter boy is back with the bill I took one abrupt look over that little piece of paper with the help of my one hand leafing the cover.

I slammed the money inside it and it then tagging Avni along I stalked out of the cafe. I hauled her towards the parking lot. Neither I nor She uttered a single word until we were out of the place and my step halted at the spot near my car and then I let go of her hand, sucked a heavy breath my chest full, my hands on my hip.

My back facing her, my breathing ragged. My chest will explode anytime soon.

Then when I turned around and faced her. By then her eyes hardened, lips pursed watching me. I know it why. I rubbed the bridge of my nose inhaled deeply closing my eyes shut briefly before I prepared inwardly to have a talk with her.

"Avni if this is any kind of joke you planning to, with me. I swear to god" in one swift movement her face is in between my hands. I said gravelly tightening my jaws, my voice is rough, eyes only focus on one person Avni. To hell with any one might see us. I don't care.

Our faces dangerously close, almost our nose touching eachother. I watched her swallowed, struggling not to break down under my this unusual grave demeanor. Her eyes are in state before when someone cry in being getting severely hurt by the love of her life. That's how she looked watching at my face.

"I. am. six. weeks. pregnant. Neil" she said it breaking each syllable growing exasperated almost blowing my mind. I can feel it through her stiffened facade, gaze hard. It is a look of how unsure she is growing each second watching me.

I know what she is thinking at this point. I can see through her disappointed gaze over me. And It is my least concern at the moment. She is thinking of me backing off at this point, abundaning her and my unborn. Let her think.
I need the confirmation first.

Avni said it loud and my orbs moved frantically back and forth in her furrowed ones listening to her.

"How can you be sure?" I asked under my elevated heartbeat. My voice hoarse, antsy. I want to make sure.

"I did the test today morning and it is..." I didn't let her finish smashed my lips onto her moving one, then they got freeze before she let out a gasp and I deepened the kiss pouring out my restlessness a minute before.

Avni- I said it loud and clear holding my breath. His orbs moved back and forth for few seconds over my furrowed one then next second his lips is onto mine. Yes they are, stopping me talking.

Neil- Oh god I'm not dreaming. This is actually happening to me, to us.
I want to shower her with thousand kisses but I have to resist. This is a public place I just can't do what I feel like doing to her at this moment. So I had to let go of her lips.

Unwillingly I broke the kiss, rested my forehead over hers, inhaling deeply. My eyes closed and I'm smiling like a fool in love again. I can feel her heavy breath on my lips. And this is so real, so beautiful. My hands moved away her neck slowly passing down through her shoulder then they stopped holding her both palm into my firm grip. Then when I slowly opened my eyes.

Avni

Our lips swollen. I watched him licked his lips and his eyes....

I pulled away my forehead furrowed at his face then what I saw my heart clenched at the sight.

Neil is crying, like literally hot tears falling down his cheeks.

I don't know what to say. I opened my mouth then closed failing to form a sentence.

He must have sensed my heart and immediately beamed mouthing me "thank you and I love you more" I huffed in relief and looked away blushing. Why he is so charming. One minute his actions made me panic, there grows an ambivalent feeling. Then next moment he is kissing me just like our first time.

Disrupting my state of admiration Neil pulled me closer and whispered in my ear "You are the one. You know that, don't you?" I shivered at the contact of his lips when they touched my ear, his uneven breath fell over my neck. Shit my preggie hormones.

"My two babies" he whispered chucking. And this is the best sound I have ever heard, sound of his laugh. His face moved upward. Neil rested his chin on the top of my head and I sighed deeply.

"Mom would be really happy. This is what she always wanted. Oh god I just can't wait to see her reaction when I will be saying it to her, that she is going to be a granny soon" Neil spoke in a breath, exhaling out his enthusiasm when he pulled away me breaking our embrace position. His hands tender on my shoulders both sides, before his broad grin passes to me, my brain resumed working in different direction. His words hit me hard towing me to the reality I didn't think of yet.

Oh God we aren't married yet. My parents shall kill me if they find out me being pregnant with a child. Moreover Dad hasn't any idea of me and Neil together. And what about Sweta Mom? She knew about us now. My head is spinning, the nauseating feeling is coming back to my stomach.

"Are you okay Jaan?" Neil immediately took hold of my weak body that is ready to pass out anytime. I looked up at him blankly, his eyes grew concerned looking down at me. I nodded in attempt to straightening up my feet.

I was so happy getting the news of the impossible, my pregnancy. My intuition screaming to me since last night but I shrugged it off of me being overthinking. I used to be overly confident with the fact that it can't be happening I may conceive or anything like that, I whispered few times talking to myself confirming my mind repeatedly, meanwhile all the symptoms are very much obvious.

However my heart didn't agree to my brain and at that very hour I thought to go for a test and next day I found myself calling at the lab, to get my sample after I settled in my desk.

Sujoy the lab boy picked in one ring. He is a year or two junior to me, a distant cousin from mom's side, very loyal and would never judge me. I can't trust anybody in this, but him.

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