Warning: This chapter will contain many highly mature scenes with lot of details.
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•Written in Italic paragraphs in the beginning is flashback•

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Rishi that assistant boy turned on the radio at the passenger seat beside DD whose focus is only on maneuvering the car ahead.

"So this is the song for a guy madly in love with his girl but haven't gathered guts to confess her yet" the radio jockey guy's voice is through the speaker.

And the song started.

Haule haule haule...
Haule haule haule....

Haule haule se hawa lagti hai
Haule Haule se dawa lagti hai
Haule Haule se dua lagti hai
Naaa....
Haiii... Haule Haule se chanda badtha hai
Haule Haule ghoonghat utha hai
Haule Haule se nasha chadtha hai
Naaa...
Tu sabra to kar mere yaar
Zara saans to le dildaar
Chal phikr nu goli maar yaar
Hai din zindadi de char
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar

Haule haule, haule haule
Haule haule, haule haule
Haiii Haule haule, haule haule
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar

Her eyes fixed outside the window by her side. Any body could say watching her for few seconds that there is a combat going on inside her not to glance at Neil, who is sitting next to her. Her hair touching all over her face blowing by the breeze, the dingy light inside the car and colourful flashes of street lamps shade rushing over her creating her face look much soft, attractive. Neil couldn't take his eyes off, repeatedly taking glances of her every interval as the car rushing through the driveway.

Neil's entire self was in Avni but he is feigning unfazed, throwing his gaze ahead everytime their glances getting collision with eachother.

And then a bumper comes at the mid of the road leaving them jerked up roughly. Avi gasps being worried, catch Neil's injured hand so that it doesn't get hurt by the jolt their vehicle has caused by that sudden jump while Neil's another hand catches Avni's free one. This earned a small gasping moment for both. Their nose brushed with eachother, gaze collided, their escalated heartbeat synchronised. What a scene.
Her blowing hair caught his face and his sent hit her nostril they dazed in a spell staring at eachother, forgetting everything around.

Ishq ke di galiyan tang hai
Sharmo sharmi mein bandh hai
Khud se khud ki kaisi yeh jang hai
Pal pal yeh dil ghabraye
Pal pal yeh dil sharmaye
Kuch kehta hai, aur kuch kar jaaye
Kaisi yeh paheli, mua dil mar jaana
Ishq mein jaldi bada jurmana
Tu sabra to kar mere yaar
Zara saans to le dildaar
Chal fikr nu goli maar yaar
Hai din zindadi de char
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar

There's a motor cycle passes over their four wheeler, makes Neil and Avni bring back in reality. Avni looses her hold on Neil, Neil frees the other one. Avni shifts aside, reluctantly blinks away her gaze back outside the window she was looking at. She clears her throat being mortified, her face softens, eyes beams recalling the scene few seconds before and the lyrics as if depicting their present condition of mind and heart both.

Rab da hi tab koi hona
Kare koi yun jadoo tona
Maan jaye maan jaye haii mera sona
Neil's pleading gaze on Avni as if these words "Maan jaye maan jaye haii mera sona" from his excruciating heart stating the exact words watching his love beside him who is mad at him and not in talking terms.

Rab de sahare chal de
Nahe kinare chal de
Doori hai na kahare chal de
Kya kehke gaya tha shaayar woh siyaana
Aag ka dariyan doob ke jaana

His mournful gaze away Avni then down at the wide space between them and next moment it's outside the window. He wiped his tears with his sleeve away from everyone's attention, heaves a deep sigh, close his eyes and leans his head on the headrest being lost in doldrums.
His injured hands over his stomach and other one on the space between his and her in seat. Neil clutches the seat surface hardly, not it support so that his body jerk less by the car movement, but in support to swallow down his ache that are threatening his heart to pour out through his eyes.

Tu sabra to kar mere yaar
Zara saans to le dildaar
Chal fikr nu goli maar yaar
Hai din zindadi de char
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar
Haule Haule ho jayega pyar chaleya
Haule haule ho jayaga pyar

"Avni we have reached" Rehaan said halting his car outside a big compound gate, waited patiently for her reply. And Avni startled breaking her daze she blinked her inscrutable gaze realising she was lost in his thoughts the entire journey. In Her Neil's thoughts. Her rapid, anxious rising-falling breath is back to it's apprehensive rhythm.

"Are you sure you are doing this?" Diya's worrisome voice from back passenger seat next to Tina when Rehaan cooled down the vehicle. Her friends didn't leave Avni alone in this weather, at this hour in her mission Getting Neil Khanna Back.

"It's raining outside. You would get drenched" Rehaan's beaming, amused dancing eyes evading Diya's statement.
I was about to reply throwing my gaze outside the moistened hazy window then suddenly from no where a car rushing passed over us through the main gate. And at the same time we startled, snapped our head at the direction by a knock on our window at Rehaan's side.

Rehaan hurriedly slided down the glass halfly and there is a face. A man in security uniform watching us with a deep frown in his face. He is holding a umbrella over his head, water pouring surrounding h down his umbrella edge. He face slouched to our car window.
His creased eyes roamed all over us and when it stopped at me immediately his frown replaced a small smile recognising me.

"Avni Mam!!" The concierge beamed. I was about to answer him when inadvertently my eyes fell at a person climbed down that cab and slammed the door shut.

My eyes widened, with my hitched chest I hastily pushed the window down and yelled with all my lungs out. "Neeeeeeil"

Neil

And then everything freeze around me. I know that voice.

In a fraction of second running Avni is in front of me, huffing and being a concrete there with my heart and mind pandemonium I stared.

Actually we stared at eachother for few minutes drenching in rain, her lips trembling, gaze shaky as if she wants to say me so many things. God damn Hell From where she has appeared here at this hour, in this weather? How? I closed my eyes then reopened in disbelief if I'm not hallucinating things.

And next moment toppling me a hefty step backward Avni has thrown her whole body weight on me, her arms around my neck tightly. She is on her toes matching my height. Her body shaking. She is weeping.

What the fuck is playing my fate with me? My hands tentatively moved upward, rested above her back lightly. My body numb, no words came out of my mouth, my brain is out of receiving any message for a moment. She is in real. She has come to me. My scalp prickled when my brain sent this message to my heart finally.

Was this the magnificent end of my never ending pain?

Avni

"I love you. Please please I love you. I love you like anything, like crazy, like...." I don't know what I was mumbling clutching his shirt in my grip over his back shoulder. I was crying, I was laughing, then talking, crying then sniffing, then again laughing. I didn't know stating my heart out before him would be this difficult, the toughest that I would not able to form a proper, complete sentence.

Realising Neil not moving nor responding anything my heart instantly grew hollow, my hands over his shirt motionless for few seconds, then slowly my body moved to pull away him.

And then instantly something happened, made my heart coy, parallelly exhilarating.

"Everyone is looking at us love" his mortified voice over my neck. He said love. And my subliminal self is back with her dreamy voice.

I loosened my grip around him about to step away but he immediately took my hands in his hold and when I looked up I saw him showing his thumbs up to someone behind with a winning grin in his lips followed by his eyes. It seems I'm seeing him grinning this heartful smile after ages. My lips too curved a grin watching him smiling.

Subsequently, following his gaze I frowned and instantly my eyes widened then softened being flushed. It was the car I left my bestie inside, not even bothered saying then whether to stay or leave. I'm mortified thinking of the scene inwardly. You are gone Avni. My inner self palpitated.

Only the headlights flashed my face and the car is out of my sight. They are gone. Chalo quite clever they are. I chuckled in my head.

Absent-mindedly my eyes back on Neil and his conceited was over mine.

"Let's goo....or we will fall sick" his exhilarating voice hurrying me up. Abruptly Neil tugged me to the escalator and next moment scurrying we were inside his apartment building.

My heartbeat at it's highest peak as the escalator moving to his floor we are stealing some tentative, jittery glances while our hands holding eachother. There is some kind of tension started surrounding us I can feel it. Absent-mindedly his calloused thumb moving up and down my knuckles causes my breath constricted in my chest, I took few gulps glancing everywhere but him.
I have started growing alert then edgy by all the happenings back to back in a single night.

I bit my bottom lip hiding my already beetroot cheeks not to grow a shade darker under his hooded, vigilant gape. I never knew it would be something full of adventurous meeting him this way.

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"Is that all true you said me down there" were his mellowed, benign words as soon as we stepped inside his house and he locked the exit.

He stopped me moving farther him, my step halted he made me turn to him holding my shoulder both side.
Neil leaned towards me to get a good look of my facade, his hands slipped down my shoulder. He delicately took both my hands in his, looked down then his tender gaze full of longing up at me. I took a breath restrained while my chest confiscated not having control over my amassed emotional state.

Water dripping down our face. His few wet lock of hair over his forehead gaurding my view to his beautiful, most expressive feature_ his those deep big eyes. In any form he look good, as delicious as some mouthwatering dish on plate garnished to jump on. My tongue darted a quick lick of my lips.

Control Avni, control. You have so much to say to Neil. Focus on that you cunt. The voice in my head tried shake me out of my not so decent thoughts inwardly.

I nodded yes, my eyes back and forth into his palpable one. His eyes flashed relief, glowed merry. His shoulder moved heaving a audible sigh of solace. Neil took a step closer, his grip tightened over me, my eyes blinked startling in response being this close to his face as if we can hear eachother's heartbeat.

"I longed for you...do you have any idea how severe it was?" He spoke gravelly, his hands moved upward my neck, to my face. Each fiber of my body shivered, twitched to his touch over that drenched sticky fabric to my skin. My body taking in his warmth.

"I know" I replied in a shaky low tone overly aware of a carnal tension started growing around us. Neil took my face between his two palms and I swallowed my dried up throat. His gaze moved back and forth in my eyes as if struggling to ask me something, that caused me forming a deep frown over my forehead. My gaze took a quick roam all over his countenance trying to figure out what he is inwardly conflicting.

"Do you trust me" his mind finally out of his mouth. My lips curved, forced a small confused smile.

"Yes I do. more than anything, anyone in this whole universe" I said with a promise in my tone and I saw his lips quivered at my reply. Is he crying? God damn.
My smile vanished, forehead creased looking at such a strong person like him this broken. I felt there something squeezed inside me.

Our glassy, yearning eyes fixed at eachother for few seconds silently, as if speaking all those things we wanted to say since last few days but couldn't say it. Then slowly, very smoothly causing my stomach swirl or whirlwind whatever you say, when his wet lips were over mine my lips trembled let out a sigh. I felt my heart I was missing.

The kiss was slow, tentative tasting eachother's skin at the beginning then it turned into urgent, passionate pouring out myriad of emotions we were holding inside for eachother, as if since years we were in so much of pain, agony and finally got relief falling again in love for the same person we longed for ages.

A loud moan blew out my chest, a heavy breath I was holding god knows how long just now I have realised in between our kiss. I can't stop smiling clutching his shirt tight. He smiled too.

We kissed, kissed eachother that soul trembling, existence shuddering kiss we ever shared before. Our lips moved synchronising with our tongues sucking, nibbling eachother. The thirst, the yearning was unmatchable, no one is ready to stop whatever it takes out. His hands movement frantic all over me.

Neil pushed me by my head to his chest to have my mouth more deeper into him and in response my arms tangled around his neck pushing him much closer. Our chest smashed, our body on fire.
Soon our passionate kiss transformed into hungry one and we are out of our breath control.

"We need to change. Don't we?" sucking some breath breaking the kiss we rested our forehead. Our breath erratic. Neil's words were out of his mouth along with his throaty chuckle. I quickly shook my head in agree with a stupid grin on my lips. I just can't stop smiling.

He pulled my hands together to his mouth and placed a peck on my both knuckles before he hauled me to his bedroom to dry ourselves.

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"Where have you been??" His raspy voice let out a luscious chuckle. Neil nuzzled his parted lips, nose back and forth over my neck, down my cleavage. His dense grown beard over my skin causing a tickling sensation over my body then as the same time my toes curling up turning my inside into some hot lava.

An involuntary current passed through my spine, my eyes rolled to the back of my head, few delicious, muffled moan escaped my mouth clutching his hands over my waist. I craned my neck sideway giving him more access to my skin.

Oohh He is so good in these kind of torture to my skin and I'm loving it. Is he going to deflower me tonight then I'm ready.

His hair semi dried now. He must have had a warm shower to save himself from falling sick of been soaking in rain with me an hour ago.

We had just changed into something dry. He handed me a box when I was on my way to emerged in the washroom to change in his bathrobe. He shut me up keeping his finger on my lips, pushed me inside and locked the door from outside whispering over my mouth "come fast baby" and I melted.
I heaved a sigh breaking my dizzy state, opened the rectangular glossy brown box with a curious face.

"This is for you...happy birthday love" wishing me he gave a peck on my cheeks and then over my forehead leaving me gasping, surprised, astonished all together. A frown appeared on my face while my lips curved a unsure smile at his words instantly.

"You knew?" I asked through the mirror to his reflection behind me. His hands over my shoulder both sides. His dark gaze on me, in reply he smiled and said. "I have bought this for you few days ago... I thought I would give you on your day" I couldn't hold back, a tear dropped down my cheeks.
I instantly wiped it off with my palm and try to flash a smile.
He bought it for me when I was mad at him! This was unexpected.
I'm not attuned to get so much of someone's attention.

"Hey!!" Neil's distraught, tender voice, staring at my doleful face.

"It's beautiful" I said beaming with my dewy eyes, looked at my reflection head to toe, then at him. Neil wrapped his hand around my neck, his hold found its way gently over my chest. Then he showered few kisses on my cheek to his side and I giggle. My heavy heart dissolved.

Few minutes later.

"Don't you think this is....umm...little revealing?" I let out a small fidgety chuckle staring at my bust. It's a wine colour low v-neck dress. In mention of sleeves there are two slightly wide string like straps over my both shoulders. The chest part is covered fully but in a very sensuous way. My full breasts are too much to handle for any spectator. I eyed myself head to toe, not to deny the smooth fabric, the dark colour giving me a very sexy look I have ever imagined I could look this much attractive in a dress. Every curve of my body is so voluptuous, prominent through the fabric that could create a urge to touch. I'm already in love with the dress.

Still I pulled the sleeves a bit upward uncomfortably but instantly stopped by his tender hold over mine.

"You will wear this when you will be around me, in my bedroom. This is only for me" his salacious, deep voice. Speaking his lips touched my ears, his hands dexterous, soft over my shoulder, around my neck. I can hear my escalated heart, body shifting flares inside.

Not giving much space me to fathom what's going to happen next his hands pushed the sleeves down my shoulder. And before he made me turned to him the fine fabric is slipped down my body. Next moment the cloth thudded on the floor and I'm on my under garments in front of him, in the most ordinary bra and panty I have worn this morning after taking my bath. Not even they match each other. I breath erratic, as if I am climbing mount Everest.

Oh shame on me. I wore a brack bra and pink panty. Holly crap. Thank god there was a dryer inside his washroom and I dried my undergarments or else it would have been...Crap I don't even want to think of it.

"You are the most beautiful" Neil said, his two fingers slightly pulled my chin up. As in some spell my thoughts transformed into vapour and I stepped out of that dress which is now lying on the floor like some coy lady with touch sensitive. His gaze raked up and down my entire form, as if drinking me through his eyes. His adam apple blobbed and my cheeks burnt looking away. I pushed few hair lock away my face bashfully avoided looking at him while I know his gaze darkened, intensified over me the whole time, my toes curled up thinking of him watching me only wearing two piece of clothing. And the worst part is he is fully dressed in his round neck tee and blue denim. Holly fuck.

Soon a gasp came out of my mouth when he swiftly scooped me in his arms like some delicate piece of art, carrying me he walked to bed.

And next moment my back on the soft mattress, putting his weight as much as he could Neil is hovering over me. Our eyes blinked shut when our lips moved in another passionate kiss and our hands dug into eachother's hair.

Kissing me his hand slipped down my hair to my neck. Neil trailed his mouth, pepper open mouth kisses sideways on my shoulder, downward on my throat, all over my cleavage, chest and then unceremoniously it paused over my right breast, caused my chest up and down in rapid breathing, my hands loosened his hair. I'm waiting, waiting what would be his next move! The silence was too much to handle.

And within a second almost taking my breath away a loud moan rolled out my chest, with the pressure of his nose and mouth when he pushed the fabric slightly down my tit and not giving me much time to decipher, his tongue moved round and round around my already iron hardened nipple. Ohh god he is a beast. He is palming the other one, messaging like and I'm feeling it between my thighs. I am about to pooling down there at any second.

My body on fire, breath erratic my heart will explode any second out of my ribcage from.  his such libidinous, torcherous deeds.

"Umm...su..um...Neil...." I struggled to speak but nothing appropriate nor clear came out of my vocal cord in between my erratic breaths and moans after moans.

My incomplete words made Neil halt, peered up. And next moment his lips back over my ear suffice to make me lost of oxygen in desire with his simple touch over my sensitive spot.

"Are you frustrated baby? See how it feels, this is how I craved for you untill now.....you could have let me clarified things but you didn't...I was almost dying without you...now it's your turn" his breathy, muffled whispers over my neck caught my attention. His tone holding amusement. He is so cruel.

What does he mean he was suffering? And what does he think of me I was partying there breaking up with him? I so wanted to yell on him these venomous, irked words but my body overly responsive in other means by his torcherous game with me. I'm no way let him leaving me craving. If I would fight now I will be ruined. I want him, I want his mouth all over me.

"I'm ssorry... sorry...please" instead fighting back in reply of his statement I apologised to my own surprise. My voice shaky yearning for his touch, his hot mouth over my skin again. And with a swift movement his mouth is back to my ear. Hollycow I'm the winner.

"What do you want me to do with you then? Tell me baby...I will try to please you until my last breath....tell me your fantasies love..." seemed he softened by my apology. And the word love from his sweet mouth liquified my indignation all over him a second ago. My throat caught my breath, heart kicked inside my chest. I felt pool in my panty. His words itself suffice for me to already loose my virginity.

I swallowed hard, really hard, my tone breathy "suck me...." I spoke in my confiscated voice, licked my swollen lips and spoke again "please" my pleading tone, half closed eyes, chest heaving, harsh breathe are the sign of loosing my body control over everything soon.

"Your command my wish" with his dense fervent tone, eager lips he moved down my throat.
And my body arched when his mouth with a very slow sensuous movement pushed the smooth fabric down my another bosom and latched it inside his mouth as much as he could have grabbed suckling harder, then softer, then harder, again softer... He did the same with each while his hand kneading the other delicately. He is a god of entice and I'm in his spell.

My eyes fully closed now, body piqued. This is the feeling like I'm on the process unrestricting everything I have ever claimed mine.

I cried out in enormous, erotic pleasure his mouth, his tongue, his touches giving to my soul.

My body, my soul, my whole being would be devoted to him until my last breath.

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"I have no barrier baby" his troubled voice over my face and I know what does it mean. We had a passionate kiss turned into famished a minute before when his mouth left my swollen breasts and moved back to my mouth.

"Doesn't matter...I'll take care of it tomorrow" my words between my hefty breathing, hands grazed down his sinewy body. I am highly turned on. God knows how much I wanted him like this since I had seen him shirtless in person in shoot other day. So many nights I have dreamt of touching him this way, all over me, shirtless. I have suffered Basorexia.
I'm overly ready for this, since we started, since I have come to him.
I don't want to look back or give it a second thought. I want him. I want this. Only with my Neil.

" Bachha Are you sure" Neil's concerned voice wanted to be sure. He looked into my eyes looming over my face.

"More than anything" I whispered with a contented grin, blinked my eyes reassuring him. He grinned too, hugged me for some seconds. I felt his deep breath over my shoulder embracing me tight. After a while he pulled away, I heard the sound of shuffling of clothes for next few seconds.

I opened my eyes watched him discarded his clothes as fast as he could have removed them out of his body. I closed my eyes tight again not looking at him down there. I heard him chuckled by my action. That kangaroo.
Next second leaving me shiver, hair bristle all over my skin his face slowly...on so slowly travelled down my body, lowest down there.

His mouth paused between my legs, Neil let out a possessive groan out of this throat and I immediately felt his nose over that most forbidden spot in my body. Over my panty.

He pressed his nose at the partition deeper, inhaled a long breath leaving my body trembled, mouth agape. My heartbeat almost given up when I felt his two fingers languidly passed over the slit and pushed aside that thin fabric away my center. My legs shook in anticipation, my lower region in mild throbbing as his finger brushed over that overly-sensitive part. And next moment leaving my body immobile in response for some seconds he is inside of me.

God damn. What was that?

I didn't get much to decipher, fathom it what just happened. His hands underneath my back pushing me more inside him and I'm seeing stars when he tenderly, discreetly started taking me in heaven, thrusting in and out, circling round, so gentle, delicately that it seemed he has world's all the time to keep doing this for eternity. But I want this faster. I'm growing impatient, on verge of getting frustrated by his effing care on this particular task. God he shouldn't be this benign at this point when I'm dying to make it faster,harder, deeper.

"Baby stop me if you feel the pain is unbearable" his alluded, hoarse voice over my neck while pounding inside me. I shook my head vigorously catching up with his pace under those wild breathing.

Having my bra on, my tits are out of the fabric. Having my panty on, he is inside me. Holly fuck this image of mine in my head itself a massive turned on, highly orgasmic, earning me out of experiencing any piercing pain I'm having been deflowering by the man I'm insanely in love with. And later it's has grave transformed into heavenly pleasure, rapture when he made it faster, harder, deeper_as I wanted him to do the exact something like this, mind numbing.

Leaving my body taut and his, tenacious we came apart together. It's a feeling like something very strong hit a wall made of membrane several layers and it ripped.He filled me.
I have been filled with his love, trust, care, same him with mine. It's a pain that hurts so good.
Our soul collided. Avniel met.

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Relax this is not the end. One more chapter is still left.
Indeed the Update was getting excessively beyond the targeted words it's has already crossed 4000 words. Therefore I had to break it in another chapter and write it down later the remaining part.

I'll update the last part soon. Just give me some time to make the final update worth reading. I'll try my best not to disappoint you my amazing readers.

Much Love MoN ❤️