TW : childhood neglect

The next morning

"You're so beautiful (y/n)" Dieter told you lovingly leaning on his side in bed while you begin to wake up "morning good sweetie" you replied sitting up to give your boyfriend a kiss "so how do you say beautiful in German?" "Schön" the German boy smiled "well you're so Schön too" "danke darling" Dieter blushed do kissing your cheek, you sighed "I get why some people think the hold online thing is creepy but if I didn't do it I wouldn't of meet you Dieter"

Dieter's smile suddenly fated away in that moment "are ok you baby?" you questioned wholeheartedly "did I upset you?" the German boy sighed "it's not you honey it's... oh Scheisse Ich bin so ein idiot" "hey don't call yourself that" you shouted slapping him on the shoulder Dieter stared down melodically at the cotton bed sheets

"my father used to called me an idiot and I believe him, I could never do anything right (y/n) and he thought that me having a job using my hand as an artistic painter would embarrass him if anything" he explained you "I thought I could never have a good life because of him" you couldn't believe the words that escaped your boyfriend's mouth and thought to yourself how can anyone in the world be so cruel to him "what about your mum?"

The German boy took a breath and said "she and my father divorced when I was 3 years old she remarried and had other children but she doesn't have any connection with me or my father" Dieter shed a single tear down his face after telling you his deep dark secret "I'm so sorry Dieter" you said putting your head on his lean shoulder for support "do you and your dad speak to each other often, if you don't mind me asking?"

"No him and I haven't spoken in years it's ok sweetheart you can ask me anything, it's just really hard for me to opened up about my non-so great upbringing but I'm glad you're the one whose listening (y/n)" he spoke in all honestly wiping his tears away "Dieter are you twice the man than your father is" you said looking into your boyfriend's crystal blue eyes they were swallowed red around his eyelids because of how much he'd been crying

"You shouldn't let your past infinite you think of what you're doing and look forward to the future" you added "I wished I would of told you before I didn't tell you the truth because I was scared too and I didn't think you would like me" Dieter confessed holding your hand tightly "I more than just like you Dieter I love you and I wanna be with you" the German boy chuckled "me too I love you (y/n) and now it's time for frühstück" he said jumping out of bed like a lighting bolt in his boxer brief to grab his dressing grown from the back of the door to pull it on

"What does that mean sweetie?" "Breakfast"

A/N : I gave Dieter a little backstory I hope you all like it! ☺️😊