Sanskar p.o.v:

Since the time ,I saw swara with that guy Samar. I always get angry on small things. I don't know why I never able to control my anger.. I want to ask her and know that  there is nothing between them ,but damn why I m acting like a possessive husband. I try to burry my anger inside but that frustration come out of me and I get angry on whomever I see but not on her. If I can simply ask her then I will get answer but  still I didn't tried to ask from her about Samar. He may be his friend and  I don't think I should accuse her but still it I feel like something is burning inside me. Yeah, he must be his friend. Why will she do something wrong. Please don't tell I m falling for her because I don't want to. She always stay silent around me and sometimes this silence also make me irritated. But in these days, I don't think much but something is changing inside me.. sometimes I find myself looking at her , admiring her without letting her know. I hope she didn't see me.
I get surprise to see her when she shout on uttara for pari bhabhi. Oviously because my family never really cared for her presence but she never bothered it . she shout on uttara just for pari bhabhi and she was right at her place.. for a second she also realized what she did and then she hurt her foot by glass piece while moving toward room.  I was worried to see it's bleeding and bandaged it. I tried gently to pull the glass piece but she wince a bit. I felt really bad for her.
Then, she was going to bedroom with hurt foot but  I took her in arm. I was confused with myself, couldn't I just supported her but what's wrong in carrying her. I mean she is my wife only. She was much light weighted for me . I was thinking all this when I saw her. Her reaction was worth to watch. Oh my god, her face.. it was really difficult for me to maintain my stern expression.. her arm was around my shoulder and another on my chest and I will be lying if I say that I wasn't affected. But I masked my emotion. I find her sweating, was it due to my proximity. I smirked thinking about it. So, I hold that affect on her interesting.. But suddenly I felt her hand around me loosen, I look at her to find she had got unconscious. Once I came to room, I made her lay on bed and patted her face. She was still unconscious. I got worried. Why will anyone get unconscious Because of  foot injury. Then I thought she might be stressed or something. I called Shreya my friend. She is doctor. She told, swara might be stressed so let her rest and if I find anything, she will come. But then also I told her to come and check her in morning.
In morning, I was really confused to see her reaction  when I told her that doctor is coming to check her. She denied but I glared and she accepted.  Shreya check her , she told everything is fine but told to have blood test for assurance. I saw swara's face as shadow pass through her face. I could see her Expression changing. Was she worried for something? I just hope Everything will be normal when reports will come. Swara tried to makes excuses and I held her arm and Shreya took the sample.
Swara was really not comfortable with it and I could feel it like she was scared of something. Now, I was more determined to know why?

After finishing my work in  evening I went to home. I went to my room but as I entered inside I find swara coughing badly. She saw me and immediately rushed to washroom and  shut the door. I got worried and go to washroom.
I knocked on door and call her ,if she is ok or not? Then after few minutes she came out side.
I saw her eyes red and got concerned.
" Are u okay " I asked.

She sweats but said she is fine.. she drank water in hurry and it chocked .
I felt something wrong as she was not looking at me and she was going from there but I hold her hand as I saw something as got shocked.

" Wait" I said.

She turned around and look at me. While I look at her nose that was bleeding.
" Ur nose is bleeding swara, what happened?" I asked with concern.

She get shocked and immediately tried to cover her nose. I hurriedly took cotton from drawer and go toward her. Before I could say anything she took cotton and pressed it against her nose.

" What happened swara? Why it's bleeding"

She looks down again and. said

" I accidentally hit my nose when I was trying to put my nose pin."

She shuttered completing her words. I was confused but it was really hard to believe. But still I nod and move from there. As I turned around to go to cupboard and took out my clothes,I saw in mirror only to find her taking a deep breathe feeling relaxed as if she got saved from getting caught. There is definitely something wrong ,I need to find it out soon because she won't tell me even if I ask her. I have to  also talk to Shreya about the reports if they came or not.

Thinking something I went to washroom taking my clothes.

Swara p.o.v:
I got relieved finally him moving away. I have to tell about bleeding to Samar and do something because sanskar doubt may increase which I can't let happen. And also have to do something about report.
I took my phone and messaged Samar because I can't call him directly . Then only I find sanskar coming out of washroom. He look at me. I can feel him suspicious look but I tried to maintain my normal expression which was most difficult. Then only a servant came there saying that dinner is ready.
" Shall we go? " He asked.
I simply nods not thinking much. I look away from his eyes but I knew he was looking at me. I can feel it. I walked out of room followed by him.

Next day:
Third person p.o.v:

Sanskar was in his cabin doing his work and in between he was calling someone only to get response that no. Is out of coverage area.
Sanskar:( himself) where r u Shreya? I need to know about her report.

Then only he got a call , it was laksh.
Sanskar: yeah laksh..
Laksh: Bhai ,some letter has came for u. I received it and kept in ur bedroom.  Swara is not here so, I kept it in ur bedside drawer.
Sanskar: yeah ,ok I will see that. ( suddenly thought something) wait laksh..
Laksh: what Bhai?
Sanskar: do one thing, go and check that letter.
Laksh: what? Are u sure?
Sanskar: just do what I said laksh.
Laksh: okay okay ,I m going to u room.. hold on.

Laksh go to swasan room . He took the  cover and take out letter from it.

Laksh: Bhai, it is some blood report I guess. It's Swara's.
Sanskar get nervous suddenly, hoping nothing is wrong.
Sanskar: what's, what's written there?
Laksh:( read it).. um.. it's NORMAL Bhai..
Sanskar: are u sure?
Laksh: yeah, wait I will send u pic.
Sanskar: yeah, thanks.
He cut the call and then his phone beeps with notification.
He open his chat and saw the pic sent by laksh.
He read the report carefully and the simple word normal made him sigh in relief.
Sanskar:( monologue) thank God ,it's normal. I was really scared.
He leaned back on chair : wait, where is swara, if she is not in mm? Should I call her and check? no why will I? But she is my wife, yeah I will call her.

He think a bit then call swara. Her phone was ringing. It kept ringing continuously but it wasn't answered. Sanskar get confused and little worried too.
Sanskar: ( monologue) why is she not taking my calls? Should I call mr.gadodia? I should try one more time , may be she  take it.

Thinking a bit, sanskar called Swara again. It was again ringing but no answer. He was about to disconnect when he heard someone saying hello. But it wasn't swara.

Sanskar: hello, who's this? Where is my wife?
O.s.: sir  actually Mrs. Swara is with doctor and she left her phone in doctor's cabin itself.

Sanskar: ( shocked) what?? Doctor? What happened to her? Is she okay? Leave it all ,just tell me WHICH HOSPITAL?? Tell me..

Os: City hospital sir.

Sanskar: I m coming...
Sanskar immediately hang up the call and run out of his cabin.
Sanskar:( to p.a.) cancel all my meetings. I need to leave.( Walking out)
P.a: but sir..
Sanskar:( shout) JUST DO IT , DAMN IT!!!
P.A. nods  but sanskar without looking at him rushed outside. He directly go to parking. He gets inside his car and started engine. Then drove away. He increase the speed and drove very fast to reach soon. But then he saw the traffic..

Sanskar: no no...no..

He look at side, there was one way. He think a bit but turn the car to that way.. it was getting difficult to drive because road was not much wide but he handled it..  a boy was coming on bicycle from front so sanskar take side swiftly and it hit the tree . But nothing happened to him. Car was damaged from front but he didn't cared. When that boy go , sanskar reversed car and then drove  and from that short cut he came on main road and reached hospital.

on reaching hospital,He came out of car and rushed to reception running fastly.
Sanskar:( breathing heavily) swara Maheshwari?
Receptionist: sorry sir?
Sanskar: where is she damn it!! She is my wife.
Receptionist: oh she is with Dr. Samar.. but
Sanskar: where is his cabin?
Receptionist: 3rd floor, room no. 407.

Sanskar saw the lift already moved up and he hasn't time to wait. He run on  stairs and rushed upstairs . He reached to room no. 407. He was about to go inside but before that he heard her laughing with one more person sound. The glass door was slightly opened halfway. He get freezed when he find her inside with samar. she hit him on chest playfully who was standing  beside her. He was showing something on phone.

Swara: ( laugh) oh god Samar, that's too funny. But it's not good ,what was the need to call me here. We could have met some where else. I mean why hospital?

Samar: oh come on swara, like this my work also done and I can also meet u. Anyway what else will u do sitting in ur room and doing nothing?
( Saying this he wrapped his arm around her shoulder)

Swara: well that's true, I really don't have anything to do. So what's the plan?
Samar:( going to other side of table) we will decide.. chill.. first let me finish my appointments . I will just take half hour till then u can wait.

Swara: sure..

Sanskar expression turned stern from worried. he was getting bad thoughts ,if something happened to her but here the scene is totally opposite. He thought something then take his phone out and go at some distance but he could see her. He call her and waited for her lift the call. Swara saw his call and sign Samar to be quite. Samar nods chuckling.

Swara: hello Sanskar?
Sanskar: hello Swara,um.. I just called to know are u fine now? I mean ur nose?
Swara: um.. yeah I m good.
Sanskar: hmm ok ,can u do one thing swara. A letter has came for me. U receive  it and keep it in my drawer. I will check it in evening.
Swara: oh.. I m sorry. I m out ,not in mm.
Sanskar: oh ok. I will tell someone else but where r u?
Swara:( stammered) woh.. I , I came to dad office. He needed sign on some papers.
He gripped on phone getting furious. She was lying. But he maintain his tone Normal and say.
Sanskar: ok

Saying this he hang up the call. He was looking at her continuously and whether he don't want to accept but he was hurt. Hurt to see her lying.
Sanskar fingers curled up turning into a tight fist. His knuckle turn white looking and hearing Everything. He can't believe that she lied to him. He look at her final time and just walked outside the hospital. He sat in his car and angrily drove away.
He was driving but his mind was roaming around her laughing  , her lie , getting flashes of her laughing with Samar , Samar hand around her shoulder... He gripped steering thinking all this.

Sanskar:( monologue) why ? Why? Why did you lie to me Swara? I knew u were hiding something from me but I never thought that u can hide this. If this is true then what was all those emotions what I saw in ur eyes? Was it all a lie? Damn it!! But why its bothering it too much anyway it's ur life and u will go away after three months. I always wanted that then what's this happening with me and why? Why it's burning me to see u with someone else? Why I get affected to see u happy with someone else which u never be around me? Why?why it's affecting me that u lied to me for someone else, when I never really cared about u? But it's hurting.

Hospital:
" You are doing wrong with him Swara. U r forcing him to believe something which is not true.U r Making him to doubt on u. It's wrong ...

Swara: ( looking away) I can't let worst happen with him that's why I have to do it.

Samar: swara ,he trusted u that's why he didn't ask u about last meeting when he saw us in Cafe and now u r pushing him to doubt and believe it.

Swara: Then what should I do? What should I do tell me Samar? I can't let that concerned turn into something more which I don't want. I don't want him to fall for me. I don't want to see those things in his eyes which hold some emotions for me. I can't let him develop these love feelings for me. And what if he came to know that I m suffering from cancer?

Samar: swara, this is not right. I saw him what was his state when u were lying to me. He care for u more than anything that's why he rushed here only knowing that u r in hospital.

Swara: u think I don't know see anything? I know it Samar. I know he care for me. He get worried for me for small things. He may tried to cover it with his stern look but he can never hide his care which he really do for me. But I can't let that care turn something more. It's better if he hate me thinking wrong about me which he used to do before. I WANT HIM TO HATE ME NOT LOVE. I have to stop him before it's too late. I have to.

Samar: If I m not wrong it's already too late. He has already fallen for u Swara.

Swara look at him shocked..

Other side..

He stopped the car with jerk. He squeeze his eyes shut to remove those thoughts but her face was again and again coming in front of his eyes holding steering tightly. His eyes opened but it was red. He look straight and  . Then a tear slide down from his eye. He let it flow , didn't care to wipe it.

Hospital:

Swara:( shocked) what?

Samar: yeah.. I could see in his eyes the way he was looking at u. He just doesn't realized.. swara listen, don't push him away . He won't be ur weakness. Tell him everything and see he will be ur biggest support. He will fight with u. Even though u will loose hope, he will never. He will there for u always.
Although  I know that u will not hear me because u are too much stubborn but I assure u swara, one day he will come to know and will demand his answers. Either you Be prepared for that or just tell him everything.

Then only a nurse come and tell Samar that he is needed to check a patient. Samar nods and go out not before stopping beside her and say.

Samar: think about it swara. Tell him.

Then Samar goes out. Swara hold the table feeling weak. She closed her eyes and a tear slipped from her eye.

Swara:( whispered ) I can't.. I can't do tell him.

Screen split on swasan faces with tears.

Swara walked out of samar's cabin and go out of hospital. She told nurse to tell Samar about her leaving and she will collect report tomorrow.

After sometime, swara was in park. It was pleasant weather but inside her heart she was not finding peace. She walked looking at children playing ,few couples spending time teasing each other. She felt pain in heart and walk from there going to a bench and sit there reminiscing whatever happened in hospital.

She remembered ,how she saw Samar message in her phone today's morning saying that he need to take some test. As she already told him about bleeding while coughing and nose. So he tell test is important. When she was coming out of her room ready to go when pari and uttara saw her and stopped her.

Flashback:
Pari: arey swara where are u going?

Swara: woh, I .. I have an important paper work. So I
Uttara: u r going to ur dad office?
Swara: ye.. yeah.. I m going to dad office.
Pari: oh ok, but come soon ok.
Uttara: yeah and take care bhabhi.. bye.
Swara smiled and nods.

Hospital:

Swara came to Samar cabin. She entered inside and took seat.
Swara: hey Samar..
Samar: hi swara.
Swara: so, what's the urgent test?
Samar: I just need to check few things, I hope it will be fine.
Swara: samar is there anything wrong?
Samar: that I can only say u after test.
Swara: oh ok.. ( remember something) Samar I told u to do something about my blood report. If that report gone on sanskar hand then god knows what will happen and what if Shreya tell him something.. no I..
Samar: wait ,take breathe. I have already sent ur blood report to mm.
Swara: u WHAT!!  have u gone mad?? Why did u sent the reports to mm. U could have destroyed that and what about Shreya.
Samar:let me finish first. Can I?
Swara: ok say.
Samar: Dr. Shreya works here in this hospital only but unfortunately she had to leave yesterday. So, she handled report to a staff to post but I took it from him saying I will give u directly.

Swara: and u sent them directly to mm?
Samar: no I did not. I changed report and sent fake one.
Swara:( take sigh) oh thank God! I m saved now.
Samar: till when swara? We have to say hundred more lies to hide one. Can't u tell him everything about this.

Swara: not again Samar.. and thanks for handling everything.

Samar:  I can't believe I m helping u with ur lies and along with that I m  putting my career on stake for u. If ur husband will come to know then he will make sure to destroy me so that I never get work in any hospital.

Swara: don't worry, dad will handle that. He won't let that happen to u.

Samar: will u please stop that?
Swara: ok fine.
Samar: now let's go for ur test.

They come back after some tests. Then sat in cabin.
Samar: now, we have to wait till report come.
Swara: ok..
Then only a nurse came inside.
Nurse: doctor, this is patient report ( other patient)
Samar: ok, he took it.
Nurse then saw swara : ma'am, someone called u on phone when ur check up going on. I took the call and told that u r with doctor.

Swara: my phone?
She checked it taking from table.
Nurse: yeah, he was ur husband..
Swara:( shocked) what? What did u tell him.
Nurse:( confused) nothing much just that u r with doctor, then he asked about u r fine or not but before that he asked hospital name so I told him city hospital. He said he is coming.
Swara: what??
Samar look at swara. Nurse took leave from there still confused to see her reaction.
Swara: oh no.. he must be coming here. Samar pls do something.
Samar: swara, don't worry let him come and tell him.
Swara: no.. no I won't do that ..
She thinks a bit then tell something to Samar.
Samar: what? No way swara..  I m not going to do that. He will misunderstand and...
Swara: that's what I want .. please , please help me Samar. I can't tell him that I came for my check up. Please do it for me.. please.He must be reaching anytime. If I leave then he will get more doubtful.. this is the only way that I came to meet u casually.

Samar look at her pleading and couldn't say no. : Ok fine..

Then whatever they did in front of sanskar was all planned according to swara. She saw him from corner of her eye and could . Only she knew what she was going through while doing that. And then he called her may be in a hope that she will say truth and it will be fine but she lied to him. She could see he was angry and hurt at same time but what she can do. She is engulfed by her own fear.

Flashback end...

She can't drag him in her life to make his life living hell after she leave. She could see the concern his eyes hold for her. She can read his eyes ,his feelings but she is way too helpless to do anything. She just can pray that he may not fall for her. It was better when he used to hate her after marriage, although reason was different but she can feel that he has long forgotten that . So,It's better if he think she betrayed him. It's better if he hate her. But what if what samar said is true? What if sanskar already have .... No no.. no ,this can't be happen.

Swara:( monologue) oh god, please help me. Please! What should I do? I came in his life for my wish and thought to leave silently not caring of his hate but why I got trapped with my lies? I don't know what I m doing and why I did like that today but that's the only way he hate me. I can die in peace. Please do something... I can't hold it more. It kills me to reminding his hurt look while I was lying to him. It hurts me to see he cares for me but I m hiding things from him.. please god. Sometimes I want to just throw away all my fears and tell him everything then cry in his embrace to get relieve from this pain but I have to stop for him. Don't make it too hard for me god.

To be continued....