[First update as the new owner... Let's hope I can do this!]

I rushed to my bedroom and flopped onto my bed. My getaway from reality. And just an all-around comfy place.

I groaned, Why can't I just be his age?! I thought to myself, over and over.

I mean, he's only a little bit older. But of course Maddie comes in to lecture me about pedophiles and creepy old dudes...

By how much I gush about him, Maddie should know he wouldn't use me for sex or anything like that!

But ever since our inccident with mom and her older fiancé, she's been sceptical.

But what Maddie doesn't know is that Jack makes me feel... I don't know, special! Like I'm loved.

He makes my will to live stronger. The scars on my wrists even began to heal ever since I watched him.

The fucktards at school aren't much better, but hey! What can you do?

I feel my phone vibrate in my hand.

I unlock it and see a text from Jack.

Jack 🍀: heya! How's it going with you?

Me: it's going okay, I guess...

Jack 🍀: what's wrong? You can tell me!!

Me: it's kinda private... Hope you don't mind...

Jack 🍀: hmm... Not at all.

Jack 🍀: we all have our secrets

Me: yea... How are you tho??

Jack 🍀: I'm good... Just listening to panic at the disco

Me: I Write Sins Not Tragedies is best song ✋

Jack 🍀: nah bro!! It's definitely Victorious!!

Me: 🎶TONIGHT WE ARE VICTORIOUS! CHAMPANGE POURING OVER US!🎶 XD

Jack 🍀: HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF... CLOSING A GOD DAMN DOOR?!?

Me: xD Lolololo!! 😂

Jack 🍀: tank chu... I do my best to entertain. Even if it's murdering a fabulous song

Me: You didn't mess it up!! My cousin did when she tried to sing...

Jack 🍀: ouch!! That hurt them!

Me: oh shit! It's 12:49 already??!?

Jack 🍀: can't blame me for keeping you up. I live in Ireland and I'd most likely be awake by now ✋

Me: ah shut it ye Irish bastard! XD

Jack 🍀: *cries*

Me: *gives cookie* Cheer up, chump.

Jack 🍀: *eats cookie and wonders what could've been*

Me: what are we even doing rn??!

Jack 🍀: eating a cookie...duh

Me: not meh!!

Jack 🍀: *hisses* too bad!!

Me: xD I better be getting some sleep it's 1am now...

Jack 🍀: mmkay g'night Y/n!! :3

Me: night to you too Mr. PotatoHead!! >:3

Jack 🍀: le gasp... Irish stereotype!!!! >:O

Jack 🍀: ·_· 💩

Me: xD goodnight you weirdo...

Jack 🍀: night!! XD

I locked my phone and plugged it in for the night.

I looked outside and saw a plethora of stars bundled together. Like a family.

A... F-family.

Hmm... What could have been?

I shook my head dismissively and closed my eyes, easing myself into a deep sleep.

I wonder if this could work out...

Does he even feel the same?

Am I just imagining an impossible possibility?

...most likely.

*sigh*

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Zzzzzz....

[How was it?? I hope this was good! If you guys don't understand what I meant by "new owner" check the account's description.. For now... Later!! ♥~Audrey]