Blue, just like the bruises on her skin
It's like life wanted to burden her with anything
Just like they all did, without it being any of her fault

Still she painted on a smile
The pills she gets are enough to waste
Sometimes, sometimes,
She hopes she'll be alright

The louder the buss
The deeper the night
The harder it gets to dance
In every fight
God didn't love her, she just said, he really has his favorites
Or did I never ever know him myself

Thought it's it, to drown myself,
Just got worse, the demons proved
Gave me a gift and pulled me up,
Now my skin is under neptune's wrap
Just fuck it all up before they go cruel
Send you all down there, hell approves
Give me somewhere I can move to feel alright
Just this time

Get your chin up, baby
Keep your shoulders straight
Just like all them girls, all those movie stars,
Maybe then you'll be enough

Show them all your worth, you will still fail
They say you're plastic ain't what they wanna see
Help me, show me, it'll be alright by now

The louder the buss
The deeper the night
The harder it gets to dance
In every fight
God didn't love her, she just said, he just really has his favorites
Or did I never ever know him myself

Thought it's it, to drown myself,
Just got worse, the demons proved
Gave me a gift and pulled me up,
Now my skin is under neptune's wrap
Just fuck it all up before they go cruel
Send you all down there, hell approves
Give me somewhere I can move to make this feel alright
Just this time
Really just this time

Scribbles

I'd like to scream sometimes, but my head ain't under water. Don't want to burden them with my flaws, sit on the wooden counter all alone. There's no way home, my heart is gone for long.

Stroke, another one. I duck my head down quickly to avoid the arm of that guy next to me - or at least I thought so. I should stop the weed sometime, it won't help my black eye to heal. Ouch, now I feel a little pain, but it's fine - it's nothing like the damned headache I'll be having when I wake up again.