Forewords

HEY EVERYONE! THIS IS AUTUMNDREAMER AGAIN AND THIS IS A SEQUEL TO MY STORY "LOVIN' U" (http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/autumndreamer4/). Basically this is a continuation of my last story, but with brand new storyline and conflicts, although some parts might be connected to my first story. For new readers, I would suggest you reading the first story, but if you choose not to, I don't think this story would be very confusing either. If you have any questions please feel free to leave me a comment and I will try my best to explain any parts that doesn't make scene.

WARNNING: THIS STORY IS YAOI MEANING BOY-BOY LOVE! IF YOU ARE OFFENDED FOR THIS TYPE OF STORIES PLEASE DON'T READ IT AND NO BAD COMMENTS PLEASE. ALSO, THIS STORY WILL CONTENT RATED SCENES, AND THERE WILL BE "RATED" WARNNING SIGN ON THE TITLE, SO IF YOU ARE OFFENDED PLEASE DON'T READ IT! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE UNDERSTANDING!

Wow, thank you for reading all those boring introductions and warnings, and finally now onto the story. WEEEE~

Character:

Kim Jaejoong

Jung Yunho

Choi Siwon

Kim Junsu

Park Yoochun

Shim Changmin

Bae Seul Gi

Character needed:

Girls! I need a girl name for Changmin's wife, and yes Changmin has a wife. I know many readers want Changmin to have a guy lover, but I decided that he should marry to a girl. She will not be a big part of the story, and will only be motioned in one chapter. If you are interested of your name being Changmin's wife or if you want to suggest a girl name for Changmin's wife, then please leave a comment on my comment page. I will do like a drawing thing for the names and one lucky name will be chosen. (I am very sorry, I actually don't like these applying things, because people get disappointed if not chosen, and I only have one spot open for Changmin's wife. Sorry! But this name will not be a big part of the story, so it is not a big deal ^^)

Story line:

Yunho's parents went back to the States to take care of their company and business. Yunho and Jae started their love life together in Yunho's big mansion, and Jae was no longer Yunho's personal maid instead they publicized their relationship in school, and they were a well known lovely couple till their graduation day from the university..

"Ahhh.. Uhhh.. Yunho.. Ahhh.." Jae moans as he feels his lover thrusts into himself harder and harder. "Ahh.. Yun.."

Yunho kisses down Jae's neck as he uncontrollably moving his member in and out of that little tight hole of Jae's. Yunho: "Ahhh.. Jae.. you are so.. tight.. Ahhh.."

Jae closes his eyes as he grabs onto the bed sheet while feeling his muscles tensed up and the feeling that he is about to go to heaven took over his entire body. "Ahhhh.." Jae screams as he shoots his cum on himself and Yunho's stomach.

Yunho watches his lover releasing himself, as he thrusts in Jae harder and faster, "Ahhh.. Ohh.. Jae.. I am coming.. Ahhh.."

The burning hot liquid shoots inside of Jae's hole as Yunho slowly pulls his member out as his own seed licks out from the tight and red hole of Jae's. Yunho kisses Jae on the lips softly and whispered with a smile: "I love you.."

Jae smiles back with his eyes half closed: "I love you too.."

Yunho yawns as he got up and cleaning the mess: "Jae, it feels so good after graduating, I felt that I finally have enough time to stay with you every day."

Jae gets up from the bed with a smile, then he hugs onto Yunho from the behind: "Yun.. when are you going to start working?"

Yunho: "In few weeks.. why?"

Jae rubbing his face on Yunho's back and whispered: "Changmin is getting married tomorrow, and then he will be going to a honeymoon.. Yun.. I want to go to a honeymoon with you before you start to work too, even though we can't get married in Korea, but I still want a honeymoon."

Yunho turns around as he hugs Jae's naked body and smiles: "Okay, then we will go on to a honeymoon too."

Jae smiles and kisses Yunho's cheek softly: "Yun, you are so sweet to me, will you ever change?"

Yunho: "Of course not, you are my only love."

Then Jae lifts his head up as he shares a warm and passionate kiss with Yunho.. they felt that they have nothing to worry about while holding onto each other in the arms.. they have each other and that is more than enough.. but..

Chapter 1

Honeymoon plans

First I want to announce the winner! I want to say, I actually went on to a random drawing number website for this name so there is no bias at all. (The website: http://plainjanemom.com/2007/07/04/how-i-choose-winners-in-online-random-drawing-contests/) The winner: Tae Mira!!!! Sorry for the others who applied, but like I said, I just needed a name and I don't want to use a celebrity, so sorry for others who applied! But please continue to support me!

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"Hurry up Jae! We are going to be late for the wedding!" Yunho said while checking himself in the mirror also, "KIM JAEJOONG! YOU ARE NOT THE BRIDE TODAY, WHAT IS TAKING YOU SO LONG?"

Jae rushed out and still fixing his hair: "yah! Stop yelling! You are still fixing your tuxedo also!"

Yunho looked over at Jae and smiled and found Jae wearing a dark-silver tuxedo and with his black hair spiked from the layers. Yunho: "Jae! Why are you making yourself looking so hot? You want to get Changmin's notice?"

Jae: "YUNHO!"

Yunho smiles and hugs onto Jae: "I am kidding! Come on, Changmin is waiting for us. I still can't believe he is getting married, I wonder why does his wife looks like."

Jae smiles: "Are you really that interested in his wife?"

Yunho looks at Jae's teasing face then he pinches Jae's cheek lightly: "Are you teasing me now? You are so bad! Wait till tonight, I am going to punish you!"

Yunho then moves his hand down to Jae's member and gave it a light squeeze from the outside.. Jae gasps in surprise and whines: "Yunho.."

Yunho lets go and gives a light slap on Jae's butt and said: "Come on! We don't want to be late."

Yoochun holds onto Junsu's hand as they both walked to the front door, the servant: "Your invitation please?"

Yoochun took out a invitation and said: "I am Park Yoochun!"

The servant went down the list of guests and puts a check next to the name Park Yoochun, then he nods: "Come go in to the ball room and enjoy yourself."

Junsu looks over at Yoochun and smiles: "Yoochun ah.. you look so hot today.."

Yoochun smiles and leans over to Junsu's ear: "I am hot only for you."

Junsu giggles a little as both of them walked into the ball room, then he looked around the room and found Changmin standing in the middle chatting with some business people. Yoochun and Junsu walked over and pats on Changmin's shoulder: "Shim Changmin!"

Changmin turned around and smiled widely: "Yoochun! Junsu!"

They did a hand shaking thing, and Yoochun looked around: "Where is your wife?"

Junsu pulls onto Yoochun's shirt and gave him a look, "Yah! Park Yoochun! That is Changmin's wife why are you looking for her?"

Changmin laughs: "haha! Yoochun, that's right, don't get Junsu jealous!"

Yoochun hugs onto Junsu: "Aww.. honey, you know I only love you.."

Junsu smiles: "So, Changmin, where is your wife? I still can't believe you are married to a girl at the end, weren't you in love with Jae? How did this happen?"

Changmin smiles shyly: "Well, I didn't think this was going to happen either.."

"Changmin!" A cheerful voice yelled and all three turned around as they saw the handsome Yunho and the absolutely stunning Jaejoong rushing over hand in hand. Jae smiled and hugs onto Changmin: "Changmin! Congratulations!"

Yunho coughed a few times: "Erm.. Jae.. you can let go now.." Yunho drags Jae back to him, Yoochun smiles: "haha! Yunho, Changmin is getting married today, a hug wouldn't be harm at all!"

Changmin smiles and pats Yunho on the shoulder: "Yea Hyung! You are still so sensitive."

Jae pouts: "He never trusts me!"

Yunho: "Fine! It's all my fault okay? Anyways, Changmin, so go back to what you guys were talking about before we came in, we want to hear how did you meet this girl and why did you decide to marry her?"

Changmin suddenly blushes a little and looked down: "Well, I met her in the States, actually she applied for the position of my secretary and we were co-workers to begin with, but the more I get to know her personally, I find her somewhat similar to Jaejoong. I didn't want to go out with her just because she reminds me of Jae, but then I realized that I liked the side of her that's unique also. So, we started to date and decided to get married since I figured my business is getting bigger and bigger, I probably need a son to take over my career once I am old."

Jae: "Wow! Changmin, you sound so mature.. unlike someone.." (looking over at Yunho)

Yunho: "What? I am mature too!"

Junsu: "So, where is your wife?"

Changmin: "Oh, she is probably still fixing her make-up and dress.. the wedding will start soon, why don't you all go find a seat and I will go check on her.."

YunJae and YooSu nodded and went to find their own seats, and soon the room started to quiet down as soft wedding music started to playing by the orchestra. Jae looking up at the beautifully designed room with white roses and the orchestra playing the romantic music that is echoing around the whole room.. Changmin is standing in the front wearing white Tuxedo and waiting for his beautiful wife.. suddenly, Jae felt a little upset knowing that he could never have a wedding like this with Yunho, because both of them are guys..

Jae signed quietly, but it still cut Yunho's attention. Yunho reaches his hand over to Jae's hand as he squeezes it softly, Jae looked up and caught Yunho staring at him, "Yunho.." Jae whispered softly..

Yunho: "Shh.. I know.. maybe we will have a wedding outside of Korea at a country that we are allowed to have a marriage, but before that, I am taking you to our honeymoon first.. okay?"

Jae smiles and feels so happy that Yunho can understand everything in his mind. Jae smiles: "Yunho, I love you.."

Slowly, the wedding music started to play, and the front door opened as people looked over at the beautiful bride walking into the room approaching to the one she loves, but looking back at YunJae, they are sharing a warm kiss when other people weren't paying any attention to them. Jae could hear the wedding music playing while Yunho licking his tongue softly, slowly, Yunho let's go of Jae and whispers: "This is my wedding kiss for you.."

Jae smiles and both of them looked over at Changmin and his wife, as the priest said, "Changmin, do you take Tae Mira to be your wife, to have and to hold form this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death to you two apart?" (*Pops in* Dude people look how professional I am with the wedding vow! Haha! *pops out*)

Changmin smiles: "I do!"

Tae Mira smiles at Changmin and already replied "I Do" with no hesitation after the priest stated the vows. Priest: "Please exchange wedding rings."

Jae whispers: "Oh and wedding rings also!"

Yunho smiles: "Okay.. okay.. anything for you.."

Jae smiles and continues to watch the wedding, finally all the talking was over and everyone cheered as Changmin and Mira shared a passionate kiss in front of all the guests. Roses were spreading around the room and everyone were clapping for the newly wedded couple.

Yoochun and Junsu grabbed a drink as the guests started to dance around on the dancing floor and they walked over to Changmin and Mira: "Congratulations!"

Changmin smiles and took a drink, then he gives it to Mira, as Mira blushes and took over the drink. Yunho and Jae walked over also, Yunho: "Changmin! Aren't you going to introduce us to your wife?"

Changmin: "Oh! Mira, this is Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and Jaejoong!"

Mira nods her head and looks at all of them, at last she stopped at Jae and gave him a meaningful smile, "I have heard a lot about you."

Jae looked at Mira too, and she had big eyes just like him and her smile is somewhat shy like him also. Jae smiles back: "Oh really?"

Mira holds onto Changmin's arm: "Min has said many things about you, and you are just as pretty as I thought."

Jae smiles shyly: "No, you are prettier! Changmin is luck to have you."

Yoochun: "So, Changmin, I heard you moved your business back to Korea? What about your mom?"

Changmin: "Oh, she wants to stay in the States. So, I guess Mira and I will go back to visit her once in a while. I always wanted to come back to Korea, so I decided to bring the company back. Mira is Korean also, but she grew up in the States, so she is fine with coming back with me too."

Mira smiles at Changmin as Changmin hugs onto her tightly, Junsu: "Aww.. you two are such a lovely couple, so where are you two going for honeymoon?"

Mira: "I want to go to Europe, but we haven't decided which city we are going to yet."

Changmin kisses Mira on the cheek: "Anywhere its fine as long as you come with me.."

Yoochun: "Gosh! I can't stand this married man anymore, come on Su, let's go dance.."

Jae rolled his eyes: "Yah! You two are also the same."

Yunho hugs onto Jae: "Changmin! Once again congratulations on your wedding, and have fun at honeymoon. Well, we bother you two anymore! Wish you have a happy wedding."

Changmin nods and did a hand shake with Yunho then he smiles at Jae: "Jae! I hope you will be happy too."

Jae smiles at Changmin and nods his head then he walked toward the dance floor with Yunho, Jae: "Yunho!"

Yunho dancing with Jae and whispers in his ear: "Huh?"

Jae: "I am so happy for Changmin! He finally find his true love, did you see the way he looks at Mira? They are so much in love with each other."

Yunho: "And we are too!"

Jae looks at Yunho into his eyes, and Yunho smiles: "So, where should we go for honeymoon?"

Jae thinks for a second: "Let's go to Prague! I heard it's really pretty, plus I don't like big cities anyways."

Yunho nods and kisses Jae lightly on the forehead: "Anywhere its fine for me!"

Jae asked impatiently: "So, when should we leave?"

"Tomorrow!" Yunho replied with as smile, Jae widens his eyes: "TOMRROW?"

Chapter 2

Two people's world (rated)

Yunho and Jae stepped out from the air-port and Yunho called a Taxi, "Jae! Let's go to our hotel first, okay?"

Jae nodded and sat down next to Yunho as Yunho hugs onto Jae's shoulder and kisses Jae's forehead, Jae blushes: "Yunho, the driver can see us.."

"So? Let him see! I want the whole world to know that you are mine!" Yunho said and lifted Jae's face up, Jae widens his eyes and felt Yunho pressed his lips against his own lips. Jae blushed more and closed his eyes letting Yunho kiss him passionately.

Finally, they arrived to the hotel and Yunho stepped out from the car as he grabbed their belongings. Jae: "Yun, let me help you.."

"No! I can carry it!" Yunho said, but Jae took over some begs: "Yun, I am a guy too, why are you treating me like a girl?"

Jae pouts and walks ahead, then Yunho rushed over and hugs around Jae's waist: "Well, because I want to protect you, but I never treated you like a girl. Come on, Jae don't get mad at me during our honeymoon!"

Jae pouts more and pretends to be mad as he got out from Yunho's hold and walked ahead to their room as he opened the door and stepped in ignoring Yunho. Yunho smiled with a sign, then he had to use his card to slide open the door and walked in finding Jae gazing at the view from the window.

Yunho drops the suit-case and walks over to Jae as he hugs onto Jae from the behind, "Jae.."

Jae turns his head: "Yun, this is beautiful.."

Yunho smiles and kisses Jae's neck: "Jae.. don't be mad at me.. I love you.."

Jae closes his eyes and whispers: "I love you too."

Yunho turns Jae around and kisses Jae passionately on the lips while sucking onto Jae's upper lips softly, Jae let out a little moan: "Ahh.."

Yunho felt his member was already pointing up in his pants, so he moved his hand into Jae's shirt and rubbing his palm on Jae's soft skin while pinching Jae's nipples lightly. Jae shuts his eyes tightly: "Ahh.. Uhh.. Yun.."

Yunho lets go of Jae's lips and looks at Jae's blushing red face, then he carried Jae up and placed him on the bed softly. Yunho: "Jae. This is our honeymoon. I want you to enjoy it."

Jae nods his head and said: "With you next to me, I am sure I will enjoy every little bit of it."

Yunho smiles as he got on top of Jae and said: "Jae, I love you so much, and I can't hold myself around you just like before."

Jae smiles and touches Yunho's face: "Then don't, because I lose myself around you too."

Closing his eyes, Jae spreads his leg out for Yunho and Yunho kneels in between of Jae's long legs. Yunho grabs Jae's arms and placed both of them above his head while the other hand of Yunho's traveled down to Jae's pants and rubbing Jae's already hardened member outside of his pants lightly.

"Uhh.." Moans were escaping from Jae's mouth uncontrollably. Yunho suddenly took Jae's pants and boxer off all together, and Jae gasps a little while his bear skin felt the interaction with the air. Yunho smiles and kisses Jae's stomach lightly, Jae: "Ahh.. Yun.. I am going crazy.."

Yunho then kisses down from Jae's stomach to his member, slowly he slides the member into his mouth and feeling Jae's warmth filling his mouth entirely. Jae: "Ahhh.. Uhh.."

Yunho speeds up the pace and started to give Jae a good and wet blow job making Jae feel as if he was going to fly to heaven. Jae: "oh..oh.. Yun.. faster.. faster please.. I beg you.. Ahhh.."

Yunho speeds up more and suddenly he felt Jae's stomach tightens and his member got better in his mouth. Yunho took it out before Jae release himself, and expectedly received a glare from Jae, Jae: "Yunho.."

Yunho smiles: "Not yet honey!"

Yunho then flips Jae's legs up to his shoulder and quickly he took his own pants off and positioned himself in front of Jae's hole. Jae: "Yunho.. you didn't prepare me yet.. it's going to hurt.."

Yunho smiles: "I am sure you are used to my size already. Don't worry, I won't hurt you.."

Yunho then spites on his hand while he rubs it around his member to make it wet and lubricated. Jae closes his eyes and grabbed onto the bed sheet tightly, then Yunho slowly pushes the head into Jae's tight, little hole. Jae: "Ahhh.. Ahhhh.. Yunho Ahhh.. god.."

Yunho moans too: "Ahhh.. Jae.."

Then, Yunho pushes in a little more, and to Jae's surprise he actually liked this feeling, it is a mix feeling with pleasure and pain. Jae: "Ohhh.. Yun.. push it all into me now.. please.."

Yunho listens to Jae and pushes himself all the way into Jae's tight hole which made Jae jerked his back up a little and trying to fix his position to lessen the pain. Yunho kisses Jae's cheek as he bents down: "Jae.. I love you.."

Jae moans and couldn't give a reply while Yunho started to thrust into the tight hole slowly yet hardly. Yunho: "Ahhh.. gosh.. you are so tight Jae.. so tight.. I love it.. I love it so much.. Ahhh.."

Jae moans at every thrust that he felt around his now so warm hole, slowly he reaches he hand down to his own member and started to move his hand up and down on his own member while feeling Yunho pumping into him in a harder and faster rate. Yunho holds onto Jae's legs and moving his hips none stop to feel the pleasure building inside of him and about to explode. Soon, both of them reached orgasm and spread their seeds out while moaning loudly together.

Yunho falls down on the bed and he flipped himself over while lying next to Jae. Both of them were panting hard due to the tiring exercise they just did. Jae: "Yunho.. you are so bad.."

Yunho smiles: "You like it when I am bad."

Jae looks over at Yunho and kisses him lightly on the lips, then he hugs onto Yunho's muscular and warm body, "Yun, don't ever leave me okay?"

Yunho smiles: "Of course I won't."

Slowly, both of them falls asleep in each other's arms while Jae pulled a blanket over their body..

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"Jae! Where are you going? Jae! Jae!" Yunho yelled at Jae's disappearing figure and was so confused at the situation. Yunho quickly rushed over but he felt his steps were so heavy and so slow that he couldn't reach over to Jae's fast steps.

"Jae! Wait for me! Where are you going?" Yunho called and Jae stopped, slowly, Jae turned around and Yunho widens his eyes, because Jae had tears all over his face and he looked so hopeless and pale.

"Yunho, I am leaving.." Jae said with a soft voice, "I am not coming back again."

Yunho: "What? What are you talking about? Come back here!"

Jae slowly turned back and kept on walking, and Yunho quickly rushed over, but slowly the clouds started to clear up and Yunho found Jae standing near a cliff that leads to a deep hill. Yunho widens his eyes and he wanted to run over to grab Jae back, but he felt something was pulling his legs and he tripped on the ground.

Yunho supported himself up and looked at Jae as he reached his hand out: "Jae! What are you doing? Come back here!"

Jae didn't turn back, and suddenly Jae spreads open his arms and jumped down from the cliff. Yunho widens his eyes and was shocked at what he just saw..

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"JAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Yunho yelled and sat up from the bed with sweats all over his body.

"Yunho? What is it?" Jae sat up next to Yunho and looked at Yunho with a confused face.

Yunho turned over and found Jae staring at him, and he suddenly hugs onto Jae tightly: "Oh thank god! You are still here! Thank god!!"

Jae was very confused at Yunho's actions: "Did you have a nightmare?"

Yunho nods his head: "Jae.. oh god! You are still here.. I love you Jae.. I love you.."

Jae pats onto Yunho and doesn't understand why is he so scared and what could he have possibly dreamed about..

Chapter 3

I love you

In a famous park..

"Jae! Stop jumping around, I am trying to take a picture of you." Yunho holding up a camera and shaking his head while looking at an exciting and jumping around Jae.

"Oh!" Jae answered and starting running around in circles instead of jumping around. Yunho signed with a smile: "No running around either, especially not in circles, Jae are you trying to get yourself dizzy or getting me dizzy by looking at you?"

Jae smiles and runs over to Yunho as he hugs onto Yunho tightly: "Yun.. you already took enough pictures of me, why don't we take a picture together?"

Jae took over the camera and held it out with his arms as he hugs onto Yunho's neck and pulls Yunho's face close to his, "Say Cheese!"

Yunho smiled into the camera as Jae clicked the button. Snap! A picture was taken and Jae quickly took it back to look at their picture. Yunho smiles as he hugs behind Jae to look at the picture with him, Jae smiles: "Yun, you are so handsome. This is the best picture ever, I am going to print it out when we get back to Korea and hang it all over our room."

"Jae! We really do feel like a married couple, why don't we get married?" Yunho said while sniffing Jae's hair, Jae: "How?"

Yunho: "Well, we will go buy wedding ring first, then we will go to a church here and get married."

Jae looks at Yunho: "Are you kidding me Yunho? We are not allowed to get married in Prague.. they don't allow a guy marrying to another guy here.. I think only some places in the States and some other place allow that.."

Yunho turns Jae around and looks at Jae's serious face. Yunho smiles: "Jae.. you are so cute when you are being serious, of course I know that, how about we get wedding rings in here, and later I will bring you to the States to get married, okay?"

Jae nods his head with a smile, and Yunho pulls Jae with him: "Come on, let's go shop for wedding rings now."

Jae nods with a wide smile, and Yunho is already forgetting about the horrible dream he just had a few hours ago. Yunho believes that he just loves Jae too much so that's why he had a dream like that.

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"Yunho, I am leaving.." Jae said with a soft voice, "I am not coming back again."

Yunho widens his eyes and looked at Jae. He reached his hand out for Jae, but again Jae spreads open his arms and jumped down from the hill.

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"Ah! Jae!" Yunho sits up from the bed with sweats all over his body again. Yunho was panting so heavy and gasping for air as he closes his eyes. When Yunho opened his eyes again, he finds that he is sitting on the bed in the hotel room. Yunho quickly turned over and found Jae sleeping next to him soundly and everything seems so peaceful and normal just like before.

Yunho slowly gets up and walked over to the freezer as he took out a bottle of cold water and drinks it all at once. Yunho looked over at the bed and found Jae just turned his body a little but still sleeping, pov- What is wrong with me and this nightmare? This is the second time already. Ever since we came here I started to have this horrible nightmare of Jae dying. Why is it like this? Why? No, this is just a dream! Just a dream!

Yunho shakes his head and trying to clear up his thought but the dream kept on coming back into his mind. Yunho looks over at Jae's face shinning under the moonlight from the window.

Yunho slowly walked over to the bed as he lies down next to Jae. Running his hand down from Jae's soft face, Yunho signed deeply as he whispered: "Jae.. I love you so much.. we have been through so much together, please, don't leave me again.. I love you.."

Jae makes a little sound from the sleep, then he whispers: "Yunho.. Yunho.."

Yunho smiles: "Jae.. I am here, are you dreaming about me?"

Jae suddenly smiles: "Yunho, you are eating like a pig!"

Yunho dropped his jaw: "Why do you have such a weird dream about me when I am talking all these romantic words to you?" But slowly, Yunho's mouth curved into a smile as he closes his eyes again while smelling Jae's sweetness and falling asleep slowly.

Next day..

Yunho wakes Jae up really early and told him to wash up and get dressed nicely. Jae was really confused but he did what Yunho told him to do and dressed really nicely and did his hair. Jae walked out from the bathroom: "Yunho.. I am ready.."

Yunho smiles while dressing really nice too. He walked over to Jae: "Come on! Let's go then!"

Yunho pulls onto Jae's hand and dragged him toward the car Yunho rented for their staying, Jae: "Yun.. where are you taking me?"

Yunho smiles as he got into the driver's seat: "You will see."

Yunho squeezes onto Jae's hand and whispered: "Jae.. if you are still sleepy, you can sleep for a little, and I will wake you up when we are there."

Jae nods as he leans back on the seat and closes his eyes, Yunho smiles and got onto the highway driving safely to their destination. Yunho pov- Safety is the only thing I am asking of for today, because this is a special day for both Jae and me.

"Jae.. Jae.. wake up.." Yunho calls softly while kisses Jae on the forehead.

Jae slowly opens his eyes as he rubs those big and bright eyes lightly, "Huh?"

Yunho packs Jae on the lips softly: "Jae! We are here."

Jae looks out from the window and found a little yet beautiful church in front of his eyes. He looks around the surrounding and find this church rather isolated from the big cities. "Yunho.. where are we?"

"Jae, I found this church on the internet, and this church had a really famous history. A long time ago, this loving couple couldn't get married because their families were at wars, so they came together to this church and prayed for the war to end so they could get married under the praise of god." Yunho takes Jae's hand and pulls him out from the car while Jae looking at the church from the outside, and Yunho continues, "After two years, the war ended and they got married to each other in this church again. I figured that I will bring you to this famous church, because we are also the same. We cannot get married, but if we pray at this church maybe someday we will come back here and have a marriage just like we always wished."

Jae looks at Yunho with tears shinning in his eyes, "Yun.."

Yunho smiles and hugs onto Jae tightly: "Don't cry baby.. I love you.. come on, let's go inside.."

Yunho and Jae walked into the church, and Jae gazed at the inside view with all those old glass drawings. Jae: "This is beautiful Yunho."

Jae looks back at Yunho who had a very formal and serious face on, suddenly, Yunho got on his knees: "Jae, I love you.. would you marry me?"

Jae gasps: "Yunho.."

Yunho takes Jae by the hand and said: "Marry me.. please.."

Jae felt his tears were rolling out from his eyes as he nods his head quickly. Yunho reached into his pocket and took out the wedding ring they picked out from yesterday. Yunho placed the ring on Jae's finger and smiled as he got up. Jae quickly took the other ring and placed it on Yunho's finger then they locked their hands together and looking down at the ring.

Yunho: "Jae, I promise you a wedding in the future, now that we prayed for our love in this church, I am sure we will get married in the future and stay with each other forever."

Jae hugs onto Yunho tightly and sobbing hard: "Yunho, as long as you are with me, I don't care if we are going to have a wedding or not, as long as you stay with me forever."

Yunho kisses Jae's cheek and whispers: "I know.. I love you so much Jae.."

When they were enjoying each other's warmth, suddenly a voice broke the silence: "May god be with you.."

Yunho and Jae were a little surprised as they looked over at a old man standing in front of the cross. Yunho and Jae quickly bowed, then Yunho said: "Are you the priest of this church?"

The old man looked at Yunho then Jae as he shakes his head: "There is no priest in this church."

"Then who are you?" Yunho asked, and the old man just smiled, "I am nobody."

Yunho and Jae looked at each other, then they bowed again and said: "We will be leaving now, thank you for the praise."

"Wait!" The old man called out, "Can I have a word with you?"

Yunho turned around and pointed at himself: "Me?"

The old man nodded, and Yunho looks at Jae as Jae gave him a nod, Yunho whispers: "I will be back."

Jae nods his head as the old man took Yunho to the back of the church, and they stopped as the old man turned over to look at Yunho for a long time. Yunho asked: "Erm.. what is it that you want to talk to me about?"

The old man nods his head: "Is the other young man your lover?"

Yunho nods his head, then the old man asked: "Are you feeling something weird recently?"

Yunho thinks for a second and suddenly he remembered the nightmare that he had been having, "I.. I kept on having the same nightmare these days.. but how did you know?"

The old man coughed a few times, then he said: "I just want to warn you something, if you want to know the reason of the nightmare you should look into the mirror."

Yunho: "Look into the mirror?"

"Yes, some say dreams are random events happened in the past, but if you dream about something that had never occurred in the life before, some say, then that dream is in the future." The old man explained, then he repeated, "If you want to know the reason behind the dream.. just look in the mirror.. the cause is in front of you in the mirror.."

Yunho freezes after hearing the old man's words, and the old man walked away slowly leaving Yunho standing there shocked and confused..

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Chapter 4

Dreaming again (rated)

Yunho walked around the church and got back to where Jae was waiting, Jae jumped up: "Yun! You are back, what did the old man say to you?"

Yunho looked at Jae's worried face for a second, then he shakes his head and smiles: "Nothing Jae, he just wished us happy, that's all.."

Jae looked at Yunho: "Really?"

"Yeah! Come on, I booked a table at this famous restaurant around the town, let's go eat." Yunho said and rubs his hand on Jae's cheeks.

Jae smiles and nods his head: "Okay Yun, I am so hungry right now."

Yunho and Jae walked over to Yunho's car, and when Yunho got into the car he looked over at Jae as he smiled and reached to the front mirror trying to fix it as a habit before he begins to drive.

Yunho turned back to look at the position of the front mirror suddenly he stopped his hand as he turned the mirror to his face. Jae looked at Yunho: "Yun.. what is it? Why are you staring at the mirror like that?"

Yunho widens his eyes as he looks at himself in the mirror and remembering the old man's words. "If you want to know the reason behind the nightmare.. just look into the mirror.." Yunho pov- look into the mirror.. does he mean.. I am the cause of those nightmares.. if those nightmares will happen in the future then I am the cause of Jae's death or misfortune.. NO! THIS CAN'T BE IT! That old man is insane, I love Jae, how can I make him kill himself like that.. I love Jae.. everything is just coincidence.. yes.. I am just tired, I am sure I won't dream about those horrible dreams again..

Jae looked at Yunho's turning serious face and kept on staring at himself in the mirror. Jae shakes Yunho's arm: "Yunho.. are you okay?"

Yunho suddenly turned his head back to Jae and looked at Jae's worried face, Jae: "Yunho, what's wrong? What are you thinking?"

Yunho lets go of the mirror and smiles at Jae as he brushes Jae's hair: "I am fine Jae! I am sorry, I was just thinking about something.. don't worry, let's go eat now.."

Jae nods but he kept on looking over at Yunho while he was driving, Jae sensed that something must be wrong with Yunho.. ever since that day when Yunho woke up with sweats all over his face and body while screaming his name.. Jae knows that something is happening with Yunho..

Jae pov- He kept on smiling and acting happy in front of me, but I know, he isn't happy, he is going through something.. maybe something really horrible.. but he wouldn't tell me.. I am sure is because he doesn't want to get me worried, maybe I will try to make him happy again. Oh Yunho, I love you so much.. please be happy and stay happy..

After dinner, Yunho and Jae walked along the river and watching the ducks swimming in pairs on the surface of the water. Jae smiles and took out some breads from his beg as he ripped them in pieces and throwing it freely into the water as all the ducks swims over and eating the food.

Yunho looks at Jae and feeling that his love for Jae is increasing more and more, Yunho: "Jae.."

Jae turns around with a big smile: "Yun, come here, you come feed the ducks too, they are so cute. Look, all of them are swimming in pairs."

Yunho nods and walks over to Jae as he took the bread and puts it in his hand and reached it out for the ducks to eat, and the ducks swims over as the eats the bread from Yunho's hand. Jae: "Yun.. after the honeymoon, you are going to work, what should I do?"

Yunho turns around to Jae: "Jae, what do you want to do?"

"I mean.. I can go look for a job too.." Jae said, and Yunho kept quiet, because he is afraid that other people might get attracted to Jae at work also, Jae looks at Yunho: "Do you not want me to work?"

Yunho stands up and puts his hands on Jae's shoulders: "Jae, is not like I don't want you to work.. its just you know Mrs. Choi is getting old and she is going to retire soon, so there really should be someone to stay home and arrange the chorus."

Jae pouts: "So you want me to go back to your maid again?"

"No! Of course not!" Yunho quickly said, "I want you to be my wife.. stay at home.. take care of the house.."

Jae smiles: "Stupid Yunho, I am a guy, I should be out there working just like you."

Yunho nods: "yes, maybe you should be like that if you are with other people, but when I am with you, I don't want you to work so hard, I want you to enjoy life and be happy.. I want you see you at home cooking my favorite food for me when I get home.. I want you see your smile the first thing I wake up in the morning.. Jae, I love you.."

Yunho leans over and packs Jae softly on the lips, and Jae closes his eyes as he accepts the kiss and deepens in the kiss more. Jae slips his tongue into Yunho's mouth and licking Yunho's tongue softly as Yunho hugs onto Jae tightly. Slowly, they breaks apart, and Jae said: "Yunho.. I will listen to you.. I will stay at home and wait for you because I don't like go out to a strange place to work anyways.."

Yunho hugs onto Jae tightly and smiles: "Thank you Jae.."

"But Yunho, I know you didn't tell me the number one reason you had for not wanting me to work." Jae said with a smirk, and Yunho paused for a second then grins: "Oh.. so you know?"

Jae smiles: "Of course, Yunho-ah.. after all these time we spend together you still get so jealous over such a little thing.."

Yunho grins: "That's because I love you Jae!"

Jae looks up at the sky: "I think its going to rain soon, let's go back to the hotel."

Yunho nods and they walked back to the car and drove back to the hotel they were staying in. Yunho locked fingers with Jae and both of them hurried back to the hotel room knowing their needs for each other. Yunho pulls Jae into the room and kicked the door shut as he locked it and turned back to Jae, Jae looks at Yunho as he whispered: "Yun.. when did you get hard?"

Yunho smiles and rubbing Jae's soft ass: "Ever since you kissed me by the river.."

"You are so bad Yunho.. so bad.." Jae said and kisses Yunho softly on the cheek down to his neck. Suddenly, Yunho picked Jae up bridle style and dropped Jae on the bed, Jae's body bounced on the soft bed as he sits up while Yunho got on top of him. Supporting himself with his arms from the back, Jae's face was only inches away from Yunho's face. Yunho whispers: "No Jae I am not bad.. you are the bad one.. you want me want you so much.. you are the bad one.."

Then harshly Yunho presses his lips on top of Jae's soft lips as he forced Jae to lay down flat on the bed while Yunho's hands pinned Jae's arms on the bed hardly and making Jae unable to move. Jae wasn't going to fight back either, he was enjoying ever little bit of Yunho's touch and kiss all over his body. Jae moans freely with his eyes closed as he felt Yunho's hand massaging his member.

Jae gasps feeling his pants slipped down to his ankle along with his boxers. Yunho pumps his hand on Jae's member fast and hard while kissing Jae on the neck. Jae: "Ahhh.. Yun.. Yun.. Ahhh.. gosh.. Yun.. faster.. faster.."

Yunho feeling himself about to explode inside as he pumps Jae faster and faster feeling his hand going out of control while Jae's sweet moans echoing near his ears. Biting down on Jae's pink-ish nipples, Yunho felt Jae's body jerked up and his moans getting heavier. Finally, Jae's sweet and warm cum shoots out all over Yunho's hand, but Jae was still moaning Yunho's name. Yunho looks up at Jae and smiled: "Jae.. you are making me super hard right now, what should I do with you?"

Jae smiles seductively as he got up on his knees while reveling his hole to Yunho and his ass high up in the air, "Take me please." Jae said with a soft and sweet voice.

Yunho smirked as he quickly took his own pants and boxers off, and holding onto Jae's thin waist he positioned his cook in front of that tight little hole of Jae's. Jae closes his eyes as he supported himself with his arms on the bed and looking down he could see Yunho's leg muscles tensed up while pushing his cook forward.

"Ahhh.." Feeling the pain and pleasure coming all at once, Jae moaned out loudly, and Yunho closes his eyes as he slowly pushes all of his members into Jae and started to thrust in a slow pace at first.

"Ahhh.. Uhhh.. Yunho ah.. Ahhh.." Jae moans and not knowing how horny his words and voices is making Yunho. Yunho closes his eyes and moans with Jae: "Ahhh.. Jaejoong ah.. you feel so good.. Ahhh.."

Yunho speeds up and grabbing onto Jae's waist tightly as he used one of his hand to grab onto Jae's soft and tight ass. Jae jerks ups hand up while feeling the tight squeeze from Yunho's hand. Yunho: "Ahhh.. Jaejoong ah.. I am coming.. AHHHHH!"

Yunho shoots his cum all into Jae's hole as both of them collapsed on the bed and breathing heavily. Jae: "Mmph.. Yunho.. you are so heavy.."

Yunho didn't move but still lying on top of Jae: "Of course I am heavy Jae.. because I am the man.."

Jae giggles: "Yes, and you are a heavy man!"

Yunho slaps lightly on Jae's ass and said: "Are you teasing me now? You are bad! Very bad!"

Jae gasps at the slap but smiles sweetly as he felt Yunho got off him and hugged him tightly. Both of them closed their eyes and falls asleep slowly. Yunho had a sweet smile on his face, but around midnight..

"JAEJOONG AH!" Yunho screamed and sat up on the bed again panting hardly, Yunho quickly looked over at Jae who moved a little but didn't wake up. Yunho felt sweats running down on his face and over his body, he quickly closed his eyes and trying to think what just happened, pov- Why am I panting like this again? Omg! That dream! I had that dream again.. Jae jumped off from the cliff without turning back.. why? Why? I need to clear my mind up..

Yunho go up and walked into the bathroom as the turned on the cold water and washed his face three times to cool down, then he pulled a towel over to dry his face up. As he raised his head up, Yunho widens his eyes as he looks into the mirror.. there it is.. his own reflection.. his own face but yet so pale.. Yunho puts his left hand on the mirror while staring at himself, "Am I really going to be the cause of Jae's misfortune and death?"

Yunho stared at himself, and suddenly a bright thunder shined from the window. Yunho looked over at the little window in the bathroom pov- Why do i have such a bad feeling? What is going to happen to Jae and me?

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Chapter 5

Bad feeling

On the air-plan back to Korea..

Yunho's pov..

The honeymoon with Jae has gone by so fast and yet we are already sitting on the air-plan back to Korea. We already expanded the honeymoon but we still felt that it was too short, if not that I had to work the next day we still wouldn't have came back to Korea.

Everything was very romantic and perfect when Jae was around me, and we went to many places while enjoying ourselves fully. Jae has been very sweet to me, and we even stopped eating out because Jae would shop for groceries and cook for me at home.

I am very thankful that I have such a caring "wife" next to me, and I know I love him more than anything, but that nightmare has never stopped. It would come haunt after me every night after I make love with Jae. I would wake up next to Jae with sweats all over my body.. facing Jae's death every night in my dream was the worst thing that could ever happen to me.. even though I tried to pretend all sweet and happy in front of Jae, but I know that Jae already sensed something was wrong with me, because nowadays, I always daydream and when Jae talk to me, I would blank out for no reason..

I looked over at Jae who had his eyes closed and resting because of the early flying schedule I booked. He must have been tired, so I let him sleep in and kept on thinking about the nightmare. Maybe the old man was right, because I kept on having the same nightmare over two weeks and that can't be a coincidence anymore. Maybe it's me.. maybe my love for Jae is going to kill Jae.. maybe it is me who cares for him too much that will end up giving him misfortune.

Thinking about our past, ever since the first time I met Jae, he had been crying and hurting. With the instant on the street when I got drunk.. with all the pranks I did on him.. with Changmin.. With my parents.. with Yoona.. Jae has always been the one hurting and it was because of my appearance. Even though, Jae is happy now and I am sure of my feelings that I love him and I don't want anyone to hurt him, but who care guarantee that nothing worse will happen in the future?

I felt a chill down my spine as I thought about all these. I never thought I could cause Jae so much trouble and so much pain, and what's worse is that I am just realizing it right now. I looked at Jae's beautiful face and felt that my heart has been stabbed by a knife if I make those pretty eyes cry one more time. Maybe.. my love is too strong and god is taking away Jae's happiness at the end because of this.. maybe my love for Jae is a curse to begin with.. Guys are not supposed to love a guy as most religion said, so God is not letting us to have a happy ending.. so he will take away Jae's life and Jae's happiness..

Shaking my head harshly as I thought about all these horrible thoughts but what's worse is that these thoughts are starting to make more and more sense in my mind. I closed my eyes and lays down on the back of the seat. I let my hand touch Jae's hand and I locked my fingers with his fingers. Slowly, my mind started to drift off to sleep and I barely hear the announcement on the air-plan says something about serving food and water.

The announcer's voices began to echo in my ear, and I know I am close to falling asleep already. But suddenly, I heard something unusual from the echo, what is it? I still kept my eyes closed and trying to make the voice more clear. "You are the cause of his death.. you are the cause of his death.." What? Am I dreaming again? Hardly and quickly, I popped my eyes open and I looked around me, but everything seemed normal. People were asking for drinks and the serving lady was smiling at passengers. I listened up to the announcer and it was saying some ordinary things like how high we are at the sky and how long it will take to reach our destiny.

I must be going crazy. This curse.. this dream.. this whatever it is.. is driving me crazy..

"Yunho ah.." I heard Jae's voice calling me, and I turned around seeing him rubbing his eyes.

"Jae! You are awake?" Jae nodded and looked at me, "Apple juice please." He said to the serving lady who just came to our seat, and I asked for the same thing. I looked at Jae took a sip at the drink and then signed out deeply. "Jae.. why didn't you sleep more?" I asked and took a sip from my drink too.

Jae looks over at me and had a very confused face, "Yunho, I had a weird dream."

"What did you dream about?" I jumped a little, because the world "dream" is getting very sensitive in my ears.

"I dreamed that I jumped off from a cliff, and you were behind me.. you kept on calling out my name and I know I didn't want to jump, but someone seemed to push me off from my back or someone was controlling my mind and my body.." Jae said and looking down, then he looked back up at me in my eyes, "Yunho ah.. it was so scary.. maybe its because we are so high up at the sky makes me a little nervous, that's why I had the dream."

I almost fall off from my seat when I heard the description of Jae's dream, and started to cough after I choked on the apply juice I just drink from the cup. Jae quickly rubs my back and comforting me: "Yunho.. are you okay? You choked on the apply juice?"

I finally stopped coughing: "Ahh.. I thought I was dying.."

"Are you okay Yunho?" Jae asked, and I nodded my head but how can I be okay? That dream is happening to Jae also? No, the situation is getting worse. What should I do? If Jae is starting to dream about it too, does it mean.. it will really come true in the future? No! I can't let this happen. I love Jae too much to let him die or get hurt, I have to stop it..

I looked at Jae and found him looking at me weirdly: "Yunho.. tell me, what is going on? You have been acting weird for quiet a while, but I never wanted to bother you. Are you okay?"

I kept silent for a second, then I looked over at Jae: "yea, I am fine Jae. I was just thinking about our future and how I need to make money and keep up with the company with I go back. You know, Appa let me take over Jung's company in Korea but I am lack of experience.. so I guess I will have to work really hard to earn everyone's trust and appreciation since I am so young and the other workers are my elders.. then that means I won't have much time for you.."

Jae nods understandingly: "I understand Yunho. I will always support you on whatever you are doing, and like I promised you will always see my smile the first thing you wake up and eat food that I cooked for you no matter how late you come home."

"Thank you Jae!" I smiled and kisses Jae on the cheek lightly, but Jae, do you know how much it would hurt me to not have enough time with you everyday? But I can't always stick around you.. I have a really bad feeling in my heart right now.. I think the more I am with you.. the more I love.. the sooner that nightmare is going to happen.. I need to keep my distance with you in order to protect you from the misfortune..

Finally, the air-plan reached the Korea and we landed safely on the ground. Jae and I got our bags and walked out from the air-port.

"Yunho! Jaejoong!"

I turned around and was so surprised at who was in front of my eyes. "Appa! Umma!" I called out and Jae seemed just as shocked as me.

"Mr. and Mrs. Jung!" Jae quickly bowled and I could tell he was nervous.

Appa: "Just call us Uncle and Aunty from now on. How have you two been?"

"Appa! Umma! When did you guys came back?" I asked.

Umma: "We were back just two days ago, but we heard that you and Jae left for a trip, so we decided to wait for you two to come back."

Appa smiled: "Yeah, I wanted to stay in Korea for the first few days of your work, and just so if you had anything confused you could ask me. I will show up with you on your first day so I could introduce you to everyone in the company."

I smiled and I was so glad right now that Appa and Umma came back to see me, ever since they agreed on my relationship with Jae, they had changed a lot. They had been closer to each other and showing much loving to me, and they were very nice to Jae also, because who can resist the charm of my Jaejoong.

I suddenly felt very good to be home and seeing Appa and Umma made me felt better about the horrible dream. I held onto Jae's hand and Appa drove us home.

Jae and I took a shower together to wash away our tiredness, when I walked out from the shower a maid knocked on our door. I opened the door knowing Jae was still fixing his hair, "What is it?"

Maid: "Yunho shi.. Mr. Jung and Mrs. Jung wants to have a word with you in their office.."

I looked back at Jae and nodded: "I will be there."

The maid walked out from my room, and I stepped into the bathroom looking at Jae drying his hair with a towel. I hugged Jae from the back and sniffed his hair, "Jae.. Appa and Umma wants to see me for a second, I will be back okay?"

Jae nodded and still looking at himself in the mirror. I smiled and placed little kisses on Jae's neck, then whispered: "You look pretty.."

Jae giggled and I let go of Jae heading over to the office. I knocked the door lightly before I stepped in, hearing the "come in" sound I walked in. Umma smiled at me and pulled me over to sit with her.

"Appa! Umma! What did you two need me for?" I asked.

Appa looked at me: "Yunho! You are Jaejoong are still so loving! We are glad that you two are doing great."

I nodded: "Thanks! Jae has been a very good support and I am happy to have him with me."

Umma: "Yunho! You know we approved of your relationship with Jae, and we know you two love each other and all, but.. you should think about the future.."

I looked at Umma confusedly: "The future?"

"Yes Yunho! You graduated already, and the next thing is that you are going to work and be a successful business man just like me. But, what happens when you get old?" Appa questioned, then not till I said anything else Appa continued, "You are not going to work forever and have Jung's company forever, because you are going to grow old one day. Then that is the time to pass on the company to your kid, just like what I am doing right now.. but Yunho.. Jaejoong is a guy.. he will not have your kid.."

I widened my eyes as I stared at Appa and Umma, I know exactly what they are going to say next. Umma: "Yunho, adopting a kid is not going to work because the kid doesn't have your blood, and Jung's company will not be Jung's anymore. You need to have a biological son. Of course, we will never tell you to break up with Jaejoong, but you still need a son. A son that has your blood.. the Jung's blood running inside of his body.."

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Chapter 6

Trying to control

Yunho jumped up from his seat: "No! I can't do that! Appa, how can you say these when you clearly know how I would feel about this."

Mr. Jung pats on Yunho's shoulder: "Of course I know how you feel, and I know how Jaejoong would feel about this too. That's why, you need to be extra careful with Jaejoong about this issue. I couldn't keep the one that I love and couldn't explain well enough for him to understand, but if you love Jaejoong, you will have to manage for him to understand and support you on this. If he really loves you then he should understand that he is a guy and he cannot give birth to your son."

Yunho knows that he can't let Jae know about this right now. The situation was already bad as the nightmare is happening to both him and Jae, now this, Jae will definitely get upset and hurt. Yunho looked down and didn't say anything, Mrs. Jung: "We understand your love to Jaejoong, and I believe he is a very nice person and he will understand the situation. But, remember this isn't in a hurry, so take your time."

Yunho stands up and nods his head, "I will go back to Jae now, and get ready for work tomorrow."

Mr. Jung and Mrs. Jung nodded their heads as Yunho walked out from the office. Mrs. Jung: "Do you really think Yunho will listen to us?"

Mr. Jung: "If I was as his age I would be totally against it too, but right now I think I made the right choice to have a child born to the world, so he can take over my business since I am getting old."

Mrs. Jung: "So you are saying having a kid with me was the right decision after all."

Mr. Jung nodded: "Yeah I admit, and I regret not being able to save the one I loved and prevent the tragedy, I hope Yunho can handle this situation better than I did."

Mrs. Jung turned away after hearing "the one I loved", "After all these years, you still love him and only him. Do you know how much it hurts me? I already gave in so much but you still have to say those cruel words in front of me. Even if you don't love me, do you have to torture me with your words?"

Mr. Jung looked over at Mrs. Jung who is wiping tears right now, he felt really bad and regret what he said. He then walked over to Mrs. Jung and placed his hand softly on Mrs. Jung's shoulder. They had barely had any body contact ever since that night when Mr. Jung got drunk. Mrs. Jung jumped a little at the touch and she turned over to look at Mr. Jung's already aging face. She said: "It has been a while sense I looked at you like this.."

Jae's pov..

I watched Yunho stepped back into our bedroom, and he had a very upset face on. I wonder what his parents told him this time. Yunho walked over to the bed as he sat down on the edge of it and looked at the ground with no words.

"What's wrong?" I approached to him and sat down next to him as I put my head down on his shoulder. I liked doing that because his shoulder is so big and comfortable.. I could just fall asleep on him like this..

Yunho looked over at me and touches my cheek: "Nothing Jae, I am just a little tired.."

No Yunho, something must be wrong, why don't you tell me? I wanted to ask him, but I felt that I shouldn't bother him too much, because I believe when he wants to tell me he would come and tell me himself. So, I placed my hand on his face as he brought him into a deep kiss to comfort him for whatever it is.

I slides my tongue into his mouth and licks every part of his tongue and mouth from the inside, then I heard a light moan escaping from his mouth. Yes, he likes it.. so I took the chance to slide my hand into his shirt and rubbing his chest freely and randomly..

Yunho's pov..

It felt so good when Jae started to kiss me and rub his hands on my chest.. I could already feel my body started to react to Jae's sensitive touches. But suddenly, the nightmare flashed in my mind again. I popped open my eyes when I could see Jae jumping off from that cliff in my mind, and I quickly pushed Jae away.

Jae looked at me with puzzled face, "Yunho?"

I stared at Jae and I didn't know what to say. I know the dream is coming back to me to remind me that I have to stay away from Jae or else it will come true soon. "Jae, I am tired.. can we.. not do this tonight?" I said, and I didn't even know why did I say this.. this is the first time I ever reject Jae in my life.. and I know it must have hurt him, because I saw his eyes reddened but he still forced a smile out and said softly: "Of course.. you should get ready for bed and for your first day at work tomorrow.."

I didn't like seeing Jae cry at all, so I pulled him into a hug and squeezed his body tightly, "I am sorry baby, I love you.. but I am just tired these days.. I am sorry.."

"No, Yunho, you don't have to apologize to me. I understand! Come on, let's go to bed so you can wake up early tomorrow and do your best on your first day of work." Jae said as he got up and fixing the blankets on the bed for me. I looked at Jae's figure in front of me and I really wanted to hug onto him and throw him on the bed then begin to make love to him, but I can't.. I know I can't.. for Jae's happiness and safety.. I am going to control myself.. yes Jung Yunho, you can do it!

Jae's pov..

I lied down next to Yunho and found him already fall asleep soundly within five minutes. I couldn't fall asleep, because I was still feeling hurt from the rejection I received earlier. That was the first time Yunho ever rejected me, and I know I shouldn't think this way because maybe Yunho is just nervous for working so I should show my support, but it just hurts me so much when I think that maybe one day Yunho will not want me anymore.

Thinking about this, I quickly shake my head and trying to get rid of that thought. No, Yunho would never do that.. he loves me and he will never dump me.. looking down at the ring Yunho gave me, I smiled to myself and felt the hope inside of my heart again. I looked over at Yunho's sleeping face and stick my tongue out as I made a face at him, "Stupid Yunho! How can you reject such a beauty like me?" I laughed softly at my stupidity as I fall asleep next to my beloved man of my life.

Next day..

I woke up extra early to prepare breakfast for Yunho, because it is his big day today and I promised to make him food as a good "wife" should be.

I washed up as I walked into the kitchen and put on the apron as I stared to cook egg and pin-cakes.

"Jaejoong ah.." A voice called from the behind and I almost jumped out from my skin. I quickly turned around and saw Mrs. Choi standing behind me.

"Oh, Mrs. Choi.. you scared me.." I answered with a smile.

"Why are you up so early? You are not a maid anymore." Mrs. Choi asked softly.

"Oh, because I promised Yunho that I will make him food myself. Today is his first day at work, so I want to make cook him breakfast." I answered and smiled sweetly at the already cooking egg.

Mrs. Choi smiled at me, "You two are still so sweet. I knew that Yunho has made the right choice to choose you."

I smiled shyly as I finished cooking and placed the food on the dinning table, and I walked up the stairs to wake Yunho up. I walked into the bedroom but I found the bed empty.. confused, I looked over at the bathroom and heard the water running.. oh no, Yunho is already up.. I didn't keep my promise for letting him see my smile the first thing in the morning..

I walked into the bathroom and Yunho was just stepping out from the shower with a towel on. I jumped over and hugged onto him tightly, "Yunho.. I am sorry, I didn't know you were already up.."

Yunho pushed me away: "Jae, don't hug me like this, my body is still wet."

"Yunho, are you mad at me?" I asked, because I sensed that Yunho's tone was a little cold than usual.

"No, why would I be? Can you go get my suit for me, I need to dry my hair now. I don't want to be late on the first day." Yunho asked me, and I nodded my head as I walked over to the closet. Maybe I am thinking too much, he is just stressed out because of work. I tried to calm myself down, and I know I can be a little too sensitive sometimes.

After Yunho got dressed I smiled at him, "You are so hot in suits Yunho."

Yunho looked in the mirror and didn't say anything back for a while, then he said: "This is how I am going to look from today and on!"

"There is nothing wrong with this Yunho, you look hot.. just like a successful business man.." I said with a bright smile on, but Yunho suddenly looked over at me, "Successful business man?"

I nodded my head, and Yunho kept silence again, then he smiled awkwardly at me again, "Come on let's go eat. Did you make me good breakfast?"

I knew something is wrong with that smile on Yunho's face, but I told myself to ignore it, and I said: "Yeah! Let's go eat now."

Yunho's pov..

Jae's word made me almost choked out.. do I really look like a successful business man now? Just like Appa said, every successful business man would have a son to take over the company later.. but Jaejoong is not going to have my kid. I looked over at Jae and found him staring at me weirdly, so I faked a smile and pulled him down for breakfast.

At the table, Appa and Umma were already eating, and I walked over with Jae.

"Jae! This is really good. I heard you cooked all of these." Appa said while eating.

Jae nodded his head, "I am glad you like it."

Appa turned to me, "So Yunho! Ready for your first day?"

"Yeah!" I answered certainly, and I know that maybe working is the only thing that could get my attention off from the kid thing and the dream thing. I have so much going on inside my mind now, and working seems like the best solution for me now. I dig in Jae's food, and trying to take my minds off from all the things running around in my head at the moment..

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Chapter 7

First day at work

Yunho felt his heart pounding very fast as he stood outside of the meeting room with his dad ready to go in and meet his co-workers for the first time. Yunho fixed his suit a little. "So, are you ready? Everyone is waiting for us." Mr. Jung said with a smile.

Yunho nodded and Mr. Jung turned to the door as he opened the door. Yunho kept his eyes fixed on the table as he followed his dad into the meeting room. Everyone stood up, "Good morning Mr. Jung!"

Mr. Jung smiled and waved his hand to everyone as he walked over to the seat where the name tag said Chairman. Yunho looked at the name tag written "General Manager" next to his dad, so he walked over to the seat and sat down as he looked up at all his workers in the room for the first time trying to hold a confident face.

"Hello everyone.. long time no see.. I have been busy with the company in the States and never really had time to come back, but now, I have good news for all of you." Mr. Jung said and looked over at Yunho, Yunho nodded his head and smiled to everyone else, Mr. Jung continues, "Jung Yunho, my one and only son, has just graduated from University and he is here to take care this company for me as the General Manager for now. Would you all please take care of him and teach him anything that he needs to learn. Yunho, you have anything to say?"

Yunho smiled and coughed a few times, then he stood up and bowled to everyone in the room, "Hi everyone! I am Jung Yunho, and I know most of you all are my elders and have so much more working experience and talent than me, but I am willing to learn anything that I don't know and please help me and work with me so we could make our company the best. Thank you everyone, please take care of me."

Everyone clapped as Yunho sat down and signed out hardly, Mr. Jung whispered: "That was great Yunho."

Then Mr. Jung turned to everyone in the room, "Okay, so, we are done with the introduction now, please show Yunho the power point that I asked for about the history and the current events of our company."

Then a guy nodded and walked over to the lap-top as he started the power point about the company as whole and Yunho really felt that he learned so much more from the company than he ever did from school. Yunho looked at his dad and suddenly had a very admire feeling toward him that he never felt before. Yunho knows that he must do well for the hope of his dad and the company with thousands of workers under his control. Right now, Yunho felt that all his worries had gone away and he was so fully focused into this company.

Lunch time..

Sitting in the private lunchroom, Yunho and Mr. Jung were eating lunch together, Mr. Jung: "Well, starting from tomorrow if you want you can eat out in the cafeteria with the other workers and make some friends."

Yunho nods and eats the sandwich, "Appa.. erm.. I want to say I am very impressed with the company's history and the current project. Do you really think I am suitable to take the place of General Manager, I mean.. I just graduated and I don't think I have the ability to.."

"Yunho!" Mr. Jung cuts Yunho off, "You are my son, and I know you will do great. Remember, you are not the worker like the others in the company, you are the manager here. So you are suppose to know the events and give out orders.. which means you don't have to come up with specific ideas or work on specific projects, you are to sit in your chair and hear the reports then make big decisions. Of course, any big decisions would be made by you but that's after many and many meetings. You need to hear out the voices from all the workers then you choose the best solution."

Yunho nods his head and drinks some coffee. Mr. Jung smiled and pats on Yunho's shoulder, "You will do fine! I know you will, and also, I haven't got you a secretary yet and I think you can choose one by yourself. The resumes are all packed in your office, so you can go through them yourself and choose one that you think is most suitable for the job."

"Okay. Thank you Appa! I won't let you down." Yunho said and stood up with his dad after finish eating, but before they stepped out from the private lunchroom Mr. Jung turned around to face Yunho, "Yunho.."

Yunho looked up at his dad, and Mr. Jung said: "There is just one thing you need to watch out for, that would be, don't let anyone in the company know your relationship with Jaejoong."

"Why?" Yunho asked confused.

"Yunho, there is a difference between family and work. I and your mom accepted the fact that you are in love with a guy, but do you think your workers can accept that too? When I was young I kept it secret too. Our society is still not used to relationships like that yet, and being a leader, the manager, you need to get respect and trust from all of your employees." Mr. Jung said with a serious face.

Yunho nodded: "Okay, I understand. I will try my best to not let anyone know my personal life."

Mr. Jung nodded: "That's good. Now you can go back to your office to look at the resumes and I will need to go back to the meeting. Remember, you are my son and you can do a great job."

Yunho nodded and headed back to his office, and for now, he thought he could finally get away from all of his worries. He just need to focus in working and nothing else is in his mind right now.

Ring.. Ring..

Jae rushed over to the phone: "Hello? This is Jung's, who am I speaking with?"

"Jaejoong ah.. you are finally back, did you forget all about us after your sweet honeymoon?" Junsu yelled with a high dolphin voice.

Jae smiled: "Of course not, but I just got back yesterday. How can I forget about you guys?"

Junsu: "Well, Changmin got back yesterday too and he said he wants to hang out tonight, do you want to come with Yunho?"

Jae: "Erm.. I will have to ask Yunho, I will call you back okay?"

Junsu: "Okay! I hope to see you thought!"

Jae smiled and hanged up the phone, then he dialed Yunho's number..

Ring.. Ring..

"Hello?" Yunho's voice, "Jaejoong ah.. what is it? I am working.."

"Oh I know honey, but Junsu just called and asked if we want to hang out tonight!" Jae said. "Do you want to come? I think they want to go clubbing or the bar."

"Erm.." There was a little pause on the other side of the phone, Yunho then said: "Okay, I will try to make it home early then, but I have a lot of work."

"Oh.. it's okay if you don't want to come.." Jae said and felt a little upset.

"No, I will go! Wait for me till I get off work, and don't dress too sexy understand?" Yunho said with a teasing tone.

Jae giggled: "Oh shut up Yunho!"

Jae hangs up the phone and called Junsu back told him that Yunho and he will be there tonight, then he jumped up as he impatiently went to pick out clothes already. Jae looked at himself in the mirror, "Ahh.. I should make myself look nice tonight.. hehe.." Jae said with a smile on and getting exciting at the thought of hanging out with friends like the old days.

Yunho throws all the resumes on the table, "Ahh.. none of them seems to meet my need, maybe I will have to wait a little longer for the secretary."

Yunho signed and looked over at the clock pov- hum.. it's about time I should get off work and go home. I can't do everything on the first day anyways.

Yunho then got up from his chair and picked up some files as he walked out from the office. He found that most workers were already gone and some were busy finishing up the work, so he knocked on the door where all the employees desks are, and everyone who were left looked up, then Yunho smiled: "Thanks for working so hard for today! I will see you all tomorrow."

Everyone smiled back at Yunho, "Thank you Mr. Jung!"

Then Yunho walked down the hall as he approached toward the elevator, and just then the door was about to close with a girl standing inside. Yunho quickly rushed over and called: "Wait up please!"

He saw the girl looked up and was a little shocked to make a move, and Yunho quickly ran over as he grabbed onto the edge of the elevator door which was about to close, and the door popped open again.

Girl: "I.. I.. Mr. Jung.. I am sorry.. I didn't.."

Yunho smiled: "No it's not your fault!"

Girl looked down and didn't say anything as the door closed, and Yunho looked over at her found her holding a box with all the files and books which looked like her belonging. Yunho: "Why are you carrying all these things?"

"These are all my belongings, and I just got fired today. So I had to empty the desk." The girl replied and her voice was shaking because she was about to cry out for losing her job.

"Fired? Why?" Yunho asked.

The girl kept quiet and then the elevator door opened. She didn't say anything as she stepped out, Yunho rushed over: "Wait! You didn't tell me yet, why are you fired?"

The girl looked up at Yunho with tears in her eyes, then she took a deep breath and looked up at Yunho in the eyes as she said loudly, "Oh well! I am not am employee anymore, so I can complain all I want now. I am a clerk in the company and this is only my first week at working, so I am supposed to attract investor with our project, but.. but I blow it, because the investor said only if I had sex with him then he would invest in our company, since my achievement was zero and my training time is only a week, so I am fired! But, I do believe I have the ability, its just I can't use my body to make an investment!"

Yunho was shocked at the long speech coming from the girl who has tears on her face but so much strength in her voice. The girl then looked away from Yunho: "Sorry.. I know you didn't fire me personally, but I had no one else to take out my anger on. Bye!"

The girl turned away, and Yunho looked at her back for some reason he really liked the attitude from this girl. He believes that this is the kind of spirit people should have.

"YAH!" Yunho yelled.

The girl turned around, and Yunho smiled: "If you want another job, bring your resume with you to my office tomorrow at 10 a.m."

The girl gasped: "What?"

Yunho: "You heard what I said, and I am in need of a secretary right now, so if you want to.. come by.."

Yunho then walked pass the shocking girl and he stepped out from the company. Yunho pov- I need to hurry up and get home now, Jae is still waiting!

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COMMETS PLEASE!

Chapter 8

Clubbing

I want you thanks for everyone's support and encouragement over the anti-fan instant. Of course, I won't ever give up, because I have so much more supporters versus that one person who seemed to not like me for some reason. I will try my best with the story and I hope everyone will continue to support me! Loves~

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Yunho's pov..

I drove home as fast as I could after knowing that Jae might have been waiting for a long time already. After I parked, I rushed into the house and called: "Jaejoong ah! I am home!"

As soon as I finished my sentence, Jae ran out and jumped onto me as he hugged me tightly, "Yunho! I missed you so much, what took you so long?"

I smiled and pats Jae on the back: "I had a lot to do on the first day. Sorry, baby.. erm.. I will go change right now and we will go meet with the others as soon as possible okay?"

Jae nodded and smiled at me, then he followed me up the stairs as I took the suit off from my body and changed into some casual clubbing clothes. Then I looked over at Jae, he was already dressed.. he had a tight black jeans on with a V-neck white shirt. I smiled at how sexy he looked, "I thought I told you not to dress too sexy."

Jae pouts: "Yunnie, this is already the most casual one I could find.."

"Maybe I should take you shopping and pick out clothes for you the next time." I teased, and Jae smiled as he hits my arm softly, "Okay, I am done, let's go!"

I pulled Jae into the car and drove off to the club we were supposed to meet the others at. Jae looked excited and he was smiling the whole time at random things on the road. I smiled to myself and felt so happy inside, but just when the happiness we taking over me, suddenly the nightmare flashed in my mind again. Why? Why is it like this? Whenever I felt that I love Jae so much and so happy with him, the nightmare would haunt me down. I signed deeply and remembered the warning from the old man again as my smile frowned on my face. I kept my eyes back on the road again and tried not to look at Jae much.

Yes, the nightmare is only one thing, there is also the kid problem that I am trying to avoid for the whole day today. What am I going to do? I hope I really could have a good talk with Yoochun tonight because he is the only one I can trust with my secret so I am happy for the hanging out thing.

We got to the club and Jae jumped out from my car cheerfully, Jae grabbed onto my hand: "Hurry Yunho! We are late."

I rushed in with Jae, but just as soon as we stepped in I could tell everyone in the club were looking at Jae. Yes, he is the sexiest creature in the world that's why I love him, but all the stares are getting me jealous already. I pulled Jae closer to me and Jae didn't resist because he was busy looking for the others.

"Yunho! Jaejoong!" We both heard our names being called then we looked at the table at the corner and found Junsu and Yoochun waving to us like a mad retard.

Jae pulled onto me and dragged me over. I smiled at Yoochun and did a hand thing with him as Jae hugged Junsu. Then I looked over at Changmin, "Hey man!"

Changmin smiled brightly at me and we did a hand shake thing too, and this time it wasn't awkward anymore with the Jaejoong matter, because I know Changmin is already over Jae and in love with his wife. "So, where is your wife?"

Changmin: "Oh, she decided to go back to her parents for tonight since we just got back from our honeymoon and she is a little home sick. So, I decided to come and meet you guys."

I nodded and sat down with Jae sitting next to me. I looked around the club and found people still looking over at Jae but Jae is too busy talking to Junsu and didn't notice the stare at all. I put my arm around Jae's waist and hugged onto him then glaring at the others who were staring at him.

"So, Yunho.. how was honeymoon?" Yoochun asked with a smirk.

I smiled: "Talk about it yourself, how are things with you and Junsu? Did you ever tell your parents about you two?"

Yoochun nodded: "Yeah I did!"

"Oh really? What happened then?" I asked curiously, because I know Yoochun is from the similar family background as me too.

"Nothing.. my mom fainted and my dad took her to the hospital.." Yoochun said as if nothing happened.

"WHAT?" I almost jumped up, and Yoochun shrugged, "I am kidding! My parents were against it at first, but I said I would move out if they disagree and cut down my relationship with them, so they had to accept it anyhow. But, my mom did faint at some point."

I nodded and figured that Yoochun is facing many hardships too. Slowly, I let go of Jae and moved closer to Yoochun and Yoochun sensed that I needed to talk to him privately. "Do you want to go use the bathroom?" He suggested.

I nodded and looked over at Jae who is showing the ring to Junsu and Changmin. I whispered to Jae's ear: "Honey, I will be back."

Jae turned around and nodded: "Okay!"

I walked toward the bathroom with Yoochun, "So what is it?" Yoochun asked first. He knows me too well, so I signed, "Okay, my parents accepted Jae as you know, but they asked me to do something else that I know will break Jae's heart and I really have no willing to do."

"What? They asked for a grandson?" Yoochun asked as if he already knew.

"How did you know?" I widened my eyes and asked.

"Well, it is normal isn't it? You are getting old and your family has such a big company, so there needs to be a biological related heir." Yoochun said as he signed and looked at the wall, "Well.. it is hard, so does Jae know it yet?"

"Of course not! You think I am insane?" I said loudly.

"I didn't think so either, well.. Jae seems to happy right now, and I know you don't want to break his heart again, but the problem is he can't have kids with you." Yoochun said, "What about paying a woman to have your kid with your sperm only.. like those things people do at the hospital and stuff, so you don't have to personally touch her."

"You think I don't know that? But, that would make Jae even sadder. You know Jae is very sensitive, so if I tell him I am going to the hospital to give my sperm to the doctors so they can use it on a woman I pay for to have my kid, then he would think that it is his fault that he can't give birth, and he might even ask me to marry a woman so he can stay out from my life." I said as I touch my forehead, "I know Jae too well."

"You are right!" Yoochun said, "That is hard to do, then.. there is only one other thing you can do.. have a talk with Jae about this issue, and see what does he think about it.. but you have to make sure you let him know that you love him and you don't want to make him hurt, so ask him what does he think.. he is man also, so he should know how important kids are for a successful man."

I thought about it for a second, then Yoochun pats on my shoulder: "Don't think too much about it, Jae is reasonable and nice, I am sure he will understand. Then you two can come up with something together that both of you think is okay."

I nodded and said: "Come on! Let's go back! I don't trust Jae sitting out there without me next to him."

Yoochun smirked at me: "You and your jealousy.. hey if you don't tone done your jealousy it is going to get you in trouble someday.."

"Yea! Whatever!" I replied and walked out with Yoochun.

Jae's pov..

I was chatting with Junsu happily and showing him my new ring that Yunho got me for a wedding promise. Junsu was so jealous of me, haha I can tell from his face, but I know he is happy for me too.

"So, Jae! You seem to be in a lot of joy!" Junsu said, "So, you guys have no problem now?"

"Nope! We are totally in love with each other now, and his parents are accepting me too. I am so happy Junsu, I think my life is getting better and better from now on!" I said with a cheerful smile.

Junsu: "That's good to know!"

Changmin: "Yeah! It is really good to see you so happy again Jae!"

I smiled at Changmin and thanked him then asked him about his wife and his honeymoon experience, but when were just talking I felt a hand tapping on my shoulder. I turned around and was shocked to see a stranger's face smiling at me.

"What is it?" I asked and looking up at the stranger. He had a very handsome face and his smile was very sweet too, but it still shocked me because I don't think I know him at all.

"I have been eying you ever since you came into the club, do you mind to have a dance with me?" He asked with a very gentle voice but I widened my eyes and didn't know what to do.

"Erm.. I am sorry, but I am here with someone else.." I replied and tried to be nice.

The guy smiled again: "I am just asking for one dance, I am sure your date wouldn't mind!"

"OF COURSE I WOULD MIND!" I heard Yunho's voice shouting from the back, and I jumped a little because it was so loud.

"Yunho.." I stood up and walked over to Yunho trying to calm him down, because he had such a scary glare on the guy.

"Hey! I am Choi Siwon! I was just asking for the permission to dance one song with your date!" The guy still sounded very gentle even though Yunho just yelled at him.

"And the answer is NO!" Yunho shouted and grabbed onto my waist, "He is mine! Do you understand? Now get lost!"

Siwon nodded and said: "Sorry for the bother then."

Then he walked away, Yunho looked over at me, and I said: "Yunho! Why are you so mean? It is normal to ask for dances in clubs!"

"I AM MEAN? WHY ARE YOU FLIRTING WITH SOMEONE ELSE I WAS JUST GONE FOR A LITTLE!" Yunho yelled at me and I was so shocked at his loud voice echoing near my ears.

I covered my ears: "Why are you yelling at me? I wasn't flirting!"

Junsu stood up: "Yah! Yunho, Jae wasn't flirting that guy came by himself."

Yunho grabbed onto my hand and pulled me down on the chair next to him, "you stay right here with me, and I will see who would come to flirt with you again."

Yoochun laughed as he walked over from the behind: "Trust me Yunho, no one will come ever again with you having a death glare like that!"

I looked at Yunho, even though I was a little mad at Yunho yelling at me, but then he looks so cute when he is jealous. I giggled and Yunho looked over at me: "Why are you giggling?"

Quickly, I packed Yunho on the lips: "Oh nothing Yunho, because I love you so much!"

Yunho was a little shocked at the kiss. He stared at me in my eyes and whispered: "I love you too!"

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Chapter 9

New secretary

Ring.. Ring..

Jae reaches over to the alarm clock and quickly shuts it off, then he turned over and found Yunho still sleeping. Jae let out a light sign pov- good thing! The alarm clock didn't wake Yunho up. Ahhh.. normally I wouldn't set an alarm but we came back too late last night and I knew I wasn't going to wake up early to make breakfast for Yunho naturally.

Slowly, Jae got out from the bed and walked down to the kitchen as he yawns, even though he is still so sleepy and tired, but Jae really wanted to make breakfast for Yunho, because he promised Yunho before. After, Jae cooked and placed all the food on the table, he walked into the bedroom again and found Yunho still sleeping.. of course..

"Yunho ah.." Jae called lightly, "Yunho ah.. waky waky.. it's time to go to work.."

"Mmmm.." Yunho turns on the bed as he groans softly and doesn't want to wake up at all.

"Yunho ah.. wake up.." Jae shakes Yunho's arm, "You are going to be late."

Yunho slowly opens his eyes and finds Jae's face in front of him, slowly, Yunho smiled and suddenly lifted his head up and packs on Jae's lips. Jae blushes: "Ahh.. what are you doing?"

"Getting my morning kiss.." Yunho said and rubs his eyes, "Ahhh.. I am so tired.."

Jae: "Then maybe we shouldn't go out on week days anymore, next time we will make plans on weekends okay?"

Yunho nods and slowly sits up, "I am taking a shower now. Jae, can you pull out the suit for me?"

Jae nods: "After you dress up, come down for breakfast."

"Okay, I will!" Yunho answered and stepped into the shower, Jae looked at Yunho's back and smiled to himself. Jae pov- For a while, I thought Yunho was mad at me because he kept on pushing me away but I saw the way he got mad last night out of jealousy, and this kiss from this morning.. I know that he isn't mad at me, it might have just been work that stressed him out.. that's good, as long as he is okay with me, I am happy.. and I will try my best to make him happy and less stressful at home, but I do miss his touch a lot. We haven't done anything for two days already, and last night it was too late.. maybe tonight? Haha..

Thinking about this, Jae started to blush again and he hits his face a few times then said: "What am I thinking? So bad!"

Jae pulled out Yunho's suit then he walked down the stairs happily. After Yunho got dressed and cleaned up he went down stairs also.

On the breakfast table..

"So, Yunho ah.. have you picked out your secretary yet?" Mr. Jung asked while eating with Yunho.

"Erm.. not yet, but maybe I will today." Yunho said and Jae looked over at Yunho as Mr. Jung said, "You did a really good work yesterday, and I am not going to be in the company with you today. Make sure you do everything that I told you about, then you will be fine."

Yunho nodded: "When are Umma and you going back to the States?"

"Tomorrow morning!" Mr. Jung said, "I see that you are used to the work already, so we will be leaving back because there are still a lot of work to be done."

Yunho nodded, and Jae looked around: "Where is aunty?"

"She is still sleeping! She hasn't been feeling while." Mr. Jung replied and he coughed a few times after time which made the atmosphere a little awkward. Mr. Jung looked over at Yunho, "Oh Yunho! About the thing that we talked about in the office the other day, so have you thought about it? Even though we said its not in a hurry, but we still need to hear your respond."

Yunho widened his eyes and started to cough none stop, Jae: "Omo! Yunho! Are you okay? Did you choke?"

Mr. Jung looked at Yunho and waited for him to stop coughing, then Yunho said: "Erm.. Appa.. I.. I haven't thought abut it yet.. I will.. I mean we will talk about it later okay?"

Mr. Jung looked at Jae's confused face and understood that Jae doesn't know anything about it yet, so he nodded: "Okay, we will talk about it tonight."

Yunho nodded and he got up as he said: "Well, I am off to work now. Jae I will see you tonight okay?"

Jae nodded and eyed Yunho out pov- I wonder what the thing that they were talking about is? Why did Yunho act so strange just now? What is going on?

Mr. Jung: "Jaejoong ah.."

Jae turned over: "Nae uncle.."

"I am really happy that you and my son are so in love with each other, and your aunty and I are going to leave to the States with no worries now. So please take a good care of Yunho since he just started working and don't make him over work." Mr. Jung said, and Jae nodded to show understanding.

Mr. Jung then looked at Jae's face and suddenly his voice got deeper than usual, "Well, there is also one more thing I want to tell you about. I understand your relationship with Yunho because I have been through it too. I know it is hard for a relationship like such to survive, because after all you are a guy and there are many things in the future that will cause trouble because of your gender, but no matter what happens stay by Yunho's side, because he needs you and he loves you."

Jae slowly nods his head and didn't know why the topic suddenly got really serious, and he couldn't fully understand that is Mr. Jung trying to say, then Mr. Jung repeated, "Remember, no matter what happens, just stay by Yunho's side."

Then Mr. Jung stood up and walked out from the kitchen pov- I hope he got my message because I really don't want to see another man commit suicide because of love..

Knock.. Knock..

Yunho who was looking through some files heard a light knock on the door, Yunho looked up and called: "Come in!"

Yunho looked back at the computer as he heard some light heel steps coming toward his way. He looked over and found the girl that he met in the elevator standing in front of him with a folder in her hands. Yunho smiled: "Oh you.."

The girl bowled: "Mr. Jung!"

Yunho stands up and walked over to her as he took out his hand, "Now, we can officially get to know each other, so I am Jung Yunho, the General Manager of Jung's company in Korea. Nice to meet you.."

The girl looked at Yunho's hand then slowly she takes it and shakes hand with Yunho formally, she looked up at Yunho's face: "Hey, I am Bae Seul Gi! I am here for the application and interview of your secretary."

Yunho smiles and walks back to his chair, and then he showed Bae Seul Gi to sit down on a chair not far from his desk, "I am glad you took the chance!"

Seul Gi nodded: "I am glad you give me the chance to prove my abilities again. I will work hard and show you that I can make a difference in the company and I will obey your order 100 percent, as a secretary I will inform you all the schedules and meetings on time.. and.."

"Okay.. okay.." Yunho cuts Seul Gi off and smiled, "You sound so nervous right now. Just calm down and take a deep breath, let me see your resume first."

Seul Gi stood up and gave the folder that she was holding to Yunho. Yunho took the resume out and studied through it, "So, you studied Law first, but then switched into Finical studies with an accounting minor degree, that is impressive that you have so many skills on the side of your major."

Seul Gi: "Thank you!"

"Well, you have no working experience, but that's okay, because I believe everyone can learn from working just like me, I am new to the field too." Yunho said as he closed the folder, "You want the job? You got it!"

Seul Gi widens her eyes: "Really? That easy?"

Yunho nods: "Well, first you have to go take an accounting test, but I am sure it won't be anything difficult for you, and then you were be on your training period for a week just like your past job, and once you pass through that phase you will be my official secretary."

Seul Gi smiled as she jumped up and around the room, "ASA!! I GOT THE JOB!"

Yunho laughed watching the seemingly so innocent girl jumping around in his office, but suddenly he stopped as the image of Seul Gi reminded him so much of Jae. An image of Jae jumping around in Prague suddenly flashed in Yunho's mind, but Yunho shakes his head and coughed a few times.

Seul Gi stopped and suddenly blushed looking at Yunho staring at her, "Erm.. I am sorry.. I was just so happy.. I.. I will go take the test now.. yea.."

Seul Gi walked over to the desk as she slowly grabbed the folder not dare to look up at Yunho and backed away to the door as she rushed out. Yunho stared at Seul Gi, "I think I didn't make the wrong choice, but how come Jae flashed in my mind out of nowhere?"

During lunch..

Yunho walked out from his office and wanted to join the other employees for lunch, after he got some food he walked into the cafeteria and the workers all bowled to him as they walked pass him. Yunho just smiled firmly at everyone, then he spotted Seul Gi sitting alone at table near the window. Yunho figured that she probably doesn't really know anything, so he decided to join her.

Yunho walked over and Seul Gi looked up, "Oh Mr. Jung!"

"Just call me Yunho!" Yunho said with a smile.

"I can't! You are the General Manager!" Seul Gi said and looked around.

"Well, this is lunch break!" Yunho replied, and Seul Gi looked down out of words, Yunho: "So did you pass the test?"

Seul Gi: "Yeah! I did, so when should I start working?"

Yunho: "Well, let's see! After lunch break!"

Seul Gi: "What? So fast?"

Yunho: "We have a lot of work to do!"

Seul Gi nodded and started to stuff herself with food so she could finish faster for working, Yunho smiled: "Don't choke yourself, slow down, we still have time."

At night..

Jae was standing in front of a big mirror in the living room to look for Yunho's car, Jae pov- It is getting so late, why isn't Yunho back home yet?

Just when he was thinking, Yunho's car drove into the grudge and Jae quickly rushed over to the grudge as he opened the door and gave a big smile, "Yunho! You are finally home!"

Yunho got out from the car and smiled at Jae: "Yeah! I have been busy the whole day, Jae, go heat up some food for me please I am so hungry!"

Jae hugs Yunho then said: "Okay, I will go make some food for you, then I will call you when its ready!"

Yunho nods and walks up the stairs as Jae walked into the kitchen, "Yunho ah.. you are off work, do you have time now? Come to the office with me!" Mr. Jung said when Yunho reached to the second floor, Yunho nods and followed Mr. Jung but he already knows that they are going to talk about, so he signed deeply and still doesn't know what to do..

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Chapter 10

A big fight

Mr. Jung closed the door after they stepped into the office, Yunho looked over at Mrs. Jung and she really looked a little sick, "Umma! Are you okay?"

Mrs. Jung smiled lightly: "I am fine! I haven't really been feeling good lately."

Yunho: "I am sorry, I never had time to come check on you. I have been really busy with work."

"No! It's okay, I am fine Yunho!" Mrs. Jung smiled and then she asked, "So have you getting used to work already?"

Yunho nodded: "Yes, and I already hired a secretary. So, everything is fine, you and Appa can leave to the States with no worries, I will be fine."

Mr. Jung nodded: "That's what I like to hear, okay, now should we talk about the thing I asked you during breakfast. So, I figured that you haven't talked to Jaejoong about it yet, then what are you planning to do?"

Yunho looked away and didn't say anything, Mrs. Jung: "Yunho! You should know by now that we are not asking you to break up with Jaejoong, but you need to have a son. We don't care how do you get a son, and you can use whatever way you want to so Jae would hurt less, but you need a biologically related son."

Yunho nodded: "Okay, I understand!"

Mr. Jung: "So, you agreed?"

Yunho slowly nodded: "I will have a son so that Jung's company will have a heir in the future, and I do understand how important it is."

Mrs. Jung smiled: "That's good! We won't push you on this, and take your time. You can go to Jaejoong now, we need to pack up for tomorrow."

Yunho nodded and he walked over to the door as he signed deeply and opened it open. When Yunho stepped out he found Jae standing not far from the office facing his back to Yunho.

Yunho walked over and called: "Jae? What are you doing?"

Yunho walked around to face Jae and Jae lifted his face up as Yunho found tears rolling out from Jae's eyes, Yunho: "Jae.. you.."

"Yunho! Why didn't you tell me?" Jae said as he cries. "I just heard everything! Why didn't you talk to me about it? Do you not trust me? That's why you have been so cold to me lately."

Yunho pulls Jae into their bedroom and closed the door. Jae walked over to the window and leans his forehead on the glass as he looked out at the dime street-light. Yunho, "Jae.. why did you intercept my conversation with my parents just now?"

Jae turned around angrily: "Intercept? I wasn't!"

"Then how did you hear?" Yunho yelled out in frustration.

Jae: "I came up to tell you dinner is ready, but when I walked to the office I heard everything. You think I did it on purpose?"

Jae cries and turned his face away, again, after a long time that Yunho started to yell at him again. Yunho kept silent and feeling really frustrated, Jae said: "I can't believe you didn't tell me anything about it and decided without even discussing with me. What am I to you anyways?"

"Jae! You know what you are to me, so stop talking none sense, I didn't want to tell you was because I didn't want you to get hurt!" Yunho tried to explain but his voice still sounded really loud and angry.

Jae turned back: "YOU HURT ME MORE BY HIDING THIS KIND OF THIGN FROM ME AND THEN LET ME KNOW YOUR DECISION ONLY AT THE END!"

Jae left the room while slammed the door really hard, Yunho touches his forehead and signed out hardly as he felt anger built inside of him. Yunho pov- I can't believe Jae got mad at me for my protection to him from getting hurt. He is so unreasonable.

Yunho walked down stairs after a while and he ate the food on the table that Jae prepared for him, but when Jae saw Yunho down stairs he went back to the bedroom leaving Yunho by himself, because he was so mad at the moment and he doesn't want to see Yunho's face at all.

Jae throws himself on the bed pov- I can't believe Yunho wouldn't even discuss such a thing with me. I thought he trusts me and we have no secret with each other, wonder why he has been so down lately. Wonder why he has no feelings to touch me.. and I can't believe without discussing it with me he agreed to his parents of having a kid.. so how is he going to have a kid? He might as well tell me that he wants to break up with me since I cannot get birth!

Thinking about all these made Jae so angry and mad, Jae struggled up from the bed and rushed into the closet as he started to pull his clothes out to pack up. He wanted to get out form here so badly, because he is so pissed at the moment and he knows if he stays there is nothing more but a fight about to break out.

Ring.. Ring..

"Hello?" Junsu's voice answered his cell phone.

"Junsu ah, can you come pick me up at Yunho's house? I want to stay with you and Yoochun for tonight." Jae said after he was down packing.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Junsu asked curiously.

"Just come please, I will tell you when I see you." Jae begged.

"Okay, you wait there, I will be there in ten minutes." Junsu said and hanged up.

Jae walked out from the big closet as he dragged his bag and down to the living room. Yunho walked over to the stairs as he saw Jae with a bag, "Where are you going?"

Jae looked at Yunho: "None of your business!"

"Kim Jaejoong!" Yunho held onto Jae who was about to walk away.

"Yah! Let go! Since you are not telling me anything, why should I tell you anything?" Jae said as he glared at Yunho.

Yunho: "Stop being immature, you know well know that I didn't tell you was because I didn't know how to say it to you, and you know how much I love you to see you get hurt. I didn't want to bother you with this matter that I can handle myself."

"OH! SO HOW ARE YOU GOING TO HANDLE IT? GO FUCK SOME GIRL AND GET HER TO HAVE YOUR KID?" Jae yelled. "You know what? Let's just calm down for now and I am going over to Junsu's tonight, so we can both cool down."

Jae took his arm out from Yunho's hold as he walked out from the front door, Yunho stared at Jae's back and feeling so frustrated he punches the wall next to him really hard and made a big hole on there.

"Yunho ah.." Mrs. Choi called from the back, and Yunho turned around, "Mrs. Choi, you have not been feeling while lately, why are you out of your bed?"

Mrs. Choi walked over to Yunho: "Yunho ah.. I heard you two's argument, and you have to understand Jaejoong more. Come to my room, let's talk about it and maybe I can help you to make Jaejoong less angry."

Yunho nodded and followed Mrs. Choi to her room. Outside, Yoochun pulled over to Yunho's house and Jae got into the car with Junsu moving to the back seat with him. Jae said: "Sorry to bother you two."

"Oh it's no problem Jae!" Junsu said, and he found Jae sobbing really hard, "Jae, what is it? Did you fight with Yunho?"

Yoochun started the car and driving back to his house. Jae looked at Junsu and leans his head on Junsu's shoulder, "Junsu ah.. I can't believe Yunho is starting to hide things from me already, and it is such a big thing that he is hiding.. am I just not important enough to him?"

"Why are you saying that? Didn't you say that you were so happy with him?" Junsu asked and not understanding the situation.

"Jaejoong ah.. do you want a drink?" Yoochun suddenly offered, "Maybe it is better that we talk in the bar so you can have a drink and maybe to clear you heads up a little."

Jae nodded: "That sounds good, because I know I will just feel more pissed in a quiet place, maybe the loud and busy bar can make me feeling better."

Yoochun changed his direction as he speed the car toward the same bar that they always go to. Junsu looked at Jae who is staring out from the window and didn't know what is going on.

In the club/bar..

Yoochun let Junsu and Jae to a table in the corner again, then he asked for three drinks. Yoochun looked at Jae: "So, did you fight with Yunho because of what Yunho told you?"

Junsu: "Okay, what is going on here? Am I the only one that's clueless?"

Jae looked down and didn't say anything, Yoochun: "Yunho talked to me about it the other night. He told me that he doesn't really know how to say it to you, and I suggested to him that he should just tell you straight up."

"Well, he didn't listen to you. I overheard it outside of his parent's office, and he agreed too without telling me anything." Jae said sadly.

Junsu: "What is it?"

Yoochun turned to Junsu: "Yunho's parents are asking for a blood related grandson from Yunho, and since Jaejoong obviously cannot give birth so that would have to be Yunho's son with some other girl."

Junsu widened his eyes, "And he agreed?"

Jae nodded and closed his eyes with a sign, Yoochun: "Well, I already told Yunho, there is always the technique today with giving birth without having sex thing."

Jae looked up then thinks for a second, "But.. that's unfair to the girl who gave sex to Yunho's child, and plus Yunho's parents would want someone good looking to have Yunho's child. If we just pick a random woman, then how is Yunho's kid gonna look like when he grows up?"

Yoochun nods: "That's true, and why would good looking girls give birth for a kid just for money."

Jae signed and he leaned back: "I think it is time for me to break up with Yunho."

"What? You can't do that!" Junsu said, "Yunho loves you, and plus he is all you have."

Jae pov- yeah! Junsu us right, I can't break up with Yunho.. he is all I have and I promised Yunho's dad and myself that I would never leave Yunho no matter what happens. Ahhh.. but what should I do? Knowing Yunho might have sex with a girl and have kids makes me so sad.. I know I cannot live with it.. but.. he already agreed.. AHHHH! Stupid Yunho!

"Hey! We met again!" A familiar voice called from the back, and the three of them turned around as they saw the same guy from the other night named Siwon smiling at them.

"Erm.. hey.." Jae said slowly and looked at the guy's face.

"So, is your boyfriend here with you?" Siwon asked.

"No! He is not here.." Jae looked away and said sadly.

"Oh, then can I join you guys since he won't be yelling at me and chase me away this time." Siwon asked gently.

Junsu: "Erm.. I don't think that's a good idea.. Jaejoong has a boyfriend.."

Siwon: "Oh, so your name is Jaejoong? That's a beautiful name. Of course I understand you have a boyfriend, and what's wrong with making friends?"

Jae looked up at Siwon's gentle smile: "Okay, you can join us."

Junsu looked at Jae as Siwon snapped his finger and a waiter walked over, "Yes, Mr. Choi?"

"My treat, bring some more drinks here and some fruits too, everything on this table." Siwon ordered, and the waiter bowled as he stepped away.

Yoochun: "Erm.. you are.."

Siwon smiled: "Choi Siwon! I am the owner of here. I come here periodically to check on the business, but of course this used to belong to my family but my dad is old now so I took over."

Jae, Junsu and Yoochun looked at Siwon and nodded at the same time, Siwon smiled at Jae: "I understand that you have a boyfriend, but I just want to be friends with you. Trust me, there are so many guys who have been having an eye on you, but I am the only brave one to present myself in front of you. So, nice to meet you, Jaejoong shi, and I hope we will become good friends."

Jae looked at Siwon's hand as he held it out for a hand shake. Jae slowly reached his hand out and shakes Siwon's hand: "Nice to meet you too."

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Chapter 11

Missing you

Jae's pov..

Yoochun and Junsu back to their house around 12 a.m. because Yoochun still had work the next day like Yunho, and Junsu was getting really sleepy too, but I am not sleep at all. I walked into the guest room in Yoochun's house and just dropped my bag on the floor without unpacking and I threw myself on the bed.

"Ahhh.." I signed to myself and looked up at the ceiling, then I turned to the empty side of the big bed. I know that I am missing Yunho already, maybe I was too harsh today, I should have listened to him first before I get mad. But, he should understand that agreeing to make a kid is something huge for both of us.

I am a man and I understand that when successful man started to age they would need a son to help out the company and take it over someday, just like what Yunho is doing for his father. I mean I understand, but how is he going to have the kid is the problem. Yoochun did mention about the surgery thing, but.. but.. I really don't want Yunho to have a kid with any other woman even if there is no body contact.

Signed deeply, I closed my eyes and trying to get my mind off these things, so I could get some sleep. Trying to think about something else, my mind started to wonder off to what happened at the club. A name came into my mind.. Choi Siwon..

Flash back..

Siwon smiled: "So Jaejoong shi, can I have a dance today?"

Jae looked around: "But.. people might look at us weirdly.."

"Don't worry about it" Siwon smiled and pulled Jae up to the dance floor.

Junsu looked at Siwon and then looked over at Yoochun, "Erm.. do you think this is okay?"

Yoochun: "As long as that guy doesn't do anything to Jae, then I think it will be okay. We should watch them out tonight for Yunho."

Junsu nodded and watching them closely while they were dancing a slow song in the coward.

Siwon: "Jaejoong ah.."

"Nae?" Jae looked up at Siwon's face and Siwon still had a very sweet and firm smile.

"You have gotten prettier than before, do you know that?" Siwon said, "I think it is because you are getting more confident right now."

Jae asked confusedly: "Before?"

Siwon smiled: "I used to go to a school near your house, and I would see you walk to your school everyday when I am walking to my school. You always hang your head low as if you want to get away from the whole world. I really wanted to get to know you back then, so I asked around for your name, but I never had to chance to actually talk to you because when I was finally brave enough to go knock on your door, the person who lived there told me your family already moved."

Jae widens his eyes: "What? You mean you know me a long time ago?"

Siwon nodded: "Yeah! And I think fake made us meet again."

Jae looks away and wets his lips the he looks back at Siwon: "So.. that's why you tried to get to know me even when Yunho was so mean to you?"

Siwon nodded: "Yeah! You have had a crush on you ever since when I first saw you, and now I know that I won't lose the chance again."

Jae pushes Siwon away, and Siwon was a little shocked. Jae: "Siwon.. I am sorry, but I already have someone that I love very much. I.. I cannot be with you.. I am really sorry.."

Jae blows down to apologize formally, and Siwon pulls Jae back up with a smile: "I don't have a memory lose, I know you have a boyfriend and his the son if Jung's right? That guy has a really hot temper, but I am glad you two are in love."

Jae looked at Siwon's face and he found Siwon's eyes showed a little pain, but Siwon smiled to himself then he said: "I am not forcing you to like me back, like I said, I just want to be your friend but I wanted to let you know my feelings. I hope you can accept me as your friend at least."

Jae nodded: "Of course, we will be friends."

Siwon smiles and takes Jae's hand: "Come on! I will take you back to your friends, I think they are about to kill me.."

Jae turned over to look at Yoochun and Junsu, and both of them held a death glare like that of Yunho's. Jae giggled a little and nodded to Siwon..

Flash Ended..

Smiling to myself, I am happy that I made things clear with Siwon and we are friends. I realized that I barely have any friends and it might be good to have a friend who has no connections with Yunho. Maybe, I can get closer to Siwon and we could talk about the things that I cannot really talk about to Junsu and Yoochun since I would have to care about Yunho's feelings so much.

I dig my head into the blanket and trying to get some sleep. I guess I will just have to worry about the kid thing tomorrow when I wake up. For now, I want to go to sleep and stop thinking about Yunho.

End of pov.

Yunho walked into Mrs. Choi's room, and he sat down on the chair after he helped Mrs. Choi to get in bed again since she is sick.

"Yunho ah.. I have heard about you and Jae's argument." Mrs. Choi said, "I understand that your parents want you to have a biological related son right?"

Yunho nodded and signed, "I didn't want to disappoint my parents, and I know that it is reasonable to for them to want a grandson, but.. I really didn't want to hurt Jae, so I didn't tell him."

"I understand, so now the only think I can tell you is that you have to talk nicely to Jaejoong for him to accept this, then both of you can figure out a way to handle this problem without anyone getting hurt." Mrs. Choi said, "Also, you have to be patient with Jae and he will have to make some kind of sacrifice in this event for sure. So, be nice to him and let him understand."

Yunho nodded, "Okay, I will try to control my temper and I will talk patiently with Jae tomorrow."

Mrs. Choi: "Yunho ah.. I really hope nothing like the past of your father would repeat itself on you. You and Jaejoong are so in love, and I am sure he will be nice enough to accept this as long as you continues to love him."

Yunho stands up and said: "I understand Mrs. Choi, please take care of your body, and I will stop bothering you now. It is getting late already."

Yunho walked out from Mrs. Choi's room and walked up to his bedroom, he was in no mood to do anything so he lies on the bed and turned to face where Jae usually sleeps. Yunho closes his eyes and touches the empty spot, suddenly, he started to miss Jae so much. Yunho signed: "Jae.. please don't be mad at me.."

Next day..

Junsu: "Yoochun ah.. don't come home to late today.."

Yoochun smiles and packs on Junsu's lips, "Don't worry, I will try to be back quickly. Is Jae up?"

Junsu: "I think he is still sleeping, don't worry, I will talk to him of what you told me last night."

Yoochun nodded and hugs Junsu then he walked over to the door when he opened it both Junsu and Yoochun were surprised to see Yunho standing outside.

"Yunho!" Yoochun said and pulled Yunho in, "Are you here for Jae?"

Junsu: "Yunho.. I am glad you came.."

Yunho: "Is Jae still mad?"

Junsu: "Come on, I will show you his room."

Yoochun: "Yunho, I have to go to work now, you.. try to control your temper when you are with Jae okay?"

Yunho nodded and Junsu led him to Jae's room. Junsu slowly opened the door and Yunho looked inside found Jae turned a little on the bed. Junsu whispered: "Take nicely to him, he has been crying a lot yesterday."

Yunho nodded and Junsu walked away, then slowly Yunho walked toward the bed and he found Jae pecked his head out from the blanket onto the pillow. Slowly, Jae opened his eyes and looked at Yunho's face.

Jae whispers with a half-asleep voice, "Yunho?"

Yunho stands in front of the bed and looked at Jae's pretty face, suddenly, Jae jumped up and hugged onto Yunho tightly, "Yunho ah.. I missed you so much.. Yunho ah.."

Yunho hugs Jae back: "I missed you too. Jae, I am sorry, I should have told you instead of hiding it from you all this time. Please don't be mad at me anymore. Come home with me please.."

Yunho moves his lips to Jae's ears, as he whispers: "I need you.."

Jae smiles and then said: "Yunho.. I am sorry.. I should have been more understanding.. I don't care anymore, I just want you.. I just want to be with you.."

Yunho squeezes Jae and said: "I know.. I know.."

Yunho lifts Jae's face up then slowly he kisses down on Jae's soft lips, and Jae closes his eyes as he let his lover invade his mouth, lick his lips and his tongue. Both of them want to forget the troubles ahead of them at this second, and they just wanted to be in each other's arms.

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Chapter 12

Headline News

Yunho took Jae back home and they walked into the mansion hand in hand. "Yunho ah.. don't you have work today?" Jae asked while walking up the stairs with Yunho still dragging him.

"Of course" Yunho said and turned to Jae after he pulled Jae into their bedroom, "But you are more important."

Jae giggled and suddenly Yunho picks Jae up bridal style, Jae: "Yunho.. what are you doing?"

"Jae, we haven't done it in a while." Yunho smiles then he whispers, "I want you Jae."

Jae: "But Yunho, you should go to work."

Yunho places Jae gently on the bed, "I will all in sick today, come on Jae, I can't wait anymore."

Jae smiles and was happy to see Yunho back in the old days again, Jae slowly nods his head as he opened his arms to Yunho. Yunho smiles and gets on top of Jae as he kisses Jae on his soft lips. Yunho slips his tongue into Jae's mouth and licking Jae's every bit of sweets. "Uhhh.." Jae moans between the kiss and getting excited already.

Yunho traveled his hand down to Jae's private part and massaging it outside of Jae's pants. Jae: "Ahhh.. Yunho ah.."

"Do you like it Jae?" Yunho asked with a seductive voice, and Jae shuts his eyes tightly and bits on his lips, "Ahh.. Yunho ah.. stop torturing me.."

Yunho smiles and started to unbutton Jae's pants, but suddenly, a loud ring came from Yunho's pants pocket. Jae opened his eyes and looked at Yunho, and Yunho took his phone out from his pocket and Seul Gi's number was shown. Yunho hangs it up and puts it aside, Jae: "Aren't you going to answer that?"

Yunho smiles and packs Jae's lips, "No, nothing is more important than you right now."

Jae smiles and they shared a passionate kiss, but Yunho's cell phone started to ring again. Yunho breaks the kiss and took over the phone and it's from Seul Gi again. Jae: "Who is it?"

Yunho sits up: "It's from my secretary, maybe it's something with the company, let me answer it really quick."

Jae nodded and got out from the bed as he walked into the bathroom, Yunho answered the phone in a little annoyed tone: "Hello?"

"Mr. Jung!" Seul Gi said, "Are you not coming to work today? There are a few reports outside of your office wanting to have an interview with you."

Yunho: "Interview me? About what?"

Seul Gi: "did you not see the newspaper? You are on the head news today."

Yunho jumped up: "What?"

Yunho rushed out of the room and called, "Where is today's newspaper?"

A maid brought the newspaper to him, and Yunho grabbed it as he stared at the title of the head news. 'Big question about the sexual preference of Jung's company next heir' Yunho widens his eyes as he looked down and found a few pictures of Jaejoong and himself holding hands.

Seul Gi: "Mr. Jung! Are you still there? Well, the reporters are still here, can you come back to the company really quick?"

Yunho looked at his phone, "Okay, I will be there right now, just tell them to wait."

Yunho hangs up the phone and turned around saw Jae standing behind him, Yunho: "Jae.. honey, I am sorry, I have to go back to the company right now."

Jae: "But Yunho.. I.."

"I know! I know, but there is some emergency that I need to handle right now." Yunho walked over to the closet as he changes while talking to Jae.

Jae looked down sadly at his fingers and didn't say anything, Yunho walked out in suits, "I will try to be back early okay?"

Yunho kisses Jae on the cheeks, and Jae said: "I will cook dinner for you then."

Yunho nodded and headed out. Jae pov- I wonder what happened..

After arriving to the company, Yunho got into the elevator pov- How did they get those pictures? This is ridiculous, I never had to watch out anything for this in school, right now, I guess I will have to be aware of that I am a public figure.

Yunho walked over to his office, and Seul Gi rushed over: "Mr. Jung! The reporters are still waiting."

Yunho nodded and Seul Gi fixed Yunho's clothes and hair a little outside of the door, Seul Gi: "Okay, your father just called the company after seeing the news, and he told you to deny it for now, and he will talk with you after the interview."

Yunho nodded and walked into the interview room with Seul Gi followed behind him, Yunho looked around and found a few reporters with cameras all on him. Yunho smiled firmly and shakes hands with all the reporters in the room. Yunho took a seat and Seul Gi stood beside him, "Our General Manager is on a very tight schedule right now, so please try to shorten the interview."

Report 1: "Mr. Jung, would you like to explain something with the photos on the headline?'

Yunho: "Yes! First, I want to say that I am not in the happy mood to see this news, because I don't like the attention on my private life. Second, I want to say that the photo is very blurry and I don't recall out with friends these days. I do have a few good college friends that I still keep in contact with them and we were very close friends in college, so there is no reason to think wrongly with the close friendships I have with my friends."

Report 2: "We have also heard some rumors about you used to date a guy in college, is that true?"

Yunho almost choked when he heard that, he had no idea how these reporters got the information. Yunho: "Erm.. that is none sense, I am not going to answer this question."

Reporter 3: "So, what would you say about your sexual preference?"

Yunho: "I consider myself the same as any other guys."

Seul Gi: "Okay, that's it for the interview. Mr. Jung still has a few meetings to attend to, thank you for today."

Yunho stood up and walked out from the room while Seul Gi was trying to handle the over-whelming reporters. Yunho signed out deeply pov- this is getting so out of hand, how did these reporters get all these information about him?

Yunho walked into his office and sat down on the chair, then he found line one started to ring and it was from his dad. Yunho answered the call, "Hello!"

Mr. Jung: "Yunho ah, are you done with the interview?"

Yunho nodded: "Yeah! I just got finished, did you want to talk to me?"

Mr. Jung: "Yes! I have seen the news already, and I want to discuss it with you. I know you are still not used to the popularity and attention yet, but you have to be careful now, since you are a public figure already. I already said, you will have to keep a secret of your relationship with Jaejoong, since the reporters are already making the news as a headline that makes they are not going to give up until you admit your true sexual preference, so this is just the beginning."

"Just the beginning?" Yunho said, "But I was already going to choke with all those questions."

"I went through just about the same thing as you did, and I will tell you what you should do." Mr. Jung said, "You have to make a big action at a public place to confirm your sexual preference is female. So, the reporters would stop bother you and people will forget about this news forever."

Yunho thinks for a second: "Okay, I understand."

Mr. Jung: "Okay, I am sure you can handle it, remember, I trust you. I have to go back to work now. Talk to you some other time."

Yunho: "Okay, bye!"

Yunho hanged up the phone pov- Do something big? Ahhh.. what should I do then?

Seul Gi knocked on the door and stepped in, Yunho sat up: "Oh, it's you. Thank you for blocking those reporters for me."

Seul Gi: "No problem. I am your secretary after all, erm.. but what if they come again?"

Yunho signed: "I don't even know."

"Are you.. really?" Seul Gi asked and looked at Yunho.

"No!" Yunho quickly said, "No.. I am not.."

Yunho coughed a few times and trying to control his voice from going shaky. Seul Gi nodded: "Well, if you are not, then why don't you get a girlfriend, so the reporters would stop bothering you."

"Get a girlfriend?" Yunho gasps.

Seul Gi: "yea.. why are you so shocked? I mean with your social status and your look, I am sure you can easily get a girlfriend."

Yunho looked away: "Erm.. but I.. I am not the player type, so.. I don't want to get into a relationship if I don't like that person."

Seul Gi thinks: "Then get a fake one.. get someone who is willing to act with you so you can get rid of the rumor.."

Yunho: "Who would act with me? It's not that easy. Seul Gi ah, you can go back to work now, I will think about it alone."

Seul Gi nods and walks over to the door, but before she stepped out, she stopped and paused a little. Then Seul Gi walked back to Yunho's desk, and Yunho looked up, Seul Gi: "Mr. Jung.. if you don't mind, I can act with you. You helped me once, and this time I will help you."

Yunho widens his eyes and looked at Seul Gi, then Seul Gi blushed a little and said: "You can think about it.. I.. I will go back to work now."

Yunho blinked a few times at Seul Gi's back and was a little surprised at Seul Gi's suggestion.

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Chapter 13

Unable to be home

Jae's pov..

How can Yunho just left me when we were in the middle of.. "doing it".. ahhh.. I wonder what happened that made Yunho left in such a hurry. Ahhh.. looking down at the soup that I am cooking for him and waiting for it to boil I felt that my heart sinks a little. It has been hours since Yunho left, I wonder when will he come back.

I turned off the gas and poured the soup into a bowl and placed it on the table waiting for Yunho to come home and eat it. I looked up at the clock and wondered what I should do right now.

I walked out from the kitchen and stepped into the living room, then sitting myself on the coach I grabbed the remote control and turned the TV on. Switching a few boring channels I yawned to myself, actually, I never really slept last night. Maybe I should take a short nap right now.

Leaving the TV on a random channel, I crawled on the coach and closed my eyes feeling the sleepiness rushed through my whole body. But, just when I was about to fall asleep, I heard the TV turned into today's news and I know with the boring political news around the world will get me to sleep faster.

But just when I was about to fall asleep hearing the boring news, a name suddenly started to ring in my head. "An interview with the Jung's next heir, Jung Yunho shi, was held today in the afternoon. His sexual preference has been questioned lately in the newspaper and news, about such a public figure and the only heir of Jung's company must be gay, our reporters had held an interview with him to get the actual answer." The TV announced loudly.

I popped my eyes open and jerked my body up as I looked at the TV while Yunho's smiling face was shown, and the announcer continued, "For now, we have been cleared up that Jung Yunho shi has stated that for him has a possibility of liking guys are just pure rumor."

Yunho's voice on the TV, "I would say I am the same as any normal guys."

The camera jumped back to the news announcer as she continued with the next news. I stared at the TV and finally realized what the reason was for Yunho to rush out from the house in such a hurry. I took the newspaper off from the table and stared at the head news. There I see my picture with Yunho being taken secretly some days ago.

How did they find out? I mean back when were in school nothing like this bothered us, is it because Yunho has became a public figure already? But.. he denied it on the TV.. even though my hearts a little, but of course he will deny it in public. He can't let people know that he likes guys because he is the general manager of the Jung's now, but.. my heart hurts so much..

I sat up from the coach and looked over at the door. There are no signs of Yunho coming back anytime soon. I signed deeply and walked over to the kitchen as I took some food and put them on the tray walking to Mrs. Choi's room.

Knock.. Knock..

"Mrs. Choi! It's me.. Jaejoong.. can I come in?" I asked and I heard a agreement from Mrs. Choi soft. I opened the door and saw Mrs. Choi lying on the bed weakly.

"Mrs. Choi! Are you feeling worse these days? I am sorry, I left last night, but I am here to take care of you again." I said and feeling very hurt seeing Mrs. Choi so weak and fragile. I placed the food on the table beside her bed and she tried to sit up, "It's okay Jaejoong! I am getting better already."

"Mrs. Choi! I brought some food for you." I said and feeding her the food I just made. Watching her eating, I felt happier because I believe food and water can heal the person faster than anything, because they provide energy for the person to live on.

"Jaejoong ah.. is Yunho not back yet?" Mrs. Choi asked as if she could see through my mind. I looked down and shakes my head, then she said, "You know, he is busy with work and everything else so don't too much."

I nodded, "yes, I understand Mrs. Choi! I love Yunho so much so I want him to spend more time with me, but of course I know that he is busy. Even though I have the selfish will of my own, but I know his work is more important."

"You are a very sweet guy, Jaejoong!" Mrs. Choi nodded and smiled, "I hope you two will always stay together. No matter what happens in the future, okay?"

I nodded and suddenly felt my eyes full of tears, Mrs. Choi has been looking so pale right now, and I had a feeling that she won't be with us for much longer. After I left my house, I have always seen her as my Umma or even grandma since she has been so nice to me, but.. what if she leaves me someday.. I felt my eyes watering, but I looked away because I don't want her to see my tears.

"Mrs. Choi! Take a good rest now, I won't bother you anymore." I said and standing up taking the empty bowls on the tray. Mrs. Choi nodded and closed her eyes with a smile on her face. I walked out from the room and walked over to the kitchen doing dishes with an uneasy feeling. When will Yunho come back? I suddenly have a feeling to hug onto him tightly.. I really want to..

End of pov..

"Mr. Jung! It's time to get off work now." Seul Gi called at the seemingly in a deep thought Yunho.

Yunho looked up: "Huh? Oh.. (looks at the clock) it is getting so late already.. sorry, have you been waiting for long? Yes, you can get off work now."

Seul Gi nodded and looked at Yunho: "Aren't you going to go home now?"

Yunho looked around and the getting dark office and he stood up: "Yeah! I will go home too. Did all the other workers left already?"

Seul Gi nodded, and Yunho walked out from his desk to the door, "Okay, let's go then!"

Seul Gi walked into the elevator and Yunho stepped in behind her, Seul Gi looked over at Yunho: "Erm.. Mr. Jung, you know I am really glad that you had held on to the elevator door the other night, so I could get my opportunity to be your secretary."

"Oh.. it's nothing, I was in need of a secretary too, and plus I really liked your spirit and personality." Yunho said and tried to be gentle with his employee and co-worker. But his words made Seul Gi blush a lot, she looked down and tried to hide her face from Yunho.

When the elevator got to the third floor, suddenly the light on top of the elevator started to turn on and off none stop.

Yunho and Seul Gi looked up and suddenly, the elevator started to shake a little. "Ahhhh!" Seul Gi jumped and held onto the wall. Yunho looked around and suddenly felt the elevator started to go up a little then dropped really quick back to the third floor, then it lifted again and dropped back in little movements.

Yunho held onto the other side of the wall, "Shit! I think the elevator is broke."

Seul Gi screams as she closes her eyes: "AHHH! NO! THIS IS SO SCARY! AHHHH!"

Yunho: "Don't be scared Seul Gi! It will be okay.."

Slowly, the elevator stopped on the third floor and the light turned back on, but the elevator never went down to the first floor it just stayed like that. Yunho slowly walked over to the buttons and he pressed on the 1sdt button a few times, but there were no movements at all. Seul Gi crawled into a ball in the corner and stared at Yunho trying to fix the elevator.

Yunho opened the emergency box and took the phone out as he dialed 1 as explained on the box. Yunho held the phone next to his ear and waited, but there was no one answering. Yunho: "ARGH! ARE PEOPLE ALL OUT OF WORK ALREADY?"

Seul Gi said softly: "It's 8 p.m. already, I don't think anyone would still be in the building."

Yunho took out his cell phone, and Seul Gi held out her phone: "There is no signal in the elevator Mr. Jung!"

Slowly, Seul Gi sobs while hugging onto herself, "This is so scary.. what should I do?"

Yunho looked back and felt sorry for Seul Gi and upset at the situation at the same time. "Seul Gi ah.. don't cry.. crying is not going to do anything for now, let's just wait till someone come to help us. I am sure there are over-night security guards checking the Jung's building around night. Let's just wait okay?"

Seul Gi nodded and still hugging onto herself. Yunho signed and he slowly moved over to where Seul Gi is at and sat down next to her trying to give her some comfort. It must have been scary for a girl to be stuck in an elevator in such a late night.

Yunho pov- ARGH! What if Jae is worried about me? What if he calls me, I can't even get his call.. and..

Suddenly, Yunho's thoughts were caught off when Seul Gi lies her head on Yunho's shoulder. Yunho looked over, and Seul Gi whispered: "I am sorry Mr. Jung, can you lend me your shoulder for a little bit? I feel so scared right now, I will move away once I calm down."

Yunho sensed that Seul Gi's voice has been so shaky and he could feel her body shaking a little. Yunho took off his suit jacket and placed it on Seul Gi's body, "Don't worry about it as long as you don't feel scared."

Seul Gi nodded: "Thank you Mr. Jung.."

"You know what? It is really weird when you call me Mr. Jung in a situation like this, why don't you just call me Yunho? We are around the same age anyways." Yunho said.

Seul Gi smiled a little: "Okay.. Yunho shi.."

Yunho pov: "Ahhh.. this is horrible, I am stuck in the elevator in my own company, what could be worse? The stupid news first, and now.. what a horrible day for me?"

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Chapter 14

A start of misunderstanding

Jae looks up at the clock while lifting his head up from the dinning table, he mumbled to himself, "It has already past 12. Yunho has never came home later than this, and he wouldn't answer his phone either. What could have happened to him?"

Jae stood up and puts the food in the fridge knowing that they might gone bad if all the food stay out for the whole night. Jae didn't eat anything either, because he was hoping to have dinner with Yunho together, and sitting in front of the food by himself Jae felt that he couldn't open his mouth to anything.

Jae signed: "The drivers are asleep now too, I can't ask them to take me to Yunho's company, maybe I should go there to check on Yunho the first thing in the morning."

Jae walked up the stairs knowing Yunho might not be back at all and he would have to spend a night without Yunho just like last night. Jae felt his eyes wets, "Why couldn't he come home? I missed him a lot last night, how can he leave me all alone at home again tonight?"

Jae sinks in the bed and hugs himself without covering his body up with the blanket, his body is too tired to make move right now, but his head couldn't fall asleep at all. He was worried that maybe something bad had happened to Yunho, but that's impossible, because then they would have received a call already. Jae thinks and thinks while the cold wind blowing onto his body.. hoping that Yunho could come back soon..

Yunho's side..

"Seul Gi ah.. are you asleep?" Yunho asked softly when he felt his shoulder was getting numb already and he moved his shoulder a little to over-come the sourness.

"Huh?" Seul Gi jerked her head up and looked over at Yunho, "I am so sorry, I fall asleep. Your shoulder was so comfortable and I.. I am sorry.."

Seul Gi looked down feeling totally embarrassed she then looked over at Yunho who is massaging his own shoulder. Seul Gi: "Erm.. I can help you.. I mean your shoulder.. you must be soured now."

"No.. no.. it's okay.." Yunho tried to stop Seul Gi, but she already put her hands on his shoulder and slowly she began to massage for Yunho. It actually felt really good, and Yunho coughed a little: "Erm.. you are pretty good at it.."

Seul Gi smiled: "I always massage for my dad, so I guess I get good from practices."

Yunho: "It sure should progress."

Seul Gi giggles a little: "I am glad you like it.. Yunho shi.."

"Good, you finally begin to call me someone else other than Mr. Jung!" Yunho said, "But I can't believe we have been stuck in here for this long, what happened to the night guards?"

Seul Gi: "I suppose, they don't check the elevator, by the way, what time is it?"

Yunho looked at his watch: "2 a.m."

"What?" Seul Gi sounded totally freaked out and she pinched hard on Yunho's shoulder. Yunho: "AHHHH!"

Seul Gi looked down at her hands: "Oh gosh! I am so sorry. I am sorry! Did I hurt you?"

Seul Gi rubs her hand on Yunho's shoulder and trying to ease the pain, and slowly she lowered her head and bowled on it. Yunho suddenly felt a very feeling on his body feeling the air being bowled on his body. He suddenly jumped up and turned around, "Erm.. Seul Gi ah.. it's okay, I am going to feel better now."

Seul Gi watched Yunho's shocked face: "Erm.. are you okay? Did I do something wrong?"

"No.. no.. I am fine!" Yunho explained and sat back down but moved away from Seul Gi a little. "Seul Gi ah.. I have been thinking about your suggestions.."

Seul Gi looked over: "Oh.. I mean if you don't want it's okay.. I was just trying to help.. I thought you helped me, so I could pay back. You know.."

Seul Gi sounded a little nervous because she knows Yunho was going to give an answer that might change her ordinary life-style. As an ordinary girl faking as the girlfriend of Yunho, the heir and General Manager of Jung's company, that will definitely make a difference on her whole life.

Yunho: "Erm.. I thought about it, and I don't think it would be a good idea."

Seul Gi suddenly felt her heart sinks a little, but she quickly smiled back: "Oh.. of course, like I said, it was just a suggestion."

"No, I didn't mean it that way." Yunho explained, "I don't want to ruin your reputation. You are still young and has many chances to actually find someone who loves you, if you pretend to be my girlfriend then the guys around you will step away without knowing the truth. Then, I would feel bad."

Seul Gi looks up pov- He is so caring and nice. He even thought of my reputation before his trouble. Ahhh.. am I seriously falling for him? Sitting in this elevator, I felt that it was the beginning of our fate. I met him in the elevator and now I am stuck with him together in this elevator again. Is god giving me a chance to meet this guy and let me have the chance to know him and.. ahh.. I am thinking too much, or am I?

Yunho and Seul Gi sat like that for a while, and Seul Gi kept on looking over at Yunho while Yunho was just blinking out and hoping that he would get out from there soon.

Jae slowly opened his eyes as the sun-light hit his face. Jae rubs his eyes and sat up quickly suddenly he made a quick sneeze at the chilly morning then he realized he was sleeping on top of the blanket the whole night.

Jae touches his nose and walked into the shower, because he wants to get to Yunho's company as soon as possible. The feeling of Yunho didn't come home for the whole night started to worry him a lot.

Yunho looked down at his watch: "Ahhh.. it is finally 6 a.m. in the morning! People should be coming in soon. Seul Gi ah.. wake up.. people will come here soon."

Yunho got over to the phone and dialed the emergency number again, and after three rings someone answered, "Hello!"

"Yah! I am Jung Yunho! I am stuck in elevator number 2, hurry up and send people to fix it." Yunho yelled into the phone feeling a very pissed.

"Oh.. I am so sorry Mr. Jung! Wait just a minute, I will send people there right away." The person on the other link answered and apologized.

Yunho hangs up the phone and went back to Seul Gi while shaking her body, "Seul Gi ah! People are coming in just a few minutes. Seul Gi ah.. Seul Gi ah.."

Yunho looked at Seul Gi who is leaning her head on the wall with her eyes closed, Yunho pov- wait.. why isn't she waking up yet?

"Bae Seul Gi!" Yunho called and nudges her body a little, but she still didn't wake up. Yunho raised his hand and placed it on her forehead. "Omo! She has a fever."

Yunho quickly pulls his jacket over Seul Gi's body to cover her upper body a little so she could gain some more warmth. Yunho touches Seul Gi's arms and felt that it was cold. Yunho: "ARGH! This is bad, she is not going to get too warm in this jacket. What should I do?"

Yunho walked in circles while trying to think, then he signed: "Ahhh.. I have to do this now.."

Yunho then walked over to Seul Gi and lifted her body up as he sat down on the ground and puts her body on him while hugging onto her tightly, Yunho whispers to himself: "Hopefully this will give her some warmth."

Just then, the door opened..

"Mr. Jung!" People outside of the elevator yelled. But Yunho widens his eyes knowing what he was doing with Seul Gi. He quickly stood up and lifted Seul Gi up, "Erm.. she has a fever now. Quickly call the ambulance."

The other workers looked at each other, and Yunho yelled: "CALL THE AMBULANCE, WE HAVE BEEN STUCK IN THERE OVER THE NIGHT!"

People quickly dialed the ambulance number and Yunho carried Seul Gi out from the elevator.

Jae got into the car and told the driver: "To Jung's company please."

The driver nodded and speed off to Jung's company, Jae was holding onto his hands hardly and rubbing his fingers against each other while feeling very worried about Yunho. Suddenly, he sneezed again. Jae pov- Ahhh.. I must have caught a cold last night..

Jae hugs onto himself and looked out from the window wishing the car would go fast.

The ambulance stopped in front of Jung's company and Yunho placed Seul Gi on the bed, but when he was about to step away he noticed that Seul Gi was holding the edge of his own shirt.

Yunho: "Erm.. Seul Gi ah.. let go.."

Yunho slowly tries to pull his shirt off, but Seul Gi was grabbing onto it so hard. The doctor: "Mr. Jung! Would you like to come with us, I heard you have been stuck in the elevator for the whole night too. Maybe we can do a check on you too, just to make sure you are not sick. The elevator is a closed environment so the air is not good."

Yunho thinks for a second: "Okay, then I will go too.."

Yunho took out his phone and dialed Jae's number..

Jae stepped out from the car and he saw an ambulance outside of the Jung's company. Jae quickly rushed over and wondered what happened, but just then he saw Yunho standing in front of the ambulance while holding onto a girl who is lying on the bed.

Ring.. Ring..

Just then Jae's phone started to ring, Jae took it out: "Hello?"

"Jaejoong ah.. I am sorry I didn't call you last night, I will be home very quickly. Don't worry about me okay. I will tell you what happened when I get home." Yunho said.

Looking at Yunho, Jae answered: "Oh.. okay.. are you going home now?"

Yunho pov- I shouldn't let Jae worry, so I shouldn't tell him I am going to the hospital.

Yunho: "Yes, I am going home right now."

Jae looks down and signed: "Okay.. I will be waiting for you at home then.."

Yunho: "Okay, bye!"

Jae walked back to the driver as he got into the car, "Take me back home please."

The driver started the car, and Jae looks down pov- Why is Yunho with a girl? He is not coming home just yet but he told me he is going home right now. Why is that girl going to the hospital with Yunho? Could it be..

Jae widens his eyes as he remembered about the kid thing he over-heard, Jae pov- Yunho already started to have kids with some other girl without telling me? So, that's why she is going to the hospital?

Jae covers his mouth and gasps at the thought, but it can't be.. it can't be..

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Chapter 15

A big surprise

Jae has been sitting on the coach in the living room ever since he got home and waited for Yunho. Jae felt his heart was hurting so much and his breath was going weaker and weaker. He had to breath in really hard to get enough oxygen, and he has a really bad headache right now, but he doesn't want to go up to the bedroom because he wants Yunho to see his face the first thing he walks in from those doors.

Yunho was done checking with the doctor and the doctor said he is perfectly fine, but he seems very tired so they suggested taking a day off at work. Yunho pov- That's great! Then I can make it up to Jae for last night. I felt guilty about it for leaving Jae like that and for the whole night too. Hopefully he will not be mad at me..

Yunho walked down the hall fast but then he passed the room Seul Gi was in. He knew he had to stop and check on her before leaving to feel relief, so he stopped in front of her door. Slowly, he pushed open the door and walked in as he saw a nurse in there trying to fix the blanket on Seul Gi while she was still not awake yet.

"Erm miss.. is she okay now?" Yunho asked in a soft voice. The nurse turned around and nodded: "Yeah! She is fine, she just had a very low fever probably because she caught a cold last night and we controlled it, now she is very tired and sleepy, so she falls asleep."

Yunho nodded: "Thank you! When she wakes up, tell her, I said she can take tomorrow off too if she doesn't feel good."

Nurse: "Okay, your name.."

"Jung Yunho!" Yunho said and then nodded as walked out from the room. Nurse covered her mouth pov- omo! Jung Yunho! That heir of the Jung's who is said might have been gay? But.. he seems to be very worried about this girl right here, then that must have been a rumor, how can such a hot guy be gay?

Yunho rushed home in a super speed and he rushed into the house as he saw Jae sitting on the coach staring at him. Yunho was a little shocked: "Oh.. Jae, why are you sitting here?"

Jae looked at his watch: "Yunho, it took you two hours to get home from your office?"

"Erm.. Jae.. look I can explain." Yunho smiled nervously and swallows a little, "Well, see, it would take long to explain on the phone, let' me just tell you now. I.. I was stuck in the elevator last night and I wanted to get home but I couldn't, because there was no one to fix it. I was in there with my secretary, and she got sick, so I took her to the hospital this morning."

Jae stands up and looks at Yunho suspiciously: "You were stuck in the elevator?"

Yunho nodded and looks at Jae, "Yea, and no one came to fix it till this morning."

"Isn't there night guards in your company?" Jae asked and feeling Yunho's words are very suspicious. Jae pov- He seems to be lying, when I was standing in front of him he would tell me that he is going home, but he went in the ambulance, and now he is telling me that he was stuck in an elevator with his secretary.. how can that be true? He was stuck in there for the whole night? He must be lying again..

"I thought we had those people too, but none of them came to check the elevator." Yunho explained and looked at Jae, but he suddenly had a really annoyed feeling, maybe was because he is hungry and tired right now that he really isn't in any mood for a long explanation with a suspicious Jae in front of him. "Are you suspecting anything Jae? If you are then just say it! I don't like it when you question me like this."

"Well, I don't like it when you lie to me. Jung Yunho, I went to your company this morning and when you called me I was standing a little distance apart from you but I could see you clearly." Jae was mad this time, because Yunho's manner seemed worse than he should be. He was the one who lied to Jae, why is he so rude now? Jae thought to himself, and continued, "You know what? You lied right in front of my eyes, and you want me to not suspect anything right now? Well, Yunho.. I am not a stupid animal, I can see what's going on in front of my eyes."

Yunho was getting mad too: "Oh really? Then what are you trying to say now? Huh? You know, Jaejoong, I am so disappointed, I was stuck in the elevator for the whole night and I was expecting you to be warm and give me food and comfort when I get home, but here you are standing in front of me with this cold face and this weird tone questioning about last night. What do you think I am? A criminal?"

Jae's face was getting red and he felt so mad and sad inside his heart, and without thoughts he yelled out: "WHAT AM I THINKING? I THINK YOU AND THAT YOUR SO-CALLED SECRETARY WERE TRYING TO GRANT YOUR PARENT'S WISH BY CREATING A KID!"

Yunho dropped his jaw, because he didn't think that was what Jae thought of him, "W.. WHAT? Jaejoong! How can you say that? So this is how much trust I get from you? You know what? I can't stand this anymore. I took today off to be with you, but I guess it is unnecessary now! I am leaving!"

Yunho grabbed his jacket and walked toward the door. Jae stared at him and his heart really wanted his body to rush over to Yunho and hug him tightly from the behind, but his body wasn't listening to his heart at all, instead Jae yelled something that he wanted to kill himself for, "YEA! LEAVE! LEAVE! GO MAKE MORE KIDS WITH HER! I CAN'T GIVE BIRTH ANYWAYS!"

Yunho snapped at these sentences from Jae and he yelled: "IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT THEN FINE! I WILL DO IT!"

Yunho slammed the door shut tightly and Jae felt his legs wiggling as he fell down hard on the floor. Jae felt his heart hurting so much and he had to hold onto his left chest tightly to ease the pain. Jae closed his eyes as he started to feel himself out of breath. Lying down up side down on the floor, Jae closed his eyes and felt his whole body was out of energy and his head felt so dizzy. Jae pov- Ahhh.. what is this feeling? Do I have a fever? But I don't usually feel like this when having a fever. Ahhh.. I feel like.. I am going to.. die.. soon..

Yoochun driving Junsu in the car: "Why did you suddenly wanted to pay a visit to Jae and Yunho?"

Junsu: "I just want to make sure that they are doing good."

"Hum.. seems like you still care about Jae way more than you care about me." Yoochun said while pouted.

Junsu slaps Yoochun's arm lightly, "Oh, Shut up! You always say that and you know well enough how much I love you."

Yoochun smiles: "Of course! Well, here we are. I really hope they are not fighting again. You know, during their period of dating, they are at this "friction" period, which means they will have many fights with each other and try to get used to each other."

Junsu: "Oh really!! Then how come we are not fighting?"

"Whatever! Just listen to you, I am always the first one to give in, so we can't really start a fight. If I was Yunho, you would have been punched many times." Yoochun teased and Junsu gave Yoochun a glare as Yoochun hugged onto Junsu from the back. Junsu walked over to the door and saw that it wasn't locked. Junsu: "How come the door is not locked? What happened?"

Junsu pushed the door open and was shocked to see Jae lying on the floor up side down. Yoochun widened his eyes too as he rushed over and both of them helped Jae to sit up: "Jaejoong ah.. Jaejoong.. are you okay?"

Jae touches his head with his eyes still closed: "Ahh.. I feel so dizzy.."

Junsu: "Yoochun, help me to carry him up to the bedroom, he needs to lie down."

Yoochun nodded and both of them carried Jae up to the bedroom and helped Jae to get into the blanket, then Yoochun took out his phone and grabbed the phone book by the bed to dial Jung's personal doctor's number.

Junsu looked at Jae then asks softly: "Jae.. are you okay? Do you want to drink some water? Don't scare me!"

Jae opened his eyes a little and saw Junsu then he asked with a very weak voice: "Junsu ah.. what.. what are you doing.. here?"

Junsu: "Oh good thing I came! Otherwise, you would have died. What happened to all the maids in the house?"

Jae closed his eyes again: "I let them take breaks, because.. I am in the house.. so we don't really need them.."

Yoochun hangs up the phone: "Okay, the doctor is coming, but Jung's doctor is on vacation right now, so they are sending another doctor over."

Junsu: "Oh good.. Jaejoong ah.. I will go make some food for you okay? You wait for the doctor to come, and don't move around."

Jae nodded and Junsu rushed out from the room, then Yoochun looked at Jae: "Jaejoong ah.. what happened? Where is Yunho?"

"He is out making kids." Jae answered with his eyes tearing up.

"WHAT?" Yoochun pulled out his phone and dialed Yunho's number, but it seems that Yunho turned his phone off. Yoochun cursed at the voice mail: "Oh damn! Fuck you Jung Yunho!"

Jae cries silently, and Yoochun just watched Jae and felt really bad for him but he didn't know what to do or what to say. After a while, Junsu came up with some soup on a tray and he placed it on the table, "Jae ah.. eat some okay?"

Jae shake his head: "I am so dizzy right now, I really can't sit up."

Buzz.. Buzz (the front door)

Yoochun jumped up: "that' must be the doctor! I will go get it."

Yoochun rushed to the front door as he opened the door but his eyes almost popped out, "Siwon Shi.."

Siwon smiled and nodded: "Hi, we met again."

Yoochun: "What are you doing here?"

"I am the doctor to check on the patient in this house." Siwon said, "Now, can you please lead the way?"

Yoochun was dumbfounded but he led Siwon up the room and Junsu was also surprised to see Siwon. Then, Siwon looked around the room as he saw a fragile Jae lying on the bed, he walked over and started to feel the temperature on Jae's forehead and doing all the professionally doctor things for checking on a patient. Both, Yoochun and Junsu were staring at him amazedly. After checking, Siwon: "He is just tired and stressed out mentally, and also, he has a fever. Don't worry, I can control the fever, but he needs a really good rest right now."

Siwon turned to Jae with medicine and a cup of water, "Jaejoong ah.. take this now, and you will feel better after a nice nap."

Jae nodded and takes the medicine, then Siwon helped Jae to get back down to the bed. Then he asked Yoochun and Junsu to step out from the room, so Jae could get some rest.

After stepping out, Siwon smiled: "You two look shocked."

"Of course we are!" Junsu answered, "Aren't you the boss of the night club?"

Siwon smiled: "That's my dad's business as I said, my career is doctor."

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Chapter 16

Not going to lose you

Seul Gi woke up in the hospital and realized that she had slept the whole day and night already, but she felt that her body has enough energy and was feeling well to get out from the hospital already.

Seul Gi looked around the room then she rang the bell on top of her head, then a nurse walked into the room. "Miss, did you need something?"

"Yea, I think I am fine to get out from the hospital now. Do you think you can ask the doctor to check on me, so I can go home?" Seul Gi asked.

The nurse nodded and then she stepped out, after a few minutes came back with a doctor. The doctor did some sample checks on Seul Gi, then he said: "You are fine to go home now. Make sure you rest good for the next few times and try not to stay too long in a cold environment again."

Seul Gi nodded and got out from the bed, then the doctor stepped out. Seul Gi turned to the nurse: "Erm.. where should I pay for the hospital fees?"

"Oh, Mr. Jung already got it covered." The nurse replied, "Also, he said, if you don't feel good, you can take today off as well."

Seul Gi smiled a little and said: "Oh thank you for telling me."

Then she stepped out from the room pov- I wonder, if Yunho shi would go to work today. I need to really thank him, maybe I should make him something. Like breakfast.. yea.. that would be a good idea. He doesn't have a girlfriend, that means, no one would make him food. Maybe he would feel something for me if he had some of my food too.. hahaha..

At the thought, Seul Gi felt her face started to blush a lot. Then she called a taxi and went home to clean up and make food first.

Yunho has stayed in the office for the whole night and he falls asleep on the coach in the office. He was so angry at Jae for not trusting him, but of course he wasn't going to make a kid because no matter what he cannot let himself cheat on Jae. Yunho felt the morning sun shined through the blinds of his office, and slowly he opened his eyes pov- Ahhh.. a day that I could have spent with Jae was wasted, but it wasn't my fault.. how can he say something like that..

Knock.. Knock..

Yunho looked over at the door and wondered who could it be at such a early time. Yunho walked over to the door and slowly opened it.

"Siwon shi.. I am feeling better already.. you can go home now if you want you." Jae asked and looked at Siwon who has been sitting next to the bed for the whole night.

Siwon looked over and his face seemed a little tired, but he still held a smile on, "You know it is my duty to make sure the patient recovers."

Jae looked over at Yoosu couple who had totally dozed off to La-La land on the coach in the bedroom. Jae looked at the clock and it said 7 a.m. only, but he had the urge to go see Yunho. Jae sat up on the bed, "But, I need to go somewhere right now. I have to go check on Yunho. You see.. I had a fight with him yesterday.. and I think he is still mad at me.. I know I was too much.. so.."

"Okay, then I will take you there." Siwon cuts of Jae's sentence, "You know, I don't want you to get sick again. You shouldn't be moving around much today, but I know I cannot stop you."

Jae looked Siwon's face and felt so warm at Siwon's caring on him, then Jae looked down and nodded, "I will go clean up now. You can take a nap. I will wake you up when I am ready to go."

Siwon pointed at Yoosu, "What about them?"

"Don't worry, they can sleep for the whole day." Jae giggled a little, and then he got out from the bed but suddenly Siwon grabbed onto Jae's hand. Jae was shocked and he turned around, then he found Siwon's gentle smile disappeared instead he had a very sad but serious face on, slowly, Siwon opened his mouth and whispered, "If only he didn't have you first.."

Jae felt his heart skipped a beat: "Nae?"

Siwon shakes his head and the smile came back to his face, "Nothing! Go clean up now, I will take a nap."

Jae nodded slowly and walked into the shower, but he felt his heart beating really fast. Jae pov- Am I starting to feel warm toward this Siwon guy? He feels so different than Yunho.. he is so warm and sweet, but that sad face a second ago he had gone was also very pitiful..

Yunho: "Oh.. Seul Gi ah.. what are you doing here so early? I said you can take today off if you want to."

Seul Gi stepped into the room with a smile on and her hands were on the back of her, then suddenly she took out a cute lunchbox and held it in front of Yunho's face, "Here! I wanted to thank you for saving me. This is breakfast that I made for you."

Yunho widened his eyes and was shocked at first, but then he smiled back: "Thank you Seul Gi ah.. you didn't have to.."

"Yunho shi.. if it wasn't for you I might have gotten really sick." Seul Gi said, "This is nothing."

Yunho then grabbed the lunchbox and said: "Thank you, I am in fact really hungry right now. You want to eat with me?"

Seul Gi smiled and sat down on the coach with Yunho as Yunho slowly opened the lunch box..

After Jae stepped out from the shower, he found Siwon fall asleep already, so he stepped down to the kitchen. Jae pov- I knew Yunho probably didn't really get to eat anything, I should make him some food and apologize to him when I see him. Maybe, once he eats my food then he would forgive me and feel happy again.

Jae smiled to himself as he started to prepare Yunho's breakfast, after a while he was done preparing a very cute lunchbox with the beans designed in a heart shape in the middle. Jae smiled to himself: "I am sure he will like it.."

"Sure he will!" Siwon suddenly popped out from the back, and Jae jumped a little, "Oh.. Siwon shi.. when did you get here?"

"I have been here for a while, so, are you ready to go now?" Siwon asked, and Jae nodded. Then, both of them stepped into the car, and Jae said while looking down: "I am really sorry to bother you this much."

"Don't say that. I said I don't want you to get sick again. I am just being a responsible doctor to the patient." Siwon explained.

Jae looked over: "I still don't get it, why are you a doctor when you are the boss of that night club?"

Siwon: "Well, my dad wanted me to take over the night club because he is getting old, but I had always wanted to be a doctor. I also passed the exam for medical school and now is graduated, so I signed up for part-time doctor, which is why when your actual doctor was on vacation then I get to replace him temporally. I don't want to do everything as my parents wanted me to, I mean of course, I will respect their decision but I have my own thoughts too."

Jae looked over at Siwon and suddenly he thought about Yunho, pov- Yunho, why can't you just disagree with your parents sometimes? I mean with our relationship you did, but what happened now? Why do you have to obey everything they said?

Soon, they arrived to Yunho's company, and Jae rushed out from the car, but then he looked back at Siwon: "Erm.. you want to come?"

Siwon smiled: "I don't want to disturb you two's making up session. You go ahead, and I will wait here, if I see both of you came out together, I will just drive away."

Jae nodded: "Thank you.. Siwon shi.."

Siwon smiled and watched Jae stepped into the company, then he looked up at the company pov- Why did he have to have you first? If you were with me, I could guarantee a much happier life for you. Really.. Jaejoong ah..

Yunho eating the food Seul Gi made and smiled: "This is good. You are pretty good at cooking, I thought girls now days can't cook anymore, I guess I am wrong."

Seul Gi blushed: "Yunho shi.. you flatter me too much.."

Yunho smiled and stuffed some more food in his mouth, because he was overly hungry so everything tasted so good in his mouth.

Jae has never came to Yunho's company before, so he looked around the empty hall and trying to find Yunho's office. Then he spotted a door opened a little crack, so he walked over and found the tag on top of the door said, "General Manager". Jae smiled as he whispered: "I finally found it."

Slowly, Jae opened the door but then he soon heard laughter came from inside the room. It was Yunho's and.. another laughter that he does not recognize, but it was for sure a girl's voice..

Jae looked at the glass on the door and found a reflection of the coach. There Yunho and a girl were sitting there and eating. Jae widens his eyes and looked more carefully, and he recognized the girl to be Yunho's secretary. Jae looked at the reflection for quiet a while and he could tell they are definitely more than just co-workers from the way they look at each other and talk..

"Yunho shi.. if you like it, I can make breakfast for you everyday." Seul Gi said.

Jae closed his eyes and felt his head had just been hit by something really hard, pov- So, she made breakfast for Yunho.

Looking down at his own lunchbox, Jae felt his eyes tears up silently and he felt his hand shakes hard, then suddenly the lunchbox dropped hard on the floor and made a loud echo. Jae opened his eyes up and quickly ran out from the room and into the stairs as he ran down as quick as possible, but he felt his vision started to blur and tears were starting to roll out from his eyes and down his cheek.

Yunho and Seul Gi were shocked at the loud sound, and Yunho stood up as he walked over to the door, then he found a lunchbox on the floor. Yunho picked up the lunchbox and found the top was already open due to the drop. There was a heart formed by beans in the middle and a smile on there too with different vegetables. Yunho looked down the hall and he didn't see anything, pov- Jaejoong..

Yunho then quickly ran over to the elevator and pressed the down button and the door opened, then quickly Yunho got in and pressed first floor.

Seul Gi looked at Yunho confused, "Yunho shi.. where are you going?"

The elevator door closed, and Yunho pov- Oh no! Jaejoong.. did you think me wring again? No.. why is it always like this.. why do you always come at the wrong time to misunderstand me?

Jae rushed out from the building and Siwon looked over at Jae running and crying at the same time, then Jae got into the car and cries hard. Siwon looked at Jae confused: "Jaejoong ah.. are you okay?"

"Please.. driver.. fast.. I don't want to stay here anymore." Jae said with a sobbing voice, and Siwon nodded as he speed off the car.

Just then, Yunho rushed out and he saw Jae in the car with Siwon driving the car. He quickly rushed over but the car speed away from him already. Yunho stared at the car and yelled: "JAEJOONG AH! DON'T GO! COME BACK!"

But it was useless, Jae couldn't hear anything. Yunho bent down on his knees and he felt his eyes wets by tears slowly and the feeling of losing Jae is so painful in his heart..

Yunho pov- No! I am not going to lose Jae! I know I am not going to lose him!

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Chapter 17

worried about you (rated)

Sitting in Siwon's car, Jae had his eyes fixed outside of the window and on random things on the street, but he couldn't really see them clearly, because his vision was blurred by the tears in his eyes.

"Should I take you home?" Siwon asked and turned over to look at Jae when the car stopped in front of a red light.

Jae looked over: "No! I don't want to go home. Take me somewhere else please, anywhere is fine."

Siwon nodded and speed off. He knows exactly where to take Jae, even though he doesn't really know what happened, but seeing Jae like this he really wanted to sit down and comfort him.

Yunho rushed home and hoped to see Jae there, but he knew well enough that he wouldn't be able to see Jae. Walking into their bedroom, Yunho saw Yoosu sleeping on the coach.

Yunho walked over and nudged onto Yoochun: "What are you two doing here?"

Yoochun was awaken by the movements and he looks around: "Oh Yunho ah.. when did you get home? Erm.. Jae is.. Wait, where is Jae?"

Yoochun wakes Junsu up and asked: "Su! Wake up, where is Jae?"

Junsu looked around and didn't see Jae on the bed, then he shakes his head: "I don't know, I fall asleep too. Where is Siwon?"

Yunho: "Siwon? Why was he here?"

"Oh! Your family doctor went on vacation, and Jae got really sick so they sent another doctor over, but we all were surprised that it was Siwon." Yoochun explained.

Yunho: "Jae must be with that Siwon right now. ARGH! I knew that guy was up to no good from the start."

Yunho took out his cell phone and dialed the number of his guards in the company, "Yes! It's me Yunho, I want you all to gather all the information about Choi Siwon and find out where he lives as soon as possible. I give you all 30 minutes."

Yunho then hangs up, and signed deeply, Junsu looked at Yoochun and whispered: "What happened?"

"Seems like Yunho is in trouble now." Yoochun replied.

Siwon took Jae back to his own house, and he parked the car as he led the way to the front door for Jae. Jae looked up at the relatively smaller house than Yunho but it looked very nice like a home. Siwon opened the door and there were no maids coming out, Siwon smiled: "Come in!"

Jae nodded and stepped inside, then Siwon had Jae sit on the coach in the living room as he went to get some water for Jae. Siwon walked over and placed the glass in front of Jae, "I know this is so much smaller than the Jung's but this is where I live and I enjoy this size more."

Jae shakes his head: "No! I like this place very much too. Jung's seems way too big for me anyways."

Siwon smiled then he sat down next to Jae: "So, Jae, what happened?"

Jae remembered about Yunho and he sobbed silently, slowly, Jae lies his head down on Siwon's shoulder and cries out. Siwon signed but he didn't move a bit and didn't touch Jae at all, because he didn't want to scare Jae off at his weak moment. Jae sobs and says: "I went to his office.. to give him food.. but someone else already.. brought him food.."

Siwon slowly puts his arm around Jae's shoulder: "Oh.. don't cry Jae.. you are still a little sick.. crying so much is bad for your health.."

Jae looked up at Siwon's face as tears rolling out from his eyes none stop, Jae: "And we just had a fight too, maybe he doesn't want me anymore."

Siwon hugs onto Jae and tried to give him some comfort, but he felt his heart hurting very much seeing Jae crying so hard like this. Slowly, Jae got tired and fall asleep with tears shinning on his face. Slowly, Siwon carried Jae up to his own bedroom and got him into the bed, so Jae could be more comfortable. Then Siwon slowly and softly left the room and closed the door for Jae to get a good sleep.

Ring.. Ring..

Yunho: "Hello? You all found it? Okay, tell me now. Oh.. okay.. got it.."

Yunho hanged up the phone and Yoochun said: "Wow! They really got it for you in less than 30 minutes, do you want Su and I to go with you?"

"No, you two should go home and take a good rest. I can handle this myself." Yunho replied.

Yoochun nodded and patted on Yunho's shoulder, "Good luck."

Jae woke up in the darkness and he found the room very strange, then slowly he got out from the bed and walked over to the door. Turning the door knob, Jae could feel a sense of light shinning on his face. Jae blocked his eyes with his hands from the light for a second, and then slowly he looked around and found himself standing up the stairs of Siwon's room.

Jae looked around and heard some noises from the kitchen, slowly, he walked down the stairs and toward the kitchen. There he saw Siwon, for the first time, wearing causal clothes other than his suits. Jae stared at Siwon and noticed that he also had an apron on. Siwon turned around and saw Jae staring at him from the behind, then he smiled shyly but sweetly, "You are awake?"

"What are you doing?" Jae asked.

Siwon held up some vegetables in his hands, "I am cooking something for you."

Jae widens his eyes and was shocked a little, because this is the first time someone has ever cooked for him, not even Yunho has done so. Jae walked over: "You.. you don't have to.."

Siwon: "But I want to make sure you recover as soon as possible."

Jae looked at Siwon and smiled warmly, Siwon widens his eyes and said: "Jae, I could die if I get to see your smile everyday."

Jae: "Huh?"

Suddenly, Siwon took Jae's hand and put on a very serious face as he said: "Jae, I really like you. I really do, if you can please give me a chance. I am sure I can make you happier than right now."

Jae looked at Siwon shockingly, then he looked away and bits onto his lips, he knows that Siwon is a very good and nice guy, also, he could probably do make him happier but his love for Yunho is too strong. There is nothing right now that can make him stop loving Yunho for the second. Jae swallows hard, and softly stated, "Siwon ah.. I know how much you like, but.. sorry, I really love Yunho and.. even though he had hurt me but I.. I don't think I can stop loving him.."

Siwon looked very disappointed and sad, but he still showed a smile and slowly let go of Jae's hand, "I understand." That was all Siwon said out from his curved upward lips. Jae felt very bad and sorry but he knows he loves Yunho and on one else.

Just then, a loud knock could be heard on the door. Both Siwon and Jae turned over, and then could hear Yunho's loud voice calling Siwon's name. Siwon held Jae back and walked over to the door.

"YAH! WHERE THE HECK IS JAEJOONG?" Yunho yelled the first thing after the door opened.

Siwon looked at Yunho: "How would I know?"

Yunho grabbed onto Siwon's shirt, "Yah! Don't you dare take him away from me! If you don't give him back to me right this second I am going to kill you and I mean it!"

"Yunho!" Jae called and stared at Yunho fearfully because Yunho's face looked very scary as if he could kill anyone right now.

Yunho pushed Siwon away and walked over to Jae, but Jae backed up a few steps from him, "Yah! You! Come home with me!"

Yunho grabbed onto Jae's arm and pulled him out, then hardly, Yunho throws Jae into the car. On the whole ride, Jae didn't dare to say anything because he could hear Yunho's heavy and mad breath right next to him. Jae pov- He is so scary, I have never seen him this way for a long time.

After Yunho parked in front of the house, he turned over to Jae not getting out from the car. Yunho: "DON'T YOU EVER LEAVE LIKE THAT AGAIN! UNDERSTAND?"

Jae wanted to say something, but Yunho wrapped his arm around Jae's body and pulled him close as he pressed his lips onto Jae's. Jae widens his eyes but slowly he closed them as he felt Yunho's tongue licking and sucking onto his lips. After a long kiss, Yunho breaks away from Jae and looked at Jae with eyes full of tenderness and cherish. Slowly, Yunho touches and pats Jae's head, "I was so worried about you.. Pabo.. I thought I was going to lose you."

Jae looked at Yunho and suddenly cries out loud as he hugs onto Yunho tightly, "I thought.. I thought.. you don't want me anymore.."

Yunho whispers with a smile on his face, "You are really a Pabo!"

After a while, both of them got out from the car and Yunho carried Jae up. Jae looked at Yunho: "What are you doing?"

Yunho smiled suggestively: "We weren't done last time.. remember?"

Jae playfully hits Yunho on the chest, "I don't wanna.."

"Oh really?" Yunho asked sarcastically, "We will see about that!"

Yunho then carried Jae all the way up to the bedroom, then he kicked the door from the inside to lock it up. Yunho then drops Jae on the bed and Jae looked up at Yunho as Yunho stared at him.

"So, where did we left off?" Yunho asked seductively.

Jae giggles, then Yunho leans over and bends down on the bed as he started to kiss Jae on the neck and sucking onto his soft skin here and there. Yunho then reaches over to Jae's lips as he kisses Jae passionately on the lips while sucking onto Jae's top and bottom lips softly. Then Yunho slips his tongue into Jae's mouth and sucks onto Jae's tongue softly. Jae let out a little moan: "Ahh.. Yun ah.."

Yunho felt his member was already hardened, so he moved his hand into Jae's shirt and rubbing his palm on Jae's soft skin while pinching Jae's nipples lightly. Jae shuts his eyes tightly: "Ahh.. Uhh.. Yun.."

Yunho took Jae's shirt off and sucks hardly onto Jae's nipples, and Jae moaned loudly, "AHHH! God.. Yun ah.. harder.. ahhh.."

Yunho kneels in between of Jae's long legs and he took his pants and boxers off together. Then he placed Jae's hand on his member and making Jae stroking it softly a few times. Then he lets go of Jae's hand while Jae continued to stroke it. Yunho smiles, "Now, do you still don't want to?"

"Of course not!" Jae said playfully and sticks his tongue out at Yunho.

Yunho smirks and then took Jae's pants and boxers off too, as he started to stroke onto Jae's member too. "Uhh.." Moans were escaping from Jae's mouth uncontrollably. Yunho smiles and kisses Jae's stomach lightly then whispered, "What about now?"

Jae: "Ahh.. Yun.. I want it.. I want it.."

Yunho then kisses down from Jae's stomach to his member, slowly he slides the member into his mouth and feeling Jae's warmth filling his mouth entirely. Jae: "Ahhh.. Uhh.."

Yunho speeds up the pace and started to give Jae a wet blow job making Jae feel as if his body was getting lighter and lighter every minute. Jae: "oh..oh.. Yun.. faster.. faster.."

Yunho stops and smiles at Jae: "Then beg me!"

Jae: "Yunho.."

Yunho whispers: "Beg me Jae!"

"Please Yunho! I beg you!" Jae begs and looks at Yunho with puppy eyes.

Yunho smiles and speeds up more and suddenly he felt Jae's stomach tightens and his member got better in his mouth. Then Jae releases himself entirely in Yunho's mouth.

Without letting Jae take a break, Yunho then flips Jae's legs up to his shoulder and quickly he took his own pants off and positioned himself in front of Jae's hole. Jae was still breathing hard from his own orgasm. Then he felt Yunho pushed his whole member into himself all at all.

Jae: "AHHHH! YUNHO!"

Jae closes his eyes and grabbed onto the bed sheet tightly, and Yunho moans too: "Ahhh.. Jae ah.. so tight.."

Jae jerked his back up a little and trying to fix his position to lessen the pain. Yunho kisses Jae's cheek as he bents down: "Jae.. I love you.."

Jae moans and couldn't give a reply while Yunho started to thrust into the tight hole slowly yet hardly. Yunho: "Ahhh.. gosh.. I love you Jae.. Ahhh.."

Jae moans at every thrust that he felt around his now so warm hole, and he felt Yunho pumping into him in a harder and faster rate. Yunho holds onto Jae's legs and moving his hips none stop to feel the pleasure building inside of him and about to explode. Soon, both of them reached orgasm with Jae cum the second time and collapsed on each other.

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Chapter 18

Party Invitation

Jae lying next to Yunho said softly, "Yun.."

Yunho looked over, and Jae held onto Yunho's hand, "Do you have anything with that secretary?"

"Do you have anything with that Choi Siwon?" Yunho asked back without answering Jae.

Jae shakes his head and Yunho looks over at Jae, said, "Okay, then I will forgive you this time."

"What the hell? I should be the one who forgive you." Jae smiles and moved closer to Yunho, "Yun, I thought you really went out to make kids with her."

Yunho: "Oh really? You think I am stupid enough to lose you to that Choi Siwon huh?"

Jae giggles and hugs onto Yunho across the waist, "But.. what should we do with the kid thing?"

Yunho signed hard, "I am more worried about the media first than the kid first."

Jae looks over: "Why can't you just admit our relationship to the media. Just tell them about our relationship back in college that wouldn't hurt for now. It was in the past anyways."

"I can't Jae!" Yunho explained, "I am no longer a college student anymore, and I am a public figure who a lot of people look up to. I also have this huge Jung's company under my hand, what would the workers think of me? I don't care about liking a guy, but the public still cannot accept this yet."

Jae kept quiet because he really didn't know what to say, even though he really dislikes the way that Yunho was caring too much about the public view of him over his true feelings. It didn't seem like the Yunho that he used to know, but then again, Yunho is right they are no longer the careless college students anymore. Other the public view, Yunho also carries a responsibility for everyone in the company that works for him.

"Then what are you planning to do?" Jae asked after a few minutes of silence from both of them.

"I.. I.." Yunho swallows and knows that his decision is going to hurt Jae's feelings, but there is no better choice, "I think I will just get a fake girlfriend to fool the media and try to get their attention off me first."

Jae turned away from Yunho and kept quiet. Yunho looked at Jae and found Jae closed his eyes, Yunho pov- Of course he doesn't like the idea, but this is the best thing that I can come up with now. Sorry.. Jae..

Yunho touches Jae's sleeping face and whispers: "I will always love you. Please trust me."

Jae was asleep at all, but he didn't want to respond anything because he knows that he should trust Yunho more but the thought of Yunho with a girl really makes Jae's heart ache a lot. Jae kept his eyes closed and felt Yunho hugged onto him around the waist and went to sleep fast.

Next day..

Yunho went to work and never felt better because he knows that at least he has Jae's approval of the idea to get rid of the media. Also, making up with Jae was the best thing that had happened in the past few days. Yunho felt very happy and greeted everyone in the company when he was walking in the building.

Knock.. Knock..

"Come in!" Yunho called out.

Seul Gi walked in while holding some files and documents in her hands. Seul Gi smiled at Yunho and placed all the documents on the table, "These are the documents you need to read over and give the approval to those that you think are good."

Yunho nodded: "Thank you."

"Yunho ah.." Seul Gi called out, and Yunho looked over, "Nae?"

"Are you okay?" Seul Gi asked.

"What do you mean?" Yunho was a little confused.

"You just ran off the other day and I didn't know what happened." Seul Gi asked and sounding very caring.

"Oh! It was nothing. Don't worry about it." Yunho replied and looked through the documents not really noticing Seul Gi's caring attitude and voice.

Seul Gi then placed an envelop on top of the documents that Yunho was looking at, and Yunho stared at it, "What is that?"

"It's an invitation." Seul Gi answered, and Yunho took it as he opened it, then Seul Gi explained, "It is an invitation to a gathering or party, as they call it, for all the successful business man around Asia. I believe your father would be the one to go usually but this time they invited you."

Yunho: "Business party! Okay.. thank you.."

Seul Gi turned around and walked toward the door, but before she stepped out she turned to Yunho and said, "Remember, it was stated in the documents that you have to bring a date with you, for most business man are already married and have wife."

Yunho suddenly looked up and Seul Gi exited from the office. Yunho pov- WHAT? BRING A DATE? HOW IN THE WORLD AM I SUPPOSE TO TAKE JAEJOONG THERE WITH ME? ARGH! DAMN THIS STUPID PARTY.

Seul Gi walking down the hall way and smiling to herself pov- Well, I guess Yunho wouldn't really have a date, so maybe I could be the one that he decides to bring and take to the party. Gosh! My heart is making such a loud and fast sound every second, I really hope he would ask me.. please..

Yunho took his phone out and dialed Yoochun's number. "What do you want?" Yoochun answered playfully.

"Yah! Did you see this party invitation thing?" Yunho asked.

"Unfortunately.. yes.." Yoochun replied.

"What do you plan to do about it?" Yunho asked.

"I will bring Su with me." Yoochun replied, and Yunho screamed on the phone: "WHAT ARE YOU INSANE?"

Yoochun: "Yah! Stupid screaming in the phone you are hurting my ears, well, of course I am serious, first above most of the workers at my place knows that I have a boyfriend, secondly, Park's is much smaller than Jung's so I was even surprised that I was invited to the party. Thirdly.."

Yoochun paused for a second and started to laugh out loud, Yunho: "What? Why are you laughing? Thirdly what?"

"All the media focus are on you on, so why should I worry so much plus no one will notice that I brought Su with me." Yoochun said with a happy tone.

Yunho listened to all of Yoochun's reasons and he so wished that he could bring Jae with him, so he signed deeply, "What should I do then? I can't bring Jae."

"Of course you can't if you still want Jung's to survive." Yoochun said, "I suggest you to bring a girl date with you. Just ask a girl as a date, Jae wouldn't get mad right? I mean it's just one night, it's not like you are going to get married to her. Also, once you did that, the Medias would immediately back up on you and feeling bored of a fake rumor."

Yunho thinks for a second then said: "Fine! I will take your advice, I am just afraid Jae might get sad again.. I mean we just made up.."

"Don't worry, he will understand. Just tell him it's just one night and one date." Yoochun said, "Plus, I and Su are going to watch over you two."

Yunho: "Oh shut up! Alright, I will see you then."

"Later!" Yoochun hangs up, and Yunho stared at his desk for a moment then signed deeply, pov- I will make Jae trust me and understand me. I can do it!

Seul Gi has been sitting in her office for the whole day, but Yunho never came to ask her. She hanged her head low as the clock hit the time to be off work. Seul Gi stood up and gathered her things as she stepped out from the office, looking over at Yunho's office noticed that he already left, Seul Gi pov- is he not going to ask me? Then who is he going to bring?

Yunho rushed home and saw Jae cooking in the kitchen. Yunho walked behind Jae and hugged him from the back as he whispered into Jae's ears, "It is so nice to see you cook for me after I get off from the bring work."

Jae was a little surprised because he didn't hear Yunho come in, he turned around and smiled: "Yunho ah.. you are back.. I didn't even know.."

Jae then turned the gas off and placed the last plate of food on the table as he smiled: "Eat up Yunho! I felt that I haven't cooked for you in such a long time."

Yunho smiled and sat down on the table as he began to dig in, then Jae teased: "I bet I cook better than your little secretary even though I am a guy."

Yunho looked up and smiled at Jae: "Yah!"

Jae giggled and sat down next to Yunho as he began to eat too: "Do you like it?"

Yunho nodded and stuffing himself, "Of course!"

Jae looked over at Yunho: "Yun.. I have to tell you something.."

Yunho turned over after hearing the seriousness in Jae's voice, "What is it?"

"You see.. Mrs. Choi is getting really sick now.. I think it is better to take her to the hospital so the nurses could watch over her better than I do. After all I am a guy, and there are some things I can't really do for her." Jae explained and looked at Yunho for his response.

Yunho: "Have you talked to Mrs. Choi about it?"

Jae nodded: "I did, and she agreed already."

Yunho: "Okay then we will call the hospital and ask the doctors and nurses to take her there. I will make sure she gets the best care in there."

Jae smiles and said: "Thank you Yunho."

"No I should thank you Jae. You are the one who is always taking care of her while I was so busy with work. Thank you Jae." Yunho said and hugs onto Jae. Then Jae blushed and said, "Mrs. Choi is like my family too."

Yunho nodded but at the same time he felt so heavy of the words for him to go to the party with some girl. He still couldn't let those words out from his mouth yet. Watching Jae doing the dishes after they were done eating, Yunho knew that he will have to break the news to Jae sooner or later.

Yunho signed deeply, "Jaejoong ah.."

Jae turned around and turned the water off after the last cup was washed, then he walked over to Yunho: "Nae?"

Yunho pulled Jae over and made Jae sat on his laps, then Jae looked at Yunho's face: "What is it Yunho?"

Hugging onto Jae, Yunho felt more courage to say it out, "Jaejoong ah.. I am invited to this business party thing."

"Oh! That's a good thing." Jae said without hesitation.

"Well, in order to attend the party.. I.. I have to bring a date." Yunho felt that he was choking on his words a little.

Jae looked at Yunho's eyes which were avoiding eye-contact with his own. Jae knew exactly what is going on already, so he said, "And of course you can't bring a guy.. means.. me.."

Yunho looked over at Jae: "No Jae! I would really love to bring you.. but.. the.. the stupid fucking media.."

Jae looked down: "So.. what's your plan?"

Yunho: "Well, Jae, the reason that I am telling you right now is that I want you to trust me. I want you to understand my situation. I am going to be honest with you and I want you to give me your full trust. I am going to bring a girl with me as a date. But trust me, it is only going to be one night and just one date. Yoochun and Junsu are also going to be there, they will be watching over me, if I ever did anything with the girl they will tell you. Even if Yoochun doesn't.. I am sure Junsu will.. so.. do you trust me on this?"

Jae stared at Yunho who had just gave him a long speech and begging of trust, he knows that he doesn't want to but he has to. Looking at Yunho in the eyes, Jae could see honest and he knows that because that he misunderstood Yunho so much before so that's why both of them got hurt before. Jae swallows hard and hugs Yunho around his neck as he nodded his head, "Yunho.. I trust you.. it is only going to be one date.. that's all.."

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Chapter 19

The date

Yunho's pov..

Walking down the hallway toward my office, I knew that the next day is going to be the party but I still haven't gotten a date yet. I don't know, I have a feeling that the later I go get this so-called date then the less and later I will hurt Jae. I know my feelings for Jae would never change no matter what happens, so this date will not trouble me at all. I will just have to go to the stupid party and get it over with.. then I will..

Bang!

"Oww!"

Suddenly, I was knocked down on the ground by someone and I fall hard on back while supporting myself with my arms. I heard a soft groan from the other person and I looked up saw Seul Gi on the ground in front of me.

"Seul Gi ah.. are you okay?" I looked at her having a painfully expression on and rubbing on her arms. Then she looked over at me and smiled weakly, "Oh.. Mr. Jung! Sorry.. I am fine.."

I stood up and felt a little awkward hearing her calling me Mr. Jung, and I rushed over to help her up. I apologized to her too, "Sorry, I didn't really notice.. I was thinking about something.."

Seul Gi looked down and said in a soft voice, "I have some documents for you to sign, do you have time to look at it right now?"

I nodded and walked over to my office as I opened the door and Seul Gi followed me inside while closing the door behind her. I turned around and noticed that she looked very uneasy and I noticed that she had been whispering when we were outside of the office.

I took over the documents and looked up at Seul Gi, "Are you okay? You don't seem to feel good."

"No, I am fine!" Seul Gi replied.

"Did I hurt you by knocking you down?" I was worried that I might have hurt her, since she is a girl and I could feel I fall down very hard on the ground myself.

Seul Gi rubs her arm and shakes her head, "It's really nothing. I did hit the ground pretty hard, but I don't think I was hurt anymore. I was just annoyed with all the rumors outside.."

Seul Gi quickly covered her mouth and looked away from me, but her words caught my ears and I looked up, "What? What rumors?"

"No.. nothing.." Seul Gi quickly said but I can tell that there is something that she is hidden from me, and she looked up at me knowing that I am not believing her. She made a soft sigh and looked away from my eyes, "Okay.. it's just some stupid rumors going around our company.. it is really not that big of a deal, and come to think about it.. it is all my fault so please don't be bothered about it."

I looked up and asked: "What is the rumor?"

"Well.." Seul Gi looked nervous to say it, but slowly she opened her mouth back up again, "Ever since that day, when we were stuck in the elevator then the next day people saw us getting out from the elevator together.. and you.. you were carrying me, because I was sick.. so then people started to say random things.. and I.."

I stared at Seul Gi and realized that these things have been just passing by me and I didn't even know. Seul Gi.. she must be very bothered then..

"I am sorry.. I didn't know it would bother you so much.."

I apologized and stood up from my chair.

"No.. it's okay!" Seul Gi quickly said, "Actually, they never bother me.. really.. I.. I think people are just bored that's why they like to spread weird rumors. I am already used to these things getting to the age I am now."

I looked up at Seul Gi and she smiled at me, "I hope I didn't bother you too much by telling you all these. I will go back to work now."

I looked at her and suddenly I thought of an idea. If people were already talking about her and me, then maybe it would be less trouble to bring attention onto another random girl and ruin someone else's reputation. I feel so bad for asking though, but if it was only a casual date, then.. it should be fine..

"Seul Gi ah.." I called before she could step out from my room. I looked up and saw her turned around to look at me, "Erm.. about the party.."

I bit on my lips and feeling the guiltiness rushing through my body for doing this to Jae and myself, but this is the only way I can make things better. "If you don't mind.. do you want to be my date?" I finished the question and looked away waiting for the answer. I don't know what she would say, because she probably already figured that it was just a favor instead of a real date.

Seul Gi paused for a second, then she smiled big as I could see from the corner of my sight, "Of course! I would love you. It is a favor I said I own you and I will take it as one too."

"Really?" I was happy that she stated it the way I wanted her to think, "You would really do this for me?"

"Of course! This will stop all the medias from bothering you and it is better for our company too." Seul Gi replied with a sincerely smile on her face, and I nodded with a smile back. Then I took out my wallet and it brought question marks on her face. I knew that she needed a dress and do her hair, and there is no way I would let her pay all of that by herself.

I took out my card and walked over to her, "Thank you for doing this for me, and take this card to fill all your needs such as dress, hair-style, make-up and anything else. I will pick you up at the party night, and if you need anything just give me a call."

Seul Gi nodded and took my card, then she looked up at me and I said: "Also, you can leave work early today.. anytime you want, because I am sure you have many things to prepare."

Seul Gi smiled at me and nodded: "Thank you.. Yunho ah.. you are a very thoughtful guy.. really.."

Then she left my office and I could see her smile remaining on her face for a long time. She seemed happier than I thought.

End of pov..

Seul Gi stepped out from the office holding the card that Yunho passed to her, pov- Aish.. my heart was beating so fast when he was asking me but I had to hold my normal face and expression. It was so hard to do.. but my mind was already way too happy to accept this.. a date.. a date with such a great guy.. and he is more thoughtful than I thought..

Seul Gi smiled to herself and was so grateful that Yunho asked her to be his date, then she gathered her files and stepped out from the building to prepare her needs for attending the party with a more than happy feeling in her heart.

Party night..

Jae's pov..

Standing next to Yunho, I looked at him staring at himself in the mirror. He looks so hot with this suit on him and how I wished that I could be the one next to him when he introduce himself and his date to the other people at the party. Yunho is such a handsome guy and indeed I am jealous of that girl who is going to have Yunho all to herself today.

"You look handsome.. Yunho ah.." I whispered and sliding my hand down from his shoulder to his waist. What a nice and built body.. but he is not going to be mine tonight..

Yunho turned over and looked into my eyes, "Jae! It is only going to be a date.. please don't think too much okay?"

"I am not!" I replied, but that is a lie. I am thinking way too much already and I hate the feeling of giving Yunho away to someone else. But I know in order to be with him I will have to make sacrifices. That lucky Junsu, who gets to be with Yoochun wherever he goes. I sometimes wish Yunho could be less famous and high up in the social status. If he was just a normal and ordinary guy then would our lives have been better and easier?

Yunho held onto my shoulder: "Jae.. please don't hold this sad face on.. this will make me feel guilty and uneasy.."

"Sorry Yun.. but.. I.." I swallow hard and looked away.

"I know!" Yunho said, "I know you are worried, Jae.. trust me.. after tonight, I will spend more time with you. I promise, nothing will happen tonight.. okay?"

I looked up at Yunho in the eyes and slowly I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned over to pack onto his lips slowly. Yunho closed his eyes and before I could pull away he held his arms around my waist and began to deepen the kiss while sucking on the bottom of my lips. His kisses are always so comfortable and easing. Slowly, we pulled apart from each other breathlessly.

"Trust me Jae! I love you!" Yunho said, and I nodded my head as I hugged onto him tightly, "Yun ah.. I trust you.. oh by the way.. who is your date? I never asked."

I looked up at Yunho's face and suddenly I saw him looking away from me. Why is he like this? Do I happen to know the girl or something? I looked at him and wondered why does he look so uneasy right now?

Slowly, Yunho opened his mouth, "It's.. erm.. my secretary.."

I widened my eyes and looked at Yunho as I remembered the girl whom Yunho carried to the ambulance.. the girl who cooked for Yunho and eating breakfast with Yunho in his office.. that girl.. why her?

"Jae ah.. please don't think too much, I really didn't know anyone else to ask this favor to. Plus, she is a really good girl. She knows that it was only a favor. Trust me, she is the best person to act as my date tonight." Yunho quickly explained.

I looked up at Yunho in the eyes and felt my heart hurting a little, why her? That girl.. she is so obviously interested in you Yunho.. or am I just too sensitive? I couldn't say anything right now, and I didn't know what to say now? I didn't want to argue or fight with Yunho right now, but.. my heart.. hurts so much..

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Chapter 20

A kiss

Yunho stopped his car in front of Seul Gi's house and he stepped out from the car knowing that Seul Gi might be taking a little longer since girls always take more time to prepare themselves, but when he was just looked up the door opened.

Yunho widens his eyes as he saw the Seul Gi in front of him. She looked very pretty and for the first time he had seen her this way, wearing a white formal dress while showing the back and she had her hair curled big- waves and let down. She applied light brown eye shadow on her eyes and matched with her nail color. Her eye-lashes were made extra longer and curled up very pretty.

Seul Gi walked over to Yunho and smiled brightly: "You look good Yunho ah.."

Yunho pulled himself together and looked at Seul Gi with a smile: "You look very pretty too."

Seul Gi smiled shyly and said: "I hope I will not let you done tonight in front of the other famous business people."

"You sure won't!" Yunho said and opened the door for Seul Gi as she stepped in and Yunho went to the driver's seat still cannot get over the fact that Seul Gi has prepared herself to be so stunning tonight. But then, Jae's image came across his mind, Yunho smiled to himself pov- Jae would look more beautiful if he could dress like this.

Sitting at home, Jae stared out from the window where Yunho's car has disappeared a long time ago, but he didn't move at all. How he wished that he could be with Yunho right now and show himself in the public with Yunho.. but he is not lucky enough, and that secretary is going to be Yunho's date tonight is what bothered him the most. Thinking about this, Jae signed and felt tears rolling around in his eyes but he wouldn't let them fall out, because he knows that he should have trusted Yunho more.

Jae turned away from the window and decided to go somewhere instead of sitting in his room and wondering about random things. He changed and looked at himself in the mirror before he headed out to the door.

Driver: "Oh Jaejoong ah.. did you need to go somewhere? Do you want me to drop you off?"

Jae looked over at Jung's driver who is washing the car, and he shakes his head: "No! It's okay, I will take the bus."

Jae walked out from the Jung's mansion and he didn't know where he could go at this hour. Jae looked down at his watch and then signed, pov- where should I go now? Even Yoochun and Junsu went to the party and no one can hang out with me anymore. Changmin? No, he is probably busy with his wife and maybe he went to the party with his wife too.. ahhh.. what should I do now? Oh, maybe I should pay Mrs. Choi a visit at the hospital.

Jae nodded and walked over to the bus stop and looked at the bus times and lines. Then he got on the right bus to take him to the hospital after the bus came. Sitting down near the window, Jae spaced out at the city. Jae felt that Yunho has been so busy with everything and he had so little time for himself ever since they got back from the honeymoon. Jae pov- I really miss the days when we were on honeymoon, and I loved that Yunho back then so much. He was always there for me, and whenever I look behind me he would always show me his smile. But right now, when I look behind me.. there is nothing back an empty space..

Jae turned his head to the other side a little, and he could see some girls giggling at the other side and staring at him. Jae quickly turned his head away from them and it felt so wrong to him when girls check him out like that. Even though, Jae is a guy but he really doesn't feel anything toward a girl anymore. Jae pov- I can't believe Yunho was actually with a girl before me.. what can a girl do for him? When I am around girls I feel that I am the same with them basically and there could be nothing happening between me and any girl no matter how pretty they are. How come Yunho can have feelings to girls before? Or does he still do?

Jae got up when the bus stopped in front of the hospital and he walked into the building wondering random thoughts in his mind. Opening the door to Mrs. Choi's room, Jae slowly entered and not dare to make any loud noises.

Jae could see that Mrs. Choi was in a deep sleep already and he didn't want to disturb her. Slowly, Jae sat down on the chair next to her bed and grabbing onto her hand he whispered: "Mrs. Choi! Jae is here to see you.. I really hope you would get well soon and come back to the house, do you know.. right now, you are not even in the house anymore, and do you know how lonely I feel sitting in am empty house all by myself?"

Jae swallows hard as he felt tears rolling down from his face, "My mom abandoned me and my dad left me. I have always seen you as my mom, and I wished that I could call you Umma, so please don't ever leave me. Okay?"

Jae was now sobbing hard and he wipes his tears away as he stared at Mrs. Choi's peaceful sleeping face and at this second he missed the feeling of having a family. Suddenly, a hand came into his sight with a tissue paper, Jae quickly turned around and he was shocked to see who was standing beside him without his knowledge at all.

"Jaejoong ah.. why are you crying again?" Siwon asked.

"Si.. Siwon shi.." Jae sounded very shocked.

Siwon smiled and wipes Jae's tears away for him with the tissue paper, and then Jae stood up as he walked out from Mrs. Choi's room with Siwon so they would not wake her up.

Jae looked at Siwon while sitting on the chairs outside of the room and Siwon smiled, "I am working in here temporarily and I was just about to get off from my work, then I saw you coming into this room so I followed."

Jae nodded: "Mrs. Choi is Jung's house-keeper, but she is getting old now and Yunho and I decided to move her to the hospital for better care."

"That is a very smart choice. You know our nurses and doctors really do give the best care for patience, especially the senior citizens, they need the health care the most." Siwon said with confident, then he turned to Jae, "Where is your boyfriend? He looked so mad least that I was worried about you."

Jae: "Oh! Sorry about last time, Yunho was very rude to yell at you and pull me away like that. I apologize for him."

Jae bowed his head a little, and Siwon smiled: "Don't worry, I could already see what kind of person your boyfriend is when I first met him. I have seen those kind of people a lot actually, and to be honest, I don't like him as a person at all."

Jae looked at Siwon's face as he talks, and Siwon smiled at Jae: "So, where is he now?"

Jae looked down at his fingers and bits on his lips, Siwon looked at Jae and signed: "Come on! Let's talk somewhere else. This is the hospital after all."

Jae nodded and walked out with Siwon as both of them got into Siwon's car. Siwon didn't take Jae home this time, instead he stopped in a park nearby and walked out from the car. Jae followed Siwon and right now the sky was already dark with a lonely moon hanging above their heads.

Jae walked forward and Siwon beside him, none of them said anything but just walked in silence. Siwon signed and broke the silent atmosphere, "Jae.. Can I call you that?"

Jae looked over and nodded his head, Siwon: "Jae, why do you love someone who always make you sad and make you cry?"

Jae looked down and stopped walking, then Siwon looked back at him said, "I don't know what did he do this time, but look at your face, you are always the one who gets hurt and I don't believe this is how two people in love should be like. If he truly loves you, then why are you always crying silently behind his back.. I can see that all he knows how to do is take in control of your love and force you to go back to him when you leave. Why do you let him control over your life? Even if you tell me that because you love him, I still don't see why you have to do all these for him and making yourself so sad. Jae, you deserve to be happy.. and I know you can be happy too.."

"No! Yunho is not like that. He loves me and he knows how to show it too." Jae defended, "He is just busy with other things right now, but he loves me and he knows what the right thing to do is. He may be forceful on the outside, but he is actually very caring and nice on the inside. We have both been through so much before, and I know his love for me."

Siwon signed at the stubborn Jae and said: "Oh really? Then tell me, why is the reason behind those tears shinning in your eyes?"

Jae looked away and wipes his tears away, then he looked back at Siwon's serious and concerned face. Jae signed deeply, "I.. I just felt very lonely.."

"I know there is a big party with all the business man tonight and they were required to bring a date." Siwon said not letting Jae say any more words, "Since you are here all by yourself, so you must be sad that he brought someone else with him to the party right?"

Jae looked up at Siwon and didn't know what to say, Siwon: "I guess for a figure like him he would not bring a guy with him and tell the media that his date is a man right? So obviously, he brought a girl with him to the party."

"But it is only one date!" Jae argued and still trying to fight back with Siwon that Yunho is a good guy. But Siwon just laughed coldly, "One date? Do you even know how does Yunho feel toward girls?"

"Huh?" Jae looked at Siwon and Siwon said while holding a serious face, "Jae, not all guys are like you.. Yunho isn't the type of guy who would only like guys, and I can see that he also has interest in girls is just that he can go both ways and you were the one who got his love at the end. How do you even know that he wouldn't get his interest back on a pretty girl, who dressed in a very stunning dress with nice hair and make-up.. catching all the eyes on her.. such a date, I am sure even Yunho would have a speed up heart beat standing beside her.."

Jae widens his eyes as he felt every word that came out from Siwon's mouth had hit him hard on the head. Every detailed that Siwon used to describe the girl had reminded him so much of that one girl he saw Yunho with. Jae covers his face with his hands slowly and felt his heart turning cold and sinking down to the bottom. Tears formed in his closed eyes, and he bits onto his lips as his shoulders shaking none stop.

Siwon: "Jaejoong ah.. love isn't all about forgiving.. you also have to know when is the right time to stop him from going too far.. but letting him get so close with a girl isn't such a bright idea.."

Jae felt his body weaken and knowing that girl could have Yunho all to herself. Jae cried.. and cried hard.. if anyone was trying to take Yunho away from him then he would wish the person to be a guy instead of a girl.. because girls can give Yunho something that he can't.. a child.. yes.. a child.. a family that every man wants..

Siwon looked at Jae painfully, and he slowly pulled Jae's hands down from his face. Tears were shinning under the moon on Jae's beautiful face, Siwon stared at this pitiful beauty in front of him and he felt that his heart and mind cannot control himself any longer.

Slowly, Siwon leaned in and searching for Jae's lips till he felt his own lips touching those soft rosy lips which were shaking under sniffing and sobbing movement. Siwon pulled his hand out and wrapped around Jae's waist, slowly, he started to kiss Jae deeply and passionately. With no energy to reject, Jae accepted this kiss that he felt could ease is unbearable pain a little at the moment as tears continuously rolled out from his eyes..

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Chapter 21

Feeling guilty

Yunho walked into the big auditorium with Seul Gi holding onto his arm, and the environment seemed to nice with everyone dressed up and all the business man looking successful standing around and having chats with each other.

As soon as he entered, Yunho saw Yoochun and Junsu grabbing drinks standing not far from him. Yunho looked over at Seul Gi gazing over the environment, "Come on! I will introduce you to my friends over there."

Seul Gi looked up and nodded, then Yunho walked over to Yoochun and Junsu. Yoochun looked past Junsu and saw Yunho with a girl. Yoochun smiled: "Hey there! You look nice today.."

Junsu looked over at Yunho then moved his eyes onto the girl, and he seemed very unhappy as he looked away without even saying "hey" to Yunho.

"You look very good too." Yunho replied as he sensed the unhappiness of Junsu, "Erm.. Yoochun.. Junsu.. this is Bae Seul Gi and she works as my secretary in the company also she is my date for tonight."

Seul Gi smiled at Yoochun and Junsu: "Nice to meet you."

Junsu looked over: "Oh! Your secretary? Wonder why you asked her to be your date."

Seul Gi didn't really sense anything from Junsu's sentence so she blushed and smiled while looking down. Yunho looked very uneasy and Yoochun nudges Junsu lightly, Junsu coughed a few times, "Nice to meet you! I am Kim Junsu."

"Hey! I am Park Yoochun!" Yoochun politely said, "Would you excuse us for a second."

Seul Gi nodded as Yoochun pulled Yunho away with Junsu. Yoochun: "Yah! Junsu! That was not nice at all."

"Oh well! It's not like she could understand what I was trying to say. Right Yunho?" Junsu said and looked at Yunho.

"Guys! I already said, it is only going to be one date. Plus, Yoochun, you were the one who gave me this idea." Yunho said and felt very guilty.

"Yeah! I did! But looks like, someone didn't really approve of it." Yoochun looked over at Junsu.

Junsu rolled his eyes, "Whatever! But I will be watching you Yunho, and you better not do anything to hurt Jae."

Yunho nodded and walked back to Seul Gi, Yoochun: "Junsu ah.. we should trust Yunho more, after all he is my friend and plus, he is doing this because he has too. For his status, if he tells everyone that he likes a guy then Jung's company will probably disappear in no time."

Junsu signed out deeply and kept his eyes fixed on Yunho and Seul Gi for his best friend, Jaejoong..

"I am sorry." Jae whispered standing next to Siwon with his head hanging low. "I was.. at a very weak moment.. I didn't mean too.."

"No! Please don't say that." Siwon cut off Jae's sentence, "I was the one at wrong. I shouldn't have done that, but don't worry, that kiss didn't mean anything.. it was out of pity.. I really felt hurt looking at you crying like that, so I wanted to comfort you."

"Really?" Jae looked up with tears still shining on his face. Siwon wipes the tears away, "Yeah! You didn't mislead me.. trust me.. I know it when kisses mean love and that kiss we just shared meant nothing but friendship okay?"

Jae slowly nodded his head and Siwon smiled, but he was so hurt inside. He felt his heart breaking in two slowly but he held a smile on his face and pats Jae lightly on the head while Jae wipes his tears away from his face.

"Mr. Jung!" An old yet very well dressed man called Yunho from the back, and Yunho turned around toward the man with Seul Gi next to him. "Nice to meet you! Mr. Jung, this must be your first time at the party.. I would usually see your father here, he was a fine and successful business man, and I am sure you will make one as well."

Yunho smiled politely and bowed to the obvious older man than himself, "Thank you, and you are.."

"I am the president from the Lee's company, if you have heard. I have been partners with your father for a few businesses." Mr. Lee said, then he turned toward the woman next to him, "This is my wife."

Yunho bowed again, "Mr. Lee! I have heard so much about you and your company. You are the number one company in Korea for oil and you own about five famous hotels and restaurants in the central area of the city. It is my pleasure to meet you, and also Mrs. Lee."

The woman nodded to Yunho, and Mr. Lee turned over to Seul Gi, "Oh! What a beautiful young lady you have here? May I know your name?"

Seul Gi smiled: "Hi! My name is Bae Seul Gi."

Mr. Lee shakes hands with her, "Yunho, you are one lucky guy to have such a beautiful woman with you, so did you two meet at the party or.."

"No! I am Yunho's date and I am his girlfriend in fact." Seul Gi said and made Yunho had shocked expression on his face. He turned over to Seul Gi and stared at her but she looked normal with a happy smile her face.

"Wow! You are a very lucky guy then! Yunho shi.. you better treat her well then, because I can see that she is one of the most beautiful and smart girl." Mr. Lee, "You young people these days.. ahhh.. I really admire your youth and I wish I could go back to those days."

Then Mr. Lee shakes hands with Yunho and walked away with his wife. Yoochun and Junsu who were not far away from Yunho heard everything and they both had their jaws dropped open. Junsu whispers: "Okay! Thanks for your great idea, now Yunho got not only a date but a GRILFRIEND!"

"Hey! Don't blame it on me, I didn't know she would say it like that, plus, Yunho didn't stop her." Yoochun tried to defend himself, but on the other hand, he knows that this one sentence is going to get Yunho into a lot of trouble in the future.

Standing outside of Jung's mansion, Jae bowed to Siwon: "Thank you for taking me home."

Siwon smiled while sitting in the car: "I hope I helped to make you feel better. Please don't cry anymore because you look prettier when you smile."

Jae nodded with a light smile and Siwon waved "good-bye" to Jae as he drove away. Jae signed and walked into the mansion. Seeing that Yunho still isn't back, Jae felt very sad and disappointed. He didn't feel like eating anything again so he went up to his room and lied down on the bed.

Jae looking out at the window and remembered the kiss with Siwon, he touches his lips pov- I know it was wrong to kiss him, but he really made me feel warm and calm when I was at such a weak stage. But I know I am going to feel so guilty facing Yunho right now.. Ahhh..

After the party, Yunho took Seul Gi home. Stopping in front of Seul Gi's house, Yunho who didn't talk during the whole ride turned to Seul Gi, "Thanks for tonight Seul Gi.. I really appreciated it.."

"You have been quiet for the whole ride. Are you okay?" Seul Gi asked caringly.

"Yes, I am fine.." Yunho answered, then he turned away, "Seul Gi.. why did you tell the others that you are my girlfriend? I thought I said.. it was just one date.."

Seul Gi looked over at Yunho, and slowly she raised her hand while touching Yunho's face. Yunho turned toward Seul Gi while her hand was pressing onto his face, then she smiled while looking at Yunho in the eyes, "Because I really don't mind about my own reputation when it comes to you. In fact, I am happy to have any relations with you. Yunho ah.."

Then Seul Gi leaned forward and packed on Yunho's chin lightly very fast and gave Yunho no time to resist. She smiled and walked out from the car, "Good night!"

Then Seul Gi rushed into her house and leaving the dumbfounded Yunho sitting in the car while staring out of space. Slowly, Yunho turned his head back to face the front pov- AISH! What the heck was that? Jung Yunho.. why didn't you resist her? Why didn't you tell her that you were mad because what she told the other people? Why did you lead her on like that? Damn it! Is she falling for me? This is not good.. this is really bad.. ARGH!

Hitting his hand on the wheel, Yunho signed hard and slowly he started his car again and drove back home. When he stepped into the house, Yunho thought maybe Jae would still be waiting for him. The thought of that made him felt very bad for Jae, but walking into his room, Yunho found Jae already sleeping on the bed. Yunho felt a little disappointed pov- I guess he didn't wait for me.. that at least makes me feel a little easier..

Slowly, Yunho lied down and not wanting to wake Jae up.. Yunho looked over at Jae's sleeping face and signed pov- I will have to make it clear with Seul Gi as soon as possible, because Jae is too innocent to get hurt and Appa is right, I have to make sure Jae doesn't do anything stupid.. because I know he would if I make him upset..

The next day..

Jae felt a hand going around his waist and reaching into his shirt while he was still asleep. Slowly, Jae opened his eyes and saw Yunho staring at his face. Startled a little, Jae looked at Yunho, "Yun.."

Yunho smiled and kisses Jae on the forehead: "Good morning baby!"

Jae suddenly sat up and move away from Yunho a little: "Yun ah.. when did you come back last night?"

Yunho: "Oh! After you fall asleep, good thing I didn't wake you up."

Jae looked away from Yunho and felt very guilty at the second, so he jumped up from the bed: "I will.. erm.. go make breakfast for you."

Then Jae rushed out from the room, Yunho pov- Why is he acting so weird? Oh well.. breakfast sounds fine for me!

Yunho jumped up and walked into the shower, then when he stepped down the stairs after he was done he could smell the delicious odor of Jae's food. Yunho smiled and rushed into the kitchen as Jae placed the dishes on the table.

Yunho smiled: "Wow! This looks good. Jaejoong ah.. you are the best!"

Jae smiled and sat down in front of Yunho, then Yunho digs in on the food as he looked up at Jae: "Jae.. it's the weekend, we should spend it together. I know I have been so busy lately and never really have much time for you anymore, so this weekend let's spent it together.."

Jae looked up at Yunho and nodded his head with a very happy smile on his face, because he knows that Yunho wouldn't forget himself, after all, Yunho has made his promise to always love him.

Jae: "Yun.. let's go watch a movie then, I have always wanted to go watch a movie with you."

Yunho nodded: "Anything for you.. I am yours for this weekend! My heart is yours forever!"

Chapter 22

Movie Theater (rated)

After a very nice and sweet breakfast Yunho and Jae had finally got to share in such a long time, both of them immediately started to get ready to go out. Yunho finally had a chance to go back to his old self while putting on his casual clothes and looking at the mirror fixing his hair in a more fashioned way. Jae of course had to look pretty for this special day for both of them and he picked out a white V-neck and a pair of jeans as he smiled at himself in the mirror.

Then, Yunho and Jae walked out from their house hand in hand and stepped into Yunho's car. Jae looked over at Yunho while he was driving and smiled to himself pov- I was right, Yunho does still love me, and I don't need to worry about anything anymore, because I know Yunho will never change and he will forever be my Yunho. He was just too busy with work, so I should have been more understanding..

"Yunho ah.." Jae said, and Yunho looked over while stopping at a red light, Jae smiled: "I am so glad that we could spent this weekend together like before. I missed you so much these days."

Yunho touches Jae's chin and smiles: "I missed you a lot too Jae, and I am really sorry for being so busy with work but I am going to make it up to you today okay?"

Jae nodded and packs Yunho quickly on his lips, then Yunho continued to drive when the light turns green. After they got to the movie theatre, Yunho and Jae walked out from the car hand in hand and none of them cared much about the stares that they were receiving from people. Yunho knows too well that the medias were already backed off on his life since he brought Seul Gi to the party. Especially when Seul Gi decided to claim herself as his girlfriend, Yunho knows that he has no worries with anything now. Even though, Seul Gi is something he has to worry about later. Yunho pov- I have to make it clear to her.. because I don't ever want to hurt Jae.. I have been through so much with him and he is the only person I want from now on.

Yunho looked over at Jae who was busy picking a movie out and smiled as he put his arm around Jae's shoulder. Jae looked over and smiled at Yunho: "Yun ah.. I feel so happy right now. I hope we will have more times like this."

"We will! Trust me!" Yunho said and kisses Jae on the cheeks as Jae leans his head on Yunho's shoulder and smiled sweetly while looking up at the movie times still.

Seul Gi got out from a car with her friends and they were chatting happily. "Oh really? Your boss brought you to that famous party as a date? Oh my gosh! You are one lucky girl. But let me guess.. is your boss like a middle aged old man with no hair and a big stomach?" A girl asked and smiled.

Seul Gi slaps the girl on the arm lightly: "Yah! Do you think I am that pathetic? My boss is just around my age. His father gave the Jung's company in Korea to him and he is the new manager now. Well, I got my job was because I bumped into him in the elevator and I don't know, maybe he was attracted to me or something but he started to be really nice to me and he gave me the job as his secretary. Then he asked me out on a date to that party.. haha.. I really feel as if I can fly up to the sky any time because of happiness.."

Girl 2 pushes Seul Gi a little: "Yah! Stop dreaming! Maybe he was just playing with you.. if you say he is around your age and good looking and rich, then he is just playing with you, so be careful."

Seul Gi looks back at her friends: "I know! I thought about that too, but I really don't think he is that kind of person. I have never seen him with a girl or call any girls at all. He has always been so gentle with female workers in the company and it seems to me that he doesn't want to get involved with any girls at all. Maybe, he is waiting for his true love.. haha.."

Girl 3 pokes Seul Gi on the cheek: "Yah! Stop day dreaming! The movie is going to start soon. Let's go buy tickets now."

Seul Gi and the rest of the girls nodded their heads while heading off to the movie theatre. When they got to the line for movie tickets, Seul Gi looked around randomly but suddenly her eyes stopped on a familiar figure not far away from where she was standing. Seul Gi fixed her vision and looked closer pov- Is that who I think it was? Omo! It is him.. Yunho shi.. I can't believe this, even when I hang out with my friends I can still meet him.. haha.. maybe this is really called fate, maybe I will go say hey to him.. Omo, he looks even hotter in casual clothes just like a normal college hot guy and nothing like a boss in the office..

Seul Gi walked forward a few steps but then she suddenly stopped when she saw another figure moved out from behind of Yunho. Seul Gi looked closer and found Yunho warping his arm around the other person and kissing the person on the cheeks periodically. Seul Gi stopped her foot-steps and felt her heart aches a little, but then when she looked carefully he found the other person to be a guy. Seul Gi pov- OMG! Is that other person beside Yunho a guy? Why is Yunho kissing a guy?

Seul Gi suddenly covered her mouth and slowly she nods her head pov- The media was right after all.. Yunho shi does like guys instead of girls then.. Now many things explains, that's why he is not close to any girls and he doesn't have a date for the party. Oh! Jung Yunho shi.. there are so many things I didn't know about you.. but how come the way when he looks at me I could feel that he shows attraction in my also.. so, maybe he goes both ways..

Seul Gi looked at Yunho and the guy that he was hugging carefully, pov- what good can a guy do for him when he is in the status right now. He definitely needs a girl so he could have heirs to carry on the company. Plus.. as a girl, I should have more attractions than that guy right?

Seul Gi signed and thought to herself that she would not just give up on Yunho yet, because she is seriously already starting to like Yunho. Then, Seul Gi moved back to the line and bought her tickets as she walked into the theater with her friends.

Sitting in the theater..

"Yunho ah.. stop.. people will see.." Jae whines and stares up at Yunho's face, but Yunho just smiled and said: "Don't worry Jae, we are in the very back role. No one will see us."

Slowly, Yunho moves his hand into Jae's shirt and playing his hand on Jae's bare stomach. Feeling extremely sensitive to Yunho's touch, Jae started to get hard already. Yunho then turns Jae's face to face him and presses his lips on top of Jae's. Jae closes his eyes and felt Yunho's tongue slipping into his mouth like always and licking all over his mouth.

"Mmm.." Jae moans softly but his moans were covered by the noises coming from the movie. Yunho smiles and lets go slowly as he whispers: "Don't be so loud Jae Jae.."

"You are so bad Yunho! Very bad!" Jae looked at Yunho and pouted, then Yunho looked down at Jae's pants and even in the dark he could already see Jae getting hard. Yunho laughed softly as he took off his jacket and placed it on top of Jae's lap to cover Jae's hips and stomach. Then slowly Yunho moved his hands into Jae's moves. Unzipping the zipper, Yunho took Jae's member out from his boxer and pants.

"Yunho ah.. please don't.. what if people see.." Jae whispers and Yunho just fixed his eyes on the movie screen and pretended not to hear Jae at all. Jae whispers again as he felt Yunho slowly stroking his member, "Yun ah.. please stop.."

Yunho looked over and squeezes Jae's member softly, "You don't like it?"

"No.. but.." Jae blushes and looks around, then Yunho said: "Look around you, everyone is making out, do you think they care about what we do?"

Yunho was right, all the couples in the theatre were making out at this point. Jae looked back at Yunho and blinking his big eyes innocent, then Yunho smiled as he kisses Jae on the lips. Slowly, Jae accepts Yunho's passionate yet pleasurable kiss. Jae knows that he could never resist Yunho's touch and kiss and at the same time, Jae felt Yunho started to pace up on the stroking pattern on Yunho's hand on his member. Jae moans softly, "Ahh.. Uhh.. Yun ah.."

Yunho smiles and kisses over to Jae's ears as he licks around Jae's ear lobe and whispers: "Jae.. cum for me.."

Jae blushes but he knows he is already out of control under Yunho's touch, and soon he cum onto Yunho's hand. Then Yunho kisses Jae on the cheeks and said: "Good boy!"

Jae looked over at Yunho and pouts: "You are so bad Yunho.. you are always the one in control.."

"Because I am the man!" Yunho replied proudly. Jae pouts more: "Then what am I? I am a man too.. no, Jung Yunho.. I am not going to let you take control over me too much! You come with me!"

Jae fixed his pants and pulled Yunho up as both of them rushed out from the theatre and Jae dragged Yunho into the bathroom nearby. The bathroom was empty, and Jae smiled to himself as he grabbed Yunho into one of the stalls and he closed the door behind him while locking it.

Yunho looked up at Jae and smirked: "So.. what do you want to do to me?"

Jae: "Stop smirking! I am going to show you that I am a man too!"

"Oh really?" Yunho smirked more just to annoy Jae, and Jae said: "ARGH! YES!"

Then Jae grabbed onto Yunho's hands and pinned him against the wall, then Yunho smiles at Jae: "Wow! You are sure stronger than I thought.. then what?"

Jae smirked at Yunho this time and suddenly pressed his lips onto Yunho's hard then he licks around Yunho's lips and soon found his way into Yunho's mouth. Yunho moans underneath his breath: "Mmm.. Uhh.."

Slowly, Jae moves his hands down to Yunho's pants while feeling Yunho's already super hard member. Jae smiles and rubs his hands in circles outside of Yunho's pants while releasing Yunho's mouth and making him moan hard. Yunho: "Ahhh.. gosh Jae.. Ahhh.. yes.."

Jae then unzips Yunho's pants and took out Yunho's member, then he looked up at Yunho's face with expression of pleasure written all over it. Jae: "Yun ah.. tell me.. do you want it?"

Yunho: "God damn it Jae! You know what I want!"

"Then, am I a man too?" Jae asked and teasing Yunho with his fingers circling around the tip of Yunho's member.

"ARGH!" Yunho groaned and opened his eyes as he stares at Jae. "You are bad Jae! Very bad!"

Jae giggles: "Aww.. you look so cute Yunho.. I love it when I am in control.. so tell me, I am the man!"

Yunho suddenly smirks at Jae and quickly Yunho got out from Jae's grasp and suddenly held onto Jae's hips and turned Jae around while pushed Jae's back forward. Jae felt that he almost lost his balance so he supported himself with his arms against the wall and his butt facing Yunho.

"Yah!" Jae yelled and turns his head back to face Yunho, "I always fall on the ground.. what are you.. Yah.."

Not till Jae finished his sentence, Yunho already pulled Jae's pants and boxers down. Then slowly, Yunho inserted his finger into Jae's hole, and moans escapes from Jae's mouth: "Ahhh.. Uhhh.. Yun ah.. Ahhh.."

Yunho smirks: "So who is the man now?"

Chapter 23

The promise (rated)

Jae moans hard and knowing that he had once again falls under Yunho's control with no choice. Jae felt that his body is not listening to his mind instead it is fully under control of Yunho's hands movement on his body. While feeling more fingers were inserted into the burning hole, Jae moans loudly and turns his head back to look at Yunho: "Ahhh.. Uhhh.. Yun ah.. Ahhhh.."

"Jae! Do you want me?" Yunho whispers near Jae's ear and Jae frantically nodding his head. "Yun.. please.. Ahhh.."

Yunho smiles and took his fingers out then he positioned his burning member in front of Jae's hole. In fact, Yunho was at the urge of unable to control himself also, but he knows Jae would not say no at this second. Yunho smirked as he thrusts into Jae in one take hard and fast. "Ahhhhhh! Yunho ah.." Jae felt a sharp pain but yet so pleasurable at the same time. Yunho thrusts in and out of Jae hard and fast while Jae supporting himself on the wall in the stall.

"Ahhh Jae.. you are so naughty.. Ahhh.. feels so good.." Yunho moans and feeling his stomach started to tighten already. Yunho reaches his hands over to Jae's chest and pinning softly on Jae's hard nipples. Jae closes his eyes and moans hard: "Ahhh.. Yun ah.."

Suddenly, a hot stream of liquid could be felt by Jae inside of him and yet he is already so used to Yunho's temperature.. it makes him fill so comfortable and warm..

Yunho didn't pull himself out instead he holds Jae back up and kissing Jae on his necks none stop. Jae puts his hands on Yunho's neck and feeling Yunho's hands traveling all over his body. Jae: "Ahh.. Yun ah.. stop, we should go back to finish the movie now."

Yunho turns Jae around so they are facing each other and he smiles while giving a light pack on Jae's lips: "You haven't answered my question yet. Dragging me to a place like this, didn't you want to prove that you are a man? So what happened?"

Jae blushes and hides his face in Yunho's chest: "Yun ah.. stop it.."

Yunho chuckles at Jae's cuteness and helps Jae to put his clothes back on and his own as well, "Little Jae, should I tell you how cute you are when you try to stick it up to me? Haha.. but, you know I am always the man."

Jae sticks his tongue out at Yunho and said: "Whatever you say. I will pay you back someday."

"Oh really?" Yunho wraps his arm around Jae's neck and smiles while walking out from the bathroom with Jae, but when they just stepped out Yunho widens his eyes and quickly lets go of Jae.

Yunho looked ahead and Jae was very confused as he followed Yunho's vision then he saw not far away Yunho's secretary was walking over with her friends. Jae looked up at Yunho and found him staring at her.

"Oh Yunho ah.." Seul Gi smiled big and walked over to Yunho totally ignoring the fact that Yunho is together with Jae at the moment. "What a coincidence?"

"Seul Gi Shi! Nice to meet you here too." Yunho replied and felt very nervous because he didn't know if Seul Gi see him hugging Jae.

"Wow! Seul Gi, who is this? Mad to introduce?" A girl beside Seul Gi poked her and Seul Gi blushed, "This is my boss. Jung Yunho."

A girl then gave Yunho a suggestive look while nodding her head: "Oh.. I see.. I see.. well, it was nice of you to take care of our Seul Gi!"

"Yah!" Seul Gi hits the girl on the arm, "What are you talking about? You sound like my mom. Plus, who needs him to take care of me." Turning back to Yunho, Seul Gi blushed a lot, "Ahh.. I am sorry Yunho ah.. my friends are really annoying.."

Feeling totally ignored, Jae looked down and felt the pain in his heart once again. Why is this girl being so rude in front of him? Is he transparent? Jae pouts and looking away from them while stepping away a little bit.

"Aww.. he is so hot Seul Gi! I feel so happy for you." Another girl whispered but loud enough for everyone to hear.

Seul Gi blushes more and pushes the other girl: "Yah! You are too loud."

Yunho just smiling awkwardly at them not really doing anything which made Jae even more pissed. Jae pov- What is that Jung Yunho doing? Doesn't he know that I am still here? And that girl is just calling him by Yunho.. Aish.. should I not be jealous? But.. I am so mad inside..

"Yunho ah.. Sorry about my friends, I will see you at work okay? Bye!" Seul Gi said and touches Yunho on the arm then she walked away with her friends as if Yunho is her boyfriend already.

Jae stared at her back and looks down at his hands while he played with his fingers, pov- Calm down Jae! Calm down! Yunho is just trying to maintain his reputation but why do I feel that I am sacrificing so much for him?

"Jaejoong ah.." Yunho called and looking at the sad Jae with a pouting face on.

"What?" Jae asked and sounding totally pissed but he knows he shouldn't be like this, Yunho holds onto Jae's hand: "I am sorry. I had to pretend normal in front of my co-worker. You know right? I already explained to you."

Jae signed: "Yunho ah.. I really hope we can go back to the old days where you never wear a suit everyday and go to work everyday. But your secretary just then.. did she not see me at all? She was totally ignoring me right next to you."

"Oh! Don't mad about her, she is just shy around guys. She probably saw you but didn't really know what to say because I didn't introduce you first. It was my fault." Yunho explained but it seemed to Jae that it sounded like Yunho was defending for Seul Gi.

After the movie, Yunho and Jae went out for a dinner together and Jae soon let himself forget about everything that happened at the movie theater. Jae wanted to enjoy every second with Yunho alone because he knows that there wouldn't be many times like this because Yunho barely had any time due to work now.

After eating dinner, Yunho took Jae back home and both of them were so happy for having this whole to spend with each other. Yunho and Jae stepped into the house hand in hand and still kissing each other while feeling so loving inside.

When they reached the living room, Jae saw the light on the answer machine was blinking. Yunho didn't notice and was still kissing Jae on the neck, but Jae pushes Yunho a little: "Yun.. someone left us a message.."

Yunho stops unwillingly and turns around as he pressed down on the button but his hands were still around Jae's body.

Then the message started to play and suddenly made both of them froze at the second. "Hello! This is XXX hospital calling to inform Mr. Jung. Patient Choi is under a very bad condition right now, and we are afraid that she cannot make it this time. Please hurry to the hospital as soon as possible. Thank you. Beep.. Beep.. Beep.."

Yunho and Jae both stared at the answer machine for a while and all of them sudden both of them picked up their steps and rushed back into the car. Jae was sitting in the passenger's seat with his fingers locked with each other and shaking a little. Yunho was driving as fast as possible and both of them know well enough that is ahead of them.. Mrs. Choi..

After stopping at the front desk and finding out that Mrs. Choi is in the emergency room right now, Yunho and Jae rushed down the hall in the hospital as fast as they could.

Opening the door, both Yunho and Jae rushed over to Mrs. Choi. All the machines were already shut down and everything was disconnected. Mrs. Choi was lying there peacefully with her eyes shut, Yunho turned his head to the doctor with tears in his eyes: "What is going on? What happened to her?"

"Mr. Jung! We are sorry, but she cannot make it through tonight.. we have already disconnected everything from her body so she would feel less pain. She is still here with us right now, but not for long.. please take this time and see if she has anything else to say." The doctor finished his sentence and stepped out with the nurses.

Jae bends down on his knees and holds onto Mrs. Choi's hand with tears wetting his face, "Mrs. Choi! Jae is here to see you.. please open your eyes.. Mrs. Choi.."

Slowly, Mrs. Choi opened her eyes and looked over at Jae's face. She smiled weakly and then looked up at Yunho, "Yunho ah.."

Yunho rushed over to the bed also, "Mrs. Choi!"

"Yunho ah.. I have seen you grow up.. and you are so successful just like your father right now.. I am very happy for you.. and I know you will be great in the future.. I feel that I don't have any worries to leave right now." Mrs. Choi whispered, then she turned to Jae: "Jae.. I know I had been so strict on you before, but I knew that you would be the special and important one for Yunho all alone.. now.. I want you to promise me something.."

"What is it Mrs. Choi?" Jae asked with a shaking voice.

"Jae.. please.. promise me.." Mrs. Choi trying to catch her breath as it is becoming weaker and weaker, "Promise me.. promise me.. you will.. never.. never.. leave.. Yunho.. no matter what.. happens.."

Jae nodding his head like crazy and said: "Yes! Mrs. Choi, I promise you that.. oh god.. please don't leave us.."

Mrs. Choi smiled lightly and suddenly her hand dropped and her eyes were shut. Yunho and Jae both widens their eyes and stared at this lady that meant so much for them in front of their eyes. A loud cry breaks out throughout the hospital and sobbing could be heard down the entire hallway.

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Chapter 24

A record

Jae's pov..

Walking back to the car from Mrs. Choi's funeral, I looked down at the ground and felt so hurt inside. Yunho's parents came back for the funeral too and I could see that Mr. Jung seemed very hurt too, because I am sure Mrs. Choi meant a lot to him too. Mrs. Choi seemed like a guardian angel for all, and with her beside me I could feel the warmth and security.

"Jae.." I looked over and saw Yunho calling my name, "I know you are very update, and I am too, but I am sure Mrs. Choi wouldn't like to see us continue being sad over her death in heaven."

I nodded my head while Yunho hugged onto me and we both walked over toward his car. I looked back at Mrs. Choi's picture once again and signed deeply. I know I will get over the sadness of Mrs. Choi's leaving soon, but my promise to her will remain in my heart forever.

I looked over at Yunho's parents but Mrs. Jung is looking a little pale than usual, however, she doesn't seem to be sick in anyways. Mr. Jung has always been taking care of her and next to her which seemed so strange since Yunho's parents were never close in front of us before.

Yunho seemed to scene the differences in his parent's relationship, but he was happy to accept the way they are right now, because I understand that for his life he has always been longing for a peaceful and loving family like right now.

Arriving back home, I didn't speak much to Yunho and went into Mrs. Choi's room to clean her room up for her as if she is still living in this room. When I was cleaning the picture frames on the wall I heard the door open and someone stepped in.

"Jaejoong ah.. stop cleaning this room now. It is already very clean and no one will live in here anymore." Yunho's voice reminded me of Mrs. Choi's leaving once again. Tears formed in my eyes, and I turned around as my shoulders shake a little from the sobbing, "I know Yun.. I know.. but I still want to clean this room.. I just want to.. *sobs*"

Yunho signs and pushes me into a hug and squeezes onto my body tightly as I sobbed in his embrace silently. Slowly, I stopped crying and Yunho helped me to wipe the tears away, "Come on! Let's leave this room.. coming in here will just make you more sad.. Appa and Umma wants to see us.."

I nodded and followed Yunho out toward his parent's office again. I felt my heart beat speeding well getting closer toward the office, because I still feel so uneasy facing his parents as if I have done something extremely horrible to his son.

"Yunho ah.. Jaejoong ah.." Mr. Jung called out, and I looked up at him and Mrs. Jung, "I know you two are very upset over Mrs. Choi's leaving but that is unpreventable, at least, we have done our best to give Mrs. Choi the best care before her death."

Yunho nodded and I looked down at the floor, then Mr. Jung continued: "Since Mrs. Choi passed away, I and your Umma have been thinking if you guys need a new house keeper to regulate the normal chorus in the house."

Yunho thinks for a second and looks over at me, then he said: "I don't think it is necessary, because Jae is able to do all the chorus at home since he is not working, plus when Mrs. Choi was in the hospital we didn't have any house keepers in the house either."

I nodded my head and didn't say anything out, then Mr. Jung: "Okay then, if you guys are fine with that, we are not complaining. Yunho, can I talk to you alone for a second?"

I looked over at Yunho and then he nodded his head to me, so I walked out from the room after bowing to his parents. I signed and walked back to our room while waiting for Yunho. His parents always need to talk to Yunho alone, and I don't exactly know what it is about this time, but I know it is going to be nothing good.. maybe it is going to be about the kids issue again.. Sign.. I really don't have energy to deal with this right now..

End of pov..

Yunho looked back at his parents after Jae closed the door from the back, then he said: "Umma! Are you okay? You look very pale."

Mrs. Jung smiles lightly: "I am fine Yunho. Thanks for worrying about me.."

Then she looked back at Mr. Jung with a warm smile as Mr. Jung puts his hand on her shoulder lightly. Yunho smiled at his parents and felt very happy for his parents to be getting closer right now even though he doesn't know what exactly happened to them.

"Yunho ah.. I want to ask you about the child thing now.. So, have you decided what are you going to do about it yet?" Mr. Jung asked and looked over at Yunho.

Yunho frowned after hearing his: "Erm.. Appa.. I.."

"I know that you brought a girl to the business party a few days ago right? I was very happy to read the news. The girl looked very pretty too and I know that she is currently your secretary right?" Mr. Jung said.

Yunho: "How.. how did you know everything?"

"I am your father and of course I know everything about you." Mr. Jung stated.

Yunho pov- Oh.. yea.. why am I so stupid? Appa, of course, will have people in Korea to look over me and the company. How stupid am I not to think of that? For his power, it would be nothing to know what I am doing everyday and every second.

Yunho then nodded: "Yes. Her name is Bae Seul Gi and I hired her to be my secretary, but she has nothing to do with the child plan."

"Oh really? Maybe it is that you still have not thought about it over yet, right? Maybe you are not going to have one after all." Mr. Jung suddenly sounded very mad.

"Dad! Why are you sounding so mad right now? You said I can take it slow and plus I have just told Jae about it.. I still need to discuss more about this with him.. I can't cheat on him and you should know about it right?" Yunho argued and felt a little pissed at his dad kept on hurrying him.

"Oh really? So, it is still about Jaejoong right? You just care too much about his feeling. I know I told you that you have to prepare him for this, but since you already told him, then why should he still be so selfish?" Mr. Jung said.

Mrs. Jung held onto Mr. Jung's hand: "Honey.. don't yell.. just talk to Yunho nicely and slowly.. he will understand.."

Yunho looked at Mr. Jung and Mr. Jung signed: "I am sorry for yelling at you Yunho, but there are things that you need to know about Jaejoong. I know I am sounding very harsh right now, but I have my reasons behind this. I don't want you to get hurt, because you are my son."

"Get hurt? I am not going to get hurt as long as Jae is with me. What are you talking about?" Yunho sounded confused, and it seemed to have that his dad is suggesting something within his words but is unwilling to tell him.

"Why are you so stubborn Yunho? Do you really want me to reveal everything in front of you then you would be satisfied?" Mr. Jung said.

Mrs. Jung suddenly pulled onto Mr. Jung: "No! Please don't! Yunho is our son.. don't hurt him.."

Yunho widens his eyes and yells: "WHAT ARE YOU TWO TALKING ABOUT? WHAT IS THIS THING THAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH JAEJOONG? TELL ME OR ELSE I WOULD DIE OUT OF CURISITY! BUT IF IT IS SOMETHING YOU TWO MADE UP, THEN I WON'T FORGIVE ANYONE WHO TRIES TO HURT JAEJOONG."

"HOW DARE YOU YELL AT YOUR OWN FATHER?" Mr. Jung yelled back, "THE ONLY REASON WE ARE SOUNDING RUDE WAS BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU, BUT I GUESS YOU ASKED FOR IT!"

Then Mr. Jung took out a piece of CD and threw it in front of Yunho where it landed in front of Yunho's feet. Yunho freezes as he stares at the piece of CD, then slowly, he bent down and picked it up in his hands.

"What.. what is this?" Yunho stuttered and suddenly has a very bad feeling.

Mr. Jung turned the lap top over to face Yunho on the table, and said: "Look at it yourself then."

Slowly, Yunho walked over to the lap top and inserted the CD in there. Hesitated, Yunho opened the window and found one file on the CD.

Yunho looked up at his parents where his dad looked at him with mad face, and his mom looked at him worriedly.

Slowly, Yunho opened the clip and it turned out to be a film recording. Yunho looked at it and suddenly widened his eyes while he covered his mouth.

"Now, you see it right?" Mr. Jung said, "You know, we have seen this for a while, and we were hiding it from you all alone because we didn't want you to get hurt, but now that you have seen it, then you should know what kind of person Jaejoong is. At first I wanted you to be careful with him about the child thing, because I was afraid that he might done something stupid like what happened in the past for me, but now that I see this, I don't think that would happen."

Yunho still widened his eyes and staring at the screen without a sound. Mrs. Jung signed and turned the laptop away from Yunho and said softly, "Yunho ah.. face it.. Jaejoong doesn't love you as you thought.."

Yunho who was still froze at the same spot and couldn't believe his eyes, pov- Jaejoong.. that was Jaejoong.. how could he.. how could he do this to me? How could he?

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Chapter 25

Coming to an end

Yunho's pov..

Walking out from the office, I felt that my heart is so heavy and my fist is tightened. How could Jae do that to me? How could he? I have never thought Jae would ever.. ever.. cheat on me.. but he did.. if it wasn't for my parents, I wouldn't have know it either.. now, it makes sense when Jae acted so awkward in front of me the other day. It must be that day.. Jae.. Jae.. how could you do this? I have never done anything even near the limit of cheating on you, and for a person like me, I really changed and sacrificed so much on you. How can you still be doing this to me? And that guy.. that guy.. I knew he was up to no good when he came over to you in the club.. I.. I want to kill that guy..

Slamming me hand on the wall in the bathroom near my room, I looked up at myself in the mirror. Jae.. Jae.. the name kept on repeating itself in my head.. I can't stand this anymore.. I felt that my body is going to explode over jealousy and anger..

Knock.. Knock..

I heard some fade knocks on the door and I didn't bother to open the door at all. I don't really care who is outside, for now, I just want to left alone.

Knock.. Knock..

"Yunho ah.. are you in there?" Jae's voice..

Jae's voice.. why would he be calling me? Why would he still care about me? He should go find his little lover and go make out with him. I can't believe I touched Jae yesterday.. my body feels so dirty.. Jae is now someone else's property.. not my own.. how could I have touched him..

"Yunho ah.. why aren't you answering me? Are you okay in there?" Jae said again, and I looked over at the door.

Swinging the door open fast, Jae's shocking face showed up in front of my eyes. "What's wrong Yunho?" That sweet, little voice called my name. This pretty little face.. those innocent big eyes.. how can such a thing lie to me and cheat on me? I tensed my fist more as I looked at him deep into his eyes. I wanted to raise my hands and twist his neck right this second and watch those big innocent eyes grow bigger and bigger in front of me. But I didn't, I know I can't.. I still love him.. NO! What am I talking about? How can I love someone who is already someone else's property? He let that guy touch him and kiss me and maybe more that I am not able to see.. maybe they slept on the same bed as Jae and I slept on every night.. ARGH! I know I am going crazy over all these unpleasant thoughts now.. I will not forgive you Jae.. I will never forgive you again.. NEVER! That once with Changmin was enough to make me suffer and I am not going through that again.. if you are going to cheat on me and make me feel heart broken, then you will be doing it over and over again in the future even if I forgive you over and over again.. you are this kind of person and I will never forgive you to give you the chance to hurt me again..

"Yunho?" Jae looked at me and he seemed confused. Oh, continue to act innocent with me and see if I will buy it, Kim Jaejoong..

Pushing Jae away, I walked out from the bathroom without saying anything. "Yunho? Where are you going?" Jae said and followed me.

Walking over to my bedroom, I stopped as I opened the door, "Quit following me!"

I sounded as cold as I could, and I stepped into the bedroom as I closed the door tightly behind my back and in front of his face.

"Yunho! What are you doing?" Jae called from the outside and tried to open the door but I locked it from the inside already.

Ignoring his calls, I walked over to the bed and lied down there with my eyes closed, but I knew it was a bad choice because all I could see was Jae making out with that guy.. what was his name? Oh.. Choi Siwon.. Choi Siwon.. what does Jae see in him? His face? His money? What does he have that I don't? Kim Jaejoong.. you are the stupidest dumb-ass on earth.. how can you cheat on me when I love you so much? I even decided to make everything clear with Seul Gi just for you.. I was going to risk it when Seul Gi by telling her my relationship with you because I don't want you to get hurt. But you.. AHHHHHHH.. how can you do this to me?

I felt tears were rolling out from my eyes even though my eyes were closed, and I could feel my stomach has this very sick feeling as if I want to throw up any second. Seeing Jae kissing Siwon makes me feel so sick.. so sick.. AISH..

I rushed into the bathroom that is in my room and immediately throw up in the sink. Turning the water on, I washed my face with the cold water a few times and looked up at myself in the mirror and I almost scared myself. My eyes had these glare as if I was going to kill the self I see in the mirror. My fists are so tight that I could punch anyone I see in front of me right now. My breath is so heavy and filled with anger. I know I already went over the limit of self controlling.. I need to do something.. I hate you Kim Jaejoong.. I HATE YOU! I want to take revenge.. yes.. revenge..

End of pov..

Jae stood outside of the bedroom and knocked a few times but no one seemed to answer him. Jae looked down and knew something must have happened, but he doesn't know why Yunho is locking himself up.

"Jaejoong!" Jae heard Mr. Jung called his name, and Jae turned over to see Mr. Jung standing in front of him. "Where is Yunho?"

"Oh.. he is in the bedroom now.." Jae answered.

"Is he okay?" Mr. Jung asked.

"I.. I don't know.." Jae looked away and really didn't know what happened to Yunho.

"Jaejoong.. I just want to tell you that my wife and I are going back to U.S. tonight." Mr. Jung said, "And if you feel that you guys need a house keeper anytime just hire one and don't need to inform us."

Jae nodded then Mr. Jung said: "Also, can I talk to you now?"

Jae looked up as Mr. Jung walked back to the office and Jae followed behind. Jae looked up at Mr. Jung and Mrs. Jung, right now, Mrs. Jung looked so mush more tender than before. Maybe was because Mr. Jung has been taking care of her and always be by her side so much, Mr. Jung: "As you can see, the situation in this house has changed so much. My wife and I.. are getting along more with each other.. and I have also felt that I need to do what a husband should do.. you are a sensitive guy, so you should have noticed right?"

"Yea.. I did, and I am happy for you two." Jae said.

"Thank you, and I just want to let you know that Yunho is now going through some hard times, also, I am sure he already let you know about the child plan right?" Mr. Jung said.

Jae nodded and looked up, Mrs. Jung said: "Jaejoong ah.. you are a guy, and you have to know that guys cannot give birth no matter what happens. I am a woman, and woman's rolls in biological circle has always been the one to give birth and carry on the genes of the man to the next generation. Yunho loves me, and we already accepted that, but he needs a son to carry on his genes also."

Jae looks down, and Mr. Jung said: "If you are just going to be selfish and not let Yunho have a child then he will not be a complete human-being at the end, also he will not be happy. You don't understand how happy I am to see Yunho, my son, grow up to be such a great man. As a father, I couldn't help but to appreciate god's creation of women."

Mr. Jung looked over at Mrs. Jung with a warm smile, Jae looked up, and Mrs. Jung continued: "We are Yunho's parents, and we might sound rude and selfish, but we really want Yunho to be happy and have a complete life. If you love him, then don't be the obstacle in his life.. help him.. and maybe that will help yourself too.."

Jae felt tears forming in his eyes, because he already knew that the decision has already been mad and Yunho nonetheless is going to have a child with someone else. Jae slowly nodded his head: "Okay.. I understand.. I am not going to be selfish, in fact, I am already grateful of you to accept my relationship with Yunho.. I would never be the obstacle in Yunho's life.."

Mr. Jung: "Good! We are glad that all of us are clear on that, now.. we are going back to the States in a few hours. I hope.. and I truly hope.. you would take care of Yunho, no matter if you love him or not.."

Jae suddenly looked up and noticed the tone in Mr. Jung's voice was sounding weird, pov- No matter I love him or not.. what does he mean?

Walking out from the office, Jae kept on thinking about the last sentence Mr. Jung said. Jae pov- What does he mean? Of course I love Yunho.. what is he talking about?

The bedroom door was still closed and Jae couldn't open it, "Yunho.. Yunho.."

Jae whispered a few times but Yunho never opened the door. Jae signed pov- What happened? Why is Yunho acting so weird? Why is he locking me out? It is getting late.. where am I going to sleep? Even if Yunho feels mad about something then he should at least talk to me.. why is he doing this?

Yunho heard Jae walking away from the outside and he signed out deeply, but he doesn't feel sorry or pity for Jae at all because he is the hurting one right now. He felt that his heart has already been broken into a million pieces by Jae and only he could have done that.

Yunho closed his eyes while lying on the bed and slowly.. he could feel the quietness sinking down into his brain and his body.. he felt his body was feeling lighter and lighter.. slowly.. he falls asleep..

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"Jae! How can you do this to me?" Yunho cries and shaking Jae's body, but Jae slowly pushed Yunho away and walking away from him.

"Jae! Where are you going? Jae! Jae!" Yunho yelled at Jae's disappearing figure and rushed over to him.

"Yunho, I am sorry, but don't worry.. I am leaving.." Jae said with a soft voice, "I am not coming back again."

Jae slowly turned back and kept on walking, then again, Yunho found Jae standing near a cliff that leads to a deep hill. Jae didn't turn back, and suddenly Jae spreads open his arms and jumped down from the cliff.

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"STOP!" Yunho yelled as he sat up on his bed and found himself in the middle of blank-ness. Yunho looked over at the open and found little lights coming in.

Yunho pov- That dream! That dream again. I haven't had that dream in such a long time.. does it mean.. it is really the end of Jaejoong and me now? Are we really.. coming to an end?

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Chapter 26

More misunderstanding

Yunho sat down hard on the chair in his office and remembered this morning how Jae was asking him bunches of questions all at once, but Yunho felt that the sight of Jae makes him so sick to the stomach.

Yunho pov- ARGH! Why is he keep on acting so innocent in front of me? He knows well enough what he has done. I can't stand this anymore and I can't do anything right now. I can't even concentrate on work anymore. But.. why that dream again? That dream still gives me the chills ever time when I think back to it. What exactly does it mean? Why is Jae kept on killing himself in the dreams?

Yunho signed hard and looked out from the window as he thought while whispering softly, "Maybe it is really time for me to let go of him, even though I don't believe in those psychics, but if he said I am the reason of Jae's misfortune then maybe I should really stay away from him. I can't believe I will ever come down to this decision, because.. I love him so much.. no, but he doesn't love me.."

Tears started to form in Yunho's eyes, and Yunho didn't bother to wipe them away as they fell down his face freely. But just then, the door opened as Seul Gi walked in, "Yunho ah.. you have some documents to.."

Seul Gi stopped as she saw Yunho crying, "I.. I am sorry.. I didn't know.. you.."

Yunho quickly wipes his tears away and looked over to at Seul Gi, "Oh.. it's not your fault."

Seul Gi walked over as she placed the documents down on Yunho's desk. She looked at Yunho and took out some tissue papers as she reached her hands over to Yunho, "You still have some tears on your face, let me wipe them away for you."

Seul Gi helps Yunho to wipe away the tears and Yunho said: "Thank you Seul Gi.. I didn't mean to show you my weak side, but, there are something going on with my life right now and I.."

"Yunho, is it about that guy?" Seul Gi said.

Yunho was shocked at Seul Gi's question and looked over at Seul Gi, "Seul Gi.. you.. how did you know?"

"Sorry for getting into your personal life, but I accidentally saw you the other day at the movie theater, but don't worry I didn't tell any media about this. I know you have your reasons to keep it a secret." Seul Gi explained and looked down.

"Thank you Seul Gi." Yunho signed out, "But it is not important anymore. Yes, I can admit to you that I loved him very much and we have been together ever since college just like the reporters said. But.. it is not important anymore.. Seul Gi can I trust you? Can I share my pain with you?"

Seul Gi looked up at Yunho and nodded her head: "Yes Yunho ah.. you can trust me with anything.. and I would like to share all of your pains with you.."

Yunho: "Let's talk somewhere else then.. it is lunch time, I will take you out."

Then Yunho stood up as he grabbed Seul Gi's hand and walked out from the building with her.

Sitting down at the kitchen table, Jae stared out of space with black circles around his eyes. He couldn't sleep for the whole night, because Yunho never let him into the room.

Jae whispered to himself: "What is wrong with him? He hasn't talked to me ever since he walked out from the office the other day."

Slowly, Jae puts his head down on the kitchen table and dozes off to sleep..

Ring.. Ring..

Jae sat up and rubbed his eyes and slowly walked over to the phone in the house, "Hello? Jung's mansion, who am I speaking to?"

"Jaejoong ah.." Siwon's voice from the other side, "This is Siwon.."

"Oh.. Siwon ah.. what's wrong?" Jae felt that his head is very dizzy as he sat down hard on the coach next to the phone.

"Oh, nothing.. I just wanted to check on you see if you are doing okay." Siwon replied.

Jae breathing hard and felt that he is almost out of breath while his head is so dizzy right now, so slowly Jae presses his finger on his head and answering Siwon: "I.. I am fine.. thank you for caring.."

"Jae! Are you okay? You don't sound so good. Are you feeling dizzy again?" Siwon asked.

"I.. Siwon ah.. I am really not feeling good.. can I talk to you some other time?" Jae answered and puts down the phone as he lays down on the coach and trying to catch his breath. Jae pov- Ahhh.. I feel so dizzy.. what is happening? I can't breath.. Ahhh.. Yunho ah.. Yunho ah.. my heart hurts so much..

"Really? Your parents want you to have a biological related son so Jung's company will have a next heir? Well, that is understandable. Jung's company is such a big company and of course your parents will not want the company to lose into someone else's hand." Seul Gi said while drinking the coffee on the table.

"But, my lover is a guy." Yunho said, "He cannot give birth. So, I have been in between of this problem with my parents and Jaejoong. I have been so stressed out so I kept on having night mares every day. But I thought as long as I have Jaejoong and talk to him then I will be able to figure out a solution at the end, because I love him so much and I know no matter what happens even if I have to go against my parents again, but how can he cheat on me?"

Seul Gi looked at Yunho's painful face and suddenly he held onto Yunho's hand: "Yunho ah.. don't be so sad.. I don't want to see you so upset."

Yunho looked up at Seul Gi: "Seul Gi ah.. you are really a nice girl. At this moment, that my heart hurts so much you are still here with me. Thank you Seul Gi ah.."

Yunho didn't reject Seul Gi's caring this time, instead, Yunho flipped his hand over and held onto Seul Gi's hand. Seul Gi blushes and looks away from Yunho: "Yunho ah.. I am really glad you trust me so much. But, do you really love him that much? Yunho ah, does he really mean that much to you?"

Yunho looked up at Seul Gi and didn't know what to say at the moment, pov- Of course I love him, but, he could he.."

"Yunho ah.. if you really love him, then maybe you should talk to him and ask him about it. Maybe, it was all a misunderstanding." Seul Gi suggested.

Yunho pov- Misunderstanding? But, what reason could make Jae kiss Siwon? No matter what happens, Jae should not kiss someone else, but I should talk to him about it.

Yunho nodded: "Okay.. thank you Seul Gi.. I will talk to him about it, thank you for listening to me all this time. You are really a nice girl. I will go home now."

Seul Gi nodded as Yunho paid for the coffee and walked out from the shop, Seul Gi pov- Yunho ah.. if you feel sad anytime, you can always come to me..

Siwon knocked on the door of Jung's mansion: "Jaejoong ah.. Jaejoong ah.. are you there? Open the door. Are you okay?"

Jae heard some noises at the door, and slowly he managed to stand up and slowly walking over to the door while holding onto the wall on the side. Jae could hardly breath at the second and is extremely dizzy. Slowly, Jae opened the door and saw Siwon standing in front of him.

"Siwon ah.." Jae said and holding onto his head, "What are you doing he-"

"Ahh.." Jae felt that his feet went really light and suddenly fall down but lucky Siwon caught him in his arms.

Siwon: "Jaejoong ah.. what's wrong?"

But Jae seemed to be in an unconscious state already, "Yunho ah.. Yunho ah.." Jae called and held onto Siwon tightly.

Siwon: "Jaejoong ah.. what's wrong? What happened?"

But Jae didn't wake up, Siwon: "Aish.. I think you are sick again.."

Siwon picked Jae up in his arms and carried him up the bedroom since he already know where it is since he's been to the house last night. Gently lying Jae down on the bed, Siwon held onto Jae's waist and counted Jae's heard beat. Siwon pov- This is not good. He is sick again, and the worst thing is I really don't know what kind of disease he has. Last night, I only cured him because he had a little cold, but I know there is something else, because he was dizzy and out of breath too. What is this?

Jae is still catching onto his breath and whispering "Yunho" in his mouth, Siwon: "Jaejoong ah.. are you feeling better now? What has Yunho done to you this time? Why don't you just leave him if he hurts you so much.."

Slowly, Siwon looked at Jae's beautiful face and unable to control himself at the sight of Jae's prettiness, Siwon leans over closer and closer as he felt Jae's soft lips against his own. Slowly, kissing and sucking onto Jae's lips Siwon felt that Jae responded too. Jae wrapped his arms around Siwon's neck and kissing onto Siwon's lips, but at the break of catching breathes between the kisses Jae would kept on moaning Yunho's name. But, Siwon didn't care.. at this moment.. he doesn't care if he was only Yunho's replacement because he just wants to kiss Jae and comfort Jae..

"YAH! CHOI SIWON!" A loud voice yelled from the direction of the bedroom door.

Siwon broke the kiss and turned around but as soon as he did a punch was thrown onto his face and Siwon fall down hard on the ground.

Siwon opened his eyes and saw Yunho standing in front of him. Yunho's face seemed as if he could eat Siwon alive at this moment. Yunho pulled Siwon up and held onto Siwon's shirt as he pulled Siwon close to his face, "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING?"

Yunho throws another punch at Siwon, and Siwon touches the corner of his mouth as he looked up at Yunho. Yunho stared at Siwon: "You bastard! STAY AWAY FROM JAEJOONG!"

Siwon supported himself up: "YAH! JUNG YUNHO! DON'T THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES JAEJOONG! LOOK AT HIM, HE IS SICK, DO YOU NOT SEE THAT? HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO HIM?"

"IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! YOU GET THE FUCK OUT FROM MY HOUSE!" Yunho yells and pushes Siwon out from the room as he slammed the door shut hardly and turned back to the bed. Jae was already awake due to all the house noises and he sat on the bed looking at Yunho frightened.

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Chapter 27

Getting worse

Jae's pov..

Sitting up on the bed, I didn't know what happened to me at all. I thought I was in the kitchen and then.. and then Siwon came by, but then Yunho suddenly appeared in front of my eyes and we were sharing a kiss, but what happened after that.

I looked up and saw Yunho standing in front of with and glaring at me with his stares. I opened my mouth and looked at him as I whispered as soft as I could, "Yun.. Yunho ah.."

Yunho didn't answer me but stepped forward and leaned his face over to me. I could feel the chillness running through my body. I have never seen him so mad and scary before.

Suddenly, he grabbed onto my chin and pulled my face over closer to his. I am only inches apart from him and I could even feel his breath on my face. "Yunho.." I called and didn't know what he is going to do.

"QUIT CALLING MY NAME!" Yunho yelled at my face, and I thought my whole body was shaking because of his loud shout. "YOU WHORE! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU."

What? He called me a whore? Why is he calling me a whore? What did I do? I felt tears formed in my eyes and harshly he twisted his fingers on my chin and I could feel his finger nails were deepened into my skim. "Ahh.. Yunho.. you are hurting me.." I said with a soft voice, but he didn't let go.

He stared at me in my eyes as his fingers grabbed onto my chin even tighter: "HOW COULD YOU! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I LOVED YOU SO MUCH JAEJOONG! BUT YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH THAT BASTARD!"

I widened my eyes and couldn't believe my ears. "No! Yunho.. you are misunderstanding something.. I never cheated on you! I promise." I cried and looked him in the eyes looking for hope but there was nothing. His eyes were shooting the death glare at me and he does not believe every single word that I said.

"Yunho! You have to trust me. There is nothing going on between Siwon and I. We have agreed to just be friends." My voice cracked as tears rolled out from my eyes. I know what Yunho was mad about now, it was the kiss.. but how did he know?

Suddenly, Yunho throws my face back and.. *Slap*.. I felt a hard sting on my right cheek as my body fall down on the bed. I was shaking and I left my hand up to touch my right cheek.. it is burning.. tears dropped down onto the sheets from my eyes and I turned my face to Yunho's cold face.. I can't believe he slapped me..

"Yun ah.." I called with a soft voice, "You.. you have to believe me.."

"STOP LOOKING AT ME WITH THOSE EYES. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LIE TO ME ANYMORE, I HAVE SEEN YOU KISSING HIM.. AND TWICE.. THAT IS ENOUGH! IF YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH, THEN GO TO HIM! YOU WHORE!" Yunho yelled with full of madness as if he is out of control. His face was turning red and I crawled into a ball toward the corner of the bed trying to get away from this scary Yunho I see. But he grabbed onto my shirt and pulled me back.

I was lifted out from the bed and standing on my knees on the ground while looking up at Yunho. I cried and cried, "Yunho please.. don't do this.."

I begged for forgiveness even though I felt that I wasn't fully at wrong, but he kicked me hard on my stomach making me land hard on the ground with my body bouncing up. "Ahhh.." I groaned and trying to overcome the pain. Holding onto my stomach, I could feel pain outside and inside. Tears were dripping down from my face and I turned around, "Yunho ah.. Please.. you have to believe me.. I never cheated on you."

"SHUT UP!" Yunho yelled and threw another kick at my back and made me fall back down on the ground. "Ahh.." I groaned again and cried hard. My whole body is in pain and I knew I couldn't keep it up any longer. "I am sorry Yunho.. I am sorry.." I apologized and I am hoping that he could forgive me and stop doing this to me. I was already out of breath and from all the kicks I could hardly breathe at the moment.

Supporting myself up, my arms were shaking and I was trying to catch some air but suddenly I felt his hands pulling me up again. I stood back on my feet the next second, and he looked at my face, "Kim Jaejoong! I hate you!"

Then, he throws me hard on the bed and rushed out from the room as he slammed the door shut. I lied on the bed and looked up at the ceiling while tears falling freely from my faces wetting the bed sheets around me. "Oh Yunho.. Oh Yunho.." I whispered with a cracked voice. Touching my cheek, I could feel it has grown bigger and burning too. Wiping it, I looked at my hand and I saw blood. Closing my eyes, I don't know what I should do at the moment but feeling my heart break into a million of pieces.

End of pov..

Yunho's pov..

Slamming the door shut behind me, I leaned on the door. ARGH! What was I doing? I hit him so hard and his mouth was bleeding badly. I also kicked him so hard that he couldn't even stand back up. But I am so mad.. so mad.. I thought I could talk to him peacefully and let him tell me that everything was just misunderstanding.

I thought I could forgive him, but they were kissing again! They were kissing right in front of my eyes and ON MY BED TOO! If I haven't came home at that time, what could have happened? KIM JAEJOONG! HOW COULD YOU! And after that, you were asking for my forgiveness and begging me to believe what I saw in front of my eyes were all just misunderstanding? That Choi Siwon was threatening me also, and what does he mean by I am not the only one who loves Jaejoong? FINE! IF HE LOVES JAEJOONG, THEN HE CAN HAVE JAEJOONG! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I rushed out from the house and drove toward a bar. I kept on drinking and drinking. I tried to get everything off from my mind and I just want to be left alone. Kim Jaejoong! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!

I didn't know where I was going, but I stopped in front of a house. I don't remember who's house was this, but I think I have came here before for something. I.. don't remember..

"Yunho ah.. what happened?" A girl's voice called and I blurry looked up at her and gave her a smile.

"Yunho ah! Are you okay? Why are sitting in front of my house this late at night." She said again, and I smiled again.

She helped me up and I held onto her body as I leaned over to her face and felt something soft against my lips. Closing my eyes.. I could see Jaejoong.. Jaejoong ah..

The next morning..

I sat up and looked straight while feeling the pain overcoming me will to get up coming from my head. ARGH! Stupid hang over. I closed my eyes and shake my head a few times, but suddenly I popped open my eyes. Where am I?

I looked around the room and I knew for sure that I am not at home nor at a hotel. Where is this place? I looked down at myself and I was naked with only a boxer on. WHAT? Afraid to look next to me, I could smell girl's fragrance. No, I didn't do it again. This is like every morning to me before I met Jaejoong, I must have gotten so drink and had a one night stand again with some random girl.

Slowly, I opened my eyes and traveled my eyes to my left where the other body was lying. "Uhh.." A girl's voice made a light groan, but I was still too afraid to look at her face.

"You are up already?" A familiar girl's voice said. Wait.. familiar girl's voice.. I know this girl? I looked over and widened my eyes.

"Seul Gi!" I couldn't believe my eyes. This must be her room. Oh my god! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! What am I doing here?

I quickly grabbed onto the blanket to cover my upper body. She looked at me and smiled, "What are you doing Yunho ah? Why are you so shy? I have already seen everything."

"Seul Gi.. look.. I.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. did I do something stupid to you last night? I.. I was so drink.. I didn't know.." I was stuttering over my words. ARGH! What am I going to do? I can't believe this. It's Seul Gi.. then this would be harder to handle than a one night stand.

I covered my face and felt so frustrated, but I felt a pair of soft hands hugged around my body from the back. I felt her skin next to my bare skin.. she feels so soft and she smells really good too..

"Yunho ah.. Don't apologize.. I was the one who chose to do this too.. you were drunk but I was awake, so I was willing to be with you." Seul Gi said and I know she is trying to make me feel better. "If you don't want anyone to know, then I will forget about it too."

I could feel her voice was getting shaky then I felt tears dropped on my back. She is crying.. oh no, you stupid Jung Yunho! How could you make her cry? She was there for you when you needed to talk to someone.. she was there for you when you needed support too.. how could you? But I feel so guilty, what am I going to say to Jae? WAIT! Jae? He doesn't care about me. In fact, I am at this place right now was all because of him. Once again, the hatred fire lighted up in my body, and I uncovered my face as I looked straight.. maybe this will make Jae stay away from and that horrible dream will not happen either if he goes for Siwon.. I felt my heart sunk down really deep in my body..

End of pov..

Jae's pov..

I opened my eyes lying on the empty bed in Yunho's room. I looked around and I knew Yunho never came back, slowly, I sat up and hugged on sour body tightly as tears ran down from my face. He doesn't trust me anymore.. it was my fault.. I should have never kissed Siwon.. I should have stayed strong.. what am I going to do to regain his trust now? He is so mad.. he hates me.. he hates me..

Suddenly, I heard some noises from the front door. Yunho.. it's Yunho.. he is home.. I know he can't leave me like this.. even though my whole body hurts so much but I still jumped out from the bed and rushed over to the front door as fast as I could because I miss Yunho.. I want to see Yunho..

I stood in front of the door and watched the knob turned slowly, then I gave the best smile that I could gave at the second toward the opening of the door, but.. I widened my eyes and frowned when I watched the door opened fully..

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Chapter 28

Can i stay?

Jae's pov..

I stared dumbfounded at the man that I love so much kissing someone else in front of my eyes. I thought I was going crazy, so I closed my eyes tightly to make sure that everything was just my imagination, but when I reopened them I found out that I wasn't dreaming and everything is true and real.

"YUNHO!" I yelled and couldn't stand the sight any longer because it makes me so sick.. very sick..

My yelling did stop them, and Yunho looked over at me. "What?" He said as if everything is normal. The girl next to him pulled Yunho's arm lightly and whispered, "Yunho.. don't be like this.."

I looked next to Yunho and found the girl to be that one secretary of his. The girl looked at me too and she quickly looked away and I did too. There was a long awkward silence then I heard Yunho said coldly, "You are blocking the door!"

I turned be head to face Yunho but he pushed me away hardly and dragged the girl with him into the house. I stared at their backs and felt that my legs were trembling as I sat down hard on the ground. Yunho.. Jung Yunho.. what is happening? Why do you treat me like a stranger? Am I nothing to you now? Do you not even want to hear my explanation? I felt a knife had stabbed into my chest deeply and it is making my breath becoming harder and harder. I held onto my chest and feeling so sick, slowly, I pulled onto the wall behind me and stood up still dumbfounded. He doesn't want me anymore.. he doesn't want me anymore..

A tear dropped down from my face onto the floor, and I didn't even know that I was crying. Touching my cheeks, my fingers were wet. When did I cry? When did tears escape out from my eyes? I covered my eyes while leaning on the wall. He can't do this to me.. I have to explain to him.. I want to explain to him..

Slowly, I made my way to the stairs and I saw Yunho pulled the girl into the bedroom. I walked up the stairs and slowly walking over to the bedroom. The door was not fully shut, so I walked over to the crack and wanted to open the door, but my hands were shaking so badly. Just then I heard..

"Yunho.. that was so mean.. he was crying.." Girl's voice..

"I know.. but this is the only way to get him to leave me." Yunho said.

"Why? You love him don't you?" Girl's voice..

Sign, "I think breaking up with him is the best way for both of us now." Yunho said with a deep sign.

I heard everything and I turned my head away. Slowly, I walked over to the stairs looking up at the high ceiling of this big mansion I signed deeply. He wants me to leave him. He obviously doesn't want me anymore. He already brought a girl home.. she can give birth to his kid.. she can give him a family.. before Yunho was with me he was with a girl anyways, so he can go for girls too. Then I AM the extra one.. even Yunho wants me to leave.. then I should leave.. yes Jaejoong.. be strong.. move out from the house..

I nodded to myself and walked down the stairs, but before I made to the door I saw Mrs. Choi's door opened a little crack. It seemed that some kind of force pushed me toward that room, and slowly I opened the door looking around the room, suddenly everything went white in front of my eyes..

"Jaejoong ah.. my poor child.. Jaejoong.." A female's voice called.

Hearing the voice, I slowly opened my eyes and I was lying on a bed with flowers all over it. I sat up and looked around myself, where am I?

"Jaejoong ah.. you are awake?" The voice said next to me and I looked next to me. I widened my eyes, "Mrs. Choi?!"

Mrs. Choi smiled and nodded while touching my hair, "Yes.. my poor child.. I know you have been hurt very badly after I left. I was very worried about you, and I understand your pain. If you want to cry then you can call me Umma and cry in my arms."

After hearing the words, I felt tears rushing down from my face and I cried so hard as if I want to let all the tears in my life out from my body. Mrs. Choi pats on my head while hugging me lightly, and she really felt like Umma. Slowly, I quiet down with my eyes closed and she lies me back down on the bed.

"Jaejoong ah.. I know you are hurt.. then just go to sleep, because in your sleep you will dream about the best thing in the world and it will stop your pain. Jaejoong ah.. be strong, and don't cry again okay?" Mrs. Choi whispered.

I slowly nodded my head with my eyes closed, then I felt Mrs. Choi patting onto my body with a pattern as if Umma trying to get a baby to sleep. I smiled sweetly and hoping to have a beautiful dream in my sleep.

"Jaejoong ah.. go to sleep.. but don't forget your promise to me.." Mrs. Choi whispered softly.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes and I was lying on Mrs. Choi's bed in her room. When did I get here? I looked around the room and have a feeling that Mrs. Choi is just right next to me. I could still feel her hug and see her smile. I shake my head a few times and remembered Mrs. Choi.. yes Mrs. Choi is right.. I need to be strong.. I shouldn't cry anymore and the most important thing is I CAN'T LEAVE! That was my promise to Mrs. Choi.. I can't leave Yunho.. I have to stay beside him and take care of him..

"Kim Jaejoong! You have to be strong! Don't leave! You can face anything in front of you." I said to myself as encouragement, but can I really do that? Yunho is with a girl in the same house as me now. Can I really face them together everyday in front of me eyes? Can I?

I felt my eyes getting watery again, but I didn't let tears fall this time instead I looked up and signed deeply. Jaejoong.. Hwaiting!

End of pov.

Yunho's pov..

I know I was being so harsh and watching Jae crying and shaking like that in front my eyes hurt me so much too. How can I hurt him so much? His mouth is still bruised up because of my slap.. but I am hurt too.. I am in so much pain to know that Jae doesn't only love me but he also loves that Siwon guy. How could he? Jae.. how could you?

"Yunho.." Seul Gi whispered softly and leaned her head on my shoulder, "Are you sure I can stay here?"

"Yes.. stay here.." I replied.. I don't know if I am making the biggest mistake ever, but I think this is the only way to get Jae to leave me. Maybe he will be better off with Siwon, and maybe then the horrible dream will never occur. This might be the meaning of all and sometimes there are things that can happen but we can't control. I guess my fate with Jae is one of the things.

I just sat on the bed like a statue for hours and hours. During this time, Seul Gi never left my side. I know she is a nice girl and she really cares about me, but I don't know if I am hurting her like this or not. I know after Jae leaves, Seul Gi might be the only comfort I have and I will try my best to take care of her later.

I looked at Seul Gi and she is just looking down at her hands, slowly, I grabbed onto her hand and said: "Seul Gi ah.. thank you for being here for me.."

Seul Gi looked over and smiled: "You don't need to thank me. It is my choice."

I kissed her lightly on the forehead and looked around the room. It is getting dark already, I can't believe I have sat here for the whole day. "Are you hungry?" I asked.

Seul Gi nodded slowly. I signed and didn't know I made Seul Gi wait all this time without even drinking or eating, so I stood up and held she stood up with me: "I will take you out to eat."

Seul Gi: "Oh! I can make you something. Let's eat at home."

I nodded but I know her cooking will never be the same was Jae's. Wait.. why am I thinking about Jae again? He already left.. he is no longer in my life anymore..

I opened the door and walked out from the room with Seul Gi, and we both walked over to the kitchen, but I was shocked because the kitchen light is on and the same figure is moving around in the kitchen busy making food.

"WHAT? WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE?" I shouted, but I didn't know why did I shout.. maybe it's because I am so happy that I can still see him.. I thought he was gone with Siwon already and at the moment, my heart is beating so fast.. slowly, he turned around.. that beautiful face.. gosh, Jaejoong ah.. how am I going to ever forget you.

I watched him staring at me, and then he showed a light smile: "I cooked dinner.." His voice was so soft that I could barely hear it. Then he looked down at his hands, and if it was before I would rush over and hug tightly onto him, but.. I can't.. I know I can't..

"Oh.. Yunho ah.. since Jaejoong shi cooked.. let's just eat.." Seul Gi said, and I know she was just trying to break the ice.

I looked up at Jae and he stared at me with hopes in his eyes, please Jae.. stop staring at me like that.. I can't hold myself any longer.. so I looked away and sat down at the kitchen table started to fill myself with food, so I don't have to think so much. Jae! You stupid dumbass! Why didn't you leave? Why did you choose the stay and face the pain? Why Jae? Why Jae?

Stuffing myself up fully, Jae handed me a cup of water. I looked up at Jae and he smiled at me slowly, "Yunho, I don't know where to go. Before, I find my place, can I still stay here? I will not be a bother."

I looked up at Jae's face and I could see tears rolling around in his big eyes.. Jae.. why are you doing this? Why am I doing this to you and to myself? But I didn't say anything.. slowly.. I nodded my head and drink all the water from the cup..

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Chapter 29

Still love you

Jae's pov..

I watched Yunho finishing up the food I cooked for him and I smiled a little. At least, if I stay with him I can still watch him eat the food I cook and see him being happy. Even if he doesn't want me anymore, I don't mind.. I want to stay next to him..

I know I have a place to stay if I want to move out, at least for temporary purpose I can stay in Junsu's. But, that was just an excuse I made up so I could still stay here with Yunho. I have been staring at him the whole time and ignoring Seul Gi's stare at me. I know what she is thinking.. she is the winner now.. she has Yunho all to herself now, and maybe deep down her heart she has cursed me out more than a million times for still sticking around in the house. But, I don't care.. nothing will keep me away from Yunho.. I will take care of him for the rest of my life and that is my promise to Mrs. Choi..

Yunho stood up: "I am done."

"You are done? Do you want desert?" I asked with a happy voice. I think I am winning back his heart again.

Yunho looked at me, and I could tell that he doesn't want to let me go. Yunho.. just tell me you want to hear my explanations and bringing that girl home was just to piss me off. This is all just a joke.. tell me.. please..

But Yunho didn't say anything, instead, he looked away from me and said: "Seul Gi ah.. I am going to shower."

I looked over at Seul Gi and she seemed a little shocked that Yunho was telling her this. Of course she would.. what is her to Yunho anyways? What are they?

"Oh.. okay.." Seul Gi answered awkwardly, then Yunho walked away without even saying anything to me, I felt that my heart is hurting again, but I will overcome the pain. I know Yunho cannot forget about me. Or am I just trying to comfort myself?

I stood up and took Yunho's plate, but Seul Gi stood up and took the other side of the plate at the same time. I looked over at Seul Gi and she looked at me too. We shared an eye contact for a long time, till I broke the silence: "I am going to do dishes."

"No.. I will do mine and Yunho's dishes." Seul Gi said.

"No! I will do it." I said and sounding a little mad. "Please.." my voice got soft.

Seul Gi looked at me for a few more seconds then she let go, and walked out from the kitchen. I felt tears rolling around in my eyes again. God! How am I going to face this everyday? Please.. help me..

But this isn't the worst yet, after doing the dishes, I walked up the stairs but in the middle I stopped. Where am I going? I can't go back to the bedroom anymore right? But my legs continued to move on their own. Before I realize it, I was standing in front of Yunho's bedroom again. I signed and leaned my forehead on the door. Yunho.. Yunho..

Turning myself around, I slide down on the floor and hugged myself walking sitting outside of the bedroom. I didn't want to move away, because from this place I am the closest to Yunho again. Just a distance of a door, he is inside the room and I am outside.. but I can't see him and he can't see the tears in my eyes.. Yunho ah.. do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I miss you?

Slowly, I felt my head getting heavy and I leaned on my arms while falling asleep slowly, but I could even feel my heart hurt so much during my sleep..

End of pov.

Yunho's pov.

Letting the water rinse my face so many times, I am trying to control myself. Jae looked so pitiful, but why is he like this? Why didn't he go to Siwon when he should be? Does he still love me.. no it can't be.. he kissed Siwon in front of my eyes twice and maybe more behind my back.. maybe he is trying to trick me again.. yes, that must be it..

How stupid of me to let him stay in the same house as me? Jung Yunho, you know you can't control yourself much longer around him. But.. how can I kick him out? My heart still hurt seeing him and I still love him.. yes, I do.. very much! But he hurt me so deeply and I just can't forgive him.

Stepping out from the shower, I dried my body and put my clothes back on. I can't walk out with a towel on only anymore, because I know Seul Gi is outside. I feel so uncomfortable with her compared with Jae. Ahh.. of course.. because she is still somewhat of a stranger to me, even though, I did that with her. I still can't believe I did that.. but she is the victim too..

I stepped out, "Yunho ah.. you are done?" Seul Gi walked over to me. I nodded and hugged her lightly.

Seul Gi: "Yunho ah.. you.. you let Jaejoong shi stay in this house.. I don't mind, but he.."

"He will move out soon." I said quickly, "He said that during dinner right?"

Seul Gi looked down at her hands: "But.. it is.. I.."

"Don't worry, I won't go back to him again." I said biting onto my lips hardly, "I will never forgive him."

Seul Gi looked up at me: "But, you still love him. Don't you?"

I looked over at Seul Gi: "He is nothing to me anymore."

Seul Gi stared into my eyes and slowly she leaned over to my face and closing her eyes little by little, but quickly I pulled away. I don't know why I did that, but I didn't want to kiss her. My body moved on it own.. away from her..

Seul Gi opened her eyes and I could see her face was looking really sad. I said: "Seul Gi.. I am tired.. I want to sleep early today."

Seul Gi nodded: "Okay! I will go fix the bed."

I walked over to the bed and hugged onto one of the blanket: "You can sleep on the bed.. I will sleep on the coach!"

Seul Gi widened her eyes and looked at me: "Yunho.. I know you don't like me at all, but.. you were the only to ask me to move into your house."

"Don't get me wrong. I.. I don't want to take advantage of you before I am sure with my feelings. But I am truthful all everything I said to you." I explained and hugged her to make sure she is okay, "Don't worry, I won't change my mind. I know it this time."

Seul Gi then nodded slowly and walked over to the bed: "Good night then."

I walked over to the coach: "Good night to you too. We still have work tomorrow."

Lying down, I looked up at the ceiling and thinking about Jae again. What is he doing now? I.. I have a urge to get up to check on him right now, but looking over at Seul Gi.. I know I shouldn't.. Is he calling Siwon? Or is he out with Siwon? Aish! Stupid Kim Jaejoong..

Slowly, I fall asleep and thinking about Jae the whole time..

Next morning..

I woke up really early, and I don't even know why. Maybe it is because I wasn't sleeping on the bed so I wasn't really comfortable. But, there was something more to it. Something just doesn't feel right. I felt as if part of me was missing.

I got up and didn't want to wake Seul Gi up, then I walked over to the door. Turning the knob softly and slowly, I opened the door, but suddenly a body fall down backward on my feet. I jumped a little and stared at the person.. Jae.. it's Jae..

Jae opened his eyes and quickly sat up as turned to look at me, "I.. I am sorry.. I.. I fall asleep.."

Jae got up and I walked out closed the door behind me, "Shh.. Seul Gi is still asleep.."

Jae looked down and whispered: "Sorry.."

"What is it?" I asked sounded annoyed but I am not, I really wanted to see him..

"N.. nothing.. I will go cook breakfast now." I said.

"Don't need! I will buy something with Seul Gi on the way to work." I answered coldly but my heart felt so warm looking at him.

"Oh.. okay.." Jae sounded very disappointed, and he turned around to walk away with his head hang very low again. This reminded me of the first time I have see him. He has always walked like this before. The first day I saw him walking into the class.. he was like this.. with no smiles on his face.. but these few years he had smiled so much more and yet.. the smile is gone again..

"Yah!" I called.

Jae stopped and turned around, then I opened my mouth as I said: "When are you getting out of here?"

I sounded very harsh and mean and I even know that myself, but I didn't mean it like that. I really didn't want him to leave me, so I wanted to make sure that he is not leaving out anytime soon. But he looked shocked, then he bits onto his rosy lips, "I.. I will try to find a place to stay at.. as soon as possible.. I.. I will go look for one.. now.."

He rushed down from the stairs and I watched him with pain in my heart. How could I treat him like this? But.. how could he have cheated on me?

Ring.. Ring..

I looked down at my cell phone in my hand. I took my phone with me out from the bedroom and it said "Yoochun" on there.

"Hello?" I answered, and I know Yoochun and Junsu know nothing about Jae and I now. I don't really want to tell them either.

"Yah! Junsu wants to pay a visit to your place today. When do you have time?" Yoochun said.

"Why my place?" I was shocked. I was just hoping that they wouldn't find out.

"Junsu said he misses Jae. So, when will you have time?" Yoochun said.

"I don't have t-" I was just about to protest, but then I heard Junsu's yelling from the background. Junsu: "JAE IS ALWAYS AT HOME. LET'S JUST GO NOW!"

Yoochun: "Ahhh! You are being too loud in the morning honey! Yunho, I guess we will just go visit you right now. See you!"

"Yah! Yah!" Yunho yelled, but Yoochun already hanged up.

Aish.. how am I going to explain everything to them? They are going to freak out. That Yoochun..

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Chapter 30

breaking the promise

Yoochun and Junsu jumped in the car and Yoochun started the door, "So why do you suddenly want to pay a visit to Jae? It's so early in the morning too."

"I don't know." Junsu said, "I just suddenly really miss him and also, ever since last time when he got sick I had always been worrying about him. It feels as if I haven't seen him in ages again."

Yoochun nods: "Don't worry, Jae has Yunho. I am sure Yunho will take a good care of him."

"Yea.. I hope so.." Junsu said then remembered about Seul Gi: "You don't think Jae finds out about that Seul Gi girl already, right?"

"I doubt it! If Jae did, then they would have a fight again, but it seems to me that everything is pretty peaceful now." Yoochun replied and trying to claim Junsu down a little. Yoochun is sure that nothing is happening to Yunho and Jae since they haven't heard much abut them lately.

But when Yoochun's car reached toward Jung's mansion, Junsu pointed his hand out straight: "Wait! Isn't that Jae?"

Yoochun slowed down the car and looked at a small figure walking out from the side door of the gate. Yoochun: "Oh! It is Jae! Where is he going?"

Junsu got out from the car and rushed over to the gate, "Jae! JAEJOONG AH!"

Junsu rushed over to behind Jae and Yoochun got out from the car too, "JAEJOONG AH! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?"

Hearing Junsu's voice, Jae stopped and turned around: "Junsu!"

Junsu rushed over and held onto Jae's arm: "Where are you going? Why did you walk out from the gate by yourself? Don't you have a driver?"

Jae looked away: "I.."

"Why do you look so skinny now? What happened? Are you feeling sick again?" Junsu asked and dragged Jae into Yoochun's car.

Jae sat down and signed as he watched Yoochun driving the car back into that big mansion. Jae pov- What should I do? I don't want to let Junsu and Yoochun know about my situation right now.

After stopping the car, Junsu dragged Jae back into the house and Yoochun followed. Junsu: "JUNG YUNHO! JUNG YUNHO! WHERE ARE YOU? WHAT DID YOU DO TO JAE THIS TIME? HUH? YOU COME OUT RIGHT NOW!"

Jae held onto Junsu: "Junsu ah.. calm down, Yunho didn't do anything."

Junsu: "Didn't do anything? Then why are you walking out from the mansion all by yourself? Why do you look so skinny right now? And your eyes.. they look so puffy, did you cry again?"

Just then, Seul Gi walked down from the stairs and looked at Yoochun and Junsu.

"YAH!" Junsu yelled and pointed at Seul Gi while facing Jae: "What is she doing here?"

Seul Gi walked over to Junsu and said: "Junsu shi.. Yoochun shi.. nice to meet you two again."

Junsu looked away and Yoochun nodded, Seul Gi then smiled a little: "I am Yunho's girlfriend, so I am supposed to be in this house right?"

Junsu: "YAH! WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?"

Jae bits on his lips and holds onto Junsu: "Junsu ah.. she is telling the truth.."

Junsu looked as if he was about to blow up from madness. Junsu ripped his arm out from Jae's hold and he walked over to Seul Gi as he stared at her in the eyes.

Seul Gi stared back at Junsu, but suddenly, Junsu raised his hand and delivered a hard slap across Seul Gi's face. Junsu yelled: "YOU BITCH! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?"

Seul Gi falls hard on the floor: "Ahhh.."

"THAT'S A WARNNING TO TELL YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM YUNHO AND JAE!" Junsu yelled and pointed at Seul Gi's face, "YOU ARE YUNHO'S GIRLFRIEND? DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT?"

Seul Gi looked up at Junsu and cries: "I.. I.."

Yoochun held Junsu in a hug and pulled him back, "Junsu ah.. what are you doing? Don't hut girls."

Jae holds onto Junsu also: "Junsu ah.. stop.. please.."

Just then, Yunho rushed down after hearing all the noises coming from down stairs. Then he saw Seul Gi lying on the floor crying while the other three standing around with Junsu pointing at her.

Yunho rushed over: "What is going on? Who hit her?"

Yunho pointed at Jae: "Did you do this to her?"

Jae looked away: "I am sorry. It's all my fault.."

Yunho looked away from Jae and turned around to help Seul Gi up, he said softly: "Are you okay?"

Seul Gi cries while touching her cheek: "Yunho ah.. I know I shouldn't be here.. they are right, I am the extra one. I will leave now."

Seul Gi wanted to walk away but Yunho pulled her back into a hug, "No.. don't leave.."

Junsu yells: "Yunho! You.."

Jae looks away with his heart in so much pain watching the man he loves hugging another girl in front of his eyes. Jae bits onto his lips and looks down at the ground: "I will leave.. I will leave right now. Yunho ah.. don't be like this, I don't want to be a bother at all."

Yoochun yelled: "Yunho ah! What is wrong with you? Do you not love Jaejoong anymore?"

Yunho lets go of Seul Gi: "IT'S HIM WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE! HE WAS THE ONE WHO LET GO OF OUR RELATIONSHIP FIRST!"

"I wasn't.." Jae said, "I already said everything was just misunderstanding, but you wouldn't let me explain. All this time I have chosen to stay beside you was because I wanted to have a chance to explain everything to you, but you wouldn't listen to me."

"Why would I need to listen to you when I could easily see it with my own eyes?" Yunho said, "I should trust your words more than my own eyes. I saw you kissing Siwon! Twice! What more do you have to say?"

Junsu was shocked to hear that and both Junsu and Yoochun looked over at Jae. Jae opened his mouth and closed it slowly.. he really doesn't know what to say at the moment, because no matter what does he say.. he knows Yunho will not believe him.. Jae bits onto his lips..

Yunho's voice became soft: "You are right.. you should leave now.. go find him, maybe he will treat you better than I do."

Jae hanged his head even lower, Junsu looked over at Yunho: "Yunho! You are such a bastard. Jae, I believe in you.. no matter what was your reason for kissing Siwon I believe in you.. If you don't have a place to stay, you can come over to my place. It is better than staying here with this cold hearted bastard and that bitch.."

Seul Gi: "I am not a bitch.. I never meant to destroy Yunho and Jaejoong shi.. it was Yunho who asked me to come over and stay with him."

Yunho: "Junsu! Quit calling her a bitch before I kick you out from my place. I won't let you call her anything disgraceful because.."

Yunho looked over at Seul Gi and pulled her closer to himself: "She is my fiancé."

Jae suddenly jerked his head up and stared at Yunho, at the same time, Yunho stared into Jae's eyes too. Jae felt his vision started to blur and slowly.. Jae touches the ring on his finger that was once put on by Yunho's hands.. it was their promise ring..

Little by little, Jae pulled the ring off from his finger and held it tight in his hand. Jae walked over to Yunho and stopped in front of him as he raised his face up to look at Yunho: "Yunho ah.. I loved you so much, but I guess fate did not call us together. I am sorry that I broke the promise to Mrs. Choi for always staying by yourself.. and.."

Jae held up his left hand with the ring in it, and slowly he opened his palm while that shinning ring sit still in the center of Jae's hand. Jae looked up at Yunho: "I am sorry.. I also broke our promise for staying with you forever.."

Yunho stared at the ring and Jae pulled Yunho's hand out while passing the ring into Yunho's hand. Yunho felt a tear dropped down from his eyes onto his hand. Jae smiled weakly at Yunho: "I wish you happy.."

Then Jae signed hard and turned around while walking out from the mansion fast. Junsu followed but not forgetting to give a death glare at Yunho. Yoochun walked over to Yunho and patted on his shoulder: "Yunho ah.. do you really know what you are doing now?"

"I don't Yoochun.." Yunho said with a broken yet soft voice, "but I think.. Jae is better off without me.. really.."

Yoochun looked at Yunho's sad face and signed hard, then he walked out from the mansion also.

Seul Gi looked up at Yunho and saw tears coming out from his eyes, Seul Gi: "Yunho ah.. I am sorry about everything.."

Yunho shakes his head: "No Seul Gi ah.. I am sorry for letting you go through this with me, but I was serious."

Yunho looks over at Seul Gi and said: "Let's get married.."

Chapter 31

breathless

"I AM NOT GOING!" Junsu yelled and throws the invitation away while stepping on it and jumping around on it.

"Junsu ah.. don't act childish.. it is not about the wedding, it is basically a business gathering at the end!" Yoochun said and trying to stop Junsu from jumping around so much.

"HOW CAN YOU BE SO COLD? HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THIS? IS JAE NOT ALSO OUR FRIEND? HAVE YOU SEEN JAE THESE DAYS? HAVE YOU SEEN HOW HE WAS ACTING LIKE? HE HAS NEVER STOPPED DOING CHORUS AND BARELY EAT ANYTHING. HE HAS NEVER SMILED AND NEVER WENT OUT TO MEET ANYONE! IF YOU WANT TO GO TO THAT STUPID JERK'S WEDDING WITH THAT BITCHEN THEN I WILL STAY HOME WITH JAE!" Junsu yelled and still jumping in Yoochun's arms.

Yoochun: "Shh.. don't let Jae hear it.. come on! Whatever you say, we will have to go. Even Changmin and his wife is going to the wedding too. Let's go pick out some clothes. Don't act childish.."

"But.." Junsu whined, and Yoochun cuts him off, "Shh.. baby.. if you don't want to look at them, then we will stay out from the church and go to the party only okay?"

Yoochun dragging Junsu to the door and Junsu said: "But.. Jae.."

"Don't worry, we will be back soon." Yoochun said and closed the door behind him as he pushed Junsu out.

Just then, Jae slowly walked down from the stairs and stared at the closed door. Slowly, Jae stepped down from the stairs to the living and looked at the little envelop on the floor that has many feet prints on there.

"Invitation.." Jae reads slowly, and then he picks it up in his hands. Slowly, he opened the envelop and took out the little card on there. "It's a wedding invitation?"

Jae stared at the card for a while and then closed his eyes, pov- It has been three weeks.. but I have never forget about him.. I can't see him everyday like before anymore, but I can still dream about him all the time. I think it's better this way.. because he will forever be loving me in my dreams.. so it is better this way.. and I can feel free to love him..

Slowly, Jae reopened his eyes and slowly opened the car, then he stared at the names on there. Jung Yunho and Bae Seul Gi.. Jae felt his hands shaking but he smiled lightly, "They are getting married.."

Suddenly, Jae felt his body shakes hard as he dropped the card on the floor and himself fall on the ground hard as well.

Jae's breath is becoming weaker and weaker, soon, he was unconscious and the only one that was in his mind right now was Yunho.. his smile.. his tears.. his anger and his laugher.. only Yunho..

"I don't want to go! Why are we picking out clothes?" Junsu said with a pout and watching Yoochun holding up clothes for Junsu to change into.

"Junsu, how many times do I have to explain this to you?" Yoochun said, "I said we are going and.."

"Yoochun shi.. Junsu shi.." A voice called from the back.

Yoochun turned around and saw a familiar guy, then he recognized the guy's face. Yoochun: "Choi Siwon?"

Siwon bowed and said: "Long time no see. I saw you two coming into the mall so I followed in."

Junsu: "Yah! Do you know what happened to Jae? Why did you kiss him?"

"You two know about it already?" Siwon said, "Actually, I wanted to ask you about Jaejoong? Is he.. okay?"

Siwon looked down: "that day, he was unconscious, and he was whispering Yunho's name so many times. I was very sad seeing him like that, so I helped him into the bedroom to lay down on the bed, then I couldn't control myself and kissed him. But Jae didn't know about it, because he was unconscious and he kept on whispering Yunho's name. But then.. Yunho came in and he misunderstood.. ever since that day, I never had the chance to see Jaejoong anymore. I want to know if he was okay after that.."

"YAH! HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO JAE WHEN JAE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ANYHTING? HUH?" Junsu yelled, "DO YOU KNOW YUNHO KICKED JAE OUT FROM THE HOUSE? JAE IS LIVING AT MY PLACE RIGHT NOW, AND HE DOESN'T TALK TO ANYONE ANYMORE! YOU JERK!"

Yoochun stared at Siwon and suddenly he threw a hard punch at Siwon's face: "you bastard! How dare you take advantage of Jae, and make both Yunho and Jae suffer so much? Yunho is getting married, and Jae totally lost himself! It was all because of you!"

Yoochun grabbed onto Siwon's collar and stared at him in his eyes. Siwon looked down and signed hard: "I know it was my fault.. I know I made all the mistakes.. I am really sorry for my uncontrollably feelings! Very sorry.. I am not going to see Jaejoong anymore because I don't want to cause him misfortune. Also.."

Siwon held up an envelop and said: "This is a letter.. if you have time, please give it to Yunho!"

Yoochun took the letter, and lets go of Siwon. Siwon then bowed again: "I am leaving tomorrow. I won't be coming back anymore and I really hope Yunho and Jae will make up again. Because both of them love each other so much. I am sorry once again."

Siwon then walked out from the store, Yoochun looked over at Junsu, and Junsu said: "What are you waiting for? Give this letter to Yunho!"

Yoochun nodded and pulled Junsu out while rushing over to Yunho's mansion.

"Yunho! Yunho!" Yoochun yelled walking running into the living room.

Junsu followed Yoochun and looked around to find Yunho, slowly, Yunho walked down and was a little surprised to see Yoochun and Junsu running over to him. "What are you two doing here?" Yunho asked.

"Yunho ah.. you can't get married.. here! Read this!" Yoochun handed the letter to Yunho, and Yunho asked: "What is this?"

"This is a letter from Siwon. He is leaving tomorrow and not coming back anymore. It was all misunderstanding of whatever happened to him and Jae!" Yoochun said, and Junsu added: "If you still love Jae, then please read this. Do you know he is totally losing himself right now? He just locks himself up and doesn't talk to anyone as if he wants to separate himself from the whole world. I am really afraid that he will do something stupid to himself. Please.. Yunho.. if you still love Jae, then please.. read the letter and try to understand him.. he only loves you and he can't live without you."

Yunho signed hard: "Is that all you two will have to talk to me about now? If it is, then I will say please stop right now."

"Why?" Junsu and Yoochun were shocked at Yunho's behavior..

"You two know.. when love ends then there is no turning back.." Yunho said, "I loved Jae, but that day was the end already. I am living a new life now, and I am as happy as I am right now."

"But.. you.." Junsu said..

Yunho looks over at Junsu: "Stop all the talks right now. I don't want to hear anything."

Yoochun throws the letter down hard on the ground and said: "Fine! We will see you at your wedding."

Yoochun then dragged Junsu out from the mansion and Junsu sat in the car hard as tears rolled out from his eyes. Junsu whispers: "How can Yunho be like this? Why is he so careless and cold hearted to Jae? Doesn't he love Jae anymore?"

Yoochun hugs onto Junsu and kisses his forehead: "Shh.. don't cry baby.. Don't worry.. if Yunho is like this, then Jae maybe be better without him. I am sure Jae is strong enough and I am sure he will get over it soon. He is so kind and pretty, there will be many good people out there to love him. Even though I am Yunho's best friend, but he really turned into someone who I don't know at all now. I am really disappointed in him."

Junsu nodded slowly: "I am sorry Jae will be happy again.. we will help him.."

Yoochun wipes the tears away for Junsu: "Yeah.."

Yoochun and Junsu drove home and both were feeling so sad and disappointed at Yunho, but for the career, Yoochun still chooses to go to the wedding.

Junsu walked into the house: "Jaejoong.. OMO!"

Junsu found Jae lying in the middle of the floor as if he was dead and he was holding onto that wedding invitation so tightly in his hands. Junsu rushed over: "Omo! Jaejoong ah.. please don't scare me! Yoochun! Yoochun! Come here!"

Yoochun walked into the house after hearing his lover crying for help, then he was shocked to see Junsu holding onto Jae's breathless body. Junsu looked up at Yoochun and crying hard: "Yoochun ah.. what happened to Jaejoong? Is he still alive? Is he okay? Come check on him!"

Yoochun held a finger underneath Jae's nose and felt very weak breath coming out, then he said: "We will call the ambulance right now. He needs to go to the hospital."

Yoochun quickly dialed the number and took Jae to the hospital as quick as possible. The doctor took Jae to the emergency room because Jae is barely breathing.

Junsu sat outside and crying hard: "What happened to him? Why did he stop breath? Does he have an illness? Gosh! Please be okay."

Yoochun signed hard and took out his cell phone and stared at Yunho's number while his hands were shaking to make the call. But suddenly, Yoochun stood up and throws his phone hard on the ground and cursed: "FUCK YOU YUNHO! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE WORRIED ABOUT JAE!"

Junsu hugs onto Yoochun from the back and cries hard, "Yoochun ah.. what should we do?"

After a few hours, the light went off and the doctor walked out..

Junsu rushed over: "Is he okay?"

Doctor slowly nodded: "He made it through the toughest time and he has no problem at breathing already. It was just on time to take him here, but I don't know what caused him to be short on breath also.. I don't know if it will happen again, he will have to stay in the hospital for at least a month so we could keep a record and take good care of him."

Junsu signed out hard while feeling relived, Yoochun: "Thank you doctor. Please give him the best room and the best care. I will pay for it."

Junsu: "Thank you.."

Doctor nodded: "No problem.. we will try our best.."

Junsu and Yoochun walked a very pale Jae being pushed out while still unconscious and both of them were curing at Yunho inside at the moment..

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Chapter 32

Telling the truth

"Yunho ah.. do you like this dress?" Seul Gi asked and walked out from the dressing room wearing a beautiful white wedding dress. She looked like a princess from a fairy tale but Yunho didn't even feel like looking up at all. His mind was all about Jae ever since Yoochun and Junsu left.

Yunho pov- What did they say? Siwon is going to leave Jae? why did he leave? I already chose to stay out then why did he leave? Is he playing with Jae only? Aish.. why am I thinking about all of these, didn't I tell myself to forget about Jae already?

"Yunho ah!" Seul Gi called again and this time Yunho looked up. Seul Gi pouted and looked at Yunho: "What are you thinking? I have called you so many times."

"I am sorry.. I was just spacing out.." Yunho replied.

Seul Gi: "Good Yunho, if you don't want the wedding, then we don't have to get married."

Yunho: "No.. I meant it Seul Gi.. I want to get married.."

Seul Gi signed and nodded: "I will go try on another dress."

Yunho looked out from the window near his seat, pov- What am I going to do? Why is my feelings so messed up right now?

Junsu looked at Jae's face while sitting beside him: "Jaejoong ah.. please wake up and forget all about Yunho.. he isn't worth you like this.."

Junsu touches Jae's hand and just then Yoochun walks in. Yoochun puts his hand on Junsu's shoulder: "Su.. here, I bought you some food! Eat something."

Junsu: "Chun.. do we have to go to the wedding?"

Yoochun: "Su.. I think you know the answer, but don't worry, we will stay out from the church and just go to the party afterwards."

"No Chun.. if we are going to go, then let's go to the church also." Junsu suddenly changed his mind, "We needs to show Yunho that even without him, Jae is still doing fine and we are still going to face him so he should be the one to feel guilty. I want to see how can he say that 'I do' word in front of my and your face tomorrow."

Yoochun: "Su.. are you sure?"

Junsu nodded and stood up: "We should go home now, I am sure the nurses will take a good care of Jae. We will come back to visit Jae again tomorrow after the wedding. Okay Chun?"

Yoochun nodded: "Of course Su. Jae will be fine here.."

Junsu then stood up and walked out from the room with Yoochun, but as soon as he stepped out, Jae opened his eyes and stared straight at the ceiling. Jae felt tears rolling around in his eyes but they dried out before they could leak out from his big eyes.

"Yunho ah.." Jae whispered, "I want to see you.. at the wedding too.."

Slowly, Jae supported himself up but as soon as he sat up he felt his breath was getting shorter and shorter again. Jae held onto his chest tightly and closed his eyes to catch some breath. Jae pov- my condition is getting worse and worse.. I can feel it.. I really don't know how long I can keep myself alive anymore, but I want to see.. Yunho.. wearing tuxedo at a wedding.. even if I die after that.. it would be.. enough..

Jae swings his legs off from the bed and slowly walked out from the room into the dim light on the street..

On the wedding day..

"Junsu.. Yoochun.. long time no see." Changmin called when Junsu and Yoochun were standing outside of the church with everyone else waiting for the wedding to get started.

Yoochun: "Changmin.. you are back?"

Mira: "Nice to meet you two again, Junsu shi.. Yoochun shi.."

Junsu: "Oh! Nice to meet you again Mira."

Mira smiled and tugged her hand into Changmin's hand. Changmin smiled to his wife and looked back at Junsu and Yoochun: "Yea! I came back yesterday after receiving that invitation from Yunho. WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?"

Mira jumped a little after hearing the scream from her husband, Changmin: "Sorry honey.."

Mira smiled a little: "It's okay, you guys can talk, I will go talk to my friends I see over there."

Then Mira waved bye to Junsu and Yoochun to walk off to the other business people and chat. Changmin looked back at Junsu and Yoochun: "So? What the heck is going on?"

"Yunho and Jae broke up." Yoochun said.

Changmin signed hard: "I can see that, because on the invitation it said Yunho was getting married with a girl named Bae Seul Gi. I don't understand how did this happen. Yunho loved Jae so much and that time he even begged me for Jae's return, but how can he break up with Jae now?"

Yoochun shakes his head: "I think Yunho lost his mind, that's all I can say. I don't know why is he doing this to himself and Jae, but all I know is that he is hurting both of himself and Jae. Jae is at the hospital right now because he fainted.."

Changmin widens his eyes: "What? Is he okay?"

Junsu: "I really hope so.."

"Everyone! This wedding is about to start, please take a seat in the church." Someone said and everyone started to enter the church. But no one noticed a little figure slowly entered the church with everyone else and stood at a corner looking straight at the bridegroom standing at the very front of the church with saddening eyes.

"Yunho ah.." Slowly, he said..

Just then, the wedding music started to play and the door opened as the bride walked in with a happy smile on her face staring at her soon to be husband.

The small figure slowly walked out from the corner at stared at the bride's beauty in the beautiful wedding dress. How he wished he could be the one that is getting all the praise from people to marry the guy that he loves so much.. so much..

"You may exchange wedding rings now." The priest announced and everyone cheered.

"Aish!" Junsu said while biting onto his teeth.

Yoochun looked away and is tensing his fist tightly.

Yunho looked over at Seul Gi while holding the ring that he was suppose to place onto Seul Gi's finger but he suddenly paused. Yunho remembered the day when Jae returned the promise ring into his eyes.. he remembered the day when Jae cried so hard and walked out from the mansion.. Jaejoong ah..

Seul Gi looked up at Yunho and stared at his face, "Yunho?" Seul Gi whispered and looking at the pausing Yunho in front of her.

Suddenly, "SOMEONE FAINTED BACK HERE!" A loud voice called, and at the same time a sound of hard metal hitting the floor was echoing in the whole church.

"JAEJOONG AH!" Junsu's voice was heard and Yunho turned over saw a crowd of people gathering around the corner.

Yunho widens his eyes pov- Jaejoong? He is at the wedding? What? Why is he here? Jaejoong ah..

The whole church started to get chaotic and the reporters were taking pictures. Everyone is whispering stuff to each other.

Yunho: "Jaejoong?"

Seul Gi looked over at Yunho but it seems Yunho couldn't see anything else at the second, he rushed over toward the crowd. Seul Gi: "Yunho ah.."

Yunho pushed all the people away and widens his eye as he saw Junsu holding onto Jae's breathless body and crying hard.

Junsu looked up at Yunho with tears rolling out from his eyes, "Jung Yunho.. is this what you wanted?"

Changmin tightens his fist and looks at Yunho: "Yunho.. I thought you loved Jae.. why are you so cold hearted? Look at him.. he is dying.."

Yoochun: "Yunho! If you still want to get married then go ahead okay? We will take care of Jae!"

Yunho: "No! Please.. let me see him.. is he okay? Why is he here? Gosh! Jaejoong ah.."

Junsu holds onto Jae tightly: "NO! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SEE HIM! GET AWAY! GO BACK TO YOUR WIFE YOU BASTARD! JAE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL THE WHOLE TIME.. HE IS DYING DO YOU KNOW THAT?"

Yunho was shocked to hear all these and felt tears rolling in his eyes while he stared hard at Jae's face: "WHAT? WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM? HOW COME NO ONE TOLD ME THAT?"

"BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT JAE! GO BACK TO YOUR WIFE!" Junsu yelled and carried Jae out from the church into Yoochun's car and they quickly drove toward the hospital. Yunho stared at the back of the car and suddenly all the reporters shoved their recording system and asking him all kinds of questions right now.

Yunho pushing his way through all of them and yelled: "GET OUT FROM MY WAY RIGHT NOW! I AM NOT ANSWERING ANY MORE QUESTIONS!"

But there were so many reporters shoving their cameras in front of Yunho, Yunho groans: "ARGH! GET OUT FROM MY WAY RIGHT NOW! FINE, MY LOVER IS A GUY! I LOVE KIM JAEJOONG! IS THAT ALL YOU WANT? I AM IN LOVE WITH A GUY! A GUY!"

All the reporters freezes at the point, and Yunho's parents stood up from their seat. Yunho cursed: "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SELF!"

Then Yunho pushed hard and jumped into the car. Seul Gi walked out from the church and stood there to watch Yunho drive off. Slowly, Seul Gi smiled to herself while a tear slides down from her face, "I guess I lost in the end after all.. I lost to Kim Jaejoong.."

Yunho driving as fast as he could pov- Jae.. I was wrong.. I love you.. I need you.. please be okay and wait for me.. I will do anything to have you back! Please don't die.. Jae.. I love you so much.."

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Chapter 33

Never leave again

Yunho's pov..

Jumping out from the car, I ran down the hallway in the hospital. I need to see Jae right now, and I know I have been so stupid to avoid my true feelings. All I wanted to was love him and protect him but I couldn't even do that. I let him feel so upset till he is dying at the point.

"JAEJOONG AH.. JAEJOONG AH.." I yelled and running toward the emergency room. I saw Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin standing in front of the emergency room. Jaejoong must be in there. Gosh! Jaejoong please be okay.

My calling had caught the attention of three of them. Junsu looked over at me with puffy eyes and he is still crying silently. Yoochun looked at me and looked away showing disappointment in his eyes.

Changmin walked over to me and I stopped running while staring at him. Suddenly, he slammed me hard on the wall. "YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I AM DISAPPOINTED IN YOU? I THOUGHT IF I LET JAE BE WITH YOU THEN HE COULD BE HAPPY. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM?"

I stared at Changmin and found tears rolling around in his eyes: "Changmin ah.. I am sorry.." I said with a soft and shaky voice.

"Sorry doesn't do anything!" Junsu said while crying hard, "Yoochun and I went to find you and hope to knock some sense into you by telling you that Siwon is leaving and everything was just misunderstanding. BUT YOUR THICK HEAD JUST CAN'T GO THROUGH EVERYTHING WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU!"

Yoochun holds onto Junsu: "Shh.. baby.. it's the hospital. Don't shout! This won't help Jae.."

Yoochun turned over to me and said: "Let him go Changmin. None of us should decide for Jae.. plus, Jae is unconscious right now, fighting out here really isn't going to help him."

Changmin slowly lets go of me and I looked over at Yoochun said softly: "Thank you Yoochun.."

"Yunho ah.." Yoochun turned over to me, "You can't just stay here. What if the reporters come here to catch you that will disturb Jae.. also, what about your parents and Seul Gi? Aren't you going to explain something to them?"

"But I want to see Jae." I insisted.

"Yunho! Stop being stubborn here. This is all caused by you, and you can't be selfish anymore. Plus, we don't even know if Jae can.. can.." Yoochun said and sniffed, "Make it or not!"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?" I yelled and couldn't control my temper. Jae is not going to pass away that easily.. he is not!

"YELLING AT ME DOESN'T MAKE ANYHTING DIFFERENT!" Yoochun suddenly yelled at my face, and after all these years I have never seen him like this before. I stopped and Yoochun signed, "Yunho, the doctor told Su and I that Jae carries a very bad illness and they don't exactly know what it is. Jae is constantly short of breath and they told us that he should stay in the hospital for at least a month, but Jae loves and he decides to show up at the wedding. According to what the doctors just told us, when Jae was being pushed in here, he was out of breath. That means.. he was not breathing at all.. when Su was holding him at the minute that he fainted, Su felt no breath coming out from his nose. Yunho.. Jae might not make it and that is a fact.."

I widened my eyes after hearing this, and I felt that my whole was crashing down right now. How could this be? Jae held his last breath to see my wedding with another woman? Jae! Jaejoong ah..

I felt tears rolling out from my eyes and I stared at the light on top of the emergency room. Jae needs me.. I can't leave right now..

"Yunho ah!" I turned my head and suddenly I felt a hard slap on my face.

I touches my face and found my dad standing in front of me. "Appa!" I called and stared at him.

"YUNHO! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? HUH? NOW ALL THE REPORTERS ARE HOLDING THE NEWS THAT YOU, JUNG YUNHO, RAN AWAY FROM YOUR WEDDING AND ADMITTED TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH A GUY!" Mr. Jung yelled.

"Mr. Jung.." Yoochun wanted to say something but was shouted back by my dad, "You shut up right now. I am talking to my son!"

"Appa! How come you changed so much right now?" I can't believe my dad just shouted at Yoochun, "I thought you understood my feelings for Jaejoong. I thought you approved of us. How come you changed now?"

"Yunho.. when it comes to Jung's reputation I will be willing to let anything in front of me go. Including love.. I married you Umma out of no love, but for Jung's reputation I did it. I hoped that you wouldn't make the same mistake I did, but I don't think it could work that way. I was hoping that you could explain to Jaejoong and have him stay beside you, but in the public to marry a woman like I were doing today. Then have kids to carry on the company, then I won't bother to chase Jaejoong away from you. But, you totally misunderstood what I wanted you to do. I told the reporters the truth and there is no turning back now." Appa said and stared at me in the eyes.

"What? That was your plan? So, you didn't want me to be with Jaejoong after all.. you still wanted me to marry a woman.. just like the same mistake you did with Umma. At the end, no one is happy." I cried, "I have obeyed you and Umma enough and in order to obey you guys, I have hurt the one I love so deeply that he is dying right now. But I have learned my lesion, love isn't something I can just avoid or hide.. love is something I have to take care and protect. IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT ME THIS WAY, THEN I WILL QUIT!"

"What are you talking about?" Appa asked.

"I said I will quit.. I quit being the manager in Jung's company.. I quit being the next heir in Jung's company.. and I QUIT BEING YOUR SON!" I shouted but I know my mind is totally and so clear for such a long time. Yes.. I all I want and I will ever need is Jae.. I just want Jae to be with me.. I can survive without anything but Jae..

"I love Jaejoong, and from now on.. I will take care of him only.. I don't need all these high status in the society, the mansion or the car.. I can live without all these luxurious things.." I said out loud to Appa and he was surprised and shocked.

"Yunho.. you are.. you are out of your mind.." Appa said, but Yoochun walked over while putting a hand on my shoulder: "Listen to your son, he was never more right than now."

Just then, the light went off from the emergency room, and the doctor walked out.

"Who is the relatives of Kim Jaejoong?" Doctor asked.

"I am! I am!" I rushed over and hoped for the doctor to announce that my Jaejoong is fine and he is not going to leave me.

"Well.. it was close but he made it.. although, I can't really say he really made it, because he can only survive with the oxygen mask on from now on. Also, we don't know when is he going to wake up. Maybe a few weeks.. a few months.. or a few years.." The doctor said.

"WHAT?" I grabbed onto the doctor's shirt and yelled: "YOU CALL THAT MADE IT? DID YOU TRY EVERYTHING TO FIX HIM? I MEAN EVERYTHING!"

"Yes we did! But his illness is really rare, and we really don't know how to wake him up or fully cure him. But one thing for sure, it has to do with something mentally, maybe when he wants to wake up then he would." The doctor said and trying to get himself out from my held.

I stared at the wall and was speechless at the moment, then I could hear Junsu's soft sobs and Yoochun signing hard. This is all my fault.. I made Jaejoong like this.. but I will do anything to wake him up and ask for his forgiveness.. I will not leave him again!

Just then, Jaejoong's body was being pushed out and I could see his beautiful face under that oxygen mask. Gosh, he still looks so pretty and those innocent eyes are shut so tightly right now. If he could have just looked at me with those innocent eyes again, I would have believed that he has never cheated on me. Why was I so stupid?

I walked into the room where Jae was resting with the others, and Appa stood beside me. He looked at Jae also while signing hard.

"Appa.. I am sorry, but I am not going to leave Jaejoong again. If you don't want me to be your son then I will not show up in front of you again. But, don't do anything to hurt Jaejoong please.. he has suffered enough." I begged.

Appa looked away from me, and I knew it wasn't enough. I bit my teeth hard and closed my eyes tightly. Then suddenly, I bent my knees and got on the ground with my knees.

"Appa! Please!" I looked up and begged while kneeing on the ground, "Please.. I can't lose Jaejoong again.. I need him."

Tears were rolling out from my eyes, and I could tell all the others were shocked by my action. Slowly, Appa took his hand out in front of my eyes, "Yunho ah.. get up.."

I held onto his hand and got back up on my feet again, then slowly Appa wipes the tears on my face away, "Yunho ah.. you disappointed me so much.. but I will forgive you, because this scene has reminded me so much of my past.. and I.. I.. I know I did the wrong thing, and maybe, you should do it right this time."

"Appa.. You.." I looked up at Appa, and he smiled at me: "Stay here then, I will go handle the reporters outside."

"What about Umma? Will she be okay with it?" I asked and worried that Umma might get upset.

"Your Umma? She is happy as she is right now." Appa smiled mysteriously at me. I looked at Appa as he walked out from the hospital. I didn't quite get Appa's meaning with his words, but I have something else to worry about now.

I turned over to Jae and suddenly tears were once again wetting my face, "Jaejoong ah.."

I called his name and walked over to him, but Junsu stood in front of me: "No Yunho! I am not letting you get close to Jaejoong again."

I looked up at Junsu and signed: "Junsu.. I know you hate me right now, and I know you all are disappointed in me. Please.. give me a chance so I can make it right.. please.."

"You don't deserve a chance." Junsu said and pushing onto my body. "Changmin.. help me.. get him out from here! Jae will be upset to see him!"

Changmin walked over to me and both of them pushed me out from the room Jae was in. I banged on the door hard: "Please! Junsu.. Changmin.. I need to see Jaejoong.. I want to tell him how much I love him!"

I cried hard and sliding down from the door: "Please.. open the door.. Jaejoong ah.."

I know I have done so many bad things to hurt Jae, but I will prove to everyone that I love him and I will take care of him forever. I sat down on the floor outside of the room Jae is in just like that time when Jae sat down in front of my bedroom.. I am going to prove to Jae and everyone else.. I love him and I will do whatever to get him back..

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Chapter 34

Shocking

"Jung Yunho.."

Yunho slowly opened his eyes and he was shocked to see where he standing. Yunho pov- This church.. I remember this church! This was in Prague. When did I come back to Prague?

"Jung Yunho.."

Yunho heard his name being called again and he turned around to see himself standing in the backyard of the church. Yunho looked at the man standing in front of him: "Hey, you are the priest."

"I am not a priest." The old man said.

"Then who exactly are you? What am I doing here? I am supposed to be with Jaejoong. I need to go back." Yunho said and wanted to walk out from the backyard, but no matter how much he walked he was always back in front of the old man. It was as if he was in a nightmare and getting tripped in one place that he could never get out.

Yunho stared to run and he was eventually out of breath, so he stopped and back in front of the old man again. Yunho patting hard and supporting himself with his hands on his knees, then he looked up at the old man who is staring at him: "Okay.. fine.. what do you want?"

"Jung Yunho! You should realize by now that you cannot run out from this place because you are not really here." The old man said.

"What? What are you talking about?" Yunho asked and was totally confused.

"You are here, because you are searching for an answer from me. I think I do own you an answer from all of your worrying." The man said, "But I can't believe you were not listening to me at all and making the situation worse instead of fixing it."

Yunho stands back up and stares at the man. He is Jaejoong that the old man is talking about. The old man continues: "So, I guess you have figured out that you are the one who is going to be the cause of Jaejoong's death. But, what did you do about it?"

Yunho: "I tried to stop it. You told me I was going to be the cause of Jae's death so I tried to stop Jae from seeing me and being with me. I tried to get away from Jae so that he would stay safe, but Jae is dying right now. YOU LIED TO ME!"

The old man yelled: "But you didn't understand what I meant. I never told you to stay away from Jaejoong.. I have predicted that Jae was going to be hurt by you ever since when I first saw you with him.. I could see that you were going to do something stupid to hurt him mentally and physically. So, I told you all those words were meant for you to stop your stupid actions, so Jaejoong shi wouldn't get hurt."

Yunho paused for a while: "OH! SO, I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO LEAVE HIM!"

The old man signed: "Now listen carefully, there is no way for Jaejoong shi to wake up anymore."

"WHAT?" Yunho yelled and widened his eyes.

The old man nodded his head: "His mind is not telling him to wake up, because he thought being in comma is much better than living a real life at this point. His emotions and feelings are stopping him from opening his eyes. You are the only one who can wake him up again."

Yunho: "TELL ME! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?"

"You have to show him how much you love him." The old man said then he turned around to the church as he pointed up at the church. Yunho looked up at the church and watched the sun shinning on top of the church while the trees were moving freely in the light wind. Yunho: "Show him how much I love him?

Yunho was confused so he turned back to face the old man but he was gone. Yunho looked around and found himself standing in the church this time.

Yunho looking around pov- What is going on?

Yunho turns back to the cross and he suddenly finds a man standing under the cross while looking up at it. Yunho rubs his eyes and found the back of this man very familiar, "Jaejoong?"

The man turned around and Yunho widens his eyes. It's Jaejoong.. his beautiful face.. those big and innocent eyes.. that slim waist and those long legs.. Jae is wearing a white shirt and black dress pants that Yunho has never seen him dress this way..

"Jaejoong! What are you doing here?" Yunho rushed toward Jae and stood in front of Jae's face.

Jae had no emotions on his face, and he was just looking at Yunho in the eyes with those big and round eyes. Yunho held onto Jae's shoulder: "Jae! Answer me.. why are you here?"

Jae still didn't say anything, but instead, he saw a tear rolled out from Jae's eyes. Slowly, Jae backed away from Yunho, and just within a second of blink a eye, Jae disappeared in front of Yunho's eyes.

Yunho looked around: "Jae! Jae!"

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Suddenly Yunho opens his eyes and felt himself fall down on the ground, then he looked around himself and found himself still in the hospital in front of Jae's room. Then he turned back and found Junsu and Yoochun opened the door to Jae's room.

Yunho quickly stood up and tried to look instead but he was stopped by Junsu. Yunho: "YAH! LET ME IN PLEASE! I WANT TO SEE JAEJOONG!"

"I TOLD YOU NO! JUST GO AWAY!" Junsu yelled.

Then Junsu walked out from the room and closed the door behind him as he walked away. Yunho stared at the door then looked over at Yoochun: "Yoochun! Let me get in!"

Yoochun: "Yunho ah.. just go home! You are not going to help Jae at all just by sitting out here and hurting yourself."

Yunho: "Yoochun! If you are truly my friend, then trust me on this. I really love Jae and I won't hurt him again."

Yoochun stared at Yunho: "Yunho! Listen! You have had so many chances before, and Jae has been giving you so much of his forgiveness because he truly loves you. But, you have always spoiled the chances at the end, just count how many times have you hurt Jae and then ask for forgiveness. Even if Jae forgives you, none of us will forgive you and most importantly, Yunho.. Jae is not going to wake up.."

Yunho looked up at Yoochun, then Yoochun said: "Just go home for now, and settle the things that you have messed up. I trust you that you love Jae, but you don't love him enough. If you truly loves him, then think clearly this time.. try to show him how much you love him.. maybe.. just maybe he will have a chance to wake up!"

Yoochun pats on Yunho's shoulder and walks away after Junsu. Yunho stands in front of the door to Jae's room and he looks through the little window on the door. There lies Jae.. Jaejoong..

Yunho stares at Jae's face which is covered by the oxygen mask: "Jaejoong ah.. I am sorry.. I am truly sorry.. just give me another chance.. please.."

Then tears slides poured out from Yunho's eyes and he kneels down on the ground sobbing loudly..

"Please! Yunho is not home.. just wait outside.. please.." Seul Gi said and trying to get all the reporters out from her eyes. She has been dealing with the reporters after Yunho was gone. But there were so many of the reporters and the cameras kept on hitting on Seul Gi's head and body.

"Ahh.." Seul Gi tries to protect herself from the violent reporters and the camera people. The maids quickly rushed over and took Seul Gi back in the mansion.

Seul Gi signed hard and sat down on the coach. Mr. Jung walked over to Seul Gi: "Seul Gi ah.. I am sorry that you had to deal with this.."

Seul Gi smiles weakly: "It's okay.."

Just then, they heard loud yelling outside of the mansion and then a sound of a car driving into the house. Seul Gi stood up and walked over to the grudge, then Yunho rushed into the house.

Seul Gi looked at Yunho and Mr. Jung said: "You are back.."

Yunho nodded and looked over at Seul Gi: "Seul Gi ah.. I want to talk to you.."

Seul Gi nodded and then walked into Yunho's room with him. Yunho signed hard: "Seul Gi ah.. Jaejoong is in a comma right now."

"Oh.." Seul Gi said, "Is he okay?"

"The doctor said they don't know when will he wake up."

Yunho said, then he turned to Seul Gi: "Seul Gi ah.. I am really sorry for what I did at the wedding, and I have to tell you that.. I still love Jaejoong very much.. and I.."

Seul Gi stops Yunho: "No Yunho.. please stop it.."

Seul Gi looks down as tears rolled out from her eyes: "I know you loved Jaejoong all along, and I know you never loved me, you were probably just confused but I was willing to take this chance to show you how much I love you and that I could make you happy as well. But, I guess I lost in the end. I will never replace Jaejoong in your heart."

Yunho looked at Seul Gi who is how crying hard, "I am sorry Seul Gi ah.. I am sorry.."

"But Yunho.. what about me? Have you thought about me?" Seul Gi pointed at herself, "Do you care about my reputation also? I was announced to be married with you and my husband ran away on the wedding day. Why are you so cruel to me?"

Seul Gi breaks down and crying hard, Yunho felt really bad: "Seul Gi, I am sorry.. I am sorry for everything, if there is anything I can do for you then I will try my best to make it up to you."

Seul Gi looks up at Yunho: "Really? Then remarry me.. I don't mind that you love Jaejoong, but remarry me so I can gain back my reputation."

"WHAT?" Yunho yelled.

Seul Gi: "Yunho.. you want a kid right?"

Slowly, Seul Gi places Yunho's hand on her stomach and whispers: "Then I will give you one."

Yunho stared at Seul Gi and felt his head getting dizzy, pov- What have I done? This can't be..

Seul Gi looked up at Yunho pov- Yunho ah.. I am sorry, but if this is the only way to still be with you.. I have no choice..

Seul Gi said: "I am pregnant Yunho!"

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Chapter 35

A big surprise

Yunho stared at Seul Gi and couldn't believe his ears. Yunho doesn't know how could this have happened. Yunho pov- It must have been that night.. that night when I got drunk.. ARGH! Why am I so stupid to make such a mistake like that..

Yunho bits onto his lips and he knows that in order to not hurt Jae anymore, then he will have to hurt Seul Gi. Even though, Seul Gi has been so nice and forgiving to him but he knows he has hurt Jae enough to make anymore stupid decisions.

"Then.." Yunho said as he reached into his pocket, "How much money will it cost to have an abortion.."

Seul Gi grows her eyes bigger and stares at Yunho couldn't believe what she just heard from this man's mouth. Seul Gi then raised her hands and hardly slapped across Yunho's face. Seul Gi: "YOU JERK!"

Yunho turned his face back to Seul Gi: "I am sorry Seul Gi. I have to be honest with you, before I met Jae, I always talked to girls the way I just talked to you. It was Jae who changed me into a caring and nice person. The man that you loved was someone who changed because of another person. You will never have a chance even if Jae never existed because I never treated any girls nice before."

Tears rolled out from Seul Gi's eyes and she looks away, then Yunho continues: "Seul Gi ah.. I know I might sound cruel now, but I trying to save you from your future misfortune. Do you know about my Umma? She has suffered so much because Appa never loved her. My parents were like strangers for a long time and they don't even see each other ever.. Seul Gi ah.. do you want to live your life without a husband.. do you want your son to never see his Appa?"

Seul Gi looks away: "But Yunho ah.. I truly love you.. do you not know that? I was willing to marry you even when I know that you were not in love with me.. but I was willing to change anything for you to love me back. I.. I tried so hard.. and I.."

"Seul Gi ah.. I know.. of course I know everything, but.. you are not truly in love with me like I said. I am always cold to girls.. the me that you see right now only excited because of Jae.." Yunho walks closer to Seul Gi and pats on her shoulder, "I am sorry that I am not able to return your love.. I tried but I still love Jaejoong so much.. I have hurt him so much and he really needs me right now or else he will die. Seul Gi ah.. no matter what you do need in the future as long as I can help you, then you can always come to find me. I know I own a lot, and about the child.. please, I don't want you to suffer more in the future and regret for your whole life.. please.. have an abortion.."

Seul Gi looks down and cries hard while covering her face, Yunho: "I am sorry Seul Gi.. I am really sorry.."

Seul Gi cries for a long time, then she looks up: "Yunho ah.. I understand everything now, and I am sorry to cause all the misunderstanding between you and Jaejoong shi. I just love you too much and I couldn't help it. I know I have hurt Jaejoong shi so much please say sorry to him for me. Yunho ah.. I will get out from your life from now on, and don't worry about me.. I will be fine and I won't do anything stupid. I hope after a few years or maybe just a few months, I can come back in front of you and only be your friends.. hopefully to make friends with Jaejoong shi also.."

Seul Gi signed deeply then walked over to the door by herself, but Yunho stopped her: "Wait Seul Gi ah.. where are you going?"

Seul Gi smiled weakly at Yunho: "I think I should go home now. I have been in Seoul for so long and I think my parents really miss me now."

Seul Gi turned around, but Yunho quickly asked: "But.. what about the child?"

Seul Gi didn't turn back but whispered softly: "There is no child Yunho.. nothing.. ever happened between us.."

Slowly, Seul Gi walked out from Yunho's room and after a while, Yunho could hear a door closing sound by the front door.

Flash back..

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Seul Gi holding onto the drunk Yunho at the front door after the long kiss, Seul Gi: "Yunho ah.. what's wrong? Why are you so drunk?"

"Jaejoong ah.." Yunho whispered while hugging onto Seul Gi, "I love you so much.. how could you hurt me? How could you love someone else?"

Seul Gi holding onto the about fall down Yunho: "Wait Yunho.. what are you talking about? I am Seul Gi ah.. wake up please.."

Yunho closes his eyes and couldn't balance his body anymore. Seul Gi: "Aish.."

Seul Gi then helps Yunho to walk into her bedroom and lies Yunho down on the bed. But suddenly, Yunho sat up and throws up all over the place. Seul Gi rolled her eyes: "Ahh.. not only you have to be so heavy now you puked all over the floor.."

Seul Gi cleans up the floor and then took a shower, when she walked out, Yunho was already asleep soundly. Seul Gi stared at Yunho pov- he looks so hot..

Slowly, Seul Gi lowered her head and kisses Yunho lightly on the lips. Then Seul Gi helps Yunho to take off his clothes which were very dirty already. Seul Gi widens her eyes and stared at Yunho's masculine body and blushed a little, pov- He looks so prefect.. should I take my chance to make him mine?

Seul Gi leans closer to Yunho again, but suddenly, Yunho pulled onto Seul Gi's arm and flipped her on himself. Seul Gi widens his eyes, and Yunho whispers in his sleeps: "Jaejoong ah.."

Seul Gi: "Jaejoong.. Jaejoong.. Jaejoong.. Jaejoong.. always Jaejoong.."

Seul Gi wanted to get up and knew that Yunho was too drunk to do anything for now, but Yunho was holding onto her arms so tightly and she couldn't sit up. With no choice, Seul Gi crawled over to the other side of the bed and lied down there, and she was in towels only but she couldn't move at all. Seul Gi then lays down slowly and stares at Yunho's face.. slowly.. she falls asleep..

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Flash ended..

Yunho walked down from the stairs and saw his Appa standing in the living room. Mr. Jung turned back to look at Yunho and said: "Seul Gi left.."

"I know.." Yunho said, "Sorry Appa.. I.."

"I already said, I wouldn't say anything else about it anymore. Jaejoong is in a comma right now, if I still force you to marry a girl then wouldn't it be too inhuman of me?" Mr. Jung said with a light smile.

"Appa, but.. what about Umma?" Yunho said, then he looked around, "Where is she? I didn't see her at the wedding either. Is she still sick?"

Mr. Jung smiled mysteriously, "You want to go visit Jaejoong now?"

Mr. Jung then walked over to Yunho and pushed him toward the car, Yunho: "Wait Appa.. why all of the sudden?"

Mr. Jung didn't say anything but pushed Yunho in the car and started to drive toward the hospital. Walking into the hospital, Mr. Jung dragged Yunho toward the opposite sick of Jae's room.

Yunho: "Appa! Jae's room is the other way.."

"Come with me first." Mr. Jung said then he stopped in front of a check up room. Slowly, Mr. Jung pushed open the door and dragged Yunho inside.

Yunho looked around and found Mrs. Jung lying down next to a doctor. Yunho: "Umma! What's wrong? Are you doing a health check up? Are you really sick?"

Mrs. Jung looked over with a bright smile on her face: "Oh Yunho ah.. you are here.."

"Umma.. are you mad at me because I didn't get married and didn't have a biological son to carry on Jung's company? I am sorry Umma.. but.." Yunho wanted to explain, but was stopped by Mrs. Jung.

"Yunho ah.. do you know what is this check up room for?" Mrs. Jung asked.

Yunho stood there confused, "Huh?"

"This is a pregnancy check up." Mr. Jung said and walked over to his wife with a smile on his face.

"Pregnancy check up?" Yunho said feeling totally confused, then suddenly he widens his eyes: "Umma! You mean.. you.."

"I am pregnant again Yunho!" Mrs. Jung said, "You are going to have a Dongseng!"

"OH MY GOSH! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!" Yunho almost jumped, then Mrs. Jung smiled: "I thought I was just getting sick the whole time, but when I came to check up a month ago, the doctors told me that I was pregnant."

Mr. Jung held onto Mrs. Jung's hand: "Yeah Yunho! Aren't you happy for your Appa and Umma?"

Yunho: "OF COURSE!"

Doctor: "Mrs. Jung is doing just fine right now, and the baby is very stable and health. Just keep in mind of what I said to watch out during pregnant period. Also, don't limit yourself on anything that you want to eat."

Mr. and Mrs. Jung nodded their head, Mr. Jung then looked over at Mrs. Jung: "I am so happy that we are going to have a son that we both created out of love this time."

Yunho smiled at his Appa and Umma. Yunho: "Appa.. Umma.. is it a boy or girl?"

Mrs. Jung smiled: "It's a boy, Yunho.. Umma is so happy right now, and.."

Mrs. Jung looks over at Mr. Jung then said: "We take back on the deal we discussed with you about having a son now. We are sorry Yunho.. we considered too little on your situation and your love with Jaejoong. I heard he is in a comma right now.. gosh.. he must have been so hurt.. your Appa and I already changed the doctors and nurses for Jaejoong to be top professionals.. we really hope he will wake up soon.. please say sorry to him for us.."

Yunho felt happiness tears rolling around in his eyes, he looked down and nodded his head: "Thank you.. Appa.. Umma.. I will tell Jae.. as long as he wakes up and wants to see me again.."

Yunho then walked out from the check up room and he felt so happy right now. It seemed as if over one night all the problems were solved. It seemed like a dream. Yunho smiled but tears kept on rolling out from his eyes.

Slowly, Yunho's feet brought himself in front of the door of Jae's room. Yunho looked in through the window again as he whispered: "Jaejoong ah.. please wake up now.. everything is going good now, and I just need you to wake up, so I can tell you everything.. so I can spend the rest of my life with you."

Yunho cries hard and punches his hand on the door really hard, "Jaejoong ah.. please.. give me one last chance.."

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Chapter 36

Please wake up soon

"YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE AGAIN?" Junsu's voice yelled from the back. Yunho turned around and said: "Junsu ah.. I came to visit Jae.. I want him to wake up.. so.."

"So you can tell him how much you love Bae Seul Gi, and how you are married with her so happily?" Junsu said bitterly and Yoochun held onto Junsu.

Yoochun: "Junsu.."

"No!" Yunho almost yelled, "Junsu ah.. I want to tell Jae that I already settled everything. I don't need any girl in my life anymore because I don't need to have a biological son. I only want Jae back in my life now."

Junsu: "What do you mean?"

"My Umma is going to give birth soon, so there will be a next heir for Jung's company." Yunho explained, "Seul Gi already left, and she won't be back anymore. I just want Jaejoong back in my life."

"Oh.. so now you think about Jaejoong huh? After all you have done to Jaejoong, now you remembered to take him back in your life." Junsu argued, "Listen Jung Yunho! I will not allow you to go near Jaejoong anymore.. when Yoochun and I went to find you to explain about the Siwon thing that was the last chance we give to you. You already lost your chance. Now, stay away!"

Junsu pushed Yunho away and walked into the room to take care of Jae and Yoochun followed while giving a sigh at Yunho. Yunho signed deeply the he reached into his pocket and his hand touched a letter. Yunho pov- I almost forgot. I picked up Siwon's letter that other day and placed it in this pocket but I never had the chance to read it.

Yunho sat down on the chair next to Jae's room and took out the letter. Slowly, he opened the envelope and there is said: To Jung Yunho

"Yunho shi. Firstly, I want to say that I am really sorry to bring so much misunderstandings to you and Jaejoong shi. I want to explain to you that nothing has never happened between Jaejoong shi and me. It was me who loved him so much ever since when I was college, and I always wanted to get to know him. When I am around him, I find it so hard to control myself. When he cries, I felt that my heart aches so much.. and so I took advantage of Jaejoong's weak states. I am very sorry, if what I did made you think that Jaejoong shi was unfaithful to you. But it was really my fault. I don't know if you will understand and trust everything I said, but there is also something very important that I need to tell you. Jaejoong shi is very sick, last time when I check up on him, I thought he only caught a cold, but there is something else that is incurable in his body. I don't know if I can explain this in the science field, but I do believe whenever he is hurt then his illness will get worse and worse. When he cries he will feel that he is out of breath and dizzy. When he finally stopped breathing then it will be his time up, and I do believe you are the one who is controlling Jaejoong's emotions. When you make the last move to hurt him so deeply, I do believe it will be the time his mind and body decides to give up and breath out his last breathe in his body. If you still love Jaejoong shi, please.. take care of him.. he has been so hurt.. don't hurt him anymore. - Choi Siwon."

Yunho felt his vision getting fuzzy with tears blocking his view. Yunho pov- Even Siwon knew about Jaejoong's illness all long, but I was so busy with the stupid things going on in my life. Aish.. why am I so stupid?

Yunho sobs really hard, and just then he saw Yoochun walked out from Jae's room. Yunho quickly wipes his tears away, Yoochun: "Yunho ah.."

"Yoochun ah.." Yunho stands up and rushed over to Yoochun: "Yoochun ah.. please let me go see Jae. I need to see him.. I want to apologize to him and I want to have him back. I thought about what you said, yes.. you were right.. Jae loves me so much and trusted me so much, but I didn't even try to trust him and let him explain.. Yoochun ah.. please.. I really want to see Jae right now."

Yoochun looks at Yunho who is sobbing like a little kid right now, and of course he knows that his best friend is not faking his feelings and emotions at all.

Yoochun: "Yunho ah.. I know that you truly feel regretful right now.. I will go take to Junsu about it, but Junsu and I were very disappointed in you with some of the things you did in the past." Yoochun said, "Stop crying.. you look ugly when you cry like that."

Yoochun walked back into the room and saw Junsu sitting on the chair next to Jae's bed and shedding tears again. Yoochun walked over hand put his hand on Junsu's shoulder and looked at Jae's peaceful sleeping face.

Junsu took Yoochun's hand: "Chun.. do you think Jae will wake up soon?"

"Su.. the doctor said Jae will wake up, but it's only a matter of time." Yoochun said back.

Junsu cries: "But.. everyday when I came here.. he just stays like this.. he doesn't even move one bit.. gosh Jae, why didn't you stay in the hospital like we asked you to? Why did you have to go to that bastard's stupid wedding?"

"Su.. don't cry anymore.." Yoochun said, "Su ah.. I don't think we have the power to make Jae wake up.."

Junsu looks back at Yoochun: "What do you mean?"

"I mean.. Jae fainted and got sick because of Yunho, so Yunho is the only key to make Jae wake up and cure Jae. Su.. I know you care so much about Jae and I do too.. I am also Jae's friend, but.. Yunho already has done so much for Jae. He publicized his love to Jaejoong to the whole world.. he made Seul Gi leave.. and he even settled the child thing in the future. Don't you think he deserves a chance to at least look at Jae and stay by Jae?" Yoochun asked.

Junsu suddenly stood up and pushed Yoochun a little: "I KNEW IT! AFTER ALL, YUNHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND. EVEN WHEN HE TREATED JAE THIS WAY AND EVEN MADE HIM FAINT AND ALMOST DYING, YOU STILL DEFEND FOR YUNHO! THAT BASTARD DOESN'T DESERVE JAE!"

Yoochun walked closer to Junsu again, "No.. Su.. please stop yelling, Jae needs quietness to rest.. I am not trying to defend for Yunho, I just want to say, neither you nor I have the saying in whether Yunho and Jae should break up or be together. It really depends on Jae himself, but he Jae just stays in comma, how can he make his decision? At least let Yunho help Jae to wake up!"

Junsu looked away and didn't say anything, Yoochun then said: "Let Yunho see Jae please.. maybe this way Jae can wake up.. you know how powerful love is right?"

Junsu looked back up at Yoochun then he sighed deeply, "Okay Chun.. I will listen to you, but if he hurts Jae again.. I will definitely take Jae away, and I will never let Yunho find Jae again."

Yoochun: "Okay.. okay.. if that happens then I will not accept Yunho with Jae anymore either."

Junsu then walked over to the door with Yoochun and when they just opened the door, Yunho immediately rushed over. Yunho: "Junsu.. Yoochun.. please, let me see Jaejoong.. please.."

Junsu and Yoochun looked at each other then they stepped away from the door. Yunho looked in the room and he has never felt so close to Jae in so many days. Jae is just right in front of his eyes right now.

Yunho slowly walked toward Jae's bed. Now he realized that how many days he hasn't seen Jae so closely and carefully like right now.

"J.. Jaejoong ah.." Yunho whispered with a soft voice, and he reached over to Jae's side. Slowly sitting down, "Jaejoong ah.. I missed you so much Jaejoong ah.."

Yunho held onto Jae's hand and closed his eyes while tears rolling down from his face.

"YAH!" Junsu yelled and walked over, "Jung Yunho! No one said you can touch him."

Yunho turned around still crying: "Junsu ah.. Jae has became so weak right now. How come I never not realized that before? He looks so slim and pale.. how come I have never seen that?"

Junsu: "BECAUSE YOU ARE BLIND BY THAT BAE SEUL GI AND YOUR PARENT'S ORDER! YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR OWN TROUBLE, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT JAE'S FEELINGS?"

Junsu pulled Yunho up and said: "Now you get away from Jae! I regret letting you in the room the second when I see your face. You are just going to hurt Jae more and deeper. Get out!"

Junsu wanted to push Yunho out again, but Yoochun stopped Junsu, "Su.. calm down. Remember what you promised me.."

Yunho looked at the mad Junsu, and suddenly, Yunho kneeled down in front of them. Yoochun and Junsu both stopped, Yunho held up his left hand to the ceiling, "Junsu ah.. Yoochun ah.. I, Jung Yunho, promise.. I will never hurt Jaejoong again! I swear to god! Please, Junsu ah.. I know you are mad and I know you don't trust me anymore, but let me get the worse punishment if I ever leave Jae again."

Junsu stared at Yunho, and slowly Junsu turned to the door and walked slowly. Before stepping out from the room, Junsu said: "I will remember your promise Yunho."

Then Junsu walked out, Yoochun looked at Yunho and helped him up. Yoochun pats on Yunho's shoulder: "I trust you Yunho. I trust that you will make Jae wake up and get healthy again. Yunho ah.. I just want to tell you something, the doctor said it would be a miracle for Jae to wake up anytime soon."

Yunho sighed and nodded his head, "I know.."

"But, I do believe love is the most powerful thing between you and Jae. I believe you have the power to wake Jae up soon. Just follow what your heart says.. you will figure out a way. Jae once said, he can only see you in his dreams to Junsu, and he said whenever he falls asleep he would be happy. Maybe, he just doesn't want to wake up right now. Yunho.. try to tell him.. tell him he can have you in real life too, and he can see you and feel you from now on and forever." Yoochun said.

Yunho looked up at Yoochun, then Yoochun nodded his head and walked out from the door. Yunho looked back at Jae who is sleeping like a sleeping beauty right now.

"Jaejoong ah.. do you see me in your dreams right now?" Yunho whispered softly, "Are you still upset about what I did before so you don't want to wake up now?"

Yunho slowly touches Jae's face: "Jaejoong ah.. I love you so much. Please wake up.. I want to apologize to you in person and I want to love you forever. Please.. Jae.. give me another chance.. wake up soon please.."

Yunho stares at Jae and slowly he felt his eyes getting heavier and heavier. "Jaejoong ah.." Yunho whispers and slowly he puts his head down beside Jae's body on the bed. "Pleas wake up.."

Chapter 37

Trying to figure out

Yunho's pov..

I looked around myself.. wait.. I am back in that church in Prague again.. I am dreaming again aren't I? But whenever I dream about this place, everything seems so real as if I am in real life..

I looked around but didn't see the same old man from last time. I still couldn't figure out a way to make Jae wake up yet, so my dream must be telling me how to help Jae back to life..

Just then, I heard the door open from the back. I turned around and it was Jaejoong. I widened my eyes and watched him walking over to my slowly.

"Jae.." I called and he stopped in front of me.

He reached his hand out and slowly yet softly touching my face. I whispered: "Jae.. I miss you.."

"Yunho ah.." Jae speaks, "I knew you would come for me."

I stared at Jae and found tears rolling around in his big eyes, "Jae.. I am sorry.."

"Yunho ah.. I have been wondering around in this place for almost a week.. and I knew you would come to my someday and find me here." Jae said, "I reminded myself if I stay in this church then you will come for me."

"Jae.. but you have to come back to me.. you have to come back to real life.." I said and knowing Jae meant that his soul has been wondering around elsewhere instead of staying in his body.

"Yunho ah.. I don't want to.." Jae said while sobbing softly, "You are not mine in real life.. only at this place in memory, you were 100 percent mine, and you loved me so much that you promised a marriage to me. I want to stay here forever, so I can be with you Yunho ah.."

"No Jae! I am yours in and our of your dream. I love you so much Jae, please come back to me." I begged and my heart hurts so much seeing Jae cry like that.

"You are lying Yunho.. you already gave our promised marriage to someone else.. at that point I figured that there is nothing left for me in life anymore, so I chose to come to this place where I can see the Yunho who loves me." Jae said and slowly he hugged onto my body tightly, "Yunho ah.. I know you are not real, but just let me hold you for a second. I missed the feeling of you so much."

I hugged Jae back and whispered: "Jaejoong ah.. I promise you once you come back, I will love you just like the way I love you in this church."

Jae shakes his head: "No.. you are only the Yunho in my imagination, so of course you will say this right now. Once I wake up, you will be gone. Yunho ah.. do you know how much it hurts me to see you with some other girl? I know you can go for guys and girls, maybe I am not good enough for you, but I really love you. I never lied to you or cheated on you.. I guess it is still not enough for you in real life.."

"No Jae.. I love you too.." I said, but Jae continued, "Yunho ah.. I like it here.. just let me stay.. the day when I returned that ring back to you, my soul has already gone out from my body. I moved into Junsu's house and I would dream about you every night in here. I know that my soul already began to wonder out from my body, and now, I can stay here everyday to wait for your appearance.. this kind of life is prefect for me.. I will not ask for anything more.. just let me stay here."

"Wait Jae.. you said when you returned the ring to me, your soul gone out from your body?" I asked. Then Jae looked down at his finger and sighed, "Yunho ah.. it was my fault.. I am not good enough for you.."

"No Jae.. you are.." I held onto him, but somehow I felt a strong force pulling him away from me, "Wait Jae where are you going?"

Jae ripped apart from me, and I held onto Jae's arm, but it seemed that something is pulling us apart, "Jae! Come back here!"

I watched Jae's body moved toward the door, then he turned around and walked out from the door. I wanted to reach for him but my body freezes at the same spot. A voice called: "Jung Yunho! You have to show him how much you love him!"

"JAEJOONG AH!" I yelled and sat up on the chair, then when I looked around the room found myself in the hospital with Jae laying in front of me.

That was a dream? It seemed so real though. "Jaejoong ah.. would you rather stay in your dream to meet me? But I need you in real life." I whispered and held onto Jae's hand. But when I looked over at Jae, I was shocked to see tears rolling out from Jae's eyes. Jae cried.. just like in the dream.. Jae kept on crying in the dream.. it wasn't a dream. Jae was trying to tell me how he feels and what he wants me to do.

I need to show how much I love him. THE RING! I reached into my pocket, I had always kept the ring with me ever since Jae returned it to me. Maybe after I put the ring back on his finger, then he will wake up?

I held onto Jae's hand and slowly I placed the ring on Jae's index finger. Staring at the ring once again shinned on Jae's hand, I smiled to myself, "Jae.. I put the ring back on your finger already. Is your soul back to your body yet?"

I looked up at Jae but he didn't open his eyes more move one bit. Wait.. so this isn't it? What else should I do then? I already placed the ring back on his finger. I should bring his soul back already right?

"AISH!" I felt so frustrated, "What else am I supposed to do?"

I took the ring off from Jae's finger again and stared at it, "God! Please stop torturing me, I really need Jae back in my life. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?"

I heard the door opened from the back and I turned around. Junsu, Yoochun and Changmin walked in.

"Food?" Yoochun said and held up some food in front of me and placed them on the table.

"You stayed here the whole night?" Changmin asked.

I nodded my head, "I don't want to leave Jae ever again.

"If you never left him, then he would never be like this." Junsu said still has bitterness in his voice.

I hanged my head low and felt very guilty, "I know.. it is all my fault.."

"Su.. just stop blaming him for now.. Yunho has already blamed himself 100 or maybe 1000 times in his mind." Yoochun said.

Junsu sighed deeply, "Sorry Yunho.. I am just very frustrated seeing Jae like this. How long will he stay in comma?"

"I just had a dream. I kept on dreaming about the church that I took Jae to when we were in Prague. Jae said his soul left his body and he wants to stay in the church so he could wait for me." I explained, "Then I saw an old man who once told me about Jae's misfortune in my dreams too, and he told me that Jae will never wake up, because his mind doesn't let him wake up to face the pain. Jae wants to stay at a place that he can only feel happiness.. he also told me, in order for Jae to wake up, I will have to show Jae how much I love him."

Junsu, Yoochun and Changmin looked at each other and was speechless for a while. Then Changmin said: "Yunho ah.. do you think if you bring Jae back to the church, then maybe Jae's soul can find his way back to his body easier?"

Yoochun looked up: "That's right! Maybe that is what Jae has been trying to tell you. Jae's soul is at the church right now, and his body is here. So, his soul is waiting for his body and you there. In order to show him how much you love him, you will have to go back to that church!"

I brightened up, "Why didn't I think of that? I just placed the ring back on Jae's finger and I thought it could bring him back, but nothing happened. That's right.. it's because Jae couldn't see it. Jae needs to see it.. and Jae is in the church right now.."

I jumped up and took out my cell phone as I dialed the airport number, "I need two plan tickets to Prague as soon as possible. Yes! Tonight? Great! I don't care about how much it is."

I hanged up the phone and looked up at Junsu, Yoochun and Changmin. Junsu: "Yoochun, let's go there too. I want to see Jae waking up too."

Yoochun nodded: "Okay we will go, Changmin are you going to go?"

Changmin: "I trust Yunho, plus, my wife needs me right now since she is 6 months pregnant already. I need to stay with her. But I am sure, Jae will be fine and he will wake up in no time. Yunho ah.. remember.. once you bring Jae back to the church.. ask Jae to marry you to show him how much you love him."

I nodded my head and patted on Changmin's shoulder: "Thank you for your trust."

"Jaejoong, we will go back to the church tonight.. aren't you happy?" I whispered softly while sitting down next to Jae again. I stared at his sleepy face and somehow I thought I saw a little smile on his face.

"Forgive me Jae.. forgive me for everything I did to hurt you.. I promise, I will love you forever, and I will ask you in the hands of marriage when we get to the church.." I said and softly kisses Jae on the hand. "I love you.."

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Chapter 38

One and Only love

"So how exactly did we end up here?" Junsu said looking around with stewardesses standing around.

"Don't ask me, it was his idea." Yoochun said and pointing at Yunho who has been busy staring at Jae the whole time and he heard his name, so Yunho looked up: "What?"

"Why did you buy the whole cabin for just the four of us?" Junsu rolled his eyes and said, then he could spot all the stewardesses checking out Yoochun, himself and Yunho. "And all these stewardesses standing around?"

"Well first, they wouldn't let me on the plane with Jae laying on the bed like this so I had to buy this whole cabin. Secondly, I never asked for all these stewardesses to come here." Yunho explained.

Junsu: "Yea girls, don't you have other people to serve?"

"We already did." The stewardesses answered, "Plus, we are mostly for this cabin only, and you guys are just so.. *whisper* rich.."

Junsu rolled his eyes: "Okay.. we don't need your services right now. If we need it, then we will let you know. Also, stop staring us like this."

All the stewardesses pouted and walked out from the cabin. Junsu: "Aish.. why are all the girls so gold-digging these days?"

"Stop complaining Su, we are all here to hope for Jae to wake up soon right? Let's just bare with it. Plus, we have this whole cabin to ourselves, it is better right? Let's just enjoy the ride." Yoochun hugged onto Junsu and tried to calm himself. Junsu looked at Yunho who is just staring at Jae's face and nodded while knowing Yunho really cares about Jae 100 percent now.

"Jaejoong ah.. we will be back in Prague soon. Just wait for me in the church okay? I will bring your soul back to your body soon. I love you so much Jae, please give me another chance and forgive me." Yunho whispered and slowly stroking Jae's hair.

Soon the plane landed..

Yunho carried Jae off from the plane and toward a taxi. Placing Jae carefully in the taxi, Yunho went in and sat beside Jae. Junsu and Yoochun went into another taxi and both cars went off to the address of the church that Yunho told the drivers.

Junsu looked out from the window: "Yoochun ah.. this place is so pretty.. why didn't you ever bring me here?"

"Su.. I brought you to Japan though.. right?" Yoochun tried to defend himself.

Junsu thinks for a second and smiles then he leans on Yoochun's shoulder: "Yea.. but I like it here too.."

"Then after Jae wakes up, we will stay here for a few more days and travel around here. Okay?" Yoochun said.

"I really hope Jae will wake up soon." Junsu said, "Even though he is laying there but I miss him so much."

In the other car, Yunho sighed softly and held onto Jae's hand: "Jaejoong ah.. we are almost there.. please wait for me okay?"

Yunho felt his eyes getting heavy again which is true, he hasn't had a good rest in such a long time. Yunho helped Jae to lean his head on his own shoulder, then Yunho lays his head back on the seat and dozed off to sleep..

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"Yunho ah.." Jae's voice.

Yunho opens his eyes and looked at Jae in front of him: "Jae! You wake up! You really wake up, I knew you can wake up."

Yunho hugged tightly onto Jae, but Jae pushed him away: "Yunho ah.. I didn't wake up.. I am just Jae's soul.."

Yunho looked around him and he is standing in the church again: "Oh.. I am dreaming again right?"

Jae nodded..

"Jaejoong ah.. wait for me, I am in Prague already.. I will bring you to the church and tell you I love you. Please forgive me and come back to your body." Yunho said.

Jae looked up at Yunho: "I don't want to Yunho."

"What? Why?" Yunho felt so frustrated and he almost want to scream.

"Because you will hurt me again. You have hurt me so much in the past, and there is no grantee that you won't hurt me again. I don't trust you anymore, and I want to stay here.. I don't want to go back." Jae said with tears rolling out from his eyes.

"No Jae.. I love you.. I love you so much that it hurts seeing you just stay in comma.. I want to wake you up and hug you like I could before. I want to feel your hands hitting me and telling me how much you hate me instead of you just laying there.. Jaejoong ah.. I need you please forgive me and come back to me.." Yunho said.

Jae sighed and turned away from Yunho: "I have heard of these words too much Yunho.. how can I trust you?"

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"No.. no.. trust me Jae.. trust me.." Yunho sleep talks.

"Sir.. Sir.. you are at your destination already.. please wake up.." The driver called.

Yunho suddenly sat up straight and looked at the driver: "oh.. I am sorry.."

Yunho looked out from the window and the church seemed to be felt with clouds. Yunho looked around pov- This isn't a cloudy day, why does the church look so cloudy?

Yunho paid the driver, and carried Jae's body as he stepped out from the car. Junsu and Yoochun looked around the church and felt a little weird at the atmosphere.

"Why is this church look so.. dark?" Junsu said.

Yoochun walked over to Yunho: "Yunho.. are you sure this is the church?"

Yunho nodded: "Yes.. but it looks so much darker than the first time I came with Jae.. here hold Jae for me for a second.. I will be back.."

Yunho walked over to the front door of the church and slowly he opened the door, suddenly he felt whiteness filled in front of his eyes and it was so bright that he couldn't see anything.

Yunho covered his eyes and slowly, he could feel the light went off a little. Yunho uncovered his eyes and he widened his eyes, "Jae.. Jaejoong.."

It was Jaejoong standing in front of him. Yunho: "Jaejoong.. so it is true.. you are really here.. Jae.. I brought you to Prague too, please.. forgive me and come back to me. Please.."

Jae didn't say anything but stared at Yunho, Yunho wanted to walk over but the same old man appeared out of nowhere.

"You.." Yunho pointed at the old man, "You told me to come here right? Why doesn't Jae come back to me?"

"It seems like Jaejoong shi is very disappointed in you, and his mind is still not willing to forgive you." The old man said.

"Jaejoong ah.." Yunho called and looked at the Jae in front of him. Tears are pouring out from Jae's eyes..

"Yunho ah.. why are you so mean to me? I was happily living here and meeting with you whenever you dream, why do you have to bring me back to reality where you don't love me? Just let me stay here!" Jae yelled and turned away from Yunho, but Yunho rushed over and hugged onto Jae tightly.

"Jae.. please.. you have to trust me.. I love you and I came all the way here to bring you back.. Jae.. please.. I love you so much! I am going to marry you after you wake up. I will claim you as my wife. I will never leave you again. Please don't let your soul wonder around in this place anymore, I will bring you to many more places to make many and many more sweet memories.. we will have more places to think other than this church in our old ages, and we will live together for the rest of our lives." Yunho quickly said and wouldn't release Jae at all, "I love you Jae.. trust me.."

Jae sobs hard and closes his eyes, then slowly his figure started to melt into the air. "Jaejoong! Jaejoong!" Yunho found Jae disappeared in front of him and the old man turned over to Yunho with a smile on his face, "You will see Jae soon.. he will wake up.. go quickly and get his body in here before he changes his mind.."

Junsu and Yoochun who was standing outside of the church and wondered what took Yunho so long. Slowly, the clouds started to disappear around the church.

"Look Yoochun.. the clouds are disappearing.." Junsu pointed up at the sky, "Look there is a rainbow, that's so weird, it didn't rain where did the rainbow come from?"

Then they heard the door open and Yunho rushed out from the church: "Hurry! Give Jae to me!"

Yunho carried Jae in his hands and quickly walking back to the church. Yoochun and Junsu followed, when they went inside all three of them saw the old man standing there with priest outfits.

"Yunho ah.. do you take Kim Jaejoong to be your wife, to have and to hold form this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death to you two apart?" The old man said.

"I do!" Yunho said.

"Please exchange wedding rings with your wife now." The old man announced.

Yunho nodded his head and he took the ring out from his pocket, slowly, he looked at Jae's face and held up his hand: "I love you Jae.. please wake up.."

Putting the ring on Jae's finger, the ring shined in front of Yunho's eyes. Yunho looked up at Jae's face and found Jae's eye-browns knitted together. Yunho: "Jaejoong ah.."

"You may kiss your bride right now." The old man said.

Yunho looked down at Jae's face, slowly, Yunho kisses Jae on the soft lips that he wasn't able to kiss for such a long time. At first, the lips felt very cold, but slowly, it became warmer and warmer. Yunho sucks onto Jae's lips lightly and suddenly he felt Jae kisses him back. Yunho popped his eyes open and pulled away from Jae. Staring at Jae's beautiful face, his big, round eyes slowly opened. Jae looked up at Yunho in the eyes and whispered: "Yunho ah.. I missed you.."

"OMG! HE IS AWAKE!" Junsu yelled and started to cry, "HE IS REALLY AWAKE CHUN! HE IS AWAKE!"

Yoochun hugged onto Junsu: "Shh.. Su.. calm down.. he is awake now, don't cry.. be happy okay?"

Junsu turned around and hugged onto Yoochun tightly: "I am so happy for them.. this is beautiful.."

Yunho looked down at Jae and felt his eyes filled with tears. Jae reached his hand up and touches Yunho's eyes and wipes the tears away slowly. "Jae.. I am sorry.. please forgive me.. I love you.. I love you so much! Forgive me!" Yunho said in a crying voice.

Jae smiled slowly: "I forgive you.. because I love you Yunho.."

Yunho hugs onto Jae tightly and cries silently: "Jae.. I promise from now on, you are my one and only love.. I will never let you go or leave you again.. I love you!"

Jae hugs Yunho back: "I love you too.."

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Chapter 39

Yunjae- My Only Love

Yunho's pov..

So, everything is going beautiful after we came back from Prague. Jae woke up! THANK GOD! It was such a torture to see Jae in comma for such a long time, and he is finally back to his beautiful self again. I realized that my love for him was more than anything in this world. I love him so much and right now, I think I could die if I don't see him for one minute. Everything was going peaceful.. although, I still had to bring Jae back to the hospital for check ups every week and the doctor said, it was miracle to see the trace of Jae's disease is all gone now.. he is just in a very weak state physically and emotionally, so I had to take care of him.

"Yunho ah.. do you really love me?" Jae always ask this question when I am with him, and of course my answer is, "Of course I do!"

Jae would smile sweetly and lean his head on my shoulder. I love it when he does it, because it really feels like a family now. Jae and I are married.. in the church.. and he is officially my wife now.. I always whisper to Jae that "you are my one and only love" in his ears before we go to sleep every night.. Jae would smile and kiss me on the cheeks to tell me that he trust me..

I am glad that god sent Jae back to my life and didn't really punish me as to the bad and wrongs I have done.. but my thoughts were wrong..

Six months later..

"Yunho ah.. Umma give birth! Let's go visit her in the hospital.." Jae said excitedly.

"Oh really? Okay, we will go right now!" I changed quickly and rushed into the hospital with Jae.

Rushing into Umma's room, Jae and I both widened are eyes as we saw the cutest thing on earth ever. "Aww.. he is so cute.." Jae said and rushed over, "Umma.. he is so cute! What is his name?"

Umma smiled and held Appa's hand: "He doesn't have a name yet.. you guys want to give him one?"

"Can I name him?" Jae asked with his puppy eyes.

"Of course.. if Umma doesn't mind.." I said, and Umma just smiled, "You guys can feel free to name him. He is your Dongseng!"

"I want to name him Yunjae.. Jung Yunjae!" Jae thinks for a second and said, "Do you like that Yunho?"

I smiled at Jae and of course I love him and understood exactly what Jae is talking about. He want his to be forever in love through this name, and he wants Appa and Umma to know that we will forever stay together.

"Jung Yunjae that is!" Appa said with smile on his face, then he held the baby up, "Yunjae ah.. do you see your Hyungs? Yunho and Jaejoong.. they will be taking care of you a lot.."

The baby stared at Jae and me, wait.. what does Appa mean that we will be taking care of him.. a lot?

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"WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Baby crying..

"WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

"WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Aish.. just as I thought life was going to get easier and peaceful..

"Jae.. is Appa and Umma on business trips again?" I asked and walked into the living room waked Jae holding hugging Yunjae.

"Yeah.. they left Yunjae to us again.." Jae smiled at Yunjae and Yunjae smiled back at Jae then pokes Jae's cheek none stop.

"Aish.. don't poke my Jae!" I was even jealous of the baby now.

"Yunho.. don't be so mean.. here.. hold him for a second, I will go warm some milk for him!" Jae said and gave Yunjae to me.

I looked at Yunjae and he stared at me. Ahhh.. I guess I have no choice but to take care of my Dongseng now.. but, I seriously believe god had sent Yunjae here to torture me for what I have done for Jae.. Ahhh.. *sign* you don't believe me? Then take a look..

End of pov..

Event one:

Jae feeds Yunjae some milk and Yunjae was smiling happily at Jae while drinking the milk, "Aww.. Yunho.. look he is smiling at me again." Jae said happily.

"Yea.. and he only cries when he see me.." Yunho said with a pout.

"Stop the none sense, that is only because you scare him. Last time when I just left to buy some milk, I came back in the house you were doing break dances in front of Yunjae! DO YOU THINK A BABY WILL STAY HAPPY TO SEE SUCH BIG MOMENTS OF YOURS?" Jae said..

~Yunho's thought bubble~

Yunjae: "WAHHHHHHHHHH! WAHHH! WAHHHHH!"

Yunho feeling frustrated: "GAHHHH! Stop crying please! I beg you! My head hurts so much. What should I do to make you happy? What am I good at? I can't really sing those sweet songs like Jae does.. oh.. I know.. I can dance! You want to see my dance moves?"

Yunho started doing those amazing break dancing moves..

Yunjae stared at Yunho with fear, baby thought- why is Yunho dancing so big? His movements are scary?

Yunjae crying louder: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

~Thought bubble ends~

"Well.. I was trying to stop him from crying.." Yunho said feeling ashamed.

Jae sighed and shake his head: "You are hopeless.. Yunho.."

Event two:

"Yunho ah.. help me hold him for a second please.." After feeding Yunjae milk, Jae said.

Yunho nodded and held onto Yunjae, "Oh don't put him down or else he would puke the milk back out."

"Okay.." Yunho said and held onto Yunjae.

Yunjae stared at Yunho's face and blinks. Yunho stares at Yunjae: "Why are you staring at me like? Hehe.. I know I am handsome.. your Hyung is a handsome man.. you should just be like me when you grow up.. and.."

BRRRRRRRRR

"GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!"

Jae watched Yunho whose face covered with milk running toward the bathroom. Jae walked over to Yunjae who is laughing and clapping hands.

"Did you puke on your Hyung's face again, Yunjae?" Jae sighed and asked.

Yunjae stared at Jae innocently..

Event three:

"Yunho ah.. please hold Yunjae for a second, I need to go warm some milk for him." Jae said.

"Oh.. okay.." Yunho took over Yunjae and sat him on his lap, then Yunho got bored and turned the TV on..

TV commercial: "When is it raining, you should use umbrella, XXX umbrella is the best.."

Yunho pov- Hum.. even though it is raining just in TV, but I really feel as if I am sitting in the rain.. why is it? And it smiles kind of bad too.

Yunho widened his eyes and slowly looked down at Yunjae..

"GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Jae walked in and found Yunho rushed into the bathroom again..

"What is it now?" Jae walked over and found Yunjae's butt getting wet, "Omo.. did you pee on your Hyung this time?"

Yunjae laughing and clapping hands..

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Yunho's pov..

Yes.. there are many more things like that, but as long as Jae is happy.. then I am happy too, but sometimes.. I get really worried, because Jae is overly happy with the kid and he even..

"Say Umma.. say Umma.." Jae trying to teach Yunjae how to speak.

"Jae.. he is too young to say anything, plus, even if he can speak, he can't call you Umma." I tried to tell Jae.

Jae: "It's okay.. I will let Yunjae call me Umma for now, and when he gets older he can fix it."

I rolled my eyes..

Night name..

"Yunho ah.. you sleep on the coach today.. I am going to sleep with Yunjae.." Jae said and placed Yunjae on our bed..

T__________T

Ever since Yunjae is in the family, I can only sleep on the coach.. sad me.. I think this is the worst punishment ever..

"NO!" I protested..

"WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

"Ahh.. Yunho.. see what you have done? You scared Yunjae.." Jae said, and hugs onto Yunjae..

Okay.. I guess.. coach that is.. I carried my pillow and moved to the coach..

Lunch time..

"Jaejoong ah.. I am hungry.." I complained and my stomach did too..

"Wait Yunho.. I am feeding Yunjae right now." Jae said.

"But I am hungry too.." I pouted..

"Yunho.. are you going to fight with Yunjae for food?" Jae said.

"BUT I AM HUNGRY TOO JAE JAE!" I screamed like a baby..

"WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

"Look what you have done! Aww.. it's okay.. it's okay.. your Hyung is just being stupid! Don't worry, I will starve him for punishment!" Jae said.

"What?" I gasped but Yunjae stopped crying..

Okay.. okay.. T______T starving me that is..

*Sigh* Oh well.. as long as Jae is happy.. I am happy too! And Yunjae is of course our angel for the entire family. *Smile* Not only he is my Dongseng, he also helped me to get out from my problems.. I love him just as much as Jae does..

Hugging onto Jae while Jae carrying Yunjae, Jae looked up at me: "Yunho.. this really feels like a family now.."

"Yeah Jae.. I does.. and I am really happy now.." I said.

"Let's take Yunjae to the park today.. it is very nice outside and there is a rainbow on the sky after the early morning shower." Jae said and pointed up at the rainbow, then Yunjae smiled and clapped his hands.

I smiled: "Yeah.. now I can finally see the rainbow again.. Jae.. I promise you, from now on.. our life is going to be filled with rainbows.. and there will be no one to stop me from loving you anymore."

Jae smiled and packs me on the lips, "Yunho.. I love you.."

"I love you too.." I said and hugged onto my one and only love.. Kim Jaejoong..

The end

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Chapter 40

NGs

NG scenes:

Chapter 1:

Junsu looks over at Yoochun and smiles: "Yoochun ah.. you look so hot today.."

Yoochun smiles and leans over to Junsu's ear: "I am hot only for you."

"Chun!" Junsu stared at Yoochun deeply.

"Su!" Yoochun grabbed onto Junsu's hands and stared at Junsu also.

Moving closer and closer to each other.. slowly.. they.. "CUT!!!!!!!!!!!"

Autumndreamer jumping up and down: "I DID NOT PUT A KISSING SCENE FOR YOU TWO!"

Yoochun and Junsu pouted..

Chapter 3:

"Jae! Stop jumping around, I am trying to take a picture of you." Yunho holding up a camera and shaking his head while looking at an exciting and jumping around Jae.

"Oh!" Jae answered and starting running around in circles instead of jumping around. Before Yunho could see his line, Jae: "omo! @__@ Autumndreamer.. I am so dizzy.."

*bang*

Jae falls down on the ground..

"Err.. who told you to run around in small circles?" Autumndreamer, "Not my fault.."

Jae: "@___@"

Chapter 9:

Yunho nods: "Well, first you have to go take an accounting test, but I am sure it won't be anything difficult for you, and then you were be on your training period for a week just like your past job, and once you pass through that phase you will be my official secretary."

Seul Gi smiled as she jumped up and around the room, "ASA!! I GOT THE JOB!"

"Err.. ARGH.. I CAN'T BREATH!!"

Sound recorders yelled: "What is that noise in the background? Director? Autumndreamer?"

Everyone looked back and found Jae choking Autumndreamer right now. Jae: "YAH! HOW CAN YOU GIVE THAT JOB TO HER.."

Autumndreamer: "Someone.. errr.. get him away.. err.. ahhh.."

Chapter 10:

Yunho: "Stop being immature, you know well know that I didn't tell you was because I didn't know how to say it to you, and you know how much I love you to see you get hurt. I didn't want to bother you with this matter that I can handle myself."

"OH! SO HOW ARE YOU GOING TO HANDLE IT? GO FUCK SOME GIRL AND GET HER TO HAVE YOUR KID?" Jae yelled.

Yunho stares at Jae, suddenly: "WAHHH.. I DON'T WANT TO EITHER.. BUT AUTUMNDREAMER LIKES TO TORTURE HER ACTORS SO MUCH!!"

Jae: "ehh.. Yunho ah.. stop cry.. *whisper* it's ugly.."

Yunho blinks and puts on a pouting face..

Chapter 13:

Yunho pov: "Ahhh.. this is horrible, I am stuck in the elevator in my own company, what could be worse? The stupid news first, and now.. what a horrible day for me?"

Voice from the outside: "DON'T WORRY YUNHO, I AM GOING TO GET YOU OUT!"

"What? Cut! Who just said that?" Autumndreamer yelled and opened the elevator door and found Jae holding a saw.

"OMO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT?" Autumndreamer hides behind Yunho.

Jae smiles evilly: "Let my Yunho get out from there, or else.. *turns on the saw*"

Autumndreamer runs away: "GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Chapter 15:

Jae stands up and looks at Yunho suspiciously: "You were stuck in the elevator?"

Yunho nodded and looks at Jae, "Yea, and no one came to fix it till this morning."

"YOUR LYING JUNG YUNHO!" Jae yells, "I CAME TO FIX IT WITH THE SAW DON'T YOU REMEMBER?"

Autumndreamer gulps hard, "Yunho ah.. just.. apologize to Jae before he takes the saw out again."

Chapter 15:

Jae nodded and takes the medicine, then Siwon helped Jae to get back down to the bed. Then he asked Yoochun and Junsu to step out from the room, so Jae could get some rest.

After stepping out, Siwon smiled: "You two look shocked."

Yoochun: "We didn't know you are a doctor.."

Siwon thinks for a second: "I didn't know it either before Autumndreamer put me in this role.."

*Jae throwing up the medicine in the background*

Jae: "YAH! THEN WHAT DID YOU MAKE ME TAKE? YOU BASTARD!"

Chapter 26:

Sitting down at the kitchen table, Jae stared out of space with black circles around his eyes. He couldn't sleep for the whole night, because Yunho never let him into the room.

Jae whispered to himself: "That Jung Yunho! Wait till he comes back, I am going to kill him.."

*Takes out a mirror*

"Aww.. my beautiful eyes.." Jae said, "YAH! JUNG YUNHO! BECAUSE OF YOU, I HAD BLACK CIRCLES!"

Yunho behind the camera: "What.. I am so innocent.. I didn't do anything.."

Jae looked up cries: "WAHHHH! I am ugly now.."

Yunho walks in: "Don't worry Jae *hugs Jae* you will forever be pretty in my eyes."

Autumndreamer: "Do you know how much paper you two wasted for me already? YUNHO! GET YOUR ASS OUT FROM THE CAMERA, AND JAE SAY YOUR LINE, DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR EYES, I WILL WASH THEM OFF FROM YOU AFTERWARDS! IT'S ONLY MAKE UP!"

Chapter 27:

"Yun ah.." I called with a soft voice, "You.. you have to believe me.."

"STOP LOOKING AT ME WITH THOSE EYES. Aish.. I can't take it anymore.. Jae, your eyes are so beautiful.."

Jae blinks innocently at Yunho..

"Jae.." Yunho walked close but *SMACK*

Autumndreamer: "JUNG YUNHO! THIS IS AN ANGST CHAPTER, DON'T MAKE IT A RATED CHAPTER!"

THANKS FOR READING! HAPPY ENGDING, RIGHT?