{idk why I've uploaded this image but KKK looked so beautiful😂}

19-01-2024
300 hours

Hospital bed

Dear Kappu,

Kappu! Hehe! Sid ne us nanhe se paudhe ko naam diya tha aur Karan ne tumhe. Keh rha tha, "Gappu ka dost kappu hoga to usse bhi acha lagega aur tumhe bhi!" Han han wahi Karan jise paudho se baat karne wali ladki ek time par stupid lagti thi aur phir khud academy ke terrace ko pura garden bana diya!

Kappu, jab bhi me bilkul akela feel karti hoon ya to tumme apne emotions pen down karti hoon ya Gappu ko pakati hoon. Tum me mene kafi entries ki h but shayad koi bhi itni badi nhi hogi jitni aaj ki hogi, because aaj me bhot akela feel kar rhi hoon...

Jo do insaan meri loneliness ko dur krne ki puri koshish karte hain aaj wo khud zindagi aur maut se ld rhe hain. I just.. me nhi kho skti unhe Kappu I can't! Agar Sid ya Karan m se kisi ek ko bhi kuchh hua na to me.. zinda nhi reh paungi. Saansein basti h un dono me meri!

Ek ne pyar ka matlab samjhaya aur doosre ne pyar nibhana
Ek Rainbow hai aur doosra Tiranga
Ek mera support system aur ek mera motivating system
Ek crime partner to doosra life partner
Ek vein h doosra artery
Ek RBC h doosra WBC
Jo bhi samjho par dono me ek chiz common hai, stethoscope ke bina bhi mere heartbeats smjh jate hai dono!! Me kab kya soch rhi hoon kab kya feel kar rhi hoon kya karna chahti hoon they come to know legit EVERYTHING!

Dono ki haalat bhot critical h, they had slipped into.. coma. Ek undercover mission tha, almost completed but kuchh civilians ko gunpoint par rakh kar dushman apne sathiyon ko chhudana chahte the.. Sid ne apne Spl. Agent sense ka use karke plan banaya and Karan aur Sanju ne execute bhi bhot ache se kiya par dushman bhot shatir the, usne marte marte bhi attack kiya. Mission successful lekin sabko especially Sid nd Karan ko kafi injuries aayi but before I could run to them for the medical help, a bullet entered straight into my body, everything blacked out and here I am, on the hospital bed with a whole sleepless night accompanied by silence. Just silence. None of Sid's swag or Karan's Do Baatein. Just, silence!

Sanju mere sath wale bed par h. Sid aur Karan ki coma wali baat pata chalne par wo itna panick ho gyi thi that doctor ko use Diazepam inject karna pada. Last year meri aur Sid ki training complete hone ke baad Sanju - Sid ki aur Meri - Karan ki shadi hone ke baad se patanhi kyu but Sanju apne close ones ko lekar kafi ghabra jati h which results in her emotional outbursts.

Sid, mere liye na sahi but you have to come for your Sanju! You have to heal her hidden wound bro tu use aise chhodkar jane ki planning kar raha h to abhi cancel kar aur jaldi se aakar apni Mrs. Todfod ko sambhal! Mujhse zyada is waqt SHE needs you bro!

Yaad h Sid 2022 ki holi me, 17th March ko Sanju ne tujhe propose kiya tha aur next year same date tum dono ki shadi ki date thi just like mere aur Karan ki shadi ki date.. Ah han blushing and all Brooo!!
Tab tune Sanju se kuchh vaade kiye the. Chal bey sirf blush karne ya vaade karne se kuchh nhi hoga. Tune mujhe pyar nibhane par kitni baatein samjhayi h aur ab jab khud par aayi to chaldiya coma me! Ek baar coma se bahar aa tu, thappad maar maar ke muh suja doongi tera aur phir dressing bhi nhi karungi!

Coming to you Mr. Shergill.

You know ki mujhe hawayein bhot achi lagti h.. I love nature
Pehle jb tumse pyar hua tha to mujhe hawayein pasand thi bcoz I felt you in that
Phir pasand thi kyonki jab wo hawayein mere balon ke sath chhedkhani karti tab tum mere zhulfe sawarte
Aur ab, ab pasand h kyonki unse tumhari wapas aane ki ummeed h... Ki kab tum wapas aaoge aur unki gustakhi ki saza doge... Mere baalon se khelne ka hak sirf tumhe hai.. sirf tumhe!! Har bar duty ke peeche nhi bhagna chahiye Mr. Shergill... Kabhi apne rights ko bhi claim karo.. pls apne is right ko dubara claim karo!!
I'm waiting!!

Dekho ab mujhe dawai ki wajah se neend aa rhi h isliye tumse Kappu ke through aur baat karne ki himmat nhi. See you in my dream.
Par sapne me tumse me tabhi milungi jab tum mujhse reality me milne ka yakeen dilayoge. Khadoos Shergill tumhari Rani Sahiba tumhe hukm deti h ki humari first anniversary se pehle tum mere tears pochhne aaoge!
Aaoge na?

Bye Kappu!
Yours, Karan's, Sid's,
Monami:)

Word count: 800+
Date: May the 31st,

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