Hari ini genap tarikh hari jadi Hazel. Dia hanya menyepikan diri di dalam bilik. Yelah mana ada orang ingat tarikh hari jadi aku takkan aku pula yang beria-ia macam nak sebarkan seorang demi seorang hari ni birthday aku. Erm memang taklah.

Masa berlalu begitu pantas. Tiba-tiba kata kata Kris di bangunan tempoh hari terimbas kembali di dalam fikirannya.

"I want you to open your diary book only when your birthday date sufficient. I love you today, tonight, tomorrow, and forever. If I were to live a thousand years, I would belong to you for all of them. If I were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one,"

Hazel segera mencari buku diarynya di dalam laci namun matanya tertancap pada calender yang berada di atas mejanya.
Ada tertulis 'happy birthday dear. I hope you are always in a good condition. Dont cry if I am not with you this day because Im always watching you up there and my heart will always in your heart. I love you so much' di calender itu membuatkan Hazel berasa sebak.

Kris aku yakin yang kau sentiasa perhatikan aku di atas sana. Hazel menahan air matanya dari mengalir keluar. Aku nak buktikan kepada Kris yang aku kuat hadapi semua ini. Dont cry Hazel please be strong.

Selepas itu dia pun membuka diary notenya. Tak sabar nak lihat apa isi kandungan di dalam buku diarynya.

Halaman buku diselak satu per satu sehinggalah Hazel ternampak tulisan tangan Kris.

To:Hazel Anderson♡
From:Your Heartbeat Mr.Ghost

Firstly, I want you to promise me that when you read this I dont want you to cry because I will do the same things if you do it. I just want you to smile while reading this :)

Dear Hazel, from the first time I meet you I am deeply fall in love with you.I dont know how to describe but from the moment we met, my heart skipped a beat and I want you to know that you are the right person that I choose to be part of my life. Everytime I look at you I fall for you for hundreds thousand times.

Thank you for loving me the way I am, and I'm really sorry for hurting you but believe me I really didn't mean to hurt you. Hazel, I have never met someone as caring and loving as you. If I was given the second chance, I will still choose you. Cause with you, I find peace and true joy.

Hazel you deserve a happiness. I can't be with you forever and Im sure you already know it and we are not the same because we are from a different world. I can't give you a happy life but I can give you a best memory of us everytime.

I want you to know that whatever happen I want you to be strong. I know my girl can do it because she is a strong girl. When I'm not with you in this world its doesn't mean I will stop loving you but I'll always remember you in my heart.

Make sure you dont blame yourself what is happening before because all of this is my fault. If 9 years ago I find you early maybe we can be together as I have promised you. Im really sorry dear. Its all my fault. Im so sorry.

My time to go back at my world is almost and I keep this secret from your knowing because I dont want you to get more hurt. Please Im begging dont cry cause I dont want to see you with tears. Even Im not right beside you but Im watching you 'up there'. I have something important to tell you which is I have one last wish.

Hazel Anderson...can you accept Xavier Wincester to be your husband. That is my last wish. Dont worry Im not mad when you are with him because Im the happier person in the world to see you with a smile on your wedding day.

Xavier and me is just a same guy that likes you. Remember our kid story?actually Xavier is the first person who like you. He love you and he is the one who protect you more than I protect you. But Xavier didn't confess his feeling after he know that I like you. After that, Xavier try hard to move on his feeling for you and at the same time he didn't want to hurt me.

He is a good boy. He can protect you and I know he have a feeling with you back. On your birthday, Im not there with you but Xavier will change my place. Remember that we are the same.

Terima kasih untuk semuanya. Terima kasih kerana ikhlas mencintai saya walaupun saya bukanlah yang terbaik, yang selalu menemani saya setiap waktu, yang sudah mengajar saya menjadi seorang yang boleh menerima masa lalu, yang telah memberi saya detik terindah dalam hidup. Terima kasih kerana telah mengajar saya cinta yang sebenar dan terima kasih juga kerana sudah menjadi sebahagian dari hidup saya♡.

Sebelum sampai di penghujungnya saya meminta maaf sekali lagi jika ada salah silap atau terkasar yang saya lakukan selama ini. Once again Im sorry and I hope you can forgive me with my mistakes.

Dear hazel, I hope you can move forward after this because you need to focus your future.

Tuhan selalu bijak atas apa yang dilakukan walau terasa pahit dirasakan. Tuhan memberikan pelajaran bagi kita kerana mati adalah kepastian dan pasrah adalah pelarannya.

Perpisahan mengajarkan kita untuk menghargai bahwa setiap detik kebersamaan adalah anugerah yang tidak boleh kita sia-siakan. Semoga cerita cinta ini menjadi kenangan indah nanti.

I love you Hazel Anderson.
We will meet again in 'paradise'.
Im waiting you there♡

~stay smile soon you will be okey dear;)

Bersambung~♡