Is something wrong?

Unbalanced, painless hurt
Something off, unreal, can't escape

But why?

Ever consuming guilt- but nothing wrong?
What did I do?
What has been done?
Is it out of control?

Mind numbing pain
Find the source!

What source, ma'am? There's none.

Seems that once again, it is
Here it came, no purpose
The pain without a strike
Pain without hurt

Unsolvable, incurable
For once, I did nothing
Perhaps, only habit

Please leave.
You are unwanted.
I do not want pain.
I do not need you.

I'm happy.