He felt the pain in her eyes that she had no right over him..

Those lips smiled for him..

How true that it was not only love that came into them in a short time...
The fact that lust alone is not within them is a deeper truth than that...

He started the bike thinking of many thoughts..

Despite the smile on her face, the fact that she could only rights when her husband was in the room brought tears to her eyes..

She hid her tears and went to the living room..

D : Mullai inga va...

M : Rendu nimisathula varenka...

She went inside with tears not knowing why it was coming..and did not understand the meaning of that..

Her pain of not knowing why I am in this house all day....Today she will be waiting for him..
The agony of so many days of who I live for has left her mind..
She has faith in her husband..There is blind faith..The reasons for that are not known..

All these days a thousand thoughts ran through her mind...

In this house..

For whom she lives?..

What she lives for?...

Who lives for her?...

Would anyone have suffered for her if she hadn't?..

Except her parents...

The reason she got married?..

These are all big question marks...

Life is horrible knowing nothing like this...

Her eyes pooled with incomprehensible pain...

Now....

Approximately for all of this she got a partial answer..

He is the answer..

He is the only one...

Her man...

Her Husband...

Her Kathir...

There is no divine love within them..

But...

There is love within them..

Love within them for a while...

Is it possible..

It doesn't matter how long they've been in love..

It's just great to see how much they love each other..

M : Pondatti aayittennu kattayathunala vantha pidippa iruntha...

The love that came upon her by compulsion because she became his wife.....In any case, it is not wrong for him to fall in love with his wife...

It's just the way he takes it..

Love that appears in the mind..

The love that comes from being forced to be a wife..

M : Enmela ulla aasainaala vantha paasama iruntha.... Ne marupatiyum kaathalla eamantha mathiri...

She hits her forehead...

M : Antha kantraviya mothalla kathalnu sollatha.. Athu verum attraction mattum thaan.. Oruthar azhaga irunthu avanga mela varathu ku peru kaathalum illa.. Aptiye athu kathalave irunthalum athukku avangaluku ellam entha thaguthiyum kedaiyathu...

Ellame pannittu antha ponnu enna sollumnu ninnu vedikka thane paathanga.. Na enna aavennu kuda oru nimisam yosikkatha oruthar.. Aana ivagha thane vanthagha mothalla enna kattikka poromnu kuda theriyama.. Appovum na ivagha mela than paithiyam mathiri kova patrukken... Avaghaluku kalyanamnu kuda theriyathulla..

She asked herself questions and got into a fight.. And she is well aware that no one here is one hundred percent good....But don't be insulted by her and her parents...

Her thoughts and questions turned slightly different..

The insults and those torments killed her..

Who is she for the day..

Option or Choice...

She is nothing but inanimate object...

She is a choice for him...

To choose one of two women...

In which she was rejected...

Her mind erupted like a volcano at the thought..

It was disgusting..

She cannot forgive them until she dies...

Still she closed her eyes with painfully..

A question appeared in her mind...

Would they make such a decision if they had a sister?..

Of course they would not have decided to do so...

All of this exploited her mind a little bit...

She could not bear the pain...

M : Na epti ivangala mannichen oru kelvi kuda ketkama... Annaiku nanga.. enga rendu perukkum kedaicha vali... Entha thappume pannama... Ithellam orunaal nichayam ketpan.. Ketkamale manasukkulle vechuttu vaazha na onnum thiyagi kedaiyathu.. Enakkum manasu valikkum avaghalu kkum thaan...

She could not accept the fact that... she had forgiven them....She's just a normal human being...
She is not God..

She didn't think it would hurt them..
She did not think of revenge..and needs answers to some questions
Questions that turn into unbearable pain in the mind..
She thinks she needs medicine for the trauma of the mind..

M : Enkitta epti ivangala ethum nadakkatha mathiri udane senthu vaazhvennu aptiye vittu ponagha.. Oh appo athu mattum than lifenu mudivu pannitagha.. Ippovum avangale than mudivu eadukkuranga. Engalukkagha enna irukku...

Her self respect tested her..
His pride is also looted..
Her husband's honor is also important to her..

No one cares to tell him whatever decision is made about them ..
No matter how she thought, she could not bear it..

M : Avanga enakku pannathu throgamnu kuda solla mudiyathu porantha kozhanthaiku pasila thaaipaal tharennu sollittu vaaya kitta pogaila pullaiya thookki petha ammave kuppaila vesura kevalamana kaariyam avanga pannathu ellam... Aana ennai kuppaila irunthu koburathula earinchuttanga... Athukku nathan avangaluku nantri sollanum...

There is nothing wrong with her thinking..
But some things bothered her...
She asked herself the good and the bad things..

M : Na ean kandavangala pathi yosikkiren mothalla.....En purushan ah pathi mattum yosicha pothum.. Avangallam yaaru mothalla intha kudumbathula oruthanga.. En purushanoda anne, anni avlo than.. Avlove mattum thaan...

She was immersed in his thoughts again...

The love that came from passion for his wife..

If it was love that came from lust he could have taken her overnight..

She had a thousand questions in her mind but understood that he was not speaking out of desire alone..

If she clearly understand that there is no love that comes from passion..

She leaned against the mirror and rubbed on it..

M : Aasaiyala mattume illa enmela... Na avaghata irukkatha paathuthan veetla irukkavanga mariyathai kuduppanga...

His respect is important to her...

Her thoughts were completely dependent on him..

Mee : Mullai konjam velila vaangale...

Did not fall on her ear..
They called her again and again..

D : Mullai rendu nimisathula varenna ara mani neram aachu aale kanom..
Enna santane theriyala.. Night rendu peraiyum nikka vechu ketkanum iptiye vitta sari pattu vara mattanga..

Ka : Anni avanga nallathan irukkanga kandatha yosikkathinga.. Na kuptren...

Loudly : Mullai anni..

They both covered their ears at his screams..

At that noise she returned to her self...

M : Itho varen da Kanna...

She wiped her tears...

D & Mee : Eanda ipti kathura..

Ka : Anni ethachum nenaichu kanavu kandukittu iruntha..

D : Ama kanavu kaantra ivan paathan ularama poda pesama...

Ka himself : Intha avamanam unakku thevaiya.. Vaaya moodittu pesama ne pottukkallai thinnuda..

She had no idea what she was thinking or what she was thinking about.....But whatever it was it was only the thought of her husband..

M : Avagha vanthathum pesanum.. Tea saptaghalanu kuda enakku theriyala.. Pchu phone number kettagha athukkulla... Innaiku vaangidanum...

Ippo eathukku na avaghala pathi mattume yosikkiren naa...

Only then did she realize that she was standing.....

She stood near the mirror..

She noticed his passport size photo on the shelf...
This photo has been in the same place since the four days they were married..
They had a passport size photo to register their marriage...
She would not take it in her hand even if she noticed it..

Now she enjoyed holding it in the palm of her hand..

She traces her hand with his photo...

Happiness blossomed all over her face..
She felt him stand in front of her..
It's not true, she knows the shadow..
She had an incomprehensible bliss in her mind though..

D : Kanna ava varaathiri theriyala poi kuptu vaa da..

Ka : Saringa anni...

He went to fetch her..

She smiled and murmured a song on her lips..

As he entered the room she moved closer to her lips to kiss his photo..

Ka : Anni....

M : Shocked...

At the same time...

He was drinking tea in the shop..
The memories she had with him made him happy..
Despite the joy a word she said made him worry..

M : Roomla mattum thane...

Again and again only that word rang in his ear..

K himself : Avalukku enmela ethume illangra alavukku yosikkira.. Kozhanthai maathiri iruntha mogam konja nerathula vaadi pochi.... Roomla mattum thaane nu evlo kasta pattu ketruppa.. Evlo kastama irukkum avalukku...

Appa amma vazhantha veedu ellathaiyum vittu enakkagave vaazhtra.. Evlo kastamnalum na angaiye thaane irukken.. Ava apti illaye ellathaiyum maathikkanum... Athulayum avlo kozhappathoda.. Avagha vera avala eatho ethiri maathiriye thappa paathuttu.. Nathane avalukku support ah nintrukkanum.. Purinjukkama kathi santa pottu kova pattu...

Tcha...

Ava eadathula vera entha ponna irunthalum ivlo porumaiya irunthurukka matta.. Aana epti avanga mela avalukku kovam varalanu theriyala.. Athan motha kovathaiyum madam enmela kaatnangale...

He smiled...
Then.....
Realizing he was out, he stopped smiling..

K : Unakku enmela illatha urimaiya..

M : Roomla mattume thane...

He felt bad...

K himself : Aana na avala apti yosikka vechutten.. Veetla ellarum ellarukum pothuvanga.. Aana enakke enakkunu mattum ava thane irukka.... Naanum aptithane avakitta irukkanum.. Apti illanu avalukku puriya vaikkanum...

Eppothum avakudave iruppen vaazhgai thunaiya puriya vaikkanum.. Vaarthaiyala solli illa avalukkaga vaazhtrathula ava purinjukkanum...

He realized his wife importance..
In his left hand was a glass of tea.. And right hand rubbed his beard..... Remembered her lips and her neck...

His thought was distracted by the noise there..

TS : Thambi enna tea vaangi kailaye vechuttu romba nerama nikkiringale...

K : Ennane...

TS : Tea saptama nikkiringale ketten..

K : Onnum illane...

K himself : Unakkaga naa iruppen..

He shook his head...
He thought of her lip and drank...
When he had finished drinking, he put glass on a couch, paid for the tea, and left..

Ka : Anni enna pantringa...

She rolled her eyes...

Tbc...