Ok so I have family reunions a lot to my dismay ALL THE FUCKING TIME FOR NO FUCKING REASON .
And I get fucking tormented EVERY FUCKING TIME ONE OF THOSE ASSHOLES COME THROUGH THE DOOR.

I behave and be as a good as I'm supposed to be.I don't go around beating he shit outta ppl or curse up a bloody storm.

Sure I will steal your car and go joy riding and may or may not crash it on purpose when I'm pissed at them.
But that's in private ish

I DONT GIVE A FLYING FERVICK IF YOU GET A BLOODY COURT NOTICE
DON'T COME TAKING IT OUT ON ME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE.
I try to be as humble as I can Fricking manage with hypocrites like my dad and family I try my FUCKING HARDEST.

But don't call me down from my studies to yell at me In front of the rest of those fricking snobs or try to slap me I will break your hand and I nearly bloody did.I don't take things like that well. It's not being disrespectful it's called self defense.

I HATE IT
.I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT
"oh you made me go to court again you fucking pathetic piece of shit"
I DID NO FUCKING SHIT.
But always blame the eldest always blame the fucking eldest.

I KNOW IM A PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT I KNOW THIS BUT AT LEAST I'LL BE A MORE SUCCESSFUL PIECE OF SHIT.

"I wasn't even invited to your graduation"
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T ACT LIKE A NORMAL FUCKING PERSON.

"I'll never come to your ceremonies or awards "
GOOD RIDDANCE.

"I hate you for everything you do"
I DO NOT A SHIT TO YOU.IM ALWAYS ON MY FRICKING BEST FOR YOU.
I never get anywhere with it.

I do my best at everything.I bring home the merits, reputation everything and it's never fucking enough.

"You're the reason we are this way"
I KNOW THAT.

"You never do anything right"

I just
I just try
I always try

I came down thinking that I'd get some recognition not "Get out of my fucking house"

I hate them I really hate them.

I'm sorry if this was offensive or confusing or whatever I just needed to get that out. I'm sorry if I'm annoying you guys I really am sorry.