Song: Hope Not - BLACKPINK
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I sit by the window where cool air blows
I think of you while looking at the far sky
I must be a fool who can't be helped
Even when the four seasons change, I don’t

Your seating in your bedroom bed while looking at the window. It is winter, it was raining heavily and you can't go outside. You're thinking about him. Yes it is him, Mingi. You want to be with him again. You two broke up because he thought you were cheating on him. He was wrong, absolutely wrong. Everyone knows that you won't cheat on him. You know that you won't cheat on him.

He was hurt about everything. He dosen't really wanna break up with you but his guts tell him to do so. Ever since the break up, many people asked you why you too break up but you and Mingi wanted it to be private to avoid further issues. You never talk to him after the so called break up. It will only hurt you if you talk to him. It will also hurt him to see you.

You are friends with Yunho. He always tried to cheer you up always. The thing is, you are falling in love with him and you know that loving someone will only hurt you so you tried to push your feelings out about him.

They say there's no point in regretting but
I'll keep thinking of you (I was wrong)
I will smile if I see you as if nothing happened

Yunho told you that he will visit you on your apartment today and he will bring someone. You clearly think that he will bring his girlfriend if ever he has one. You prepared and cleaned your house for Yunho and his girlfriend.

The doorbell rang and you opened the gates, you were wrong about it. He brings Mingi with him, not his girlfriend. You smiled awkwardly at them and let them in inside.

You can't believe it, you saw him after the break up. You don't know why Yunho bring him here but maybe they want to hang-out with you.

The whole time, you and Mingi are silent. You two always avoid eye contact but when you two will look at each other, you'll just smile at him. Same as for him. Yunho notices that you two seems a bit awkward so he always joke and you would laugh at it. Mingi will only laugh a little.

You regret leaving him since you still love him. But what's the point of regretting when you already know that he loves someone?

For you I’m okay with being hurt
Since I only gave you pain during the time we were together
But you, the love you want
You need to meet someone better than me and be happy
But I hope not to the point where you forget me

You're watching TV when you saw ATEEZ on the television. Since you're a big fan of them, you still wanna watch it even though seeing Mingi that happy also makes you happy.

After a few minutes of the show, the interviewer asks them a question.

"A question for Mingi, since we all know that you broke up with your girlfriend before, do you already like someone other than her?"

The other were shock about the question but Mingi still plays it cool.

"Yes"

When you heard it, your heart cracked. Your tears automatically falls down and you turned off the tv. "It's okay" you muttered under your breath. You have to accept it, he dosen't have feelings for you anymore. He likes someone. He deserves someone better, he deserves someone who will always make him smile like how you and him first got together, but a part of you still want him and hopes that he will never ever forget about you and the memories he build with you.

I can't fall asleep this night under the moonlight
No matter how much I wait, you won't come
Next to me is an empty space
I'm not a stranger to being alone anymore

That night, you're still thinking about what you watched earlier. Whoever that girl is, she was so lucky to have someone beside her. Everyday, everynight you still think that he will come back for you and apologize for what happened before. Everyday, everynight, you're there crying and begging for him to come back. But what's the point? You're used to being alone. Before, you don't like being alone but there's nothing more left to do but to forget about the past and move on.

Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Where you forget me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Where you forget me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Still at this place, I can't forget about you

You're at the river where you and Mingi first meet before. You smiled as the memories keep flowing but you've cried enough. You still miss him but a part of you want to move on. You know there will still be other boys other than him. You don't know who might it be but who knows if it is someone who's close to you and someone who's always there when you needed comfort.

"Y/n?"

For you I’m okay with being hurt
Since I only gave you pain during the time we were together
But you, the love you want
You need to meet someone better than me and be happy
But I hope not to the point where you forget me

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