七、雨夜暖

Màu nền
Font chữ
Font size
Chiều cao dòng

<table style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word; empty-cells: show; border-collapse: collapse; border: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; table-layout: fixed; width: 1005px; color: #1e1e1e; font-family: tahoma, arial, 宋体, 微软雅黑; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0">

<tbody style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word; border: 0px;">

<tr style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word; border: 0px; vertical-align: middle;">

<td id="postmessage_17933148" class="t_f" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word; border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; font-size: 14px;">七、雨夜暖<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />    叶正宸睁开眼睛看着我,除了面对病人和病菌,我很少见到他如此专注的神情。“你觉得我像个军人?”  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “像,很像!”我说:“你做事干净利落,生活简洁又有条理,军人都是这样。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “可能学医学久了,时间观念强,还有点洁癖。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你很爱护国旗,只有军人才会懂得珍惜国旗。”我记得有一次,公寓门前有个小小的中国国旗掉在地上,无人去理,叶正宸经过,特意捡起来,擦净灰尘,插在旁边的栏杆上。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他那个动作特别有军人的感觉,我暗暗崇拜了好几天。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你小学思想品德课上过没?老师没教过你:国旗是我们民族的尊严?!”他说。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  貌似讲过,不记得了!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “可是……可是你身手怎么那么好?”我指指阳台两米多高的挡板。“那次,你三秒钟就翻过去。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “那个挡板不高,爬了五分钟还没爬上去的人不多。”他笑得很讨厌,一定又回味起我当初怎么也爬不上去的糗样儿。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我想了想,又问:“那你爸爸是不是军人?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他抬眼,目光与我交汇,没有什么特别的表情。“不是,我爸爸是个生意人,他希望我做个好医生,所以把我送到日本来读书。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  看来是我猜错了!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我有点小小的失望。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  可我为什么要介意这个,即便猜对了,即便他是个军医,又能怎么样呢?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  ……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你为什么突然问起这个?”他好奇地望着我。“你该不会……喜欢军人?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “是仰慕!”我更正。“坚毅,自律,刚强,正直,冰冷的外表下,隐藏着火一样的热情……”我在心里偷偷补充一句,军绿色的制服下,隐藏着挺拔的身躯,致命的诱惑啊!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我的制服控啊,又泛滥了!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “军人没你想的那么好,我还是觉得医生好一点……”叶正宸大言不惭说。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我毫不客气地鄙视他。“切,至少军人纪律严明,不会随便勾搭女人。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他听出我在讽刺他,冷哼一声。“你看见的是他们穿军装的样子,脱了军装,一样是个男人,一样有最基本的生理需求。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “有需求没关系,关键要能自我控制。连自己的生理需求都控制不住,那和动物有什么分别?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “有时候,人还不如动物……”他的眼光失去了焦距,思绪也似飘向了远方。“虎毒不食子,狼行成双……有些人,为了权力和欲望,连至亲都不在乎……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你在说谁?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “很多人。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他说“很多人”三个字的时候,眉峰深深皱着。我忽然想起,他从不会提起自己的父亲,我也没见他给家里打过电话。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  难道他们父子关系不好?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我帮他抚平眉峰,继续给他洗头,一下一下耐心地揉着,顺便按压他的百会穴,太阳穴,风池穴,以舒缓情绪。洗完之后,我帮他擦干头发,再用手指帮他理顺。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “好了,我回去给你煲排骨汤,一会儿给你送来。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他忽然拉住我手腕。“你为什么对我这么好?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “因为你对我好啊!”我不着痕迹抽出手,对他深深鞠躬,谄媚地笑着:“师兄,这几个月承蒙你的关照,我感激不尽。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你就没有点其他想法?”又来了,这种讨厌的自以为是。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你放心,我从不敢对你有任何非分之想!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “那你为什么问我是不是军人?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  这问题相当尖锐。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我挠头,再挠头,想不出来。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  于是,我很诚恳地告诉他:“等我想出答案了,再告诉你!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  *******************************************************************<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  吃完饭,看看手机上的时间,已经六点半了。“到点了,我要去便利打工了。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你去便利店打工?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />    “嗯!日本鬼子的学费贵得要人命。”我边说边收拾东西。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你没钱交学费?!怎么不早点说……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  见他起身去拿钱包,我忙说。“钱我有,可我舍不得用我老爸辛苦攒了这么多年的血汗钱交学费。李凯给我介绍了一家便利店,在石桥那边,很近。每晚三个小时,不会太辛苦,还能锻炼锻炼日语口语。我想做做试试……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “李凯?是工学部的那个李凯?” <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “嗯。”李凯是阪大工学部的学生,我和秦雪在工学部食堂吃饭的时候经常能见到他。他身材清瘦,眉目清秀,颇有点浙江风流才子的范儿。后来接触过几次,发现他人不错,言谈非常有文化底蕴,不像某某人。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “三个小时。那不是要工作到十点。”某某人看看手腕上金灿灿的名表,不是以前那款了,又换了。我暗自感叹,败家啊!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “嗯,也不算晚。”不等他说话,我匆匆走向门口穿鞋。“不和你说了,再说迟到了。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  刚要出门,想起雅虎天气上说有雨,想回家拿雨伞,听见叶正宸在屋里喊:“丫头,我晚上洗澡怎么办,你能不能帮我?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “滚!”我顺手捡起拖鞋丢过去。“打电话叫你那些女朋友来给你洗!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我见过不要脸的,没见过这么不要脸的!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />@<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  气得我转身离开,很不幸,忘了带雨伞!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  ……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  **********************************************************************<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  第一天打工,有点手忙脚乱,有时候跟顾客交流了半天也搞不定人家的意思,很囧。好在客人和老板都比较宽容,没和我计较,反倒一个劲儿安慰我:“没问题,没问题。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  在新鲜感和忙碌中,一转眼三个小时过去了。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  九点五十,李凯来接班了,我看见他把滴着雨水的雨伞插在门口的雨伞架上,踮着脚望望窗外。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  雨水细细密密,没有停歇的迹象。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  暗暗在心里第一千零一遍骂叶正宸。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  李凯见我满面愁容,问我。“你是不是没带伞?拿我的伞回去吧。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “不用了,这雨看上去要下很久,今晚也未必会停。”我说:“你住的远,没有伞不行,我的公寓很近,跑几步就到了。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我和李凯交完班,走出门。我咬咬牙,冲进雨里,雨比我想的大,大滴大滴冰凉的雨落在我头发脸颊,顺着脖子淌进衣服了。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我忍不住打个冷战。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “小冰……”李凯撑着伞从里面追出来,抓住我的手,我脚下一滑差点跌倒,幸亏他伸手扶住我的腰。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他把雨伞塞到我手里。“你拿去用吧,我一会儿让朋友再给我送一把。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “我……”我又把雨伞推回到他手中,刚想说:不用!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  一缕光芒射过来,刺痛了我的眼睛,我忙用手臂遮住眼睛。 <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  适应了一阵,我放下手臂,看见一辆黑色的房车里走下一个人,站在大雨里。 <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  细密的水滴摔碎在那张帅气的脸上,一瞬间刺痛了我的心扉。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我以最快的速度挣脱李凯的手,跑到叶正宸面前,心因为奔跑狠狠撞击胸口。“你怎么在这儿?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “一个人在公寓有点闷,出来透透气。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  作为一个医学院的学生,我实在不认为一个右手不能动的伤者有必要在雨夜开车出来透气。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  但作为一个女人,这么帅的帅哥,拖着缠满绷带的右臂,冒着大雨开车来接我下班,我被感动得一塌糊涂。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  如果他不是叶正宸,我绝对扑到他怀里,告诉他:我这辈子跟定你了!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  不是军人我也认了!<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他看了一眼呆在便利店门口的李凯,打开副驾驶的车门。“上车吧。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我笑着对李凯挥挥手。“小李,我先走了。拜拜!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我坐上车,裙子已经完全被水湿透了,黏在身上。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  空调的温暖和雨水的冰冷激烈的撞击,我的身体颤抖不停,打了个喷嚏。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他笨拙地用左手脱下身上半湿的外衣,披在我身上,裹紧,又细心地挑出我湿了的头发,放在衣服外面。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “绷带弄湿了没?万一淋湿了,会感染的。”我摸摸他右手的绷带,没湿,幸亏他穿了件外衣。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他冷冷地说。“如果你再跟那小子缠绵一会儿,那就难说了!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你完全可以在车上多等一会儿,等我们缠绵完了再出现?”我笑着说。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你要是觉得我出现的不是时候,我进去收银,让他来车上继续陪你缠绵!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  咦?这么大的雨,这么冷的天,我为什么嗅到某人身上浓浓的火药味儿?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  为了缓和气氛,我冲他甜甜一笑。“师兄!不劳烦你了,我们可以明天继续!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他踩了一脚油门,飞驰的车穿过大雨,撞得雨滴飞溅。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />   一路上,他一句话都不说,我打开音乐。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  天籁般的嗓音传来……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我最钟爱耐人寻味的歌词,点了循环键,越听越喜欢。“这是什么歌?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “李凯在追你!”他说。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “哦!”我看出来了,也认认真真考虑过,对他仍然没感觉。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “你知道?没拒绝?”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  人家也没跟我表白,我总不能直接告诉:请你不要追我,我对你没感觉。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “干嘛要拒绝!”我随口答,仍沉浸在婉转歌声里。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  “天香我如味,浸透你防备……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  好曲,好词,我跟着音乐轻轻哼唱。“天香我如梅,刺透你舌蕾,天香我如水,穿透你心扉……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他的车子猛一刹车,幸亏我系了安全带,不然从挡风玻璃出去了。转头再看他,方向盘撞到了他的手臂,他疼得咬紧牙……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /> <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我又气又急。“你怎么开车呢!你的手不想要啦?!”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他不说话,静静望着我,我在他漆黑的眼瞳深处看到我的影子,湿发贴在脸上,尖尖的下颚,粉唇微合,眼波流转……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />    他的视线慢慢下移,眸色倏然一沉,不再移开……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  我低头,只见湿透的裙子贴在身上,几乎完全透明,精致地勾画出少女清晰的曲线,消瘦的腰肢,纤长的大腿……最窘的是,我今天穿的文胸尺码有点小,从他的角度完全可以看清那呼之欲出的双峰……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  他俯下身,凑到我耳边,低吟:“披衣带水欲何求……”</td>

</tr>

</tbody>

</table>

Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen2U.Pro