"Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like"

The music blasts loudly and Yoona had kept walking and walking, even if it was raining- she didn't care. There were much bigger problems than this rain at the moment. Some would say she's being dramatic. But people tend to not understand about how the other is like, thus they have no knowledge of how they would feel, or how they'll react to certain situations.

Not everyone has the same personality. 

Yoona had been thinking about when she should approach Haecahn, or maybe she shouldn't at all. Will it be a good idea after what had happened? Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. It hurts her brain to overthink a situation for too long. Having it repeat like a broken record player.

"Haechan" She whispers out as she looks at the brunette in front of her as she stands outside of his house, being soaked wet in the heavy rain.

"Let's talk"

-

"I didn't know she was like that" Haechan says softly, looking at me with sympathy written all over his face.

Oh how I hate that look.

"I didn't know that either, until she exposed her true self to me" I replied, taking a sip of the hot chocolate Haechan had made for me. "It's the harsh truth"

"I'm sorry. I didn't listen to your side of the story  and made up baseless conclusions about you" 

"Well that's a lesson learned" I whispered with a sigh. I placed the mug on the coffee table ahead of me and got up from the expensive-looking couch and my actions had made the msn in  front of me stand up as well.

"Would you give me a chance? I'll leave Yena. Let's give us a try" The brunette asks, looking at me with a guilty expression. 

Us. How I longed to hear this word. How I had always dreamt of this moment. Dreamt of being happy with him. Happy together as a nice couple. My heart's racing very fast, and I can't even tell if it's due to being able to fulfill my dream or is it because of something else? It's so confusing.

He had always been confusing.

"Yoona? Are you alright? I'm sorry maybe I said it-"

"It's fine. I don't have a crush on you anymore, I want to move on. We can be friends, if you want" And with that being said, I flashed him a small, genuine smile and walked out of the house.

I walked back into the rain, glad that I didn't walk back into that dream of mine. It all felt suffocating at one point and maybe it's time to let go.

To let go and move on for the better. To go out there and shine brighter without things that can bring me down. Maybe it's for the best, after all.

-

"You rejected your crush? Wait- you don't have a crush on him anymore? Really?" Ryujin asks, her eyes widening in shock.

"I can't keep leeching myself onto something I can't hold onto forever" I said with a small shrug, giving her shoulder a small, reassuring squeeze. "I'm fine, really. I'm more than happy now that I've let this go".

"If you're happy, then I'm happy with whatever you're decision is. You know I'll always be there for you. I swear I won't become like that bitch Yena, ever, no way" Ryujin says, making a digusted-like face at the thought of acting like my ex-bestfriend. 

I laughed at how she had reacted and smiled widely, nudging her side a little. "I know you won't. Now, don't you think you owe me another ice cream treat?".

-END OF CHAPTER-

one last chapter coming up and I think I'm done!