i was reading some of my old fics that gained me followers in the beginning ( i've unpublished them now, thank God ) and it made me wonder, WHY did anyone like those???

they were horribly written, editing mistakes EVERYWHERE. and they weren't even original! it was just a rewrite of whatever fandom i was into right then.

but i still can't get over my writing i mean Jesus Christ it was bad. i honestly don't think i've improved much but still, so so so bad.

and then the works that i actually put the time and effort into aren't getting as much recognition and i'm... i'm dead inside.

anyways, peace and love and all that <3