{The truth I couldn't convey}

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•05/09/16•

Dear Hoseok

I heard you finally woke up from your coma. Jin said they took you back home already... But you're having memory problems. You forget things like every ten minutes. You don't even know you were in hospital.

You also don't remember me...

But I forgive you, Hoseok. I think it's better this way.

I'm not going to make it. I'm dying. I don't want to you feel guilty, Hoseok. That's why I hope you never remember me. If you do, I'm telling Namjoon to give this letter to you, to tell you... I'm doing okay. Really, Hoseok.

Don't beat yourself up about this whole thing, okay? I was the one who basically forced you into taking us out. You're always right somehow. I hate it sometimes haha.

But Hoseok... I love you. I really do. And I knew I would from the day I met you.

I know you feel the same so don't worry. I know it already. I know you don't mean any harm. I know you're hurting right now. But it's okay. Someday we'll meet again and it'll be the happiest day of our lives.

I want you to be happy and live a happy life. Do that for me, Hoseok? I won't forgive you if you don't.

I love you.

P.S: When I die, I'm totally building our house on an evergreen tree in heaven. Look forward to that haha, I'll be waiting for you there ;)

Love,
You already know who