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Continuing from last part.....

Here shaurya was sitting on the window side, he was little confused as saira suddenly went and didn't even informed him about where she was going but them asiding all the other thoughts he reminded thinking about their memories, those few blissful months they had spent together. His pale, blank face curved sweetly in a smile as the beautiful face of his saira crossed through his vision.

"I am sorry saira, I've given you the worst pain but i promise I'll try to give you everything which I didn't. I'm unable to bring back those five years but I'll try to fulfill your every wishes on which you've your righs." His eyes sparkled with the determination as he promised to himself. He wanted to give her the happiness which he had promised to give some years ago.

His eyes roamed around the room as he noticed some minor changes. She must have changed it, he thought with a serene smile.

"But where are you? You didn't tell me too where are you going!" Shaurya suddenly spoke out to himself. He looked out of the window and then thought to ask drishti if she knew anything. Carefully taking the elbow-crutch stick he slowly made his way out of the room.

There drishti was standing near her room. She was scrolling down through her mobile then suddenly sensing her brother's presence she snapped her head at him and smiled as finally he stepped out of the room or else he was like locked in the particular room.
"Bhai!!"

"Do you want anything?" Holding the other arm of him she asked shaurya affectionately smiled and shook his head. The brother-sister duo again went in his room as once making him sit on the bed she too took the seat before him resting her head on his lap. Shaurya ruffled her hair lightly then creasing her cheek asked out "Saira has gone somewhere, right? When she'll come?"

"It'll take time, that man won't let her come soon__ Khadoos!" Drishti realised her words and bit her tongue. What did she do? Saira had told her not to reveal about her doing the job in front of shaurya and now see what she had done.

Shaurya's eyebrows wiggled confusingly, he was going to say something as hearing the half statement unwanted things were arousing in his mind. But before that drishti interrupted him, "Leave it na bhai, you'll spoil your mood. Come no, I'm giving your medicines. Didi have already told me everything. Take them and sleep for sometime. I'll wake you up later." She ignored the topic leaving her brother deep into the unwanted thoughts and questions. His mind began doubting on few things.

'Who is that man? Why he won't let her come? And why she'll hear him? Is he__! D__Did she get m__married?' The doubts converted into thoughts as it made it's own imaginary pictures.

'No! What I'm thinking? How can she do this..... I know her, she'll never..... We're already married..... It's just that it was only between us till now.... She loves me a lot and will never think like this..... I'm just overthinking' He avoided to think anything as it will only force him to doubt over his saira which he never want even in his bad dream. He believed on his saira more than anything. He had seen the love her heart held for him. If she had to marry then why would had she taken his care till these years. She cared for him because she loved him.

Shaurya broke the trance as drishti gave him his medicines. He then laid on the bed, once drishti left from there shaurya too closed his eyes to calm his mind.

After some time....!!

Shaurya was deep into sleep, he was sleeping peacefully till now with his calm expression but then out of sudden his expressions and body language began changing. He moved his head from one side to another for few times then changing the side of bed he again fell asleep. His facial was changing like he was seeing any dream, a very unpleasant dream which was making him restless.

Dream session.....

Shaurya sideways his face with a charming smile on it. His hand gripped over the another soft palm strongly. Entangling the hands together they both looked at each other, with immense love, affection and care. Their faces adorned with the wide intense smiles and eyes sparkling with happiness with the joy of togetherness.

Shaurya lifted their joined hands as he slightly pulled her towards himself, closing the distance between them. His other hand raised up as he sank it over her cheek, cupping it in that palm while creasing over her smooth skin. His knuckles moved up and down there as she shyly lowered her eyelids.
His face came closer to her as with that the pink hue blush got stronger fluttering her heart with the sparkling chills running through her spine.

But suddenly something happened which threw them apart. Shaurya's grip over her palm began loosing as she was getting away from him. His eyes came in contact with another figure standing behind saira holding her hand as the man was pulling her towards himself. Shaurya's restlessness started growing as he tried to get the lead and go near saira but something stopped him. He felt his body freezing on the same place he was standing before. Slowly her hand pulled away from her and saira's figure faded away with the man who was accompanying her.

"Saira!!!!" He chilled out but everything go unheard.

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Shaurya jerked up from the dream as he shot open his eyes with a heart clenching cry. "Saira!!"

His eyes torn up with tears as the restlessness and fear filled with insecurity converted into tears. The sweaty palms lifted up wiping his sweat drenched forehead. Shaurya immediately began searching her. In attempt to get up he put his feet on the floor and without any support tried to stand up resulting in him to fall down with a husky deep painful wince. His elbow hitted with floor which spread painful sensations but at that time caring about nothing he just focused to get up. Grabbing his elbow-crutch he held it and began walking towards the door as soon as possible. He was about to step out when suddenly some voice made way in his ears. The familiar voice pulled him towards it as coming near the window he peeped out to see saira. His eyes traveled next to her and stuck with the man standing in front of her. Both were talking and laughing together. The smile which on saira's face was showing her happiness.

But who was the man? Was that mean__did she__did she really get married? That means whatever he was dreaming and thinking will never gone happen. Everything had already finished between them. She had moved on, it was only him who stayed back or could say left back.... Far back!

Shaurya's limbs fallen weak as he stumbled back and sat down over the bed with his blank face. Each and every dream had come crashing down with his love. He felt like loosing the hope to live his life. Sometime ago, he was thinking to begin their life again, to love her and give a name to their relationship but what happened? Everything was already finished, he would never be able to complete his incompleted dreams ever as for that his saira had already left him. No, it wasn't his anymore.....she was now someone else's love. Someone far better than him maybe.
Tears loosen their strength flooding down through his coppery duo eyes. His stumble cheeks become wet by them as he couldn't stop it......now their flow was endless as whatever he had left in his life had also finished.

Unwillingly but now he had to forget her, forget her love, their moments and whatever they had shared some years ago. If he didn't do that then it will become a blunder for saira, which he could never let happen.

His trance again broke as the voice of foot steps distracted his mind. Shaurya's ear caught the tinkling of her anklets, he hurriedly pulled the blanket and again laid on the bed the same way he was sleeping before. His tears flowed more vigorously but somehow he had to control them so that it would not be visible in front of her or his sister.
The question was again and again running in his mind about why didn't saira tell him? Didn't she believe him a little too? He would have happily accepted it if she had told him by herself. The pain may had lessen a little bit than now...... But then again killing his emotions he ignored it and blanked his feelings with the pale, blank, emotionless face

"Shaurya__" Saira's call interrupted as she entered in the room to see her love sleeping. A pleasant smile formed over her face as she walked near him the sitting on the edge of bed she sank her fingers in his locks. She smoothly ruffled it which increased his pain double folds than it was. Her each action was hurting him to core but then whatever saira too had no fault in that. She loved him and that's what showing, it was shaurya's imagination and fear which brought him to the conclusion, his mental state which was already weak was now getting worse by the amount of stress he was taking.

'Don't do this saira! You're making me weak! I've hardly controlled myself after a lot. Don't make it difficult for me! Please go from here!" Shaurya's mind spoke up as he scrunched his eyes painfully.

"Didi!"

Saira looked up as drishti approached her. She narrowed her eyebrows questioning her.
"Bhai has just slept after taking the medicines. We'll wale him up sometime later!" Saira turned her eyes at him, she leaned forward then pecking a kiss lightly over his hair stood up. The kiss was too light that he didn't realise it.
Once saira and drishti left shaurya opened his eyes and sat up on his place with his head backside over the headboard engrossed deep into his own imagination.

At night.....!!

There were some photographs spread over the floor. Before them the figure of shaurya was sitting with a image in his hand. It was his and saira's where they both were looking at each other with lot of love, affection and care. That was the time when he had the right to call her his, and she was only his! There was none between them but now when she had married, what's the use of storing those memories which will later could become the reason of their sadness.
Once he could see her with someone else but would never be able to see her sad Or dull. He loved her immensely and that's enough to live atleast this life.

His other hand picked up the matchbox and a stick. Soon firing the stick he burned all of the photos in the fire. He burned their memories and moments, though they won't be able to wipe up from his mind.
Tears rolled down his cheeks as again he rested his head on the edge of bed and scrunched his eyes letting the tears to flow freely. His suppressed pain came out all together.....

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