𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔
𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐀
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she was a breath of fresh air...

his breath of fresh air.

𝒔𝒚𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒔
𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍
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"if you love me, come with me."

"it's because i love you that i can't."

𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌
𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
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𝒊. painkillers, gracie abrams    𝒊𝒊. the great war, taylor swift    𝒊𝒊𝒊. wish you would've, lily kincade    𝒊𝒗. brush fire, gracie abrams    𝒗. through the looking glass, ella jane    𝒗𝒊. mine, taylor swift    𝒗𝒊𝒊. wish you were sober, conan gray    𝒗𝒊𝒊𝒊. for real this time, gracie abrams    𝒊𝒙. love the way you lie, eminem & rihanna    𝒙. all you had to do was stay, taylor swift    𝒙𝒊. partners in crime, finneas    𝒙𝒊𝒊. wishful thinking, gracie abrams    𝒙𝒊𝒊𝒊. you're not sorry, taylor swift    𝒙𝒊𝒗. summertime sadness, lana del rey    𝒙𝒗. anti-hero, taylor swift    𝒙𝒗𝒊. cigarettes and incense, michael cimino    𝒙𝒗𝒊𝒊. daddy issues, the neighbourhood    𝒙𝒗𝒊𝒊𝒊. don't blame me, taylor swift    𝒙𝒊𝒙. i miss you, i'm sorry, gracie abrams    𝒙𝒙. this is me trying, taylor swift

𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒑𝒚𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆
𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑
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the book contains sensitive material such as violence, explicit language, mild sexual content, injuries, death, underage drug and alcohol use, homicide and more. this book also covers very heavy topics such as depression, anxiety, ptsd, panic attacks, grief, emotional and physical abuse, addiction and domestic issues. if any of the above topics could be triggering for you or might make you uncomfortable then i strongly suggest you find a different book as this is not the right one for you. this book was written for mature audiences and has a lot of sensitive content so please make the decision of whether you would like to continue reading based on yourself.

i do not own or take credit for any of the characters or plots from outer banks, nor do i claim to own any canon dialogue or ideas in this book that are taken from the show. however, the original characters and plots created by me are mine and mine only so, without directly contacting me and receiving my permission first, no adaptions or copies of this book shall be made. if you are aware of someone possibly copying or stealing any ideas or excerpts of mine, please let me know.

this book is written entirely for creative and leisure purposes and is in no way supposed to offend anyone. it is purely fiction so if there is any content that you don't agree with or find unsettling, instead of leaving hate simply find another book. i am not trying to glorify or romanticise violence or any of the other sensitive themes covered in this book in any way when i write about it as, once again, this is purely fiction. none of this is written to be taken personally, literally or critically as this is a safe space for everyone.

𝒂 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎
𝐋𝐈𝐕 <𝟑
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happy new year everyone! i have been meaning to publish this fic for a long time and it's finally happening!

i started this fic after season one of outer banks was released so it has been in progress for a very long time so i figured it was time to show people what has been in my drafts for over two years now.

i promised my favourite person ever i would make it very clear that she gets to gatekeep all the original characters in this fic as she has helped me plan, write and edit this entire fic so thank you kylerrrose for being by my side through this whole journey ily <3

i hope you enjoy the toxic, emotional rollercoaster of a relationship that is lila and rafe.

dts: kylerrrose paradiseearth izzasaurswp drzugzwang rorysluvrs gwetersluv allieswiftt -graciesbae angelslulls voiidraeken -ellatin cameronzluvr -dylansugarpie
i love each and every one of you <3

❨01.01.2023❩
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